Wassup to me lately!!! I am now at Perth, studying, alone...... alone.... and alone..... people see me "wah got a good life wor, can travel to so far, study abroad, go here n there, so lucky la, so fun la!!!"
Well.... that is what people see in me, but nobody knows what is really "IN" me....
It is not what i hv expected, it is out of my expectations... something that really makes me frustrating, bt well, wonder what is going on with that???
Something planned, bt it din happen here after i got here!!!
Disappointment, alot of disappointment..........
that is one of the story
another is i do really miss my family n friends back in KL or Malaysia, i miss what we get to do in the weekends and weekdays, here all u got is to be alone, alone and alone, if u get to find things to do, that would be party at nite... all nite long, which only the mat salleh will do, and only the mat salleh will party with mat salleh!!! And if we go to party everyday or every weekends, our bank account gonna hurt so bad, and so do our parents account gonna hurt as bad as ours.
what to do?? Sitting in my room, all alone after a so called "dinner with friends".... and it is god damn early, sometimes we ended at 7:30pm, sometimes it is 8 or 9pm.... then after that u've got all nite long for ur own, thinking where the fuckin of my frend went???? It is even worse on thursday, friday, saturday nite... no one in the house, everyone went out, and dunno where they went.
Waitin... still waitin
waiting for something to happen,
waiting for something special ....
i've been waiting for years
and should i wait again
or discover myself?
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