I am not happy, becuz i felt so lonely.... i just felt like goin for a movie.
Today is tuesday, it is the cinema day, i have been craving for movie everything tuesday 2 weeks ago.
I wanted to watch War of the World, well that was fine fine, cuz alot of them said it is a disappointed film.
I wanted to watch House of Wax, but who the hell want to go to the cinema with me?
I wanted to watch Fantastic Four, yet nobody interested.
I Wanted to watch Sin City now... yet nobody wants to go to the cinema
FUCK!!
Why it is so damn hard to find a companion for movie... even if we already have a car, transport is not a prolem, but the problem is we cannot let most of the ppl know that we own a car, becuz nowadays alot ppl in SV will take advantage of you if they know you have a car + petrol price raise freaking high.
So cannot ask other ppl to go with me .... except those closest... but they are not interested in it, and why the fuck is australia movie ticket so damn freaking expensive.
I really really miss those friend that when i need them they are here, when i need a movie companion there will be one, even when i need a horror movie companion there will be one....
Friends, friends, friends .... they are all in freaking Malaysia and i am in Perth, Australia.
This is what i had to pay when i got my dreams come true.
I really want to go out ... i want to go out and take a breathe, maybe i shall go n watch House of Wax alone, go to the cinema alone... i know it sounds pity, but what can i do, i really have no choice.
When those whom i asked, i got rejected, then i wanted to watch big brother, then tommy change channel to some news .... fuck! why can't i just have what i wanted to have.
I know this is call compromise ... after all the TV belongs to Tommy.
I just hate myself, i just hate of being loneliness .... sometimes i might die of loneliness
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2 comments:
You know, sometimes it's more enjoyable to go watch a movie by yourself. You may feel lonely at first but once you start going to the moives alone, you'll find that you'll be able to truly enjoy the movie, even if you're alone.
Thanks for that, i already did, but still wish there is a companion for movies, cuz sometimes you just wish to express what u saw on the movie.. too bad when u want to say something and there are no one for you.
But well i think i will do that whenever i wish to watch and there is no one.
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