TUNG JIT (in canto)

Tung Jit (in canton)
Some says after these day, you are one year older ....
and the main thing is to gather around with ur family, have a nice dinner with everyone in your family.

We have our dinner at my grandma place

Then while the dinner, my youngest auntie ask me, what is my plan after i go to perth, isn't it that i will settle down there and never come back after u left for perth next Year?

Wah, din meant i dun wan to come back, but of cuz i do plan to work there ... i do miss my family and friends here.

Then she ask, u go like this, never miss ur family meh ...

Well... i din feel any sorrow or saddest, but then my tear automatically appear .... yuck malu malu!!!

Then she said oh someone having a red eye .... then she ask my mom i tot u said Teng won't cry

in my heart ... well, yeah not much ppl see me cry, cuz i usually dun cry infront of ppl, even if i really feel sad or anything i won't cry in front of anyone especially my mother .... i will let my tear out when i am alone, when i am in my room -- MY PRIVATE ROOM ... there is where i usually let it out to myself whenever i hv hard feeling.

Feeling homesick ... especially missing my family ... i can feel the sour come from my heart wanting to come out but i use my own ability to block them from flowing out ....

That's why in everyone perception on me... they tot i am a strong person, yup outlook la, the perception that i set la, but in my heart i am also one of the weak hearted ppl ... but still in control