Laziness floating arnd

Again ..... and again .... the laziness with me never try to get away with me and disappear from me ... Argh i hate it when it comes to me.

i slept till almost 1pm again, what kind of new year is this, my new year started off with a lil bit of sickness, desperation and laziness ... how can handle them if they are haunting for this whole year, i want to have a fun year after all, and a new me, more motivation will do!!

yesterday, i am supposed to go out and look for a job, bt then i am lazying arnd at home... and wasted the time i hv in the afternoon... then until today i told myself i gotta go out n look for a job. i wanted to wake up earlier, so tat i can prepare my mood for it ... bt then again, nothing has change in me, slept until alomst 1pm ... i felt shame abt it actually.

bt then, i did go out and look for a job, i went to jaya jusco maluri to try to look for a job, took a bus down there, then of cuz i am abit nervous ... i hv been walking around jaya jusco for dunno how many rounds, bt my eyes were looking at those shops' door, to see whether they hv stick out a paper for hiring.

it turn out badly, cuz i din really saw much of it, i saw a camera shop and a spec shop, afterall i am just working for nearly a month, i dun wan to spend their resources n money n time on me. Then i saw this paper outside PDI, i was looking at it from far, whether it is a vacancy available... then i saw someone from the inside staring at me, she is a worker there too, bt then she is my high school junior lah ... though i dunno her, bt the faces looks familiar mah!! ... so while she was staring at me, i quickly get my asses out from her vision.

then i saw this cafe, a new opened cafe looking for waitress. i m thinking whether i wan to go in and ask or not, bt then i walked for several rounds, i saw almost all of them are Malays .. not that i hv races discrimination (a lil bit la), but working with all Malays might be hard!!! can't communicate and basically i *** ****** **** **** .... Muahahaha!!!

then went to MPH and bought back a mag ... DAMN IT!!