Wassup to me lately!!! I am now at Perth, studying, alone...... alone.... and alone..... people see me "wah got a good life wor, can travel to so far, study abroad, go here n there, so lucky la, so fun la!!!"
Well.... that is what people see in me, but nobody knows what is really "IN" me....
It is not what i hv expected, it is out of my expectations... something that really makes me frustrating, bt well, wonder what is going on with that???
Something planned, bt it din happen here after i got here!!!
Disappointment, alot of disappointment..........
that is one of the story
another is i do really miss my family n friends back in KL or Malaysia, i miss what we get to do in the weekends and weekdays, here all u got is to be alone, alone and alone, if u get to find things to do, that would be party at nite... all nite long, which only the mat salleh will do, and only the mat salleh will party with mat salleh!!! And if we go to party everyday or every weekends, our bank account gonna hurt so bad, and so do our parents account gonna hurt as bad as ours.
what to do?? Sitting in my room, all alone after a so called "dinner with friends".... and it is god damn early, sometimes we ended at 7:30pm, sometimes it is 8 or 9pm.... then after that u've got all nite long for ur own, thinking where the fuckin of my frend went???? It is even worse on thursday, friday, saturday nite... no one in the house, everyone went out, and dunno where they went.
Waitin... still waitin
waiting for something to happen,
waiting for something special ....
i've been waiting for years
and should i wait again
or discover myself?
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Friday, February 04, 2005
Why?
Why i am so proud of myself??
becuz i get to complaint to the store manager, and tell them the whole happening, and also discuss with him how to avoid tis from happening again and me as the sacrificer.
It is a long talk with after he went to check with the security TV, and he found nothing .... i request for watching just a while, but he said "due to security reason..." can't let me in n watch it!!!
Oh well, his way of communicating with me, and the way of telling me wat he saw in the video, i find it pleasant, that is why i can calm myself and not getting mad at all, just feeling a bit rugi, and not really satisfied with this kind of things can happened again (those who got stolen din report to him, so tis makes the situation worse)
So this really taught me, everything u should report do the person in the highest level, not report to the people who work for it, especially people who dun really hv responsible of making any report to the manager, their kind of working attitude really make me sick.... that is also why more and more people got into the trap.
Watever it takes, i am so damn proud of myself for telling the whole thing, discuss the thing, and hv a long talk with the store manager infront of everyone....!!! Though i am abit shaky when my first first first time talk with him.
becuz i get to complaint to the store manager, and tell them the whole happening, and also discuss with him how to avoid tis from happening again and me as the sacrificer.
It is a long talk with after he went to check with the security TV, and he found nothing .... i request for watching just a while, but he said "due to security reason..." can't let me in n watch it!!!
Oh well, his way of communicating with me, and the way of telling me wat he saw in the video, i find it pleasant, that is why i can calm myself and not getting mad at all, just feeling a bit rugi, and not really satisfied with this kind of things can happened again (those who got stolen din report to him, so tis makes the situation worse)
So this really taught me, everything u should report do the person in the highest level, not report to the people who work for it, especially people who dun really hv responsible of making any report to the manager, their kind of working attitude really make me sick.... that is also why more and more people got into the trap.
Watever it takes, i am so damn proud of myself for telling the whole thing, discuss the thing, and hv a long talk with the store manager infront of everyone....!!! Though i am abit shaky when my first first first time talk with him.
Fuck the Carrefour management & Security
I don't know how to start and what to say, basically, my phone has been stolen today in the staff room of Carrefour Cheras.
Now, who to blame, myself or what??!!
The first day i went to work, they already told us cannot bring in our handphone into the supermarket, but we can put it into our bag... which they allow us to put our bag on a table with lots of stuff ... !!!
The is not the first time ppl's belongings being stole, and something surprised you, they 2 cctv in the staff room, one shooting the entrance, and another one it is focus on the bag table .... and of cuz another thing to surprise you is that the table is infront of the security desk (which is 24 hours occupied)
With so many high gadgets guarding for us, and tight securities .... THIS KIND OF CASES CAN HAPPENED!!!!
I went to work at 1pm, this is the last time i saw my phone ... and i din take it out when i went in too ... Then i am god damn busy with the stock loading, changing places, and moving around, carrying heavy stock, hurt my hand with several light cuts, then finally the last stock we need to move exhausted us, this is when i realised my phone was gone, it is 3pm sumthing.
when i opened my bag, i wanted to take out my bottle to drink water, then i realised my phone is no longer there, this is not the first time i felt this way, some other time, when i opened my bag i din see my phone i tot it has been stolen, but it was hidden under my purse which i din get to see. But for tis time ... this kind of hope din appear.... it is totally gone, missing, stolen!!!!
Suddenly, my tears broke down, and i can't stop myself from crying, though i am already holding on the tears to fall. I am damn mad, and angry and at the same time need to maintain a stable emotion ... but it is hard... some staff there saw me like this and ask me what wrong... this is when the whole staff room know what was going on. Then some security asked some details from me, the time and all and they said they will go and check from the CCTV (which is useless).
Until abt 8:30pm, i went to find that lady security who said she will watch the tape for me, and investigate it!! What i get the answer were, "too many promoters la, cannot really see, too many people go in and out, put stuff on the table and took stuff on the table" I am fighting alone there, i really dun want to believe what i've heard, i want to good reply from her, i wish to hear something good from her, i wish to hear that they found some suspect or sumthing .... but none ... then she called a higher position security, and that malay guy came and ask for the details and the situation.... I always wanted to watch the tape together with them if possible, at least this is my matter, i am sure i will watch the tape more detail and suspect everyone that have been there or have some odd action. I want to have a firm answer from them, not a reply that means "tak boleh janji la" (WTF) Then the malay guy security told me that this is not the first case, many stolen cases happened here ... (this is when my fire inside me boiling like hell, heating up, but need to hold back) then i said "sudah banyak kali!! mengapa still ada case lagi, mengapa tak boleh improve kamu punya security?" i then blah out everything (most probably) .. then they said you can't expect us standing infront of the table to watch for you.. OK this is an excuses to be honest, of cuz i know i can't expect them to stare at the table and watch for us, and i din really expect, but at least do sumthing from letting it happen again, becuase this is really NOT THE FIRST TIME.
I wanted to watch the CCTV tape, if i really can't see anything, at least i am satisfied with the whole thing, now what i get is only the story and words from the security ... how can i believe what they said are true... what if they saw it is their staff who did it and they want to cover it (they suspect promoters for quite a few times, and mostly the promoters are chinese) I believe i have the RIGHTS to watch it, because i am the victim. let me tell you their reason for not letting ppl to watch it, i asked kenapa "tak boleh, hanya securiti boleh tengok" Do you call that a reason?? you judge yourself.
I am really piss with what they told me, cuz the reply i get from them are not satisfied AT ALL. At the end of the conversation me with those securities, they then put the blame on me, they said "kamu ada tanggungjawab tau? hari pertama kami sudah beritahu yang kamu tak boleh bawa masuk headset kamu, jika kamu takut hilang jg bawa la, simpan di rumah la!!"
Stupid asshole, what is the meaning of "handphone" or "mobile devices" .... it is supposed to keep it within our hand surrounding, if keep it at home why dun call it as a "house phone" ... stupid la.. why we bring it, of cuz we have our own reason, we dun bring it to show off or sumthing, we dun bring it because we are desperate enuff to call ppl, we bring it becuz we need to receive calls and messages from the company, and of cuz some emergency!!
I am just mad that this kind of cases can happened under tight securities and CCTV .... for the CCTV of cuz i hope they can find the thief tru it and give me back my phone or money ... cuz i really dun wan my family to vomit half a thousand for another phone.
Tom is my last day, and i can't even get thru this ... why this happened now, i dun hv any free time to invetigate or make police reports ... next week is CNY, and next sunday i am flying off to Perth, i am leaving the country and this kind of bad things happen to me.... what the fuck man.
Now i hv lost all my contact (though i hv did a backup copy into my laptop that day) but .... the backup are not up to date... it dun hv WS number !!!! and of course all my precious sms from all my friends and family are LOST too!!!
Why it lost now .. when phone are important to me before i leave, keeping contact with friends are important, they might sms me with some gathering info, they might sms me with some wishes or CNY wishes, they might sms with some emergency info ..... and some of them dun hv my house phone, and basically i am not at home all the time. FUCK the thief ... may curse he or she with watever bad happen to him or her. Secondly wish the "SECURITY" will see some suspect tonite, and give me some good news tom i go to work (i know this is like 0.1%, for checking the "CCTV") .... what is the purpose of having a CCTV?? (Ah, i know to see who chit chat while working, FUCK!)
I just hate being there ... alll the bad things just happen one by one on me, becuz i am emotionally disturb, how can i concentrate on my work professionally?? i was just standing next to my partner and letting out what i am not satisfied and what i am piss at... so the manager came to me and said " I dun want to see both of you standing together, one should stand out there and another one should in here to promote my product, (pointing at me) you are not a merchandiser, do you know what "promoters" mean? Next time if i see both of you standing together, just don't work and get lost!!"
I din answer him with what he had asked ... i am just too unstable tat time, and i really want to "get lost" from there, dun wan to see his face for sure. Fucker mediteranne sea head or badman, he is just a typical supermarket fucker who care how his product sell ... and bias too, look down on Pepsi product and he really prejudice on us (Pepsi)!!!
Lastly FUCK the thief for sure. Fuck until his ass can't even put in a Nokia 8310.
Now, who to blame, myself or what??!!
The first day i went to work, they already told us cannot bring in our handphone into the supermarket, but we can put it into our bag... which they allow us to put our bag on a table with lots of stuff ... !!!
The is not the first time ppl's belongings being stole, and something surprised you, they 2 cctv in the staff room, one shooting the entrance, and another one it is focus on the bag table .... and of cuz another thing to surprise you is that the table is infront of the security desk (which is 24 hours occupied)
With so many high gadgets guarding for us, and tight securities .... THIS KIND OF CASES CAN HAPPENED!!!!
I went to work at 1pm, this is the last time i saw my phone ... and i din take it out when i went in too ... Then i am god damn busy with the stock loading, changing places, and moving around, carrying heavy stock, hurt my hand with several light cuts, then finally the last stock we need to move exhausted us, this is when i realised my phone was gone, it is 3pm sumthing.
when i opened my bag, i wanted to take out my bottle to drink water, then i realised my phone is no longer there, this is not the first time i felt this way, some other time, when i opened my bag i din see my phone i tot it has been stolen, but it was hidden under my purse which i din get to see. But for tis time ... this kind of hope din appear.... it is totally gone, missing, stolen!!!!
Suddenly, my tears broke down, and i can't stop myself from crying, though i am already holding on the tears to fall. I am damn mad, and angry and at the same time need to maintain a stable emotion ... but it is hard... some staff there saw me like this and ask me what wrong... this is when the whole staff room know what was going on. Then some security asked some details from me, the time and all and they said they will go and check from the CCTV (which is useless).
Until abt 8:30pm, i went to find that lady security who said she will watch the tape for me, and investigate it!! What i get the answer were, "too many promoters la, cannot really see, too many people go in and out, put stuff on the table and took stuff on the table" I am fighting alone there, i really dun want to believe what i've heard, i want to good reply from her, i wish to hear something good from her, i wish to hear that they found some suspect or sumthing .... but none ... then she called a higher position security, and that malay guy came and ask for the details and the situation.... I always wanted to watch the tape together with them if possible, at least this is my matter, i am sure i will watch the tape more detail and suspect everyone that have been there or have some odd action. I want to have a firm answer from them, not a reply that means "tak boleh janji la" (WTF) Then the malay guy security told me that this is not the first case, many stolen cases happened here ... (this is when my fire inside me boiling like hell, heating up, but need to hold back) then i said "sudah banyak kali!! mengapa still ada case lagi, mengapa tak boleh improve kamu punya security?" i then blah out everything (most probably) .. then they said you can't expect us standing infront of the table to watch for you.. OK this is an excuses to be honest, of cuz i know i can't expect them to stare at the table and watch for us, and i din really expect, but at least do sumthing from letting it happen again, becuase this is really NOT THE FIRST TIME.
I wanted to watch the CCTV tape, if i really can't see anything, at least i am satisfied with the whole thing, now what i get is only the story and words from the security ... how can i believe what they said are true... what if they saw it is their staff who did it and they want to cover it (they suspect promoters for quite a few times, and mostly the promoters are chinese) I believe i have the RIGHTS to watch it, because i am the victim. let me tell you their reason for not letting ppl to watch it, i asked kenapa "tak boleh, hanya securiti boleh tengok" Do you call that a reason?? you judge yourself.
I am really piss with what they told me, cuz the reply i get from them are not satisfied AT ALL. At the end of the conversation me with those securities, they then put the blame on me, they said "kamu ada tanggungjawab tau? hari pertama kami sudah beritahu yang kamu tak boleh bawa masuk headset kamu, jika kamu takut hilang jg bawa la, simpan di rumah la!!"
Stupid asshole, what is the meaning of "handphone" or "mobile devices" .... it is supposed to keep it within our hand surrounding, if keep it at home why dun call it as a "house phone" ... stupid la.. why we bring it, of cuz we have our own reason, we dun bring it to show off or sumthing, we dun bring it because we are desperate enuff to call ppl, we bring it becuz we need to receive calls and messages from the company, and of cuz some emergency!!
I am just mad that this kind of cases can happened under tight securities and CCTV .... for the CCTV of cuz i hope they can find the thief tru it and give me back my phone or money ... cuz i really dun wan my family to vomit half a thousand for another phone.
Tom is my last day, and i can't even get thru this ... why this happened now, i dun hv any free time to invetigate or make police reports ... next week is CNY, and next sunday i am flying off to Perth, i am leaving the country and this kind of bad things happen to me.... what the fuck man.
Now i hv lost all my contact (though i hv did a backup copy into my laptop that day) but .... the backup are not up to date... it dun hv WS number !!!! and of course all my precious sms from all my friends and family are LOST too!!!
Why it lost now .. when phone are important to me before i leave, keeping contact with friends are important, they might sms me with some gathering info, they might sms me with some wishes or CNY wishes, they might sms with some emergency info ..... and some of them dun hv my house phone, and basically i am not at home all the time. FUCK the thief ... may curse he or she with watever bad happen to him or her. Secondly wish the "SECURITY" will see some suspect tonite, and give me some good news tom i go to work (i know this is like 0.1%, for checking the "CCTV") .... what is the purpose of having a CCTV?? (Ah, i know to see who chit chat while working, FUCK!)
I just hate being there ... alll the bad things just happen one by one on me, becuz i am emotionally disturb, how can i concentrate on my work professionally?? i was just standing next to my partner and letting out what i am not satisfied and what i am piss at... so the manager came to me and said " I dun want to see both of you standing together, one should stand out there and another one should in here to promote my product, (pointing at me) you are not a merchandiser, do you know what "promoters" mean? Next time if i see both of you standing together, just don't work and get lost!!"
I din answer him with what he had asked ... i am just too unstable tat time, and i really want to "get lost" from there, dun wan to see his face for sure. Fucker mediteranne sea head or badman, he is just a typical supermarket fucker who care how his product sell ... and bias too, look down on Pepsi product and he really prejudice on us (Pepsi)!!!
Lastly FUCK the thief for sure. Fuck until his ass can't even put in a Nokia 8310.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
He appeared in a NOT RIGHT time...
Before i decided to work, i never think of anything else, just plain work (experience) and CASH $$$, nothing else ... and be prepare for my leaving for Perth ... cuz it is my dream that i dreamt of all along.
Right now ... i ... hv met someone at the supermarket .... not to say ... what (argh i dunno how to say)
Ok... i am kind of intersted in this guy, who born in the same year, month and week with me ... just ONE day difference, and i am one day older than him ... ok this is not a matter ... but we do shared a same horoscope, and of cuz we do hv some similiarities.
He is not really handsome like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, but he is a OK looking guy (well i prefer the hair he has before he cuts it... cuz the current hairstyle cut by the "ah neh", means cut at a indian barber shop, which all guys won't satisfied with their cutting skill and service)
Talking about quality, he is educated (studied form 6, so not bad in studies), and not a loser kind of guy ... so far from what i have observed, he is someone i think we can be friend .... BUT WHY NOW .... WHY NOW only i met him, and i'll be leaving in 2 weeks time, and after one week he'll be going back to his hometown, then our friendship will stop ..... I hve been living in Msia for almost 20 years, but never met such a nice guy before ... and now it is too late to let anything happen or "improve", and whenever we are working, we are not allowed to walk or go around to another section ... I am at the carbonated drinks section, and he is at the alcohol section, which is quite far away, but sometimes we do have one hour or half an hour dinner together with all the gang. This is how we knew each other and probably knew more abt each other, but it is not enuf ....
It's all started since the first dinner that we had together, i don't know him, they don't know us ... i was planning to buy mixed rice outside and eat at the staff room with my friend, then he and another girl and another guy were eating there, then they ask us to sit together and eat... that's when i knew they knew my birthdate n his .... Just becuz he saw my IC number at the registration book, and he think it is so familiar as his IC number also almost the same, mine 850612.. and his 850613, then he told his friends abt it, and when i sit down with them at their table, then his friend ask me when is my birthday ... It's kinda weird to ask someone birthday at the first meeting ... then i said mine, and they said "Wow .. same as his, but one day difference... blah" then they are like starting to make fuss of it ... bt they then explain they already knew my birthdate b4 i told them .. I am like WAH check on me ah .... shocked me abit!! but then they explain the whole scenario la ...
After all the hi and bye thingy, or some coincident dinner together .... of cuz chatted and knew each other much ... but i dunno why the friends always like linking me with him ... just like yesterday when he is talking, then i agree with his fact and they are like "wah so fast help him say things ah ... " erm .. in this kind of embarrassing situation ... what to act leh ... but well I din't meant to help him explain, but it is the fact that i agree with, or other wise when i said sumthing, he added sumthing, then they said "he always stand on my side" .... erm well ... dunno what to do, but just dun THINK TOO MUCH ....
Erm... sometimes i think, i am thinking too much ... It is the "Too Much" that makes me go crazy ... but afterall he is really a nice guy to have....
That day he get my phone number, i am like ... "erm..." (basically thinking too much again!!) then the next day was his off day, so i am kinda like a bit disappointed, that nite itself, i've got one sms from him, not a sms that type by himself, is that kind of msg that with a meaning of "he can be a true friend of mine" ... at first i dunno who send me this msg, cuz i din get his number, so i ask who is this, but in my heart i suspected is him lah!! ... So it really appear to be him, but in a shy way... hehe, he said he scared if he tell me his name i won't know (which i DO know his name) and then he said he is the tiger beer promoter, and greeted me with some good nite n sweet dreams thing .... (it melted my heart .... wahahaha) Then received another sms from him the next nite with some funny n naughty CNY msg ... which just made me laugh and giggle from the beginning of the msg till the end ... (i tasted the sweet of the sweetnest ... ahem)
Sometimes we just din really have a chance to chat ... cuz all the while we are having dinner together with the whole gang. Sometimes we just need to give urself some chance. One day, i saw a bottle of red wine leave by a customer at the sparkling juice shelf (which really not a matter of mine, but the sparkling juice shelf near to my section ... so... ) so... i am dead bored at my own place, my partner went for dinner, and i am alone there ... so i took it and wanted to put it back on the original shelf, where it is at the alcohol section ... I walk all the way there, just wanted to put the wine, and basically want to like say hi ONLY .... or visit their booth la!! So there is only him and another girl promoter, and so the girl promoter saw me and she was so excited and welcome me to their boring place ... haha, then i hang around there for quite a long time too ... 3 ppl chat there, with lots of hidden camera shooting us ... suddenly that girl promoter said need to go to the toilet ... urgent!! and she wanted me to stay there and wait there until she comes back, reason is to help her watch her product... bt well kind of a stupid reason actually, cuz i know nothing abt her product, not even the price, bt why ask me to help her instead of him, of cuz he will know the price better than me ... but after all i do stayed there, and chatted with him, just 2 of us there ... (kind happy actually ... long time dun hv this kind of feel la) Then at nite, 30mins before my off duty time, he's off already, but he needs to wait for an auntie to go to the LRT station, so he stopped at our section and we chatted again .... I dunno why, i DO enjoy talking with him, cuz got good feeling and i also dunno why, why we really look into the other person eyes and talk. *Happy*
Sunday nite, i accidentaly check on a daily romantic horoscope, and ... it is something like this "Your inventive, creative side should have a field day with everything the stars serve up. Watch for romantic sparks in unexpected spots -- possibly given off by your own crazy combustion. "
So for today, i din really expect much, but just wanted and eager to see him ... I dunno whether i did creat for this or IT IS really a coincident... we met for 8 times today, particularly at the store room...
1. I saw him walking to somewhere ... so i wanted to go n see where he is going, i walk out of my section n see... but see nothing of his shadow. Then i go back to my section with disappointment, then bump into him... he is at my section... and ask me whether i saw a staff.
2. me and my partner went down and took stock to replenish stock, when we went down there, he is already there, and then he come over to our area ... and talk sumthing, and see how my partner perfom circus show .. (he is climbing up and down just to reach the stock at the top), he help abit ... and passing one of the stock to me ... (his hand are quite cold actually ... ) but he is sweating anyway, cuz he is also taking stock for his product (lots of it) ... Then we done and we went back to the shelf ... he then continue on his job
3. After replenish all the stock we taken from the stock room, i found out we left one stock, and we need to go down and take it, my partner he was tired and hungry, so i just go down myself and take it. Then i go down, and he is still there ... oh man ... kinda happy actually, but this time got some other staff around and help him la. Becuz i need to climb up to take the stock, when he first saw me go down there again, of cuz he noticed me, and also ask whether i can get it, basically offering help to me ... but becuz he is busying with his stuff and i just want to climb and play with the climbing ... and then i took it, it was kinda hard, (i dunno how to explain here, cuz there are just covered with lots of other stock...) Then i am done, prepare to go to the lift, and then he came in too, with his whole bale and sweaty forehead. Erm ... the lift contain of me n him, stock and other ppl too ... but we do chat a bit la!! and i also remind him of his shoelace, and ask why his shoe colour is not black, that is when i know what shoe he is wearing today.
4. Been visiting the stock room for quite some time, hoping to see him (cuz his area are near to the stock room) but din bump into him, cuz he is busy with his stuff. Then i need to go down and take another stock, he is not there ... bt my mind were thinking sumthing abt what if i met him when i go up .... then took the lift again ... this time i am alone in the lift ... ( thinking too much again) then when the life door going up ... Oh man !! I saw his shoe .... slowly slowly when the lift door finish open, it was him again ... and he said "u again, so bc ah" (i m so shocked... and ask myself is tis faith... why we are meeting for so many times today, bt actually i wanted to ask his email add, or msn or icq that sort of stuff, if get to meet him, cuz i am so shy to ask in front of the gang la ... but everytime also forget to ask)
5. It is going to be our dinner time, but is not a fix time, since my partner said he is god damn hungry, so he might want to eat earlier. Then i wanted to know what is his dinner time too ... After replenish the stock i took just now, i need to throw the plastic bag, so i need to go to the stock room again .... this time when i first enter the stock room, i bump into him again, he just got out from the lift ... and of cuz saying things like what a coincident.... then he walk off, but i turn back and ask him what time he will go n eat ... then of cuz .. succeeded in asking him to accompany me, if not he will eat at the my usual time (i swap my time with my partner today)
6. After i throw the rubbish, i need to wash my hand ... then i saw him washing his hand too ... ahhahaha bump into him again.
There are one time that i will bump into him at the staff room, actually i saw him went to the toilet, so i walk around at my section, and wanted to go to the staff room and drink water, then i wanted to walk out of my section, i saw him going back to the staff room ... so i dun want to go ... cuz suddenly i felt like ... we met too much within 30 mins, just dun felt like bump into him again in this short duration... cuz need to cool myself down abit .. not to get too excited!!!
7. So walking around at my section boringly ... then i went to the front there, cuz the coke promoter are hanging sumthing, so i went there and see, just after i reach there, saw him again .... !!!!
I think i am typing too much here .... but what i wanted to say today we just bumped into each other too much .... and they are all coincindent ... not i purposely go n meet him!!!
Today my time past so fast and excitedly ... cuz waiting for the time to reach the dinner time is like so ... fast, it is like I am waiting for sumthing to happen .... got goal, got mission, got aim ... just make ur life goes easier .... now, going to work is like ... a kind of joy.. hahaha!!! But another i wanted to say.... he just appear into my life in a not right time .... if only we can still remain friends after the job, and after i leave for Perth.
Right now ... i ... hv met someone at the supermarket .... not to say ... what (argh i dunno how to say)
Ok... i am kind of intersted in this guy, who born in the same year, month and week with me ... just ONE day difference, and i am one day older than him ... ok this is not a matter ... but we do shared a same horoscope, and of cuz we do hv some similiarities.
He is not really handsome like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, but he is a OK looking guy (well i prefer the hair he has before he cuts it... cuz the current hairstyle cut by the "ah neh", means cut at a indian barber shop, which all guys won't satisfied with their cutting skill and service)
Talking about quality, he is educated (studied form 6, so not bad in studies), and not a loser kind of guy ... so far from what i have observed, he is someone i think we can be friend .... BUT WHY NOW .... WHY NOW only i met him, and i'll be leaving in 2 weeks time, and after one week he'll be going back to his hometown, then our friendship will stop ..... I hve been living in Msia for almost 20 years, but never met such a nice guy before ... and now it is too late to let anything happen or "improve", and whenever we are working, we are not allowed to walk or go around to another section ... I am at the carbonated drinks section, and he is at the alcohol section, which is quite far away, but sometimes we do have one hour or half an hour dinner together with all the gang. This is how we knew each other and probably knew more abt each other, but it is not enuf ....
It's all started since the first dinner that we had together, i don't know him, they don't know us ... i was planning to buy mixed rice outside and eat at the staff room with my friend, then he and another girl and another guy were eating there, then they ask us to sit together and eat... that's when i knew they knew my birthdate n his .... Just becuz he saw my IC number at the registration book, and he think it is so familiar as his IC number also almost the same, mine 850612.. and his 850613, then he told his friends abt it, and when i sit down with them at their table, then his friend ask me when is my birthday ... It's kinda weird to ask someone birthday at the first meeting ... then i said mine, and they said "Wow .. same as his, but one day difference... blah" then they are like starting to make fuss of it ... bt they then explain they already knew my birthdate b4 i told them .. I am like WAH check on me ah .... shocked me abit!! but then they explain the whole scenario la ...
After all the hi and bye thingy, or some coincident dinner together .... of cuz chatted and knew each other much ... but i dunno why the friends always like linking me with him ... just like yesterday when he is talking, then i agree with his fact and they are like "wah so fast help him say things ah ... " erm .. in this kind of embarrassing situation ... what to act leh ... but well I din't meant to help him explain, but it is the fact that i agree with, or other wise when i said sumthing, he added sumthing, then they said "he always stand on my side" .... erm well ... dunno what to do, but just dun THINK TOO MUCH ....
Erm... sometimes i think, i am thinking too much ... It is the "Too Much" that makes me go crazy ... but afterall he is really a nice guy to have....
That day he get my phone number, i am like ... "erm..." (basically thinking too much again!!) then the next day was his off day, so i am kinda like a bit disappointed, that nite itself, i've got one sms from him, not a sms that type by himself, is that kind of msg that with a meaning of "he can be a true friend of mine" ... at first i dunno who send me this msg, cuz i din get his number, so i ask who is this, but in my heart i suspected is him lah!! ... So it really appear to be him, but in a shy way... hehe, he said he scared if he tell me his name i won't know (which i DO know his name) and then he said he is the tiger beer promoter, and greeted me with some good nite n sweet dreams thing .... (it melted my heart .... wahahaha) Then received another sms from him the next nite with some funny n naughty CNY msg ... which just made me laugh and giggle from the beginning of the msg till the end ... (i tasted the sweet of the sweetnest ... ahem)
Sometimes we just din really have a chance to chat ... cuz all the while we are having dinner together with the whole gang. Sometimes we just need to give urself some chance. One day, i saw a bottle of red wine leave by a customer at the sparkling juice shelf (which really not a matter of mine, but the sparkling juice shelf near to my section ... so... ) so... i am dead bored at my own place, my partner went for dinner, and i am alone there ... so i took it and wanted to put it back on the original shelf, where it is at the alcohol section ... I walk all the way there, just wanted to put the wine, and basically want to like say hi ONLY .... or visit their booth la!! So there is only him and another girl promoter, and so the girl promoter saw me and she was so excited and welcome me to their boring place ... haha, then i hang around there for quite a long time too ... 3 ppl chat there, with lots of hidden camera shooting us ... suddenly that girl promoter said need to go to the toilet ... urgent!! and she wanted me to stay there and wait there until she comes back, reason is to help her watch her product... bt well kind of a stupid reason actually, cuz i know nothing abt her product, not even the price, bt why ask me to help her instead of him, of cuz he will know the price better than me ... but after all i do stayed there, and chatted with him, just 2 of us there ... (kind happy actually ... long time dun hv this kind of feel la) Then at nite, 30mins before my off duty time, he's off already, but he needs to wait for an auntie to go to the LRT station, so he stopped at our section and we chatted again .... I dunno why, i DO enjoy talking with him, cuz got good feeling and i also dunno why, why we really look into the other person eyes and talk. *Happy*
Sunday nite, i accidentaly check on a daily romantic horoscope, and ... it is something like this "Your inventive, creative side should have a field day with everything the stars serve up. Watch for romantic sparks in unexpected spots -- possibly given off by your own crazy combustion. "
So for today, i din really expect much, but just wanted and eager to see him ... I dunno whether i did creat for this or IT IS really a coincident... we met for 8 times today, particularly at the store room...
1. I saw him walking to somewhere ... so i wanted to go n see where he is going, i walk out of my section n see... but see nothing of his shadow. Then i go back to my section with disappointment, then bump into him... he is at my section... and ask me whether i saw a staff.
2. me and my partner went down and took stock to replenish stock, when we went down there, he is already there, and then he come over to our area ... and talk sumthing, and see how my partner perfom circus show .. (he is climbing up and down just to reach the stock at the top), he help abit ... and passing one of the stock to me ... (his hand are quite cold actually ... ) but he is sweating anyway, cuz he is also taking stock for his product (lots of it) ... Then we done and we went back to the shelf ... he then continue on his job
3. After replenish all the stock we taken from the stock room, i found out we left one stock, and we need to go down and take it, my partner he was tired and hungry, so i just go down myself and take it. Then i go down, and he is still there ... oh man ... kinda happy actually, but this time got some other staff around and help him la. Becuz i need to climb up to take the stock, when he first saw me go down there again, of cuz he noticed me, and also ask whether i can get it, basically offering help to me ... but becuz he is busying with his stuff and i just want to climb and play with the climbing ... and then i took it, it was kinda hard, (i dunno how to explain here, cuz there are just covered with lots of other stock...) Then i am done, prepare to go to the lift, and then he came in too, with his whole bale and sweaty forehead. Erm ... the lift contain of me n him, stock and other ppl too ... but we do chat a bit la!! and i also remind him of his shoelace, and ask why his shoe colour is not black, that is when i know what shoe he is wearing today.
4. Been visiting the stock room for quite some time, hoping to see him (cuz his area are near to the stock room) but din bump into him, cuz he is busy with his stuff. Then i need to go down and take another stock, he is not there ... bt my mind were thinking sumthing abt what if i met him when i go up .... then took the lift again ... this time i am alone in the lift ... ( thinking too much again) then when the life door going up ... Oh man !! I saw his shoe .... slowly slowly when the lift door finish open, it was him again ... and he said "u again, so bc ah" (i m so shocked... and ask myself is tis faith... why we are meeting for so many times today, bt actually i wanted to ask his email add, or msn or icq that sort of stuff, if get to meet him, cuz i am so shy to ask in front of the gang la ... but everytime also forget to ask)
5. It is going to be our dinner time, but is not a fix time, since my partner said he is god damn hungry, so he might want to eat earlier. Then i wanted to know what is his dinner time too ... After replenish the stock i took just now, i need to throw the plastic bag, so i need to go to the stock room again .... this time when i first enter the stock room, i bump into him again, he just got out from the lift ... and of cuz saying things like what a coincident.... then he walk off, but i turn back and ask him what time he will go n eat ... then of cuz .. succeeded in asking him to accompany me, if not he will eat at the my usual time (i swap my time with my partner today)
6. After i throw the rubbish, i need to wash my hand ... then i saw him washing his hand too ... ahhahaha bump into him again.
There are one time that i will bump into him at the staff room, actually i saw him went to the toilet, so i walk around at my section, and wanted to go to the staff room and drink water, then i wanted to walk out of my section, i saw him going back to the staff room ... so i dun want to go ... cuz suddenly i felt like ... we met too much within 30 mins, just dun felt like bump into him again in this short duration... cuz need to cool myself down abit .. not to get too excited!!!
7. So walking around at my section boringly ... then i went to the front there, cuz the coke promoter are hanging sumthing, so i went there and see, just after i reach there, saw him again .... !!!!
I think i am typing too much here .... but what i wanted to say today we just bumped into each other too much .... and they are all coincindent ... not i purposely go n meet him!!!
Today my time past so fast and excitedly ... cuz waiting for the time to reach the dinner time is like so ... fast, it is like I am waiting for sumthing to happen .... got goal, got mission, got aim ... just make ur life goes easier .... now, going to work is like ... a kind of joy.. hahaha!!! But another i wanted to say.... he just appear into my life in a not right time .... if only we can still remain friends after the job, and after i leave for Perth.
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