Fear + Boredome

Just hand in the very last assignment in my entire uni life ~~

That's it heh.

and then there goes begins with my boring life.

Yea ... after hand in with my last assignment, felt like "ahhhhhhh", "hmmmmmmm", "what to do next"

I don't know why, but today, after months of busy-ness, i felt so bored this arvo, though i have a pile of clean clothes for me to fold up and keep em, i should be cleaning up my room or the house... instead of doing all the supposed to do thing, i sat there, staring at my computer doing nothing basically and shout to myself "boring".

The boring here is not about i have nothing to do or not, but i would like it to refer to my boring life, too calm, just like a dead person breathing machine flat line
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No ups and down, no drama, everyweek doing the same routine .... hey i am a geminian lo .. i can't stand boredome and i can't stand life that are routine!

Yea as Chip advised .... i need a boyfriend to hype up my life, SPICE UP THE WORLD. How i wish ..... !!! But things just doesn't come smoothly as you thought, if it is that easy i wouldn't be single during my entire stay in perth la!

Come who is goin to help me with this - spice up my life
see this lil girl need help la !!


** SEE, this is a top, not a bra!

By the way, if got decent guy wants to help this girl hor ... u better be decent la, dun be those that i can't accept la, if not i wouldn't have to advertise myself here today!

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My current fear, would be having to be neglected, being abandon ...... by D. Yea sounds so pity right! I am such a pity girl la! WHO IS GOING TO PITY ME!!! No one ~~

Ignore me .... just a random whinning post, because i am bored and i am bored ... because D "heavy colour light friendship" .... (direct translation from cantonese, if you understand what i mean)

Eh, i am not use to this lo, i am not use to being "heavy colour light friendship" by a friend that is so close to me lo. I can't take it one ... one day i will become crazy and go and kill all the couple in this world lo. Mine with my act but ...... can't help it la! What to do, unless someone save me up from that little corner down at the bottom .... show me light, give me hope, let me realise this world i am not alone.

Oh... i should do something for tomorrow .... design a name for my room.
-"Lonesome room for loser."

I shall go to buy lotto or go burswood, wait for me to win money n i shall buy men!

Why decent guy with a very lovely voice got girlfriend and are YOUNGER THAN ME!!!

Ignore me with this post k .... cuz i know i am abit crazy now!