I have been missing lately!
Just because i was so busy with work and always feel tired after working 5 days straight in a week, 3 in 5 days, i am working almost 10hours in a day! I can barely feel my legs and my arm after i finish work!
I didn't switch on my computer for days and my room is not my usual hang out place either!
So much happened, so many things i would like to blog, but i dun have the time and the energy to get organise.
Li Teen went back for holiday, Tommy packing his stuff preparing to move. Don't know who is moving in also ....
It's X'mas, the season with lotsa joy, full of laughter, singing chant, present, massive & fab dinner. I'm gonna miss all this year, spending the first X'mas ever away from home, though i am not Christian, but to our family X'mas is not a religion celebration, in fact it is somewhat a festive season that everyone enjoy and have fun!
I believe that everyone would have a person in their mind, whom they would like to spend the day with! I have one, though it doesn't neccessary have to be a boyfriend or a guy whom i adore.
Being able to celebrate the ang-mo celebration on the ang-mo land, of cuz i hope that i can enjoy and have fun as well! Too bad, i might have to work!
This year had been a tough year for me, with all the stuff that i have been through, then only i realise how complicated person i am, how negative i am and i can be quite a side-minded person also! Never realise this for the entire 20 yrs of my life. I am such an insecure person .... where is the confident, outgoing and laughing all the time Carven gone?
Hopefully next year will be a better year!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
On HIGH RIDE
I have never been this HAPPY before ~ when i say HAPPY, i am really HAPPY for this!!!!!! :D
because--
YESH!!! RUBY RED, RUBY RED is a short film that your honour - ME, co-directed it!!! OMG i am sooo sooo osooo HAPPY.
I didn't know it until one of my group mate broke the news to us through email, and then i went to check on NASS, when i saw RUBY RED on the list, Oh My mama de ... i can't believe it, i felt so so sooo soooo touch and wanted to cry, i have never been this high, happy, .... i dunno how to say, but i can understand how it felt when your film being nominated on OSCAR (and that's HUGE)!
A.J. our cinematographer, also one of the extra, playing the prisoner/terrorist, who being gagged by RUBY RED ~ brilliant performance.
Being nominated is good enough to us, we just couldn't believe it, with all that we have went through, script changes, rushes ...... aww.... at least i got one small achievement at the end of my studies, at least i leave uni with A BLOODY ACHIEVEMENT! A real Achievement!! Especially when i thought i am not going to have any achievement or future in this line .. then bright light, hopes, ......
I can't wait to see me n my team's baby to be screen on the festival!
I am so high~ so high~ so high ~ so high~ so so high~ .... i just feel like laughing all night long, laugh my heart out ... woo hoo and it feels so good!
because--
PRELIMINARY NOMINATION LIST FOR 2ND AND 3RD YEAR PRODUCTIONS ONLY IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER - 2006
NOMINATION FOR THE BEST GRADUATION (3RD YEARS) PRODUCTIONS
BEST PERFORMANCE - FEMALE LEAD
LEVEL 7
MU QIM
RUBY RED
BEST COMEDY
ALEX
PLAN B
RUBY RED
SPLAT
YESH!!! RUBY RED, RUBY RED is a short film that your honour - ME, co-directed it!!! OMG i am sooo sooo osooo HAPPY.
I didn't know it until one of my group mate broke the news to us through email, and then i went to check on NASS, when i saw RUBY RED on the list, Oh My mama de ... i can't believe it, i felt so so sooo soooo touch and wanted to cry, i have never been this high, happy, .... i dunno how to say, but i can understand how it felt when your film being nominated on OSCAR (and that's HUGE)!
A.J. our cinematographer, also one of the extra, playing the prisoner/terrorist, who being gagged by RUBY RED ~ brilliant performance.
Being nominated is good enough to us, we just couldn't believe it, with all that we have went through, script changes, rushes ...... aww.... at least i got one small achievement at the end of my studies, at least i leave uni with A BLOODY ACHIEVEMENT! A real Achievement!! Especially when i thought i am not going to have any achievement or future in this line .. then bright light, hopes, ......
I can't wait to see me n my team's baby to be screen on the festival!
I am so high~ so high~ so high ~ so high~ so so high~ .... i just feel like laughing all night long, laugh my heart out ... woo hoo and it feels so good!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Fear + Boredome
Just hand in the very last assignment in my entire uni life ~~
That's it heh.
and then there goes begins with my boring life.
Yea ... after hand in with my last assignment, felt like "ahhhhhhh", "hmmmmmmm", "what to do next"
I don't know why, but today, after months of busy-ness, i felt so bored this arvo, though i have a pile of clean clothes for me to fold up and keep em, i should be cleaning up my room or the house... instead of doing all the supposed to do thing, i sat there, staring at my computer doing nothing basically and shout to myself "boring".
The boring here is not about i have nothing to do or not, but i would like it to refer to my boring life, too calm, just like a dead person breathing machine flat line
" _______________________________________________"
No ups and down, no drama, everyweek doing the same routine .... hey i am a geminian lo .. i can't stand boredome and i can't stand life that are routine!
Yea as Chip advised .... i need a boyfriend to hype up my life, SPICE UP THE WORLD. How i wish ..... !!! But things just doesn't come smoothly as you thought, if it is that easy i wouldn't be single during my entire stay in perth la!
Come who is goin to help me with this - spice up my life
see this lil girl need help la !!
** SEE, this is a top, not a bra!
By the way, if got decent guy wants to help this girl hor ... u better be decent la, dun be those that i can't accept la, if not i wouldn't have to advertise myself here today!
That's it heh.
and then there goes begins with my boring life.
Yea ... after hand in with my last assignment, felt like "ahhhhhhh", "hmmmmmmm", "what to do next"
I don't know why, but today, after months of busy-ness, i felt so bored this arvo, though i have a pile of clean clothes for me to fold up and keep em, i should be cleaning up my room or the house... instead of doing all the supposed to do thing, i sat there, staring at my computer doing nothing basically and shout to myself "boring".
The boring here is not about i have nothing to do or not, but i would like it to refer to my boring life, too calm, just like a dead person breathing machine flat line
" _______________________________________________"
No ups and down, no drama, everyweek doing the same routine .... hey i am a geminian lo .. i can't stand boredome and i can't stand life that are routine!
Yea as Chip advised .... i need a boyfriend to hype up my life, SPICE UP THE WORLD. How i wish ..... !!! But things just doesn't come smoothly as you thought, if it is that easy i wouldn't be single during my entire stay in perth la!
Come who is goin to help me with this - spice up my life
see this lil girl need help la !!
** SEE, this is a top, not a bra!
By the way, if got decent guy wants to help this girl hor ... u better be decent la, dun be those that i can't accept la, if not i wouldn't have to advertise myself here today!
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My current fear, would be having to be neglected, being abandon ...... by D. Yea sounds so pity right! I am such a pity girl la! WHO IS GOING TO PITY ME!!! No one ~~
Ignore me .... just a random whinning post, because i am bored and i am bored ... because D "heavy colour light friendship" .... (direct translation from cantonese, if you understand what i mean)
Eh, i am not use to this lo, i am not use to being "heavy colour light friendship" by a friend that is so close to me lo. I can't take it one ... one day i will become crazy and go and kill all the couple in this world lo. Mine with my act but ...... can't help it la! What to do, unless someone save me up from that little corner down at the bottom .... show me light, give me hope, let me realise this world i am not alone.
Oh... i should do something for tomorrow .... design a name for my room.
-"Lonesome room for loser."
I shall go to buy lotto or go burswood, wait for me to win money n i shall buy men!
Why decent guy with a very lovely voice got girlfriend and are YOUNGER THAN ME!!!
Ignore me with this post k .... cuz i know i am abit crazy now!
My current fear, would be having to be neglected, being abandon ...... by D. Yea sounds so pity right! I am such a pity girl la! WHO IS GOING TO PITY ME!!! No one ~~
Ignore me .... just a random whinning post, because i am bored and i am bored ... because D "heavy colour light friendship" .... (direct translation from cantonese, if you understand what i mean)
Eh, i am not use to this lo, i am not use to being "heavy colour light friendship" by a friend that is so close to me lo. I can't take it one ... one day i will become crazy and go and kill all the couple in this world lo. Mine with my act but ...... can't help it la! What to do, unless someone save me up from that little corner down at the bottom .... show me light, give me hope, let me realise this world i am not alone.
Oh... i should do something for tomorrow .... design a name for my room.
-"Lonesome room for loser."
I shall go to buy lotto or go burswood, wait for me to win money n i shall buy men!
Why decent guy with a very lovely voice got girlfriend and are YOUNGER THAN ME!!!
Ignore me with this post k .... cuz i know i am abit crazy now!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Last week of UNI
I am so damn bloody busy these 2 weeks, and i am still writing this now though i am in the mid of rushing assignment.
But, i couldn't believe it, it is my last week of uni in my entire life .... 2 years of uni, 1 yr in kdu ... time flies. Thinking back things that happened within these 3 years, it is just like a dream.
I know i didn't write my blog for god knows how many days, but today i would like to record this special week in my blog, so that in the next few years when i look back, i could have fresh memory on how i felt and how i went through this last week of uni.
Just a record ....
I miss uni already!
To friends that i haven't been catching up to, after this torturous assignment rushing weeks, we would have catch up yea, espcially sorry for those who bored like hell at home, doing nothing but to see me busy, especially sorry for those who drop me a msg on MSN and i didn't reply (that's y i didn't appear online, so that i dun have to feel the guilt), especially especially sorry to my mom whom i didn't chat with her for ages (months)!!
And i gotta get back to assignment, but before that a shower would be better, just to freshen up myself he!!
But, i couldn't believe it, it is my last week of uni in my entire life .... 2 years of uni, 1 yr in kdu ... time flies. Thinking back things that happened within these 3 years, it is just like a dream.
I know i didn't write my blog for god knows how many days, but today i would like to record this special week in my blog, so that in the next few years when i look back, i could have fresh memory on how i felt and how i went through this last week of uni.
Just a record ....
I miss uni already!
To friends that i haven't been catching up to, after this torturous assignment rushing weeks, we would have catch up yea, espcially sorry for those who bored like hell at home, doing nothing but to see me busy, especially sorry for those who drop me a msg on MSN and i didn't reply (that's y i didn't appear online, so that i dun have to feel the guilt), especially especially sorry to my mom whom i didn't chat with her for ages (months)!!
And i gotta get back to assignment, but before that a shower would be better, just to freshen up myself he!!
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
性渴望？
与友玩得忘我时，友人赠我一句话
“你这个人是不是性渴望，应该找一个佬搞一搞”
顿时间，玩得过兴的我，兴奋指数从两百巴仙，像 giant drop 般 跌至零 ，可说双子座的mood swing可以swing到很厉害。
为何，我会感到如此。
是被说中了，还是正在犹豫此话的真相？！
所谓性渴望又是什么？
就连星座也分析了双子座的性性格：
虽然我们不能将我们个人的了解，单单被星座说说就也觉得是了。可是如果星座的解释是十分的正确，那我也没办法啦，你也只好bare with it罗！谁叫生壕是那么的好吃、juicy 和有口感呢！不能怪我噢！
他妈的！它真的太好吃了！
你有没有听说过，人吃了生壕会有醉的感觉，那种全身的血都向脑冲上去，然后脸上发热、发红。 哈，那就发生在我友身上！
所以，世界上根本就没有对或错，只要没有冒犯别人就行了！
“你这个人是不是性渴望，应该找一个佬搞一搞”
顿时间，玩得过兴的我，兴奋指数从两百巴仙，像 giant drop 般 跌至零 ，可说双子座的mood swing可以swing到很厉害。
为何，我会感到如此。
是被说中了，还是正在犹豫此话的真相？！
所谓性渴望又是什么？
就连星座也分析了双子座的性性格：
Spontanious. Horny.High sex appeal.
Rare to find. EXTRAORDiNARY KiNKY,
Will tap that ASS like no other,
Loves being in relationships.
虽然我们不能将我们个人的了解，单单被星座说说就也觉得是了。可是如果星座的解释是十分的正确，那我也没办法啦，你也只好bare with it罗！谁叫生壕是那么的好吃、juicy 和有口感呢！不能怪我噢！
他妈的！它真的太好吃了！
你有没有听说过，人吃了生壕会有醉的感觉，那种全身的血都向脑冲上去，然后脸上发热、发红。 哈，那就发生在我友身上！
所以，世界上根本就没有对或错，只要没有冒犯别人就行了！
Sunday, September 24, 2006
NEW
On the previous post I have mentioned that i got a new job. Yup, it has been in the 3rd week working there, and i am getting with the stuff pretty well. All the staff are very nice to me and are willing to teach me anything, I am so glad that i get to have this opportunity to work there. I remember i have sent my resume last year around this time, but no reply heard from them, but this time around i didn't send any resume, but just to accompany Dennise for a job interview, and then she asked for me whether they need any wait staff, and then they ask me to come for a trial and i got a job!!! This is fated, i would say. Good thing is, the pay is really really decent, compared to Pizza express .... it is almost 100% more, hah i don't have to worry about the tuition fees for next year then! I am happy working over there ... summore got leng chai to see ... muahahahahax~~
Apart from the new job, i got myself a new gadget as well. My new Sony Ericsson K800i-mocha colour
It is a new colour, before that it was only in black, which alot of my friends were using it.
Though i still miss a flip-phone, but this function featured in the phone are just fantastic.
It has a 3.2mega pixel built-in camera, ahh ... i dun have to bring my bulky digi cam around then! Though we can't compare much with the picture quality, digi cam quality is so much better.
love it very much, i will take good care of my new baby very much ...... that day saw Jo throw her's into her bag .... wah my heart broken d .. cuz i will not do this to mine!
Now got a new phone, my next gadget would be an iPod video 80gb then .... hehehe!! Must fully use the priviledge they gave to the aus student here ... free delivery and discout ... cheap cheap cheap!
Hmm ... anything new to update~~ maybe a new house?!!
Apart from the new job, i got myself a new gadget as well. My new Sony Ericsson K800i-mocha colour
It is a new colour, before that it was only in black, which alot of my friends were using it.
Though i still miss a flip-phone, but this function featured in the phone are just fantastic.
It has a 3.2mega pixel built-in camera, ahh ... i dun have to bring my bulky digi cam around then! Though we can't compare much with the picture quality, digi cam quality is so much better.
love it very much, i will take good care of my new baby very much ...... that day saw Jo throw her's into her bag .... wah my heart broken d .. cuz i will not do this to mine!
Now got a new phone, my next gadget would be an iPod video 80gb then .... hehehe!! Must fully use the priviledge they gave to the aus student here ... free delivery and discout ... cheap cheap cheap!
Hmm ... anything new to update~~ maybe a new house?!!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
SPRING
Sorry everyone, i know my blog had been dead for almost 2 months. I have my explanation, but all that had happened within this almost 2 months period, they are just too much to explaine, i couldn't write it all down here!
But at the moment, i really love to share the flower that newly bloome out at my backyard.
Roses aren't only red
They are in all sort of colours, they are pretty, lovely and smells good too
If they are red
They don't come in just one red
Roses aren't the only flower in the season of Spring
Small little yellow flower are all over the street as well.
Yea, finally the winter is going to over, this winter i have had a bad time but at the same time i had fun as well.
However, i am glad that the winter is over and i am really looking forward to the coming spring.
With things that are constantly changing around me.
I am to declared I have got a new job.
It is at this poshy, fine dining restaurant
It consider as my first time, working in such a high class place, though they don't claim themselves as a high class restaurant, but to me, it is!
Being as a waitress over there, has got a lot of challenge but at the same time, alot to learn as well. It is a very good exposure to me. Not like in the pizza shop, working as a driver at night, meeting people that are consider as yuppies or maybe some families .... but right now, i am meeting people that are very very rich, the upclass people, the corporate people! I hope this doesn't make me sound like i am such a dawg that has "big small eye". Who would want to just limited themselves in a small place like the pizza shop that hasn't got much challenge and exposure.
A change in job is good for me, just like what my mom told me, "it is time to move on and no more pizza for you".
And of course, they pay me accordingly. Money and experience is what i want now!
I have no idea which one to chose from, both have 3.2mp camera, both are mp3 phone, but one is slightly expensive and another one has only one colour!
But at the moment, i really love to share the flower that newly bloome out at my backyard.
Roses aren't only red
They are in all sort of colours, they are pretty, lovely and smells good too
If they are red
They don't come in just one red
Roses aren't the only flower in the season of Spring
Small little yellow flower are all over the street as well.
Yea, finally the winter is going to over, this winter i have had a bad time but at the same time i had fun as well.
However, i am glad that the winter is over and i am really looking forward to the coming spring.
With things that are constantly changing around me.
I am to declared I have got a new job.
It is at this poshy, fine dining restaurant
It consider as my first time, working in such a high class place, though they don't claim themselves as a high class restaurant, but to me, it is!
Being as a waitress over there, has got a lot of challenge but at the same time, alot to learn as well. It is a very good exposure to me. Not like in the pizza shop, working as a driver at night, meeting people that are consider as yuppies or maybe some families .... but right now, i am meeting people that are very very rich, the upclass people, the corporate people! I hope this doesn't make me sound like i am such a dawg that has "big small eye". Who would want to just limited themselves in a small place like the pizza shop that hasn't got much challenge and exposure.
A change in job is good for me, just like what my mom told me, "it is time to move on and no more pizza for you".
And of course, they pay me accordingly. Money and experience is what i want now!
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The first 4 weeks of uni, seems like the entire semester to me, bloody busy and stressed. This is the lesson for myself, taking all the practical unit and not even one writing unit.
I can foresee that this semester will be a very very busy semester for me.
Producing 2 short film, which are expected to be sent out for film festival and i am one of the co-director and co-producer for one of the short film!
Every week news broadcasting, stay tune at mnn.murdoch.edu.au hey, i am on the Tuesday newsgroup.
Bloody lots of design project to do, using up all my creative juice this semester!
With my new work and old work commitment, every week shooting commitment, i am bloody tired, oh and sometimes go out socialize and have fun ... just for entertainment purpose.
The first 4 weeks of uni, seems like the entire semester to me, bloody busy and stressed. This is the lesson for myself, taking all the practical unit and not even one writing unit.
I can foresee that this semester will be a very very busy semester for me.
Producing 2 short film, which are expected to be sent out for film festival and i am one of the co-director and co-producer for one of the short film!
Every week news broadcasting, stay tune at mnn.murdoch.edu.au hey, i am on the Tuesday newsgroup.
Bloody lots of design project to do, using up all my creative juice this semester!
With my new work and old work commitment, every week shooting commitment, i am bloody tired, oh and sometimes go out socialize and have fun ... just for entertainment purpose.
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Ok enough of those boring craps!
House politics with that guy ... annoying, irritating and geram! Tired of him! So people don't listen to those rumours!
Ok enough of those boring craps!
House politics with that guy ... annoying, irritating and geram! Tired of him! So people don't listen to those rumours!
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Hey, i wanna upgrade my phone, but don't know which one to choose
Hey, i wanna upgrade my phone, but don't know which one to choose
I have no idea which one to chose from, both have 3.2mp camera, both are mp3 phone, but one is slightly expensive and another one has only one colour!
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That day finally brought SY, R and SX to MSC (Male Strip Club), an exposure and also a pollution to them ... muahahax! R really afraid of men, she freaked out when the stripper went near her and touch her!
Finally went to one of the Mambo night! Because we were at the city and just want to go and flung out those unhappy stuff! Wat a way to destress.
Finally went to one of the Mambo night! Because we were at the city and just want to go and flung out those unhappy stuff! Wat a way to destress.
Friday, July 21, 2006
Instant dream
- Lately i'm in love with Madonna's songs esp 'Get Together', make me feel like going into another world, good feeling-
Just yesterday morning (my morning excuse me!)
While i am still sleeping around 11am, i finally receive a call from my colleauge that he is going to work for me on friday night! I am so happy and excited. Then i went back to bed and sleep with smilessss.
Then i had this dream, that we go to the strip club, I saw G, ML of cuz and Rachel as well and also another dunno-where-he-came-from guy. I was like huh how come R n that guy come with us to the male strip club!! (my bad) Then we were waiting for our personal room to b ready. When it is ready one of us got to stripe the card into the room, of cuz our face are all in excitement ... (imagine a bunch of girls waiting excitedly outside of the room with dripping saliva) When we finally get to go into the room, suddenly there are a bunch of other ppl queuing in as well and u know who i saw? I saw my grandma's youngest sister n husband (my auntie n uncle) are queueing in as well and i am like shit shit shit ... i shall hide my face! Then we went in and the strippers came in ..........
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much to my expectation
the strippers consists of Bangladeshi, China Ah Pek and etc .. that kind of quality kind of strippers!
What a disappointment eh!
But i truly believe that tonight the real strippers that i am going to see wouldn't be Bangladeshi and China Ah Pek, at least some really decent looking caucasians with good body!!!
Hah!! as if i am so "ham sap" ...... (shy ... !!) Am I???
Just yesterday morning (my morning excuse me!)
While i am still sleeping around 11am, i finally receive a call from my colleauge that he is going to work for me on friday night! I am so happy and excited. Then i went back to bed and sleep with smilessss.
Then i had this dream, that we go to the strip club, I saw G, ML of cuz and Rachel as well and also another dunno-where-he-came-from guy. I was like huh how come R n that guy come with us to the male strip club!! (my bad) Then we were waiting for our personal room to b ready. When it is ready one of us got to stripe the card into the room, of cuz our face are all in excitement ... (imagine a bunch of girls waiting excitedly outside of the room with dripping saliva) When we finally get to go into the room, suddenly there are a bunch of other ppl queuing in as well and u know who i saw? I saw my grandma's youngest sister n husband (my auntie n uncle) are queueing in as well and i am like shit shit shit ... i shall hide my face! Then we went in and the strippers came in ..........
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much to my expectation
the strippers consists of Bangladeshi, China Ah Pek and etc .. that kind of quality kind of strippers!
What a disappointment eh!
But i truly believe that tonight the real strippers that i am going to see wouldn't be Bangladeshi and China Ah Pek, at least some really decent looking caucasians with good body!!!
Hah!! as if i am so "ham sap" ...... (shy ... !!) Am I???
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Blogthings
| Your Dosha is Pitta |
 You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. |
| You Are 36% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
| You Are 60% Weird |
 You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory |
 You want to have your cake... and everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions. |
| Your Driving Is is: 38% Male, 62% Female |
 According to studies, you generally drive like a typical female. You are a careful, skilled driver. And you are patient in sticky driving situations. You may get aggressive from time to time, but normally you're a cool, collected driver. |
| Your Birthdate: June 12 |
 You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
| You Are 52% Open Minded |
 You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. |
| You Are Noon |
 You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy. You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power. And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around. You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many. |
| Your Hair Should Be Red |
 Passionate, fiery, and sassy. You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around. |
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Best Birthday Ever
12th June 2006
What more can I ask for, for all that were on my birthday.
1.) In a total foreign country.
2.) Being with the life-supporters, a bunch of them as well.
3.) Having a buffet breakfast in a hotel exclusively just for you, as if.
4.) Being on a luxury double decker bus with the all the ppl you know, funs and noises.
5.) Being blessed in an old & beautiful catholic church, plus a beautiful day.
6.) Travel to Bangkok and open my eye to this city which has lotsa high rise building and layers of fly over.
7.) Having yet another Hotel Buffet Lunch, with lotsa spicy food, TOMYUM GONG ... I just can't stop eating even my mom complains, hah!
8.) Being brought to a poppi flower honey bee sorta thing for a better health.
9.) Being brought to a huge diamond shop, got one over there. prezzie ~~
10.) Variety of leather skin shop.
11.) Check into a hotel which has a fabulous view of the city.
12.) Having expose to the Thai tele, found one channel dedicated to men, it is all leng-chai model, doing their modelling 24hours non-stop airing.
13.) Going to a concept restaurant, which donate to the AIDS foundation, chariety food.
14.) Having a surprise birthday as well and being kissed
15.) Wearing one of my fav piece of tee (one of the expensive one) and my new satin pants from Rusty (bought it when it is super damn cheap) Happy =)
16.) Exposing to so many condoms in my big day.
Condoms clothes??
17.) I even got free condoms from the restaurant, courtesy of Durex.
18.) Witnessed the best joke ever.
When we are about to leave, the waitress gave all of us a pack of condom, my brother saw my grandma put it into her handbag, and he asked her why do you keep it, she said take it back to make kopi, this is kopi mah!!! LMFAO =()
19.) Afterall, a night experiencing the Thai Traditional Massage, *Ahem* it's more like being forced to do yoga than to find pleasure and relax.
20.) A ride at the back of a pick-up, going through Bangkok night life. Syiok!!
21.) Last but not least, the programe for the whole day occupied my mind, i don't even have free time to think if someone is doing something for my birthday, so i am not expecting anything and yet surprises and fun had came to me unexpectedly. At least i am god damn happy in the entire day.
I shall be doing more travelling during my coming-years' birthday with the good company of cuz, it is better than sitting at home waiting, expecting, but being let down and being bored and sad, or to have exam, or to work .... I am so glad i made the decision to go back and join the trip, if not i don't think it will be such a spectacular one ever. It is my 21th, and i had a great one, the $807 that i have paid truly worth everything single repay. I feel real happiness after a long long while.
Yup, i am going to graduate as a bachelor degree holder, no sign of bad health yet, family still in good shape, single 21 years old female having a chance to study abroad. hmm yea missing something .... still single not attach, if i am that would be near to perfect! Haha ~~
What more can I ask for, for all that were on my birthday.
1.) In a total foreign country.
2.) Being with the life-supporters, a bunch of them as well.
3.) Having a buffet breakfast in a hotel exclusively just for you, as if.
4.) Being on a luxury double decker bus with the all the ppl you know, funs and noises.
5.) Being blessed in an old & beautiful catholic church, plus a beautiful day.
6.) Travel to Bangkok and open my eye to this city which has lotsa high rise building and layers of fly over.
7.) Having yet another Hotel Buffet Lunch, with lotsa spicy food, TOMYUM GONG ... I just can't stop eating even my mom complains, hah!
8.) Being brought to a poppi flower honey bee sorta thing for a better health.
9.) Being brought to a huge diamond shop, got one over there. prezzie ~~
10.) Variety of leather skin shop.
11.) Check into a hotel which has a fabulous view of the city.
12.) Having expose to the Thai tele, found one channel dedicated to men, it is all leng-chai model, doing their modelling 24hours non-stop airing.
13.) Going to a concept restaurant, which donate to the AIDS foundation, chariety food.
14.) Having a surprise birthday as well and being kissed
15.) Wearing one of my fav piece of tee (one of the expensive one) and my new satin pants from Rusty (bought it when it is super damn cheap) Happy =)
16.) Exposing to so many condoms in my big day.
Condoms clothes??
17.) I even got free condoms from the restaurant, courtesy of Durex.
18.) Witnessed the best joke ever.
When we are about to leave, the waitress gave all of us a pack of condom, my brother saw my grandma put it into her handbag, and he asked her why do you keep it, she said take it back to make kopi, this is kopi mah!!! LMFAO =()
19.) Afterall, a night experiencing the Thai Traditional Massage, *Ahem* it's more like being forced to do yoga than to find pleasure and relax.
20.) A ride at the back of a pick-up, going through Bangkok night life. Syiok!!
21.) Last but not least, the programe for the whole day occupied my mind, i don't even have free time to think if someone is doing something for my birthday, so i am not expecting anything and yet surprises and fun had came to me unexpectedly. At least i am god damn happy in the entire day.
I shall be doing more travelling during my coming-years' birthday with the good company of cuz, it is better than sitting at home waiting, expecting, but being let down and being bored and sad, or to have exam, or to work .... I am so glad i made the decision to go back and join the trip, if not i don't think it will be such a spectacular one ever. It is my 21th, and i had a great one, the $807 that i have paid truly worth everything single repay. I feel real happiness after a long long while.
Yup, i am going to graduate as a bachelor degree holder, no sign of bad health yet, family still in good shape, single 21 years old female having a chance to study abroad. hmm yea missing something .... still single not attach, if i am that would be near to perfect! Haha ~~
Friday, June 16, 2006
Day with surprises
9th June 2006 - i should be writing this on that day itself, sorry for the late updates -
Surprises started the night before, on Thursday night.
On thursday itself, i just finish my last assignment of the semester, rushing it for a few days before i fly, didn't get to sleep for a several nights and then finally on Thursday noon itself, it is all done. At least, i get to feel the "whew" at 1:30pm, but my challenge for the day is still nt started yet. As i have laundry to dry, need to catch up some short sleep, go down to K-mart to buy something back home, go down to Freo to buy the famous Circerellos' Fish back home, back my luggage, watch Big Brother, watch the final episode for The Amazing Race, cook and settle everything!
Bit tough to complete everything once i get to finish my assignment, which we didn't expect it to consume so much of our time! Now i truly learn my lesson on doing masking and all those digital composite stuff, it's took up lots and lots of time. I dun even spend some decent quality time at home with LT n Tommy. Which they said didn't get to see me these few days.
After finishing all the stuff except for taking a shower, pack my luggage, vacumn my room, i decided to rest myself in front of the tv for The Amazing Race. Who knows what is going on next .... !! I am just too exhausted to think about anything.
While i am watching The Amazing Race, at arnd 10pm, a call from ML greeting me Happy Birthday, i wonder who told her my Birthday is today ... but she didn't tell, at first i tot she call me to ask me to go to Tavern or some drinking party haha ... the usual Thursday. The second group would be Rachel and SiXian came n knock on my house door, i was thinking who the hell is that, it might Tommy's friend then!! After knowing both of them came, i really tot they came to play mahjong, which they suggested the day before, i tot they were kidding eh, and then i even suggested to call and ask Jane to come over to join the mahjong, who knows it has all been planned!!! People started coming, ppl whom i didn't expect at all came ... i startin to know wat is going on, but was too exhausted to react excitedly, no i should say i was too exhausted to suspect what is going on and was excitedly preparing for my surprise trip back home.
I really love surprises, i love giving surprises and i love ppl give me surprises, but somehow i give more than i receive, sometimes i even think people just wouldn't want to put effort on me, what a bad person i am.
Anyways, i was a surprise advance birthday party organised by Tommy and LT, according to LT, Tommy was the one with the idea. Good on him ..
All of them who came, thanks peeps!!
After everything, i then realised it has all been planned ....
I think I have mentioned to someone sometime that i wish my birthday cake candles to have the exact amount of candles on it, cuz i love to blow it all in one blow.
It's 21 candles on it!!
I just can't get away with it, i do the counting before blowing it .... hahaha
Tommy's gift for me, i then remember him asking me which desperate housewives i like the most, and then i told Teri Hatcher, there goes he get me her book. (I am really not a very big fan of Despereate Housewives anyway .... i think he tot i was cuz i am watching it every monday)
Thank you very much, i really cherish our friendship or the family-ship we shared in Perth.
After maybe an hour or so .... people started leaving and i am like SHIT!!! I only have 1 hour to pack and shower ... this is challenging.
I dun even have time to read the card they gave to me
I have to catch up with it in detail when i go back though.
After that .... everything is in a rush .... not until i check in at the airport. Then i start my lonely trip on the plane, never have i experience such a lonely plane trip, thanks to the lack of entertainment on the Royal Brunei Airlines' plane. My stomach wasn't feeling comfy as well .... Not until i got back to KLIA.
Those scary taxi uncle really freaked me off, they just haunting me asking me whether i want a taxi or not. Damn them, if i want i would go and approach them, i dun need them come over one-by-one and annoyed me. I have to push my trolley and go to somewhere without a sight of them to look for my aunt, who came to fetch me.
Til then, my surprise appear starts to shocked everyone. (no one knows i am going back except my aunt who fetch me)
I was then follow my aunt go back to her cribs for some rest and then wait for my uncle to come back and we will head back to my house to give the surprises.....
While i was sleeping in my cousies' room, my uncle came back from work, he saw my shoes at the outside and then he knows i am the friend that my aunt mentioned she is going to fetch back from the airport.
It was fun .... until i gave the biggest shock to my parents.
My aunt, uncle and cousies went into my house first, and then before they lock the door, i jumped in and say "hi mom" (my mom was arranging the photos ontop of the shoe rack which is located just next to the door)
She turns over, looking shocked, stunned, stonned, paused for a long moment looking at me, my dad sits up and turn over what is going on, he was shocked too, paused and look at me, they both ask me why i am here, my dad even pince my mom to see if he is dreaming. tears in my mom's eye as she was too happy, so do i. This moment was like .... so good, i just dunno how to describe it, as they really didn't expect i fly all the back from Perth and i am not using their money to fly back.
After the dinner, we then proceed to my Aunt P's house, it's a surprise as well organised by her son for her wedding anniversary. She doesn't know the rest of the family would go to her house, and wouldn't even tot of me appearing.
I have to hide in the car while they give them the first surprise, after all of them went into the house, i then knock on the door and SURPRISE!!! All of them (my aunts, uncles, cousies ... ) were surprised!!! This is good and fun.
A day with lots and lots of surprises .... My grandma havn't know though and my another aunt as well, going to surprise them at the airport when we are all going to BANGKOK!!!
Surprises started the night before, on Thursday night.
On thursday itself, i just finish my last assignment of the semester, rushing it for a few days before i fly, didn't get to sleep for a several nights and then finally on Thursday noon itself, it is all done. At least, i get to feel the "whew" at 1:30pm, but my challenge for the day is still nt started yet. As i have laundry to dry, need to catch up some short sleep, go down to K-mart to buy something back home, go down to Freo to buy the famous Circerellos' Fish back home, back my luggage, watch Big Brother, watch the final episode for The Amazing Race, cook and settle everything!
Bit tough to complete everything once i get to finish my assignment, which we didn't expect it to consume so much of our time! Now i truly learn my lesson on doing masking and all those digital composite stuff, it's took up lots and lots of time. I dun even spend some decent quality time at home with LT n Tommy. Which they said didn't get to see me these few days.
After finishing all the stuff except for taking a shower, pack my luggage, vacumn my room, i decided to rest myself in front of the tv for The Amazing Race. Who knows what is going on next .... !! I am just too exhausted to think about anything.
While i am watching The Amazing Race, at arnd 10pm, a call from ML greeting me Happy Birthday, i wonder who told her my Birthday is today ... but she didn't tell, at first i tot she call me to ask me to go to Tavern or some drinking party haha ... the usual Thursday. The second group would be Rachel and SiXian came n knock on my house door, i was thinking who the hell is that, it might Tommy's friend then!! After knowing both of them came, i really tot they came to play mahjong, which they suggested the day before, i tot they were kidding eh, and then i even suggested to call and ask Jane to come over to join the mahjong, who knows it has all been planned!!! People started coming, ppl whom i didn't expect at all came ... i startin to know wat is going on, but was too exhausted to react excitedly, no i should say i was too exhausted to suspect what is going on and was excitedly preparing for my surprise trip back home.
I really love surprises, i love giving surprises and i love ppl give me surprises, but somehow i give more than i receive, sometimes i even think people just wouldn't want to put effort on me, what a bad person i am.
Anyways, i was a surprise advance birthday party organised by Tommy and LT, according to LT, Tommy was the one with the idea. Good on him ..
All of them who came, thanks peeps!!
After everything, i then realised it has all been planned ....
I think I have mentioned to someone sometime that i wish my birthday cake candles to have the exact amount of candles on it, cuz i love to blow it all in one blow.
It's 21 candles on it!!
I just can't get away with it, i do the counting before blowing it .... hahaha
Tommy's gift for me, i then remember him asking me which desperate housewives i like the most, and then i told Teri Hatcher, there goes he get me her book. (I am really not a very big fan of Despereate Housewives anyway .... i think he tot i was cuz i am watching it every monday)
Thank you very much, i really cherish our friendship or the family-ship we shared in Perth.
After maybe an hour or so .... people started leaving and i am like SHIT!!! I only have 1 hour to pack and shower ... this is challenging.
I dun even have time to read the card they gave to me
I have to catch up with it in detail when i go back though.
After that .... everything is in a rush .... not until i check in at the airport. Then i start my lonely trip on the plane, never have i experience such a lonely plane trip, thanks to the lack of entertainment on the Royal Brunei Airlines' plane. My stomach wasn't feeling comfy as well .... Not until i got back to KLIA.
Those scary taxi uncle really freaked me off, they just haunting me asking me whether i want a taxi or not. Damn them, if i want i would go and approach them, i dun need them come over one-by-one and annoyed me. I have to push my trolley and go to somewhere without a sight of them to look for my aunt, who came to fetch me.
Til then, my surprise appear starts to shocked everyone. (no one knows i am going back except my aunt who fetch me)
I was then follow my aunt go back to her cribs for some rest and then wait for my uncle to come back and we will head back to my house to give the surprises.....
While i was sleeping in my cousies' room, my uncle came back from work, he saw my shoes at the outside and then he knows i am the friend that my aunt mentioned she is going to fetch back from the airport.
It was fun .... until i gave the biggest shock to my parents.
My aunt, uncle and cousies went into my house first, and then before they lock the door, i jumped in and say "hi mom" (my mom was arranging the photos ontop of the shoe rack which is located just next to the door)
She turns over, looking shocked, stunned, stonned, paused for a long moment looking at me, my dad sits up and turn over what is going on, he was shocked too, paused and look at me, they both ask me why i am here, my dad even pince my mom to see if he is dreaming. tears in my mom's eye as she was too happy, so do i. This moment was like .... so good, i just dunno how to describe it, as they really didn't expect i fly all the back from Perth and i am not using their money to fly back.
After the dinner, we then proceed to my Aunt P's house, it's a surprise as well organised by her son for her wedding anniversary. She doesn't know the rest of the family would go to her house, and wouldn't even tot of me appearing.
I have to hide in the car while they give them the first surprise, after all of them went into the house, i then knock on the door and SURPRISE!!! All of them (my aunts, uncles, cousies ... ) were surprised!!! This is good and fun.
A day with lots and lots of surprises .... My grandma havn't know though and my another aunt as well, going to surprise them at the airport when we are all going to BANGKOK!!!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Saturday, May 13, 2006
I tot i was in the action movie
- what the hell is wrong with the world today!! recently there is this song that keep on playing on the radio, the lyric caught my attention. "I might like you better if we slept together", is a girl who sing it.... hmm "yao mou gao chuo" btw, this song is Never Say Never by Vandalism ... so bitchy-
You can say i am having such an abnormal lifestyle now, i sleep at 4am everyday and wakes up at 2pm everyday. Dunno what the hell i am doing everyday until 4am, i am not doing assignment, not study .... just bullshit!! Gawd!!
So sleeps 10 hours a day, of cuz i would have lotsa dream, and yet last night i had one which I thought i was in the movie, i think the plot could be good too, never seen such film before. So i decided to write it here as much as i could, incase one day i forgot!
Ok it first started like a normal gateway trip, me n friend... guess who are they?? Me obviously, SY (again!!), My MYSTERY boyfriend (in the dream), 2 Mystery guy and a Mystery girlfriend. Haha.. i actaully wonder how those MYSTERY people look like when they are in the dream, i think they dun hv a face, only body and the feeling. Oh, and they all have good body!!
Soo now i've got the cast, and the location is ..... *drum roll*
~ A heaven alike tropical island, in Thailand! (In real life, i was thinking of going Bangkok though)
Ok, we are at this dunno what tropical island in Thailand, we went Island Hopping and we get to drive our own motor boat.
The front part of the story is kinda bored if wanna put in as a movie plot, you know, it is kinda like the normal things would happen when a group of young people go for a trip, espcially to these kinda warm, romantic, beautiful kinda places. So ... haha i saw alot of pashing, u know la, places like beach, warm, sun, water .... sure got such scene. And then, i spend alot of time sticking with the "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" and totally neglected SY and the rest of the people is actually that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND"'s friend, so she is not close with them. The funny thing is ... i feel happy (when i was having this part of the dream) that she was being neglected by me. (So evil...) And then of cuz i really enjoy in that place (i mean in the dream). We even went island hopping and the boys jump down for a swim and the girls just stay on the boat sunbaking and chat. And then suddenly i am so excited and shouted "honey" then jump down to the water.
After that, the weather startin to be not so good, we need to sail our motor boat to this restaurant to eat. (The settings in this place is not like the usual island, those shops are made with wood, and then that land is god damn low, so we hv to sait the boat and park rite infront of the shops) We tried hard to sail the boat and found a parking, then head to this restaurant, in the dream it feels like we are going to tis place to have food, but then that place look more like a backpackers hostel kind. Then dunno how, me and that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" went to somewhere, and we saw this place tat sell tour package. They have 3 package over there, the first one i saw was tour phuket for $xxx, recommended for group of ppl, then the second one is Massage package for $xx in XX island, recommended for single or loner ppl, but then when i saw the word "MASSAGE" my eyes grow bigger, just dun care and sign up for tat package with my "mystery boyfriend", and i forgot what is the third package d.
Then we totally ignored the rest of the ppl and just head to that massage island 2 of us for the massage package that we signed up. We joined some other people who also signed up for that package, we sits on a motor boat and head to that island, suddenly, we saw this huge platform from far and then the driver of the motor boat said to us that is the place where your massage session would be and then treat us like rocket bullet and shoot us to that platform in a sudden!! We being shot and then dive into the water and swim to the platform, this process seems a bit terrified to me, of cuz i have my "mystery boyfriend" protect me, held my hand when we swim to the platform, just like Paul Walker in INTO THE BLUE.
This platform is weird, the shade is like a dinasour bone, what is weird is that the driver of the boat explained to us that, you must dive into the water, then they have this automatic claw that claw you from the water to the surface .... err dunno how to describe ah, shall i draw it in storyboard, easier to visualize. Ok watever ~~ then when we are swimming under the water, we saw this claw, the claw coming towards us, we have to swim here and there to avoid that claw, cuz my feeling told me that this claw is harmful. Wah ... damn chi gek over here in my dream ... ppl who are reading this, u sendiri visualize how chi gek you want la. Then after swimming here and there to avoid the claw, we finally climb up to this platform, the rest of the people also succeeded avoiding that claw and climb up to the platform, we then realise this platform got nothing except for that moving killer claw. The place is stranded, got no boat, not even a human, just that platform and the crystal clear sea water and the clear blue sky as well. but then just a few meter away from that platform is this island, this whole island is like a huge wonderland water park with lots of swimming pool all over the island, the only problem is no one is there. My hero "mystery boyfriend" suggested everyone to swim over there and have a look.
Someone swam over and climb up to the island, but then bounce back, dunno why it seems that we can't go into the island. Another weird thing about this island is that, it doesn't have a beach, on the edge of the island, it is surrounded with the swimming pool railing, hmm not exactly railing, but it is the tiles/cement that used to make a swimming pool, normally people who dun really know how to swim, they would swim at the site of the pool, when they are tired, they would hold onto that "railing" and rest themselves, that is the thing i am talking about over here. So we can't walk or go over the island to find some stuff to survive, then my her "mystery bf" suggested that we follow the railing by using our hand and hold on to it so that we could go to the other side of the island to see if we have chance to go back.
Hahaha ... all the people follow wor .... i wonder now how come dun have arguments with the other people saying like "wah what if we used up all our energy, then at the other side also got nothing" this sort of stuff ... So the people in my dream they are quite stupid as well. Then we struggled and we have reach the other side of the island ... wah this side of the island is even worse, no more wonderland water park, but dirty cave with dirty water, and then my dream end with my hero "mystery bf" getting wet at that dirty place talking to the other people. ~~~
Finally, i have finish typing this out ... dunno why, i find it hard to write it, now is 11:48pm, i think i started writing this arnd 4pm this evening ... I stray a lot while writing this entry yet i still want to finish this.
What a weird dream .... and i can still remember it until now, i wonder what it reflects on my life!
Hahah .. i kinda suck in writing story la actually, but then i find this story quite interesting la, from what i saw in my dream, the action, the settings, the people and suddenly with the "mystery bf". At least i was once in an action movie (in my dream) .... If you have watched INTO THE BLUE, starring Paul Walk and Jessica Alba, i think the feeling of the film should be similar to this.
Sometimes, it is quite interesting to find out what other people dream of, sometimes i myself find it interesting or surprise to have dreamt of such thing, i mean all my previous dreams as well.
So, what do you normally dream?
I have a friend who dreamt of him killing alot of people .... he said probably becuz he played too much Counter Strike kinda games. LOL .. HAHAhahaha ....
You can say i am having such an abnormal lifestyle now, i sleep at 4am everyday and wakes up at 2pm everyday. Dunno what the hell i am doing everyday until 4am, i am not doing assignment, not study .... just bullshit!! Gawd!!
So sleeps 10 hours a day, of cuz i would have lotsa dream, and yet last night i had one which I thought i was in the movie, i think the plot could be good too, never seen such film before. So i decided to write it here as much as i could, incase one day i forgot!
Ok it first started like a normal gateway trip, me n friend... guess who are they?? Me obviously, SY (again!!), My MYSTERY boyfriend (in the dream), 2 Mystery guy and a Mystery girlfriend. Haha.. i actaully wonder how those MYSTERY people look like when they are in the dream, i think they dun hv a face, only body and the feeling. Oh, and they all have good body!!
Soo now i've got the cast, and the location is ..... *drum roll*
~ A heaven alike tropical island, in Thailand! (In real life, i was thinking of going Bangkok though)
Ok, we are at this dunno what tropical island in Thailand, we went Island Hopping and we get to drive our own motor boat.
The front part of the story is kinda bored if wanna put in as a movie plot, you know, it is kinda like the normal things would happen when a group of young people go for a trip, espcially to these kinda warm, romantic, beautiful kinda places. So ... haha i saw alot of pashing, u know la, places like beach, warm, sun, water .... sure got such scene. And then, i spend alot of time sticking with the "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" and totally neglected SY and the rest of the people is actually that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND"'s friend, so she is not close with them. The funny thing is ... i feel happy (when i was having this part of the dream) that she was being neglected by me. (So evil...) And then of cuz i really enjoy in that place (i mean in the dream). We even went island hopping and the boys jump down for a swim and the girls just stay on the boat sunbaking and chat. And then suddenly i am so excited and shouted "honey" then jump down to the water.
After that, the weather startin to be not so good, we need to sail our motor boat to this restaurant to eat. (The settings in this place is not like the usual island, those shops are made with wood, and then that land is god damn low, so we hv to sait the boat and park rite infront of the shops) We tried hard to sail the boat and found a parking, then head to this restaurant, in the dream it feels like we are going to tis place to have food, but then that place look more like a backpackers hostel kind. Then dunno how, me and that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" went to somewhere, and we saw this place tat sell tour package. They have 3 package over there, the first one i saw was tour phuket for $xxx, recommended for group of ppl, then the second one is Massage package for $xx in XX island, recommended for single or loner ppl, but then when i saw the word "MASSAGE" my eyes grow bigger, just dun care and sign up for tat package with my "mystery boyfriend", and i forgot what is the third package d.
Then we totally ignored the rest of the ppl and just head to that massage island 2 of us for the massage package that we signed up. We joined some other people who also signed up for that package, we sits on a motor boat and head to that island, suddenly, we saw this huge platform from far and then the driver of the motor boat said to us that is the place where your massage session would be and then treat us like rocket bullet and shoot us to that platform in a sudden!! We being shot and then dive into the water and swim to the platform, this process seems a bit terrified to me, of cuz i have my "mystery boyfriend" protect me, held my hand when we swim to the platform, just like Paul Walker in INTO THE BLUE.
This platform is weird, the shade is like a dinasour bone, what is weird is that the driver of the boat explained to us that, you must dive into the water, then they have this automatic claw that claw you from the water to the surface .... err dunno how to describe ah, shall i draw it in storyboard, easier to visualize. Ok watever ~~ then when we are swimming under the water, we saw this claw, the claw coming towards us, we have to swim here and there to avoid that claw, cuz my feeling told me that this claw is harmful. Wah ... damn chi gek over here in my dream ... ppl who are reading this, u sendiri visualize how chi gek you want la. Then after swimming here and there to avoid the claw, we finally climb up to this platform, the rest of the people also succeeded avoiding that claw and climb up to the platform, we then realise this platform got nothing except for that moving killer claw. The place is stranded, got no boat, not even a human, just that platform and the crystal clear sea water and the clear blue sky as well. but then just a few meter away from that platform is this island, this whole island is like a huge wonderland water park with lots of swimming pool all over the island, the only problem is no one is there. My hero "mystery boyfriend" suggested everyone to swim over there and have a look.
Someone swam over and climb up to the island, but then bounce back, dunno why it seems that we can't go into the island. Another weird thing about this island is that, it doesn't have a beach, on the edge of the island, it is surrounded with the swimming pool railing, hmm not exactly railing, but it is the tiles/cement that used to make a swimming pool, normally people who dun really know how to swim, they would swim at the site of the pool, when they are tired, they would hold onto that "railing" and rest themselves, that is the thing i am talking about over here. So we can't walk or go over the island to find some stuff to survive, then my her "mystery bf" suggested that we follow the railing by using our hand and hold on to it so that we could go to the other side of the island to see if we have chance to go back.
Hahaha ... all the people follow wor .... i wonder now how come dun have arguments with the other people saying like "wah what if we used up all our energy, then at the other side also got nothing" this sort of stuff ... So the people in my dream they are quite stupid as well. Then we struggled and we have reach the other side of the island ... wah this side of the island is even worse, no more wonderland water park, but dirty cave with dirty water, and then my dream end with my hero "mystery bf" getting wet at that dirty place talking to the other people. ~~~
Finally, i have finish typing this out ... dunno why, i find it hard to write it, now is 11:48pm, i think i started writing this arnd 4pm this evening ... I stray a lot while writing this entry yet i still want to finish this.
What a weird dream .... and i can still remember it until now, i wonder what it reflects on my life!
Hahah .. i kinda suck in writing story la actually, but then i find this story quite interesting la, from what i saw in my dream, the action, the settings, the people and suddenly with the "mystery bf". At least i was once in an action movie (in my dream) .... If you have watched INTO THE BLUE, starring Paul Walk and Jessica Alba, i think the feeling of the film should be similar to this.
Sometimes, it is quite interesting to find out what other people dream of, sometimes i myself find it interesting or surprise to have dreamt of such thing, i mean all my previous dreams as well.
So, what do you normally dream?
I have a friend who dreamt of him killing alot of people .... he said probably becuz he played too much Counter Strike kinda games. LOL .. HAHAhahaha ....
Friday, May 12, 2006
What a
DISAPPOINTMENT....
Supposedly, me n friend will be going to MALE STRIP CLUB tonight, but then an hour ago, friend told me that the show was cancel, due to the reason of those 'boys' are goin to perform at Burswood. So no show for tonight at the strip club .... Owww!! I have been waiting for .... and i even succeeded to finish work an hour ealier so that i could rush to the strip club .... *sob* *sob* I have to wait til next week to discover this pleasure. It will just make us more thirsty then!
disappointed ah, i have re-schedule my weekend then!
2 nights before, something that i have been waiting came to me without my expectation. So, i also dunno if this has solve, though apologized has made, but then i dun think that person fully understand, understand how to appreciate a friend especially when we are apart.
Supposedly, me n friend will be going to MALE STRIP CLUB tonight, but then an hour ago, friend told me that the show was cancel, due to the reason of those 'boys' are goin to perform at Burswood. So no show for tonight at the strip club .... Owww!! I have been waiting for .... and i even succeeded to finish work an hour ealier so that i could rush to the strip club .... *sob* *sob* I have to wait til next week to discover this pleasure. It will just make us more thirsty then!
disappointed ah, i have re-schedule my weekend then!
- have you ever think thought of this, when you finish your shower standing at the bathtub, then you are about to walk out from the bathtub and dry urself, but then while you are about to lift your leg up to "climb" out of the bathtub, suddenly your foot slip and you falldown with your leg spread; one out of the bathtub another one stays in the bathtub, and then your *ahem* "downthere" hit the bathtub .... sumore your jaw hit on the floor hard *double ouch* and you just couldn't get up becuz it is too painful, so you just cry and people at the outside wonder what is wrong with you. I always have this vision whenever i finish my shower and walk out of the bathtub. scary~~ -
2 nights before, something that i have been waiting came to me without my expectation. So, i also dunno if this has solve, though apologized has made, but then i dun think that person fully understand, understand how to appreciate a friend especially when we are apart.
- aiya please someone buy my car la .... -
Last nite, an 8 yrs good friend of mine reveal her biggest secret to me. She has kept this secret all to herself since she is 5 yrs old, until last night she only reveal and i am the first to know of this huge secret! I can't believe she really kept this secret for so so so long, this is really hard for her.
Although she has tried hard to keep it, bt for once, me suspected something must be going crazy on her site, we all know she must have a secret but then we are too scared to ask from her, but whenever we talk about this issues she acted abit aggresive and offended, then she left this mysterious impression to everyone.
So last nite when she reveals the secret, it is exactly what i suspected, though she never say anything about it, but then judging from all the conversation we have and she never let us go to her room or visit her house, it is really suspicous.
Last nite, an 8 yrs good friend of mine reveal her biggest secret to me. She has kept this secret all to herself since she is 5 yrs old, until last night she only reveal and i am the first to know of this huge secret! I can't believe she really kept this secret for so so so long, this is really hard for her.
Although she has tried hard to keep it, bt for once, me suspected something must be going crazy on her site, we all know she must have a secret but then we are too scared to ask from her, but whenever we talk about this issues she acted abit aggresive and offended, then she left this mysterious impression to everyone.
So last nite when she reveals the secret, it is exactly what i suspected, though she never say anything about it, but then judging from all the conversation we have and she never let us go to her room or visit her house, it is really suspicous.
I hope she can open herself more, so that people won't have misunderstandings towards her and she could win more ppl heart. And wish she could find a time to tell this secret to the rest of them.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
SEXPO 06
- That day while i was driving during work, this fabulous song was on radio STICKWITU by pussycatsdolls, a very nice song indeed, and i follow and sing along, but i accidentally sing in a wrong lyrics. "I must stick with you forever ~~ " instead, i sang "i must sleep with you~~ " (-_-''') Luff hard!! Yea i was shocked on what i sang too -
Went to SEXPO last saturday, the only day on the weekend that i am free - work free, assignment free, exam free .... but not purse free.
Yes, i needed this kind of visual pleasure, excitement, spices to add into my life. I am not complaining my life is bored or dull, but there are things that haunt me so bad that i think i went into depression or some kind. Not feeling happy for few weeks. Just feel "san fu", kept too many things to myself, even though if i burst it out, it is still unsolve. That day i am so so so down that i feel like going home where my family are, just to be cared and to be loved and to be felt that i am important. I have never experience so depress like what i am now. Today i just skipped a lecture, my first time skipping a lecture over here. Why? becuz i dun hv the motivation, i dun hv the 'Omph', i can't get up from bed, i am lazy to walk, i just don't feel happy.
Whatever it is, going to SEXPO, at least let me put behind the worries.
Actually $20 for the entrance is expensive, I think Perth have a smaller venue, less stalls not like what the website said it could be.
But it is nice to watch cute guys strippin, too bad, there is only one men stripping and he didn't strip all!!! DAMN IT. SHOULD GO TO THE MALE STRIP CLUB ANYTIME SOON.
Dress up as a policemen with a rayban design sunnies, damn "ying"
He strips until he left the g-string and he even bring some lucky girls up to the stage to perform some erotic dance move
He then shake his butt as if he is Ricky Martin, but not bad afterall.
I spent quite alot on the sexpo, now kinda regret buying the $20 show bag, cuz i am not going to use it, except for the calendar featured good looking n body guys in it. Oh, and the message candle looks good too, maybe the rest of the things i can give it whoever who needs it on their birthday ... Muahahahax!! But anyway, my showbag has a pretty good deal, just that i don't use em, so kinda waste money lo. (Neh things like stimulator, which i tot i could use it to massage but then not effective at all; Condom, not going to use it either, sumore the expiry date is on July; An ashtray with Mariuna logo and a couple shaggin on the boat, not applicable to me, but this can be used as decoration la; and etc)
However, in this SEXPO ... i kinda explore myself into all sort of vibrator ... now only i know vibrator got soo soo soo many different type, some are just too ridiculour for women to use it, cuz it is FUCKING TOO HUGE, look like a rocket more than a dildo.
I kinda find out that most of the things over there is for woman, sexy lingerie, cosplay costume, vibrator, pole dancin academy, ...... shud say for women to pleasure their men. Women have to work so hard to satisfy their men.
Things for man -- cheap DVDS and magazine, topless girls at the venue, strip tease, peep show and not much!
One thing i saw in the expo, is this vibrating glove, it is soo good to be massaged with that glove on. It is truly pleasurable. But it is just too expensive to own one of it - $70 for one glove. RIDICULOUS.
Anyway, we also get to watch a show by Alan Lenght the maste penis puppeteer. He is siao, he started doing tricks with his dick since he is 12 years of age. No wonder, his penis dun seems to grow much ... and i wonder if he can still use it for proper purpose. Maybe his dick, balls and the skin on the balls n dick are too elastic, when you see it, his baby looks like fallling down, LOOSE u know!!! Damn sad. And there is this penis painter, he uses his penis as the brush to draw painting. I also wonder if there is any chemical effects on his penis. And his penis size also quite small compare to other healthy and normal man.
And then we leave the place with showbag, pictures and videos .... will soon upload them once i got those pics and videos.
Oh .... watchin the "preview" of the male strip show, makes me feel more like goin to the real male strip club leh~~
Went to SEXPO last saturday, the only day on the weekend that i am free - work free, assignment free, exam free .... but not purse free.
Yes, i needed this kind of visual pleasure, excitement, spices to add into my life. I am not complaining my life is bored or dull, but there are things that haunt me so bad that i think i went into depression or some kind. Not feeling happy for few weeks. Just feel "san fu", kept too many things to myself, even though if i burst it out, it is still unsolve. That day i am so so so down that i feel like going home where my family are, just to be cared and to be loved and to be felt that i am important. I have never experience so depress like what i am now. Today i just skipped a lecture, my first time skipping a lecture over here. Why? becuz i dun hv the motivation, i dun hv the 'Omph', i can't get up from bed, i am lazy to walk, i just don't feel happy.
Whatever it is, going to SEXPO, at least let me put behind the worries.
Actually $20 for the entrance is expensive, I think Perth have a smaller venue, less stalls not like what the website said it could be.
But it is nice to watch cute guys strippin, too bad, there is only one men stripping and he didn't strip all!!! DAMN IT. SHOULD GO TO THE MALE STRIP CLUB ANYTIME SOON.
Dress up as a policemen with a rayban design sunnies, damn "ying"
He strips until he left the g-string and he even bring some lucky girls up to the stage to perform some erotic dance move
He then shake his butt as if he is Ricky Martin, but not bad afterall.
I spent quite alot on the sexpo, now kinda regret buying the $20 show bag, cuz i am not going to use it, except for the calendar featured good looking n body guys in it. Oh, and the message candle looks good too, maybe the rest of the things i can give it whoever who needs it on their birthday ... Muahahahax!! But anyway, my showbag has a pretty good deal, just that i don't use em, so kinda waste money lo. (Neh things like stimulator, which i tot i could use it to massage but then not effective at all; Condom, not going to use it either, sumore the expiry date is on July; An ashtray with Mariuna logo and a couple shaggin on the boat, not applicable to me, but this can be used as decoration la; and etc)
However, in this SEXPO ... i kinda explore myself into all sort of vibrator ... now only i know vibrator got soo soo soo many different type, some are just too ridiculour for women to use it, cuz it is FUCKING TOO HUGE, look like a rocket more than a dildo.
I kinda find out that most of the things over there is for woman, sexy lingerie, cosplay costume, vibrator, pole dancin academy, ...... shud say for women to pleasure their men. Women have to work so hard to satisfy their men.
Things for man -- cheap DVDS and magazine, topless girls at the venue, strip tease, peep show and not much!
One thing i saw in the expo, is this vibrating glove, it is soo good to be massaged with that glove on. It is truly pleasurable. But it is just too expensive to own one of it - $70 for one glove. RIDICULOUS.
Anyway, we also get to watch a show by Alan Lenght the maste penis puppeteer. He is siao, he started doing tricks with his dick since he is 12 years of age. No wonder, his penis dun seems to grow much ... and i wonder if he can still use it for proper purpose. Maybe his dick, balls and the skin on the balls n dick are too elastic, when you see it, his baby looks like fallling down, LOOSE u know!!! Damn sad. And there is this penis painter, he uses his penis as the brush to draw painting. I also wonder if there is any chemical effects on his penis. And his penis size also quite small compare to other healthy and normal man.
And then we leave the place with showbag, pictures and videos .... will soon upload them once i got those pics and videos.
Oh .... watchin the "preview" of the male strip show, makes me feel more like goin to the real male strip club leh~~
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