Been starting to borrow video tape from the library.... cuz it is a way of getting rid of boredom.
Last wednesday, it was a very very hot day, we have heat wave... bt just after a week, today we have cold temperature. Our nite started to feel cold.
I enjoy walking alone at nite, together with my jacket and my mp3 player... walking all the while to the library, it is a full relax... enjoy it while the nite is cold, with some light shower, and the straight pathway, sometimes dark sometimes bright with the street light... i felt safe.
For the 15 minutes of walking... totally enjoy into the music played on my mp3 player, hands in the pocket of my jacket, with a hoodie on to prevend from shower.. .. one step, two step, step by step to the library... no one bother you, no one around, just felt like there is only u n the earth, the air, felt so much like my soul are mixing with the air....Emm mm... love it so much.
The feeling of relief, relaxation, happy, light!! ... feel like flying.
It was great!!
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Monday, March 28, 2005
Out of a sudden
Out of a sudden!!! .... i realise i am on this blog for 7 months and 9 days....
I never realise i hv been here for more than half a year...
and i never realise time passed fast, re-read some of the post at august.... wow... it seems like last month, but it passes for 7 months already, and also things that i mentioned then n now, are different, people who are in my post are different, things and people who are in my life now are different... I wonder what makes a different!!!
Aih.... if i keep on remind myself of some promises by someone... it will not be in a happy mood, just look at how different we are now, just look at how different lifestyle we are having now, the story of our life, the things that happened in our life ARE DIFFERENT!!!
aih... dunno what to say
well 7 months passes... i hv to grow up, and things just happened and made me a better person.
I never realise i hv been here for more than half a year...
and i never realise time passed fast, re-read some of the post at august.... wow... it seems like last month, but it passes for 7 months already, and also things that i mentioned then n now, are different, people who are in my post are different, things and people who are in my life now are different... I wonder what makes a different!!!
Aih.... if i keep on remind myself of some promises by someone... it will not be in a happy mood, just look at how different we are now, just look at how different lifestyle we are having now, the story of our life, the things that happened in our life ARE DIFFERENT!!!
aih... dunno what to say
well 7 months passes... i hv to grow up, and things just happened and made me a better person.
It was....
It was a good weekend with some boredom.. haha
Why i say it is good, becuz i can have the whole house for myself, so i can walk wherever i want, spend my time in the lounge... invite anyone to the flat... hahahaha
I think it is officially Autumn now, cuz the temperature start to drop down a bit, and start to have cloudly day, rainy days.... and i just love the sunset time... it is about 6pm...that is the most beautiful time.
I played frisbee around that time and saw the most beautiful moon i have ever see in my whole life. Too bad i din bring my camera to the field. I saw the moon at a very low position, then the moon just appear to be in between 2 tall trees, and then the moon was round in shape n bright in colour... i just cannot believe my eyes that i saw something so beautiful like this, gotta wait another month to capture this, and i cannot guarantee that the moon will still be this round and bright and low in position.... yup i admit the moon in overseas are rounder n brighter.
The another day, i wanted to look for the moon again... but badly that day was too cloudly, but then it is also the most beautiful sunset i hv captured.... will upload them later to my photoalbum.... you will be amazed to see ... they are all like poster picture.... luv em all!!
Badly, we din get to watch the videos we borrowed from library together..... such a waste, Chip is always busy with her assignment, test, and outings....
I am darn free... and lazy to say... postponing my assignment.... i am going to be busy later this week due to the shooting is done and need to do editing.
Why i say it is good, becuz i can have the whole house for myself, so i can walk wherever i want, spend my time in the lounge... invite anyone to the flat... hahahaha
I think it is officially Autumn now, cuz the temperature start to drop down a bit, and start to have cloudly day, rainy days.... and i just love the sunset time... it is about 6pm...that is the most beautiful time.
I played frisbee around that time and saw the most beautiful moon i have ever see in my whole life. Too bad i din bring my camera to the field. I saw the moon at a very low position, then the moon just appear to be in between 2 tall trees, and then the moon was round in shape n bright in colour... i just cannot believe my eyes that i saw something so beautiful like this, gotta wait another month to capture this, and i cannot guarantee that the moon will still be this round and bright and low in position.... yup i admit the moon in overseas are rounder n brighter.
The another day, i wanted to look for the moon again... but badly that day was too cloudly, but then it is also the most beautiful sunset i hv captured.... will upload them later to my photoalbum.... you will be amazed to see ... they are all like poster picture.... luv em all!!
Badly, we din get to watch the videos we borrowed from library together..... such a waste, Chip is always busy with her assignment, test, and outings....
I am darn free... and lazy to say... postponing my assignment.... i am going to be busy later this week due to the shooting is done and need to do editing.
Friday, March 25, 2005
Last minute Shopping
As what i said, supermarket going to close tomorrow, and added that today is a late nite shopping day, so we gotta go for grocery shopping till late ... hahah
Sleep late last nite cuz of the movie, then again need to wake in the morning to attend for my screen production demo... my mind was blank while i m in the demo... and Damien is teaching the most complicated and difficult part - Lighting.
Then after class, got to know we hv car to Garden City, and so i need to go there to search for my frend bikini.... hahaha finally spend for like an hour in City Beach, i got to find that particular design of Roxy bikini for her. Good Good... i hv been searching every store....but failed to find it.
Got back about 3:30pm, then 4:30pm need to walk to Kardi for groceries shopping.
We shop until .... 8pm... rushing here and there.... then buy Chicken Treat meal for 2 back to SV and eat... then Zoe told me one day a singaporean student on his way to SV, being robbed... and that time is only about 7pm (quite dark already). So we think for our safety... it is advisable to call for Murdoch Escourt Service, since everyone is using it, it is not embarrassing to use it again... hahaha bought too many things... fit in the whole van... it was fun though!!
Got back, and i realise the library going to close at 9pm, and i need to rush to the library to borrow some videos to watch in this weekend with Chip...
So we get there, found some videos, i borrow "Jeepers Creepers" and Chip used my accout to borrow "Last Tango in Paris" (It is a story kind of soft porn) because we have a long weekend, and half of my flatmates went for trips, so left only me and siang yee in da house.... it is good to own the whole house, you can just sing as loud as you want, watch watever you want without anyone disturb.. good good!!
So after borrowing the videos, we head back to our own flats, do our own business... i start to eat my chicken treat dinner... then Philips come in and hang out at our flats, then Felice also here, and then Serena come by wanted to go to Tavern, actually i also wanted to go, becuz this week theme is Beach or Sea theme... hehe luv beach so much... and wanted to see what other ppl will wear.
And so we succeded persuading Siang yee and Felice to go (well they don't like it and din enjoy much) and here we go.
So pretty sad actually, cuz we spend all the time standing out there.... not in the dance floor, watching people, and i seeing them standing there complaining too loud, too crowded, too wat wat... dun like it.. better go out!!! Geez... and then Serena went to find her friend... aih.. too bad i don't have my own who really enjoy it!!
There are really people wearing bikinis, guys wear bikinis.. badly didn't see any guys wear a speedos... that would be the champion of the nite.... or a girl wear a coconut shells on it with some hawaiian style leaf... hahaha that would be fun too...
Then later on, we leave early, then proceeded to Philips' flat for chatting.. til 4am... it was cold tat time.
Sleep late last nite cuz of the movie, then again need to wake in the morning to attend for my screen production demo... my mind was blank while i m in the demo... and Damien is teaching the most complicated and difficult part - Lighting.
Then after class, got to know we hv car to Garden City, and so i need to go there to search for my frend bikini.... hahaha finally spend for like an hour in City Beach, i got to find that particular design of Roxy bikini for her. Good Good... i hv been searching every store....but failed to find it.
Got back about 3:30pm, then 4:30pm need to walk to Kardi for groceries shopping.
We shop until .... 8pm... rushing here and there.... then buy Chicken Treat meal for 2 back to SV and eat... then Zoe told me one day a singaporean student on his way to SV, being robbed... and that time is only about 7pm (quite dark already). So we think for our safety... it is advisable to call for Murdoch Escourt Service, since everyone is using it, it is not embarrassing to use it again... hahaha bought too many things... fit in the whole van... it was fun though!!
Got back, and i realise the library going to close at 9pm, and i need to rush to the library to borrow some videos to watch in this weekend with Chip...
So we get there, found some videos, i borrow "Jeepers Creepers" and Chip used my accout to borrow "Last Tango in Paris" (It is a story kind of soft porn) because we have a long weekend, and half of my flatmates went for trips, so left only me and siang yee in da house.... it is good to own the whole house, you can just sing as loud as you want, watch watever you want without anyone disturb.. good good!!
So after borrowing the videos, we head back to our own flats, do our own business... i start to eat my chicken treat dinner... then Philips come in and hang out at our flats, then Felice also here, and then Serena come by wanted to go to Tavern, actually i also wanted to go, becuz this week theme is Beach or Sea theme... hehe luv beach so much... and wanted to see what other ppl will wear.
And so we succeded persuading Siang yee and Felice to go (well they don't like it and din enjoy much) and here we go.
So pretty sad actually, cuz we spend all the time standing out there.... not in the dance floor, watching people, and i seeing them standing there complaining too loud, too crowded, too wat wat... dun like it.. better go out!!! Geez... and then Serena went to find her friend... aih.. too bad i don't have my own who really enjoy it!!
There are really people wearing bikinis, guys wear bikinis.. badly didn't see any guys wear a speedos... that would be the champion of the nite.... or a girl wear a coconut shells on it with some hawaiian style leaf... hahaha that would be fun too...
Then later on, we leave early, then proceeded to Philips' flat for chatting.. til 4am... it was cold tat time.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Big holiday!!!
Yea, we are going to have a long weekend due to the good friday holiday and easter monday. What is sucks... is that everything is close in the weekend, so basically dun hv anywhere to go, and try to have fun in the weekend.
I have thursday, friday, saturday, sunday and monday...5 days free!!! What to do, as i don't have test next week, although i hv an assignment to pass up in the end of next week, but still i consider it as a pretty free weekend.
So just now, just watch "SAW" with Chip, Siang Yee, Serena, Ryan and Tommy.... in my flat. hahhaha, watch it at about 11:30 pm, and i though it is a horror movie ... and scared everyone off hahah... but well it is not a horror film, it is thriller film, it was svery good, i love the plot, the idea of the movie, and the twisted ending. Love it so much.... So tis nite our flat kinda happening... cuz all along it was quite dead!!
Planning what to do in the weekend...
I have thursday, friday, saturday, sunday and monday...5 days free!!! What to do, as i don't have test next week, although i hv an assignment to pass up in the end of next week, but still i consider it as a pretty free weekend.
So just now, just watch "SAW" with Chip, Siang Yee, Serena, Ryan and Tommy.... in my flat. hahhaha, watch it at about 11:30 pm, and i though it is a horror movie ... and scared everyone off hahah... but well it is not a horror film, it is thriller film, it was svery good, i love the plot, the idea of the movie, and the twisted ending. Love it so much.... So tis nite our flat kinda happening... cuz all along it was quite dead!!
Planning what to do in the weekend...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Cheers...
Cheers that i did a great suggestion on going out in the mid of everyone was trying to concentrate and feeling bored for straight 2 1/2 days.
I always want to go to the beach before the sun falls into the ocean, so that i can catch the lovely sunset. And also, beach is a excellent place to go for relaxing and just put in your soul mix with the atmosphere or the environment that the beach n the ocean provide. That would make you feel so good.
It was saturday afternoon, after being stayed at the Student Village for straight 2 days.... i am bored, ok, i am bored!!! I am so easy to get bored, and i know i have things to do, and test on next week. But i am so bloody bored of staring at the words and all those nonsense.
And so, today is saturday, everyone went out, everyone has somewhere to go, except for us.... cuz hv no where to go, and one of them got test on the following monday, she is that kind who would stayed in her room for couple of days and just study!!!!
However, fun won't stop when i want them (actually it stops for quite a numbers of time which lead me into a damn bored days). So i suddenly suggested to go to the beach at 4pm, and want them to gather at 4:15pm. When i go to visit their room and ask them whether they want to go, they are all like so happy finally can go out. At first i planned to go by myself, bt then after i ask, here goes some company.
And then we arrived at the beach, after being pointed by the bus driver to go to Cottesloe beach by bus, and made us change for 3 buses to get there.... i am wrong, i shud take the train earlier with my own well planned journey. If we take the train, we would have more time at the beach.
And so we reached, saw lots of small little piece of artwork, yeap, they are now having seaside sculpture at Cottesloe beach. which attracted more and more ppl to go there and have a nice saturday. And i saw quite a number of couple getting married there, taking a photo of the sunset as a background.
We are all satisfied with this trip, because we all get excellent gift from the nature, and everything just satisfied, so everyone was happy and enjoy the short trip at the beach and back to fremantle.
We have our Cicerellos dinner at Freo, hahaha so happy to get to eat cicerellos fish n chips again, although they are really expensive, but pay for that amount of money you won't regret.
Here are some photos taken at the beach of the sunset, i again as the photographer, capturing silhouettes of my models....haha and they look god damn great (i mean the photos)
Now i realise that the earth does turn, and it turn pretty fast too.... despite of looking at the sunset, the sun does set fast enough, within minutes and the sun.....*droop* drop into the ocean and left the dark blue colour of the sky and some dark orange still shining.... and we can see the moon light getting brighter.
Me and Zoe, sitting on my newly bought beach mat to look for sunset.
The is when the sun is going to set
Here are my 3 models
This pic taken by me, but i took without her noticed, so it is a super natural pic, and a really nice pic.
This is truly shown that the sun already drop into the ocean!!
I always want to go to the beach before the sun falls into the ocean, so that i can catch the lovely sunset. And also, beach is a excellent place to go for relaxing and just put in your soul mix with the atmosphere or the environment that the beach n the ocean provide. That would make you feel so good.
It was saturday afternoon, after being stayed at the Student Village for straight 2 days.... i am bored, ok, i am bored!!! I am so easy to get bored, and i know i have things to do, and test on next week. But i am so bloody bored of staring at the words and all those nonsense.
And so, today is saturday, everyone went out, everyone has somewhere to go, except for us.... cuz hv no where to go, and one of them got test on the following monday, she is that kind who would stayed in her room for couple of days and just study!!!!
However, fun won't stop when i want them (actually it stops for quite a numbers of time which lead me into a damn bored days). So i suddenly suggested to go to the beach at 4pm, and want them to gather at 4:15pm. When i go to visit their room and ask them whether they want to go, they are all like so happy finally can go out. At first i planned to go by myself, bt then after i ask, here goes some company.
And then we arrived at the beach, after being pointed by the bus driver to go to Cottesloe beach by bus, and made us change for 3 buses to get there.... i am wrong, i shud take the train earlier with my own well planned journey. If we take the train, we would have more time at the beach.
And so we reached, saw lots of small little piece of artwork, yeap, they are now having seaside sculpture at Cottesloe beach. which attracted more and more ppl to go there and have a nice saturday. And i saw quite a number of couple getting married there, taking a photo of the sunset as a background.
We are all satisfied with this trip, because we all get excellent gift from the nature, and everything just satisfied, so everyone was happy and enjoy the short trip at the beach and back to fremantle.
We have our Cicerellos dinner at Freo, hahaha so happy to get to eat cicerellos fish n chips again, although they are really expensive, but pay for that amount of money you won't regret.
Here are some photos taken at the beach of the sunset, i again as the photographer, capturing silhouettes of my models....haha and they look god damn great (i mean the photos)
Now i realise that the earth does turn, and it turn pretty fast too.... despite of looking at the sunset, the sun does set fast enough, within minutes and the sun.....*droop* drop into the ocean and left the dark blue colour of the sky and some dark orange still shining.... and we can see the moon light getting brighter.
Me and Zoe, sitting on my newly bought beach mat to look for sunset.
The is when the sun is going to set
Here are my 3 models
This pic taken by me, but i took without her noticed, so it is a super natural pic, and a really nice pic.
This is truly shown that the sun already drop into the ocean!!
Friday, March 18, 2005
Welcome
Welcome to my new online photo album, it is better there i guess compare with the previous i had, but the previous album i will remain, cuz no point taking them down, in case anything goes wrong to my comp, at least i have a backup area, if not all the photo lost... cry also no tears ah!!!
So the following address would be my latest online photo album, feel free to click on it and see my life here in Perth, Western Australia (if you are interested la), if not dun it's ok, it is also a place for me to store my pic, so that it won't be lost forever.
There you go http://carven.myphotoalbum.com/albums.php
No matter what, you are welcome to my album, but you can't take them without my permission for some illegal cut n paste or your own creation ah...!!!! Watch out
So the following address would be my latest online photo album, feel free to click on it and see my life here in Perth, Western Australia (if you are interested la), if not dun it's ok, it is also a place for me to store my pic, so that it won't be lost forever.
There you go http://carven.myphotoalbum.com/albums.php
No matter what, you are welcome to my album, but you can't take them without my permission for some illegal cut n paste or your own creation ah...!!!! Watch out
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Good Start
Just love sweating out the sweat that hidden for years.....
Went badminton yesterday with some new people....
good .... got to new some new people
and they are friendly n active.... so from now on i can find some people for outdoors activities lah....!!!!
After playing badminton then they invite me n my flatmate to their flat to play monopoly...
Good too... then got to know they are going rock climbing today.... Which is SUCK!!! Cuz i can't go, it clashes with my CPA meeting....Argh god i hate it....
They are people frm singapore, hong kong, melbourne born chinese... and they are friendly enuf to accept new people and to be frank they are really friendly.
And the course they studying, really have no any relation to our media or mass comm... they do vet studies .... Cool subject bt not for me though!!! Hahah....
Just see people frm another school and another country, we can also get along....
Arh... i wish i go to the rock climbing, heard it was good and have a huge dinner after that.... not like what i did for this evening, sucks man!!!
Bt well... i finally clear up my mail box this evening, which i always open bt never read those mail. And then it accumulates till 80 mails.... then i finish everything in a evening. Bravo.... now my mailbox seems so clean. hahahah!!!!
Well tomorrow morning got to wake up early, darn early, 7am.... (my second early wake up time ever since i came to perth) Will go to Canning Vale Market with these new frends.... Good!!!
Went badminton yesterday with some new people....
good .... got to new some new people
and they are friendly n active.... so from now on i can find some people for outdoors activities lah....!!!!
After playing badminton then they invite me n my flatmate to their flat to play monopoly...
Good too... then got to know they are going rock climbing today.... Which is SUCK!!! Cuz i can't go, it clashes with my CPA meeting....Argh god i hate it....
They are people frm singapore, hong kong, melbourne born chinese... and they are friendly enuf to accept new people and to be frank they are really friendly.
And the course they studying, really have no any relation to our media or mass comm... they do vet studies .... Cool subject bt not for me though!!! Hahah....
Just see people frm another school and another country, we can also get along....
Arh... i wish i go to the rock climbing, heard it was good and have a huge dinner after that.... not like what i did for this evening, sucks man!!!
Bt well... i finally clear up my mail box this evening, which i always open bt never read those mail. And then it accumulates till 80 mails.... then i finish everything in a evening. Bravo.... now my mailbox seems so clean. hahahah!!!!
Well tomorrow morning got to wake up early, darn early, 7am.... (my second early wake up time ever since i came to perth) Will go to Canning Vale Market with these new frends.... Good!!!
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I just want to....
It has been almost 4 damn long week
Suddenly i just wanted to like write a letter to her
I don't want to suffer from this kind of situation
make it clear ok
guessing n get frustrated... it is not a good thing to do
it is mentaly exhausted
It is like a kind of suffer whenever i see her
Aren't we the 'ONE WEEK MEET ONCE' frend???
Someone did made that we are ji muis wor....
so now wat
last time whenever how far we are apart...
we use msn to communicate
and now we are ONLY within 500 metres away (IT IS LESS THAN TAT I AM PRETTY SURE)
we communicate less
no contact
no communicate
i don't want anyone to misunderstood the situation
I am so scared i made others to misunderstood her
She is not as cold as what u guys think
It is just tat.... the feeeling is not like last time
It is different
Things has changed.... and so do someone changed!!!
and we only meet once a week
compare with last time 5 days a week
msn almost .... all nite!!! (well that doesn't work for 2 months though)
we are near near near.....
bt we only meet one week once for less
talk less than 10 sentence (i guess)
So days by days
weeks by weeks
and months ... years ....
and we might be the 'HI-BYE' frend kind
So where the fuck is the commitment that we all said, planned, suggested went??
If you read this, you should who you are
I just want to type this out
and let it out.... i wanted to write it somewhere else
but.... since there are not much people readin this blog here
so i might as well write it here to let the people who might misunderstood and the subject that i wish she can know
I am not trying to be rude or something... i just want to... (as my title said) let it out
Cuz it has been hauting me for weeks,
suffering from dunno what's goin on
dunno what to do next
and the question WHY????????
So we are all busy people...
life makes someone busy
and when the person are busy
they will slowly forget what n who they have gone thru
*slap myself hard* @_@
THIS IS THE REAL WORLD GIRL
THIS IS REALLY THE REAL WORLD
maybe they are also being structured... ( i am so sick of the truth n reality in a film/documentary....being confused by the tutor in documentary class.... and makes me questioned what are REAL)
and So... now i hv met the REAL WORLD....
They are so .... "chi gek" that makes ur life goes ups n downs....
why??
becuz the player in SIM CITY wants to make the human life grow stronger
I ever thought i can be like so happy after going abroad
I ever thought i will be over enjoy my life here in Perth
I ever thought i can do things that i never when i am in msia
and so now... my life goes on... routinely
bt my mental really suffers frm .... frustration
Suddenly i just wanted to like write a letter to her
I don't want to suffer from this kind of situation
make it clear ok
guessing n get frustrated... it is not a good thing to do
it is mentaly exhausted
It is like a kind of suffer whenever i see her
Aren't we the 'ONE WEEK MEET ONCE' frend???
Someone did made that we are ji muis wor....
so now wat
last time whenever how far we are apart...
we use msn to communicate
and now we are ONLY within 500 metres away (IT IS LESS THAN TAT I AM PRETTY SURE)
we communicate less
no contact
no communicate
i don't want anyone to misunderstood the situation
I am so scared i made others to misunderstood her
She is not as cold as what u guys think
It is just tat.... the feeeling is not like last time
It is different
Things has changed.... and so do someone changed!!!
and we only meet once a week
compare with last time 5 days a week
msn almost .... all nite!!! (well that doesn't work for 2 months though)
we are near near near.....
bt we only meet one week once for less
talk less than 10 sentence (i guess)
So days by days
weeks by weeks
and months ... years ....
and we might be the 'HI-BYE' frend kind
So where the fuck is the commitment that we all said, planned, suggested went??
If you read this, you should who you are
I just want to type this out
and let it out.... i wanted to write it somewhere else
but.... since there are not much people readin this blog here
so i might as well write it here to let the people who might misunderstood and the subject that i wish she can know
I am not trying to be rude or something... i just want to... (as my title said) let it out
Cuz it has been hauting me for weeks,
suffering from dunno what's goin on
dunno what to do next
and the question WHY????????
So we are all busy people...
life makes someone busy
and when the person are busy
they will slowly forget what n who they have gone thru
*slap myself hard* @_@
THIS IS THE REAL WORLD GIRL
THIS IS REALLY THE REAL WORLD
maybe they are also being structured... ( i am so sick of the truth n reality in a film/documentary....being confused by the tutor in documentary class.... and makes me questioned what are REAL)
and So... now i hv met the REAL WORLD....
They are so .... "chi gek" that makes ur life goes ups n downs....
why??
becuz the player in SIM CITY wants to make the human life grow stronger
I ever thought i can be like so happy after going abroad
I ever thought i will be over enjoy my life here in Perth
I ever thought i can do things that i never when i am in msia
and so now... my life goes on... routinely
bt my mental really suffers frm .... frustration
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