A Mission is on !!!

Sunday nite, we have been given a mission to complete for grandpa birthday.

This year is his 70th Birthday, so we decided to eat outside, at the restaurant where 4 daughthers wedding dinner was being held 20 years ago.

So, as usual, we the grands daughthers n sons going to perform something, show our talent to those uncles aunties.

2 of my cuz sis, they learned dancing, so they are appointed to dance, and so they have prepare a dance steps too, which is invented by them, and they also pull in my lil cuz bro who are only 7 yrs old, and never obey the elder ... so hard to train him up.

Then, my bro, of course need to perform his guitar skill, my other 2 cuz bro n sis (9yrs old n 7 yrs old) gotta perform 'WuShu', coz they learn Wushu. And my another cuz bro (15 yrs old) going to perform cheer leading, coz he is into cheerleading.

And so to me, coz no place or equipment for me to perform my drum, so cancel it.... afterall we are planning on something to let every of us to perform something.

While sunday nite we were planning n discussing, someone suggested to make a power point, put all my grandpa photos from his young age till now ... YEP ... this is my mission ... haha finally i got something to do. But one thing for sure, i need to go through with all those photo albums (they are older than me, and some of them with lotsa dusk, they are roughly abt 20 photo album) Well, i love to see photo, so it will be alrite.

So yesterday nite n tonite, my 2 dancing cuz sis n that lil cuz bro stay over nite at my hse to perpare for it.

This afternoon, they are dancing, and i am there to help them, cuz at first the dance step they invented was ok, and then sunday afternoon, i went to that restaurant and see whether there are place for us to perform or not, so here we go, we gotta change the position, coz we decided to perform in a center stage style.

Then my fuzzy lil cuz bro, said very hard la, why want to change, i dun want to dance la

Wah, then i dunno how much time we spend on persuading him to perform, coz he is a bit freakle minded, and bad temper also, love to cry like a baby, and sometimes a bit "bah tou" (his character like a king)

So then we suddenly comes up with want to replace him with another lil cuz bro who are same age as him. Then ok i said i call him and ask to dance now, WAH man, i acted on the phone, acted i am talking to my another lil cuz bro. then my cuz sis them persuaded him, nah faster la, if not "ah teng ceh ceh" going to ask him la. Then when i started to say "we have a performance on grandpa bday" Then my lil cuz bro faster come to me and grap the phone from me. HAHAHAHAHa, he is jealous ..... hahaha we catch the right weakness of him.

So then they practise the dance, until my cuz bro gt excited and high and said "come i need to practise 500 times"

HAHAH, we are like so happy, and felt satisfied ... cuz we succeeded making him to dance.

Then i am there to direct them and give suggestion, and some part we all need to join them to make it more ... fun!! coz 3 person dancing kinda boring and nothing much to see also.

Then at nite.... me n my cuz sis run through the photos albums.... i think i spend too much time to see those photos, coz when i see photos i really go n see everything inside the picture, everything ... then i found out that time their posed, soooooo ... dead !!! hahaha straight posed, stand straight... and when u look at the picture, hahaha u just wanna laugh ... especially when u look at ur parents young or child look .... hahaha ....

then my another cuz sis said ... hey be quick la, if u see pic like this, see until the next day also hvn't find one out. .... ok ok i gotta be quick ...

It was fun to look at it ... haha i love seeing photos

Straighten it or let it be??

This nite, we gathered around and visit one friend, coz we din see her lately, and we just knew not long ago, why she din come out just bcoz family gt problem, her mother got breast cancer, and she keep it as a secret. Now we knew secretly, and wanted to give her support, so we go to her hse and ask her out, as a belated birthday excuse.

So we went out and hv our dinner near her hse, then we din chat much, coz other friend of mine ask her friend out to see our hair... She is a hairstylist in Snips, and she has helped my friend to styled her hair, and my frend new hair style look quite nice also. So now, my friend introduce her to my another friend, cuz she want to create a new look, then i ask my friend whether can see my hair as well and give me some advice.

So, first eye she look at my hair, she said

wah this one ah, dun straighten also cannot la!!

erm.... but rebonding too expensive and need lotsa treatment, i dunno whether it can last long or not, coz i am afraid if i rebond it, ok it will b straight, bt then i might look like a "queen of Egypt" (in mandarin "ai ji wang hou" coz queen in egypt, their hair look too flat, very ugly) beside looking like the queen of Egypt, after several months, my hair grow long, then new hair will be curly bt the old hair too straight... so conflict in between my hair .... very ugly also.

Then i ask lots of question, what can i do with my hair if i dun wan to straighten it.

if u dun wan to straighten it, then curl it lo....

then my frends said wah she curl for so many yrs aldi, still want to curl meh

last time i hv suggested, coz i am too frust with my curly, fuzzy hair ... look so damn messy. I told my friend if one day i get frust, i go to bomb my hair .... new look, then dun hv to follow the trend for straightening my hair.

but then, bomb my hair... my hair all dead la, means i am murdering my hair, and i might be bald too if i spoil them!!!

So, very hard very hard.... i hv no option to do to my hair except for straighten it or curl it (a more tidy curl)

Then i ask her if i dun wan to do rebonding, bt yet i want to have a new look, wat can i do?

Nah, nothing i can do, you can either curl it or straighten it

I knew hairstylist will say this kind of stuff to their customer, but i consider this conversation more on information rather than profit goal conversation.

Then i ask if i do rebonding, how am i going to last it, coz i can't do another in 6 months time (they suggest to do rebonding twice a yr to maintain the straightness)

then we have a set of shampoo n conditioner, that set is for straighten the hair

Oh well, that set quite expensive ... RM179 for one set.

It is all about money, money, money, and i desperately no money to do such thing, and i know my mom won't pay for me ( i asked her that nite, then she said "i dun hv the money to pay for u, if u want, u pay for urself la)

aih .... now wat todo.... i hv attended a nite of hair lesson....

RM200 for the rebonding+treatment+cut

So how now .... i am still thinking abt it, and whenever i went, if i saw girls hairs with that kind of style that she suggested to style for me.... it is quite weird to stare at other ppl, and i scared they might think i am les... hahaha

Ok, i'll wait until my frend straighten her hair, and see how the quality is .... she is going to do it on 6th dec ...

BUt i am still thinking ... thinking ... thinking...

Woo ... a day at home!!

I have been out for 3 continuos days, today i want to have some rest at home, do something, clear something, and not to be bored ... hehe!! and yea i did it!!

First thing for sure, i din face the internet for more than 2 hours before evening, and i surt something that i dun usually go ... i take a look at the latest westlife news, coz it's been a while i din concerntrate on them. So suddenly i hv a msg frm a forum, then the administrator wrote to me, coz i never post anything on that board, so ... in that case i hv time today, then post something on it, and post some pictures for them, then memorises start to struck my mind, reminds me i hv tons of diskette saved their photos, then i go to check, and found out it was 25 pieces of diskette, wow... luckily nt all of them corrupted, there are still hundreds of pictures of them for me to view. Then i upload them into my bros comp, coz my laptop dun hv floppy disk drive, and then after uploading 25 diskette pics to the comp i transfer them into my comp... hehe, now my comp hv tons of their photos ...

Then went down to watch something, these days i watched a lot of dvd, not a lot la, but catching up with those i bought them bt hvn't watch, that day i hv watched 'Big Fish' a very nice story line, very adventurous, and the story that tells by Edward Bloom, it was interesting, i wish in real life, i can meet someone with this kind of interesting stories. Then today watch 'Good charlotte live in Brixton Academy, London' Well... i always love to see the crowd jumping and getting into the atmosphere and all in a live concert.

Then evening, play badminton with bro... haha!! sometimes we just need to sweat a bit, to make our life happier. Really, after u sweat it out, after u put ur strenght out, beat it hard... u feel so much happy, relax, and LIGHT!!! I think i should exercise more, like play badminton, squash... em... long time din play basketball, i think it's been a yr since i left high school.... too bad, i just miss the basketball court, and the screaming that only GIRLS will creat at the basketball court!!

Holiday is good, coz it is good to clear something, dig out something u have for long but din seee them for long, and nt facing the internet for long also good .... hahaha

My visa have APPROVED!!!

OH MY GOD ... this is like the sweetest thing happen to me in such a late nite. I was watching 'Big Fish', and my mood was touched by the storyline, then back to my room, i was supposed to check whether the thing that i downloaded complete or not, ok fine it was completed after 2 hours of movie watchin.

Then, here i saw a mail icon at my notificatoin area, then i go to check my mail ... guess wat i saw ??!! a mail from eVisa. student@immi.gov.au and the title was 'Visa Grant Notification CHIEN TENG HOOI TRN:xxxxxxxxxxxx' and then i am like OH MY GOD ... OH MY GOD ...!!! It was 2am now, and i received email like this which i never expect it to approve by now, they said it took 10 working days, and for me it is just like 2 WORKING DAYS!!! I need to praise the Australian immigration for an efficient act, i am speechless, and hardly believe or accept that i got my visa approve so soon.

I even waiting for a call from the hospital, becoz of printing a wrong medical form, and i expect them to call me to re-print the form go all the way there again. But i really never never expect it to approve now. I am so glad!!!

Battle with a bunch of Fans

I was listening to one of the Singapore radio online, and watching the webcam too for SHE, coz long time din listen to their update info.

And so, at the end of the programme, suddenly that radio station play Britney Spears- Everytime intro, i was like, wah ... their station played english songs too, bt then suddenly i heard the lyrics is in chinese, then i was trying to figure out who the hell is that singing this song, then here came Ella voice, coz of her deep soulful voice, it is very easy to recognise. Then i was like OH MY GOD ... WHY !!! ... then the radio line stuck, and Bufferring again... so i din finish listen to that song, bt i dun like it, coz i dun like ppl who sings other ppl song which is already famous.

So i go to post in their official Taiwan website abt my opinion to their version of Everytime. Then, those so called "loyal" fans, rebutt me gao gao !! .. so damn scary, coz i am like fighting and battling alone without anyone support.

Ok, this is wat i said if u know how to read chinese
"刚刚在新加坡的电台，听到SHE的另外一首新歌， 是小甜甜布莱尼 (britney spears) 的Everytime. 在那么多首国外的歌，为什么就要翻唱她的歌呢？就是因为她太红，翻唱她的歌令SHE不珍贵了！cheap了！ 更何况，他现在也好不到那里去。"

Then here came all this fans who rebutted me
"你怎麼可以這樣說啊﹗"
" 呵呵。。看到你TYPE的CHEAP就氣了起來～！！！grr..grr...不同歌手唱出的歌有不同的感覺 ok..."
"你根本不是 S.H.E 的忠实 Fans"
"原唱就是原唱翻唱就是翻唱可以比較的嗎更何況S.H.E不是翻唱誰的歌呢~~她們唱的是改編歌~~~歌訶不同就不算是翻唱~~~~明白嗎所以~~~沒有地方可以比較的~~~OK.."
"我只想說這首歌好聽..."

Then i reply
"你们长大好不好？你们知不知道，翻唱已经是他们最大的弱点了，如果他们翻唱一些不出名的歌，那么还好，可是 Britney Spears的 Everytime 是一首很红的歌，如果翻唱她的歌会不好看了，你们说要怎么跟别人（看不起 SHE 的人）交待呢？有一个弱点就是翻唱太多了，不过他们通常翻唱的都是没有红片半球的歌， 那么还好啊，起码别人不知道。还有，只有SHE的忠实歌迷才会说真话, 不要再骗自己了！"

Then here came another fans
"It doesn't matter if they sing others songs..at least they really put effort in it..And the song is very nice..Cheap???!!!hope u respect other..No matter S.H.E or Britney..U dun haf the right 2 critisize ppl..u think who r u.."

Then me
"if u are a musician who appreciate the hardwork of a piece of music and the creativity of music, u will have another thought. Because u believe that you can write ur own music and create a new music rather than singing others ppl songs which is already FAMOUS!! if u go n ask musician, they won't like to listen to ppl whose songs are not original."

So now i am so scared that ppl will kick me out frm that board ... haha, but i was telling the truth la!!

and also, Britney spoiled her image in my heart, she is no longer the pure n simple girl, now she is giving me this slutty, wild, sexy, almost like selling he body in every of her music video ...

So, now SHE uses her song to sing... kinda like nt match!! though that song is everytime ... bt still this song is way too popular, everyone knows it, (maybe except for those Taiwanese la)

To me, when someone sings some famous ppl songs tat are popular now, the new version of that song will sounds so cheesy n cheap feeling!!

[edited after a few minutes of updating that site]
some reply are made here frm the fans

"干吗那么冲。歌自然好听但也得理智点啊！Everytime真的很红。所以那个Ella好親切(me)所说的也满对的。但那CHEAP很碍眼。"
"yeah...but sumtimes we oso can appreciate others gd work...i dun think they sing others songs which is FAMOUS got any prob..If it's nice..it can cover anything..."
"還是這一句～～～好聽就行無論怎樣我們還是會支持S.H.E的!!!"

so now gt someone support my point ... but the "cheap" word make them soooo uncomfortable.

[edit again, coz the thread is "hot"]
fans ...

"That's rite... I think a musician will be happy that his work is being appreciated by others, esp across languages. I don't see any problem with S.H.E 翻唱 these english songs lor, futhermore they r not doing the english cover. I believe a lot of fans only notice the originals after S.H.E sang them. They help to reach out to those who r not into English pop. Even song writer-singer themselves will do e exact cover of e songs they wrote for others, so r they cheap too? "

"各位幹嘛那麼生氣咧 我覺得Ella好親切(Carven)說的很有道理啊 Britney Spears本身已經很紅了 再加上Everytime又是上張專輯主打歌之一 MV內容挑戰自殺的劇情 那時真的是蠻轟動的一首歌 而就這麼巧 Britney Spears跟S.H.E同一天11/12這周六發行精選集 現在電視強打的megamix就有這首歌 還打的真的很剛剛好耶 這樣做有個弱點 就是聽那首歌時 總會讓人覺得S.H.E是在唱別人的歌 而不是唱屬於S.H.E的歌 別人聽的第一印象大多是 這是Everytime翻唱曲 而不是S.H.E的別說對不起 真的是有點不妥 但我還是期待S.H.E能突破這項弱點囉"

wah finally, gt someone push out the point ... hehe, i din know Britney is releasing her greatest hits in Taiwan also .. really need to thank this person. at least this fans is not those ... "blind" n "deaf" fans...

SHE first concert but ... grandpa accident

The awaiting SHE concert happened on today ... well not really excited at first ... coz my passion for SHE has lower ... bt well i always want to see what they can give to the audience on stage. Today, finally they are here to perform for the Malaysian.

Since last nite, my cuz sis all stay at myhse and prepare for the concert, when they are here, the excitement are here, start to light it up... for the whole nite, listen to SHE songs for the last minute revision, coz most of the lyrics can't really remember lo ...!!!

Bt then, we hv another thing to worry, coz these days, the sky always cry, keep on pouring rain down to earth, as if we (our area) lack of grass, trees, those natural thing.... bt hey somewhere else need more than us la!!! Ok back to the pre-concert thing, coz bukit Jalil stadium is nt all covered, it is outdoor, so we scared what we need to bring in, and how to solve it if it rains ... then parents suggest to buy rain coat better than bringin an umbrella n block ppl's view. So we din do anything hahaha .... bt then bring lots of umbrella

Ok then, eveninig lo ... the sky look so dark... and it starts to rain AGAIN !!! and we're late, coz i was busy setting ppl hair (nt mine i dun even hv the time to bother my hair, i can only wear a cap then GO!! )

Raining nt heavy ... bt then also nt a good sign to us. Stuck at the jam at the junction of entering to Bukit Jalil, we were toking n all ... coz that time i want to cut to another lane, then we saw one car, the driver is a middle age man, wearing clothes like Osama, with a long bear like Osama, and so we called him Osama, coz he is nt really paying attention when driving, he is finding something in his car, then slowly slowly crawl into the queue. I was busy looking at both lane coz i wan to cut to another lane, look here n there, look right n left then right again ... here goes BANG!! I witnessed an accident!! It was the car of Osama bump into a Waja, pretty surprising... the Waja din hurt much, just some scratch... bt the BANG was loud ... this is my first time witnessed the whole accident happen, then i need to concentrate on my drivin and look back to my cutting lane action. So i dunno what happen next!!

Then here goes the Concert ... they provided rain coat, and we dun need to bring umbrella in, and it is also prohibited ... so luckily!! if nt they will keep our umbrella.

So the title for this concert was SHE Fantasy Wonderland Malaysia concert, and they do give us some surprise with a big nice stage ... is huge!!! then the journey to our seat was ... nt easy ... coz we need to pass thru lots of stuff, turn here n there, then hahah our seat so damn center... bt nt too near la just hope that they will come infront to this extension center stage lo, so that we can see clearly.

Well... we sat near to the center extension stage.. we really get to see them clear clear clear n clear especially when they sing Rasa Sayang, sing ri dai yu lin, AN QUAN GAN, Superstar ... we were so damn excited to see them dance like tis with buy dancer ... haha the audience were screaming n all ..

here are some pics



Ella was very concentrate dancing with the dancer, and the move she made with the dancer made us scream ... the atmosphere was damn high!!


they even play kiss kiss to show their good sister relation!!

Then the concert end with a circus like kind of atmosphere, coz the last theme is fantasy world, and then suddenly the whole stage full with all kinds of colourfull thing, gt clown, gt 2 big balloon... and lots, dunno how to say. then they ride on a scooter fly here n there, us very hard to catch where they were!! hehe then encore is Superstar... damn high la... coz i was standing on the chair ... hahah and wat really surprised us was the fireworks ... they put lots of fireworks frm the beginning, but they put fireworks non-stop at the whole song of Superstar ... wah damn beautiful la .... so the whole concert worth for money la, coz we paid for fireworks mah .. ahaha

then go home, after i parked my car into hse, my mom come back, and told us grandpa met an accident .. wah scared us man ... luckily grandpa not in a serius situation, bt thru wat they described, the car really broke down n dun think can drive it anymore...and my grandpa whole face bleeding ... hands also ... aih ... felt guilty coz when the accident happened, we were exciting abt the concert, din help much .. so it is like mix feelin, coz when the accident happen we were in a happy mood!!

oh ... photoshop appreciation

I am really happy with my kind of successful work on photoshop... hahahha!!!

Ok, less words, see the difference:


the original pic ...



then here comes the flowery, colourful background ... looks nice rite!!


Another example


the original pic, nothing special, just some cool posture!!



Ya... Look at her face .... now she has a fair, smooth, and nice skin ... looking great eh!!
Hahaha, thanks to me, if she needed!!

Now, that's why ppl featuring in the commercial, they look so good!! It is all photoshop work, if u are thinking slimming down, or go for plastic surgery becuz u think u look bad enuf, and why the ppl appear in the media look damn great!! Eh i can tell u, that is nt natural.... it covers with lots and lots of layer of make up and some photoshop work ...

Dun be fool by the media dude!!!

think back

This afternoon, went out to a food court for lunch, this is a new food court, everything is new, even the management is new too, as the workers they have quite motivated and hardworking ...

I saw the other table, they finish eating and left, then the workers there saw they left an unbrella on the chair, then she call the customer at once to remind her... and then the cleaning table auntie come at once to clean the table

I saw it, then i think back, when i lost my digicam that time, why i din meet someone good and honest who saw it and call me to take back in at once, and why they clean the table so slow... WHY WHY WHY, why good ppl are nt around me, maybe this is wat they called "gui yan" and "xiu yan", the luck of mine!!

Now that i hv a big and bulky digicam, i din hv much courage to take it out and snap here and there especially in a place where ppl hv a more advance, more stylish, more function, blah blah blah than my bulky big heavy camera.

What to do, i dun hv much money to buy a good and new digicam, as wat my mom always say "you are nt from the rich family, you can only get what we can afford" However, i still want to take pictures, i love taking pictures, used to hv a digicam, when the sudden lost of the digicam, whole life is like something missing, something gone

Halloween n Gathering

Today is the one year once Halloween day .... though it is nt an important day to the Malaysian, but i always hope to go to a Halloween party and hv fun ... but too bad ... none host a party like this, as we dun used to this kind of party!!!

So hard to have a holiday on tom... bt too bad exam are on the way, and this kind of scary culture is not famous in Malaysia.... !!! ARrghh ... dunno in my life can try to go to a Halloween party or nt.

Ok back to this afternoon, my high school they have a 2 yr once fun fair ... and then someone frm my class said to held a gathering there ... so go lo... at first i was thinking nt to go.. coz it will be a bit bored where i dun really know many of the junior... but well i went and i was bored ... coz the one who said gathering din say location n time ... so how can we meet up there !!! Then only us the 4 musketeer ... have a fake fun there ... bt it was quite "mm song" when we saw one leng chai junior join the club where we were in that club last year ...arghhh

ok later on we dun wanna waste our time there and waste our money there, wasted RM10 on nt delicious food n drinks and some kiddy game.

then we proceed to lot 10 for lunch and walk a bit ... then the crazies and mad part was when we are on the rooftop of LOT10, though it is nt too high, bt the feeling is good, look down to the street of bukit bintang and all the tall building is just like beside us... just imagine, if 3 yrs back, u were on top of one of the building beside WTC -New York, and ur view is like ... sooo ... how to say .. dunno how to describe, u imagine la.


Nah, this is the view from the rooftop of LOT 10 of Bukit Bintang ... nice



yeah high five ... playing around on the roof top, luckily we din falls down to the street


And then my frend went mad when she took photo inside my car while on the way to home. She took picture of her belly button, boobs, panties, ass (all in the car, where lots of car beside us and motor as well), she really strip and strip to take a nice angle to take nice nice panties and cleavage, and her belly button ring as well .. soo self admired!!! and also took my other frend panties (view from the bottom, coz she wore a skirt) shy shy la ~!!


background of KL CITY, hey gt KL Tower leh


another pic ...


the atmosphere is the car was .... crazy n crazy, so hard to drive like this when u need to concentrate on the road and u want to know what is going on back there and what they did .... nvm i told myself ... pictures tells it all.

Due to some explicit level and obscenity ... the subject herself dunwan to let out the pictures to the public ... so

Be prepare ... u're going to see some explicit content .... children below 18, you're nt allowed to see ... pls leave this page.

OK, promise nt to reveal their face ....


nice panties wor ... ~~~ ahem


another cleavage .... bt can't see much hahaha


OH NO .... this must be the most explicit ....


this is nt an ass la ...
this is ur arm .... u try it at home ... u will know how to make it ... haha
bt it really looks like an ass ... a nice ass

He is dying ...

I found out that he is dying, when i entered the toilet n saw my plant of cactus is dying ... it is all have to blame on me, coz i am the one who left him out and din't suppy water to him, and placed at this kind of location, sun light are rarely to see especially these days as we have a cloudy weather for a few weeks already.

this is him ... dry...senget (can't stand still)... lost meat... out of shape, too bad the pic here can't captured much!!

see.. how senget it is

observing before he dies

look nearer and clearly!!!

CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!




NO WAY ... he is dying !!! reason - lack of water and sun light

tight schedule

tight
tight
tight schedule

Rushing all the wat frm cheras to college ...
i knew i'm going to be a lil late ....
but then again .. i have test today la
radio n marketing test
so damn rush la
yesterday just finish malaysian studies project at evening ... then watch tv until 10:30 pm ...
settle something ... then start to study ..
i knew marketing damn boring la
then i study radio first
it is easy to study and they all went into my mind easily ... way much better than marketing ..
marketing sux...!!!
felt sleepy when start to study marketing ..
so no choice lo
study in the morning.... better effect leh !!!

STA and studylink briefing ... so complicated .. as there are lots of procedure to go thru ... aih .. fan fan fan

but ... hey preparing to fly leh!!! yea .. everything is going to prepare ...
aih .. dunno wat to say ah !!!

i wanna fly
fly
fly ...
flu ...
eh !!! wat flu

aiya damn noisy now over here .... my bro takind his guitar and sing ... wah ..suck la his singing .... !!!

ok now .. my mom are back .. go down n tell her all abt it !!!


[edited content]

Suddenly think of something... last nite i had a dream
last nite, while i am surfing the internet
then here came to friendster site ... suddenly i think of him
ex-crush GKY
i think of will he suddenly come n add me
and then i will think of .. "wah u this kind of person will know how to use the net meh"
something like tat ... probably .. been so long wanted to know how he is now

then late at nite, i dreamt of the same thing
in the dream, i even tell myself
"oh no this is real, i just think abt it just now and now it is real"

so is kinda weird tat nowadays i keep on dreamt abt the things happened at the nite before i sleep .. weird la .. dunno how is my mind working now???

then today, tonite... i scolded someone .... online
which i intend to yesterday nite
bt i was busy studying so .. tonite only tell him
he started the conversation first
and ask me to shoot him again
and said "pls shoot me, if u dun shoot me i can't sleep"
wah man .. though i hv things to tell him
bt i m nt in the mood of telling him all of a sudden
then i told him i hv something to tell but not now maybe wait for a nice chance
then .. he slowly ... slowly
make me tell him
and shoot him all the way round
and in the end he said
this time shoot too much
scared that he can accept such kind of heavy shooting in a sudden

bt then see how la
see whether he will change or nt la
if nt damn fan la ...
always ask suggestion frm me
bt after i gave it
directly decline my suggestion
and never give a good reason to state why can't

those are all lame excuses
lame excuses
LAME EXCUSES ...

[edited content at 12:39am]

2 M porn making ...

camera are supposed to let u captured the positive side of a person or scenic ... and also to captured a negative side of a person / scenic .... bt they are nt allowed to make it too obscene!!!

Today we have 3 porn star ... and a director ... shooting for 2 M lesbian porn!!!

the making of ....


The innocent face ... as she is the most ham sap underage girl !!!!


Mother Ling ... pretending to be Marilyn Monroe ... coz she is giving a talk on faking it/ pretending


Here comes the porn .. then leng lui and the innocent !!! See ... take a look at their hands ....


And there u go ... the final excitement !! Kissing .... praise the director .... (me) haha


THIS IS NOT WAT U SEEEeeeee

We are all innocent .... !!!

See there are also some ... clean pictures

Nah lovely mommie and rach and me ....

Rach & ME ... cute leh !!! ahem ...

din load much here .... if u r interested pls click on the 'my album' icon on this blog right side ... and another album ... http://members3.clubphoto.com/tai922517/guest-1.phtml

can get more nice photo there ... eh ... copyrighted la !!! ask for permission if u wan to take them!!!

Photo frenzy again ...

Monday !!! as usual .. a pain day ... a day to struggle and suffer ... haha nobody likes monday ... can u find a person who likes monday ?? pls tell me ... and introduce to me ... but in my perception ppl who LOVES monday won't be some freak !!! some working freak ... nerd .. study freak !!! WEIRDO .... haha if anyone of u are reading this ... and u r the person who loves monday ... dun be mad at me ok!! (how can they are not mad at u ... stupid la)

Today hisap lot of smokes.......

let u see


me n chip trying hard to breath fresh air ... going to die of suffocation !!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

tat was when we were in Jo's car ... and she was smoking inside there and din open the window ... no she forget to open the window .. and as the winds blow... it all come back to us !!! Hey 2nd hand smoke la ... die faster !!!


Let's see wat mother ling has to offer


yea this is somewhat her famous pic of being disgusting ... eating and chewing banana ... ppl u r now looking at SMASHED banana ... if u can't take it .. dun force urself!!! 18PL

She is the Mother Ling ... everyone need to pay respect to her and probably .. devote her .... for being the Mother or the president for 'Fuck (dut...) or be fucked (dut...) Society' I'm her loyal fellow devoter.....

Window Shopping

This few days, started frm yesterday, photo frenzy is on... we took lots of photo at college .. (eh i din take much though), so chip ask me to wear something nice and (arhem...) EXPOSE... coz wednesday nite i be the "model" on the webcam, try some skirt and some clothes... then ACCIDENTALY she wants me to wear sleveless ... so i wear lo... then she wanted me to wear to college on thursday... but hehe i din wear!!!

Then they insisted me to wear it on friday, chip, grace .... they all insisted me to wear it on friday... then i started to think ... should i really wear it on friday or nt? .... think .... think.... think again... aiya just wear la... since there are so many ppl ask for it ... hahaha!!! then i just wear a jacket to cover lo ... haha

So, i really wear it, with a jacket on and a jeans... i really cannot accept the skirt .. coz it has been like yrs, if i wear it out now, outdated la!!! everybody sure look at me with a ONE kind of expression.... so no way!!!

Ok, i was late for class, then i bumped into ken at the lrt station, then we go in to the classroom together, he opened the door, then i followed in, then suddenly everyone in the class ... WAH.... ONE kind of tone!!! (suspicious) errr... i dun like this kind of attention... make me feel like wanted to hide away... coz i'm thinking who is the one who annouce that i will wear tat T to college !!!! .... actually, the actualy story is ... ken is wearing a cap and i m wearing a cap too!!! (sa m pat la those ppl)

Planned to watch 'Ladder 49' today after the replacement class of Mark, class ends at abt 12 something. Bt then we .. dragged our time in college for dunno how long, took pic here and there .. (not much also, but i think the person who always take is meiling n ailing haha) ... then we 'GAO DOU' studio there, and went into the recording room too ... wah acting there and basically trying to knock off the studio.

acting cool ... like a DJ in the radio studio ... profession la !!!

Ohhoo.... started to act abnormal in the studio .. spider girl wor !!!

Nah ... professional singer/artist ... "Yea my dream finally come true"

Wei ... interviewing a leng lui la ... got so excited

Riot is going to start i tell u ... the acting serious part won't stay long

Riot do happened ... It is happeninig lah!! ... see .. all soh po

haha .. calm calm calm ... posed for a nice pic girls .. and i finally strip the jacket down la ... bt it is only for a while haha!!


After all of this ... stupid but fun act !!! We are late for movie!!! WE ARE LATE FOR 'LADDER 49'!!!!! then we hv no choice and pick 'White Chicks' at 2:30pm. It is a fun movie with lots of funny elelments ... worth to watch!!

Then went window shopping as none of us, NONE OF US buy anything except for chip she needed to buy a birthday present for her dad la!!!!

Then went into 'WH' and grace want to try on some SHORT LACE LACE skirt .... then ... then ... ( trying to cry) they (chip, grace, ling) took this SHORT LACE LACE WHITE skirt for me and forme me to try .... u know white, short and lace tat kind .... cannot accept la .. this is just so not me!!! denim skirt can accept a bit la!!! ok .. dun wanna say la.. this is the outcome!!!

Forced .. to smile on camera ....Force .. everything was Forced !!!

While me n chip were on our way to get out of One U, then we took the escalator ... and we were discussing abt this women .. coz she wore smart ... and look really nice!!! then suddenly ... she and her mat salleh boyfriend kiss in front of us.... and we witness the kiss... haha now chip know tat ... it is not a good feeling for witnessing a couple kissing in front of u ... and how can u stand if a couple were in a room with u and they are like 'pre-heat' for the love making??? HOW CAN U STAND !!!!

Ok, finally ... at the nite of 7:30pm ... i am safely arrived at LRT kelana jaya ... it was raining out there, my jeans ... as usual love to left out some at the bottom and get all the dirt back ... now the floor is wet ... and my jeans (bottom there) got wet .. nt so easy to walk down or up on the stairs... then i'm on my way to walk to the stairs ... i saw a couple went into the lift, and i wanted to go in too ... so can save up some energy .. hehe LAZY person i am !! Then i was looking to the lift then.. then ... again!! saw that couple INdian couple ... kissing there ... eh eh .. luckily i m nt there to interupt them !!!

Help me!!

I have decided to change my template of my blog, so this is a pic which is going to be the banner, so which one u think look better.


This is the diagonal text


and this is the vertical text

Which one u think look better?
Post a comment and reply me pls.
Thanks!!!

Weird Dream again

Last nite i have another weird dream, why weird dream seems to come to me these days. It is not horror nor terrified, but i think it is almost the same topic!! Friendship!!!

Ok, this is wat i dreamt of:

computer screen appear
Chip is typing the keyboard as she is chatting with someone, but the someone is C (you know who)
C was asking chip's help as usual, bugging her online and ask her thing as usual, and also she tell chip her piti story about her family. Chip was like "aiyo not again" "so how??"
Then, there are some ppl surrounding chip - Grace, me, Ling (i think) ... and someone else, coz i really can't remember who is there, but i can be sure that Grace was there.
We were like telling chip not to believe her, and she is obviously bull shitting again, and want the attention from chip to piti her, then we also teach chip how to answer her, and ask her not to reply her if there are no need to reply her,...so on and on.... the end

yup, again... dreamt again
Now that in my subconcious, my mind also dun like C, and there is nothing good abt her, and what she said to chip... it doesn't make sense, coz it sounds so much like exaggerating the story. Coz just last nite, chip was telling me what C told her, and why she can't pass up her assignment on time and what not. In my dream, the content of their conversation is just like what chip told me last nite. So.... what is the conclusion?

HYPER

After a nite without much sleep, just because to finish up the hardest assignment in this year - MRM Individual research report.

We started the assignmnet without any clue, without any guidance, no past year example. HOW TO START??!!??!!

But then, it have to start, and it do starts... comes up with some crappy intro, felt sleepy ~~@@~~

Then wake up at 6am... i tot i will be like damn tired, will be like couldn't wake up, but no... i am OK. Then i observed that my dad wear socks start with his left leg, and me start with right leg.... Emm i know there are some psychology test abt which foot u wear first for ur socks. but i forgot wat it meant aldi.

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Got to know that, writing for media assignment will be postponed for one more day ~~ HURRAY~~ hahaha, so can concentrate more on MRM.

Last lecture of MRM, ~~HURRAY~~ (hands claps please...)
Though is like celebrating, but i am quite worried my assignment, until christine said dun need to write a new lit review... haha, i am so relief after listened to what she said.

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In comp lab, we were trying so hard to squeeze out words to fill into our assignment, mind went blank, wired in my brain start to messed up and mixed up, that is when i start to act 'NORMAL', hahaha i know it is quite irritating and annoying to somebody, and until Ling arrived, i get even hyper, i think the ppl in the comp room kinda pissed off. Hahah!! But i can't it, that time my mood is like this, i can't stop it. But u know, it feel so much better when i act 'NORMAL', coz it is a kind of release pressure i guess!!

Struggle for couple of hours (10pm-5pm) in the comp lab, finaly my assignmet come to an end. Been changing comp lab for 4 times, this is just so frust when a lecturer come in n say "ok, we have a class here" and then we need to go out and find another comp in another comp lab, and to find a available computer in kdu comp lab is kinda hard nowadays, coz every lab seems to have a class going on. and then there are some bastard use the comp for dunno what purposes... ( After thought: this is what we tot at that moment ) tried so hard to get a comp, and some of the comp cannot log in, this is nuts!!

However, how hard it may go, we gotta finish the assignment on time, coz ms christine have given us too much of time to finish it (she postpone the date) so we gotta finish. Hope that the thing we rushed out won't get a tooo low marks, but i know we can't expect too much also, coz we do it in the last minute.

5PM... just passed up the assignment to ms christine, 5 mins before 5pm:
Chip called said that Hitz.FM is outside KDU to give out some free stuff. i was in the comp lab just finish arranging the assignment and went to print out (luckily this time the printer is working), then no stapler, and go to ms christine and ask whether i need to bind the assignment, she is so nice, she said no need, and then i ask for a stapler, then she said my assignment too thick aldi, so need to go to the bursary to borrow their BIG stapler... haha, then rushed down to bursary, oh .. luckily i saw they hvn't close yet, but their door close half of it, i need to squad down to enter bursary and then ask for the stapler. rushed back up to ms christine office, and pass it up to her... haha!! Just becoz before this, ms christine used her small stapler to stape it for me, bt cannot coz too thick, so left a uncomplete stapler in my papers, then i am on my way to ms christine table to pass up to her, and trying to take that uncomplete stapler out from my paper using my nails, coz i dun wan ms christine hurt her finger while marking my paper, if like this, it won't leave a good impression. But she is so nice again, ask me not to use the nails to take it out, and then said is ok. Then i am so grateful that she is so nice, pass up and rush down, coz Chip said her father is here aldi. Then i rushed down again, Chip call again, but i din pick up coz i knew it was her. So... "mm hou yi si" that want her father to wait for me, coz his job is not to wait for me and pick up to the LRT station, but thank you UNCLE.. haha!!!

Woo... rushing like mad within 5 minutes. but at last the assignment is finish, i felt so relieved, as if like there are nothing to do anymore, but we still have 2 assignment from WFM, an interview from Radio (which i am a bit stuck up at it), and EXAM ... EXAM... EXAM!!!
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5Pm, LRT start to have lots of ppl, especially STAR LRT... it was so scary when u r standing in the middle of all the M ppl, and their starving look tense enuf to scared me... i am not saying anyting against their religion, but ... i know what is the point of their religioni to want then to starve for one month, i know is good to let them know how to appreciate food, and be thank that u get to eat delicious and healthy food. But what really questioned me is that (this is what i observed when my journey to home on the LRT)

I know it is 5 something to 6pm, and i know they have been like starve for 12 hours, they are god damn hungry... but it doesn't mean that they have the priority or the RIGHTS to snatch the place to sit... I'm not saying they snatch place with me, i am standing aside, and this is what i observed. their expression, their act of snatching a place to sit becoz they are hungry and basically maybe no energy to stand, but in the LRT there are lots of M people, basically majority of them are M ppl who take LRT, haha C ppl drive themselves .. (it doesn't mean anything though, but if u wanna add something bad behind my context that is ur own business, i dunwanna end up in jail)

U know the 'kiasu' look of them to get a place to sit, really pissed me off and disgusted me, coz this is nt the way to hold ur stomach frm nt eating. though u r on a month that cannot eat in the daylight, but u have to have a normal life, normal attitude, and normal courtesy!!!

But sometimes... when they can eat whenever they can, their work progress so damn slow, walk also slower than usual ppl... so i really dunno what kind of attitude they have. So they think they are the king of the place, so they can stand wherever they can and block whoever they want.... for this issue i'll come back to you in another post after i get an evident pic.

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OK, MRM final individual report is just like the whole mountain that block your way, no like an iron, ironinig on ur chest, can't breath properly, but.. now i can breath fresh air!!! wahahaha... just like the weather today, not sunny, not humid, not hot, the effect of after rain... fresh air everywhere, everything seems fresh and new and happy.

My whole mood, just feel like i am so light, light until can fly, this is when i start to act hyper!! When i am happy, relief or excited... i am hyper!! when i m moody, streesed, pressure.... my mouth will be like been sealed.. won't open too much!!!!!!!

But now, i just feel like tok tok tok and tok, sarcastic is the way too ... haha That is when chip can't stand me... maybe becoz what she see on what i say from MSN without my expression and emotion!!! haha.... but i think the whole conversation i am playing ...!!!

Then in another conversation, that guy just want me to shoot him, the more i shoot, the more happy he is ... such a weird guy!!! But i am quite fed up with he is asking my opinion on what new hairstyle he should cut, but then dunwan to let me c his face... and then expect me to give a cool and nice suggestion... trying soo damn hard to let me see his look... but then failed again... then i shoot him, then he felt happy, weird guy. He said he love ppl to scold him, coz usually he is the one who scold ppl and shoot ppl... so nobody dare to scold him or shoot him, so he kinda like lack of ppl scold him, then now gt someone scold him he feels happy!!!

I am god damn hyper all nite ... not like others felt very tired.. maybe i am weird. i am hyper until i am supposed to edit my writing assignment 1, but din do it, coz i dun feel like into that mood, and my mood is just sooo happy, relieved and hyper, i feel like 'zat' ppl and talk a lot.. hahaha !!!!!

Weird dream~~

Last nite i hv a weird dream, i dunno whether i should say it out , but i think is ok, i won't kill me or anything bad happen to me after i tell out.

I forget the beginning part, but what i remember is tat the location is at my grandma house toilet.
I was in the toilet doing the normal things, then i open the toilet door to get out of there, when i open the door, i saw Chip standing there, and then suddenly her frend call Debbie appear out of nowhere, and said "this is 'sui yan' dun frend with her", and pull Chip out of there, and i am like ... stunned, then i reply her "u think i am 'sui' then u think abt how 'sui' you are first" (i can roughly remember the tone, but the content is abt this, bt not the same la!! Weird thing is, the Debbie look is tat doll look in KDU which Chip said scared her ... So this is basically the weird weird dream i hv ever had.. the rest i can't remember what happen next. I can only remember this part.


I think this dream do indicate something, actually not i think, is really wat i think before i guess!! Insecure gua......!!!

Today i planned to go all the way to KDU just to borrow the MD player, then i planned to go abt 12pm and then directly proceed to KLP for drum class, then on my way to my mom office, my drum teacher call me, he said he got function today at the afternoon, so ask me whether i can come now, so i think ok i go to learn my drum first, then only drive to KDU to borrow the MD player. OK finish my drum class at abt 1:40pm, then i quickly drive to KDU for the MD player, within 15 mins, i arrived at KDU, paid one dollar toll to get there, then the whole KDU is like dead ... atmosphere, not like usual, coz usually the campus have lots of promotion or function, but then the whole campus is like no electricity and without the human air ~~ then took a lift to 3rd floor, finally i saw some bright light. Went in and return my marketing book, then i said i wanna borrow the MD player, then the librarian said, now is 2pm, so late aldi, ur lecturer still here? I'm like "HAH!!" then she said need ur lecturer signture only u can borrow, if not spoild aldi who is going to bare the fees... with her kind of unfriendly tone and lansi tone ... wah ... my mood totally is like from the 100th floor dropped to the groud floor!!!

I purposely came all the way frm Cheras then now wat can i get... and the due date for the interview is supposed to be next week, OMG what am i supposed to do now. Go back to the car, and drive back!! I drove around coz i dun wanna waste my chance to come all the way here, so drove to uptown to find "Paul's place", bt then i failed to find, then drive back to KL, the whole journey is like sooo depressed. I'm like those ppl who just break up with their love's one, then drive alone with that kind of moood .... Then i dun wanna go back so early, and i simply drive around, accidentally drove to Puduraya... aih, then i just go to fetch my bro and proceed to ampang for his jamming session. My mood is like ... i need to "yao ceh hor" (drive around like moody ppl)

A Friday evening

Water pour down from the sky
to the land of potato shape
down to the city of wok
now we got water go into the bus

A heavy rain occur this evening
The skies went dark
darker than the average
Big dots of rain falls down

Went home after finish watching 'The Exorcist', been waiting for the KTM for more than half an hour i think!! Then the KTM was pretty full and packed like sardin, but we still insists on going in, coz we dun wan to wait for another 30mins. So it is time to experience the packed feeling like train in Tokyo... haha i know this sounds kinda ridiculous, but yea, we dun hv the money to go to Tokyo ... haha so comes up with this silly act! I think those Malays women in the KTM pissed at us ... hahaha But watever la, i want them to know wat is the feeling of being packed, u cannot always enjoy the luxuries life!!

Well, about Exorcist ... i think it is quite boring, use lots of sound effect to scared u, and now think back it is a bit ... no reason. so i think the first Exorcist must be better, more horror kind of feeling, more tense. This new version of Exorcist is only shoot for fun, shoot for scaring ppl which they dun really make it, coz i think the movie is abit like ... find story to shoot tat kind.

Today met karmun, 2 months din see her, shocked us only ... haha!! me n yun hide behind a pillar, then wait for her to appear... haha really she shocked us with her new hairdo and new look!!! I think some of u should go n get a chance to meet her up and to update with her look, coz i am afraid after several week, the look will be diff, then u will miss it.

Woahahahahahaha!!!

WOahahahahahahahahahahaha .......
My first ever 'D' (Distinction)
Today, my desk test result finally revealed!! I am so anxious, dunno what i will get... while waiting for my name to call (why took so long ... ) nervous leh!! Then finally i think about the last 4, my name been called... oh finally. Anxiously go out and take!! then open the envelope and sneak a look inside the envelope... then i din expect that a sneak view can see my result ... then i saw a D - - . I was like ... stunned a bit!! A 'D' for me, as i can't react to be pretty surprised or shocked or whatsoever... i am just like 'oh' (eye rolling... how can this be happened!!)

But i was so happy about it, wanted to tell my mom at the first place and let her know ... hahaha for the whole year my first ever 'D' though is not a 'HD' ... but hahaha!! Still, dunno why is a 'D - -' why can't Sham take off the '- -' it will look so much better, as for Jo, hers is 'C + +' , just one more marks... then she can get a 'D --' like me, but why Sham wat to grade like this wor .... aih ... but anyway 'D - -' is still a 'D' haha

When i show my mom, haha she is pretty satisfied with this result, if is not a 'D', she will probably say why cannot get a better grade, why why why ... blah blah blah!! This time she said "em.. i am happy with it!" For the first time ~~ of so many yrs ... include my high school.

When i am on my way home, it is after a heavy rain, the weather is cool, windy, breeze... this kind of weather make me in a very good mood, coz i feel so refresh. I like it!! Dunno why, everytime, when it is going towards the evening when it is raining, my mood with be like a bit 'high' and excited .... and start talking nonsense, and start to act 'normal' ... haha

Today, present the marketing ... well no so scary as i thought, but the thing that i worried is the thing that i present, am i on the rite track or off track ... well after presenting, ms fong said we just need to be straight forward, dun need to talk so much on the communication step, just need to say the 4 things in promotional mix - advertising, personal selling, sales promotion and publicity... that's all, and the most important talk about the benefit, not so much example ... well, hope tat clare can put something into the report to make us on the rite track ... (cross my finger, as i know this unit gonna fail soon, if din do well)

Hahaha ... another thing forget to say. I m on TV ... for Hitz.TV, UVJ programme. Well, i just wanna follow for fun when the rest of them decide to dedicate songs ... i just wanna see the production team ... then hey ... they have space to allocate me, well i m kinda scared if u wan me to perform alone on tv, at least rach accompany me, and this is probably for experience n fun, not to gain any fame from it ... haha!! Well, at least 20 yrs back can tell the my children tat i've been on TV, be a VJ. Actually, i hv a dream job to be a VJ before, but think of i am not tat kind of 'happening' ppl, i had better stay behind the scene, which i prefer and i am more confident with it.

So from now on, 2 weeks later, watch out for HITZ.TV, UVJ programe, as we dunno when it will air !! dunno how i look on TV also ... haha!!! must be damn exbarrassing .. bt well, it past and it might be going to air ... so just let it be la, no one will recognise me except for my frend. So frends, watch out la... ur frend gonna be on TV (think so!!)