Eye of scope

Whew .... i didn't update my blog for 2 god damn week, you see .... i am really that busy lo!! No la, not trying to be "chuin" or wat, but i am really really busy.... now think back what i have done within these 2 weeks.

Since now that i am working mostly in the weekend, i really dun have free time to stroll myself under the sun at Freo, as i am dead tired, i don't even have a decent sleep every morning. That Friday itself, i've got presentation, the day before i gotta go to the airport to fetch Chip's puppy - CH... and so finally i got to buy that pants that i want from Carousel... too bad!!! The car die down on me n Chip, letting us, these 2 girls from Malaysia, knowing nothing about cars and about to rush to the airport.... that was a night, 9pm!!! That is really an experience to us, don't know why, we always experience such an experience together!!! Luckily after asking around for battery lead cable for 45mins, we finally get to borrow electric n to make the car start!! Phew!!! .... i am so damn scared as it is the night... you knowla, after the sunsets, the street in aus damn dark.

There are so many things that is waiting me to do it ... assignments, decision to make, plan for trips .... as the semester is going to end soon, assignment also clashing together .... they just love each other so much that they have to submit together so that they could stick together more!!!IT is all BULLSHIT!!! MEdia assignment just love to hand in by the end of semester .... by then we all will die die die!!! I am afraid to imagine the situation by then.

Sometimes, i just wish to relax abit ... i don't mind paying a bit ... i just want to have a comfortable moment to chill ..... well i really wish i could have a private masseur, not OSIM though!!!

Throughtout these 2 weeks, the biggest event that i went to is the Perth Royal Show... i think i will write another entry for that particular event.

Actually .... after getting there, for so many months already, i know i have changed, i have a deeper thoughts, especially taking units like documentary and world cinema. Sometimes i tend to think alot, especially when i am alone or when i am about to sleep, sometimes people see me like no worries, or a person without any serious moment. Well, i just tend to not showing it!

I also have another confession to make







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not confession



i actually have a complain to make.... i have to write another entry for that, actually i have alot of things wanted to write it down here, but i always don't have the time to sit down and write. I just had another presentation done today, even though it is the ONE WEEK BREAK!!! Life is so hectic and full .... until i can't breathe properly and sleep properly.

Oh, there is another thing that i want to declare, i am going home .... going back to KL at the end of the year. Well ... i don't know why i want to go back though half of me don't really want to go back so soon. That day when Tommy ask me am i looking forward to go back, i hesitated for a while and i replied him that i am not really that looking forward to go back. The reason i go back it's becuz i just want to join my family trip to Kuching. After the trip, i will be doing nothing at KL, until Feb to fly back.... wow that would b a 2 months waiting.

I kinda settled my life here, i like it here, i don't have to stuff myself into that hot pot again!!! I could have a more enjoy life, going to the beach, have a stroll along the lake, though i m afraid of dogs. Or go biking in a park or the lake, you know!!! That kind of life, when you dun have to waste ur time sitting in the car, queuing up for traffic.....

One thing i miss about Malaysia is the food, dun say i am cruel of wat, i do miss my family, my missing them doesn't mean that i have to show it out, i miss them and i love them, it is inside my heart, but i am strong enough to live on my own but not within their shadow. Luckily, they are so supportive to me, they didn't give me any worries, cuz they didn't worry about me. This is what i am so lucky of my parents, my family! At least i know i am not those young bastard who depent on their parents ... ... ... speaking of who... ... you will soon find out!