Tuesday, October 18, 2005

It has to be a well kept SECRet

When i was going to start on my Screen TExt 3000 words essay last thursday evening, suddenly i've got a message from MSN .....

In that conversation with someone, he/she suddenly reveal something to me, though the whole crisis has no relation with me, but yea .... after knowing the real story, this person perception that i have one him/her has change a bit, though it is not a drastic change, just that i kinda realise the thing that we all it is all lies. It is not a small lie but a BIG BIG LIE .... after listen to his/her explanation, i only got one expression - WAH, i am so damn shocked to knw the truth behind it, i can't do anything about it and i am the only one who this truth, i can't tell anybody in aus .... but i really feel like telling at least one of the close person. Cuz to keep a secret alone ... as in nobody share this secret with me ... it is kinda hard, cuz the shock that i received ... i really wish to share with someone. But i couldn't .. if not i would break my promises. Maybe one day i would tell share with a person, but i dun think now is the right time .... as there are still complication in his/her side.

After knowing it ... i have mixed feeling, cuz i should be standing on his/her side and support her, but knowing the act that he/she did, i know it is not rite, he/she also know it is not rite and felt guilty too. This secret really affect my mood to do my assignments, while i am doing my assignment, i can't stop thinking about it, thinking abt the consequences he/she will gotta bare in the future ... hah .. tis is hard!!

9 comments:

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Chip said...

TELL ME TELL ME wahahaha

Carven a.k.a. Dim Sum Q said...

R u in AUS .... if yes ... then cannot tell lo ...

gracieq said...

Then tell me...I'm not in Australia....yet...hahaha

Chip said...

WEII NOT FAIRR wat has tat got to do with AUS waaa i fly back to msia then utell me la mami we listen together hahaha garRR dying of curiosity

Carven a.k.a. Dim Sum Q said...

aiyaa ... the secret actually has nothing to do with me, so it is not my secret, it is someone's secret that i accidentaly being told to keep it ... so... dun la like this

gracieq said...

by the way...when are both of u flying back anyway?

Anonymous said...

keeping a secret is HARD~~~ at the beginning...but after a while you will forget about it heh...since you've promised not to leak a word about it, it's important for you to keep your words hey...but when it's over and officially no more a secret, I'm willing to spare my ears to share the prob with you hiak hiak ^o^

Fr: the one who lives next door to you ^_^"

Carven a.k.a. Dim Sum Q said...

I am going back on the 16 Dec, i dunno abt Chip, but i am sure she will go back earlier than me.