Stresseddddd..........!!!!!

all the while, i hv this happy-go-lucky atitude, always hv this in my mind "everything will be fine when the due date arrived, i will be able to finish it"
well, ... ya!!! today we were freaked out that our MRM proposal gotta be due on monday and we find nothing, do nothing, and basically 4 lil kitten still lost in the middle of the road, ya we were lost. and then we found out actually we ourselves making the problems out, complicating it, and what nt freaked ourselves, and totally lost!! and then we are actually STUPID!!! at the beginning of all, we din go to analyse what the study guide said, and what are the requirements, so then until this morning, chip read the study guide and then realise it is actually not that tough!! and so, got to know from grace that the due date is actually on 1st of sept... wtf man!!! we are the one who make ourselves stressful!!! hahaha got to know all this, we felt relieved and relieved what more can i say.
then went to the library, actually our library nt that bad, we still can find some books based on our topics, hahaha, we din step out the first step anyway, now we went to the library and found books, we hv materials already, and proquest nt sick anymore, we can log in, everything seems to be fine actually, so basically the days before today, we freaked ourselves only!!! what a stupid idiot kittens.
and then, sudddenly, got remind by meiling that the LAN subject going to start next week, oh gosh, suddenly i hv this stress feeling burning up to my head and whole body, especially when i think of i have to take 3 LAN subjects, i m going to die with this hectic and unworthy life. all i want is to go to perth next yr, say bye bye to malaysia, why why the government make it soo damn hard. i dun understand what we can do with this shit of paper. anyway i m nt planning to work for the government, coz if they dun change they are no brightness in their future. I M STRESS, in addition, i live so damn far without a private transportation would be my most important factor of causing me tireness and losting my wayness!!!! haha anyway, ask reckha for advises, ... hope she can tell me a good news that i can take at least one subject now, then finish the other two subject when i come back... hmm if i m not planning to come back to work, then i would probably dun need that shit of paper!!! ya it suck so much, dunno who the hell invent this at first. if i really need to take them all in this sem!!! (i m speechless, bt can feel the pain of my ass n all)
while on my way to home in the lrt, normally i will take a nap, ya i do today too, coz i m soooo tired and stress too, and then suddenly what comes in my mind is a wet dreams.... which can really let me stress out a bit!!! (well is nt the extreme kind, dun think too wild) ahh... now i know wet dreams comes when u too tired n stressing!!! i gotta relax n need more rest too!!! i can sense my health is nt that good aldi, coz i can no longer stay up late, although i do for this 2 weeks, i know i shouldn't sleep late!!! can't continue with this kind of tiredness n all, coz i can see my eye bag is getting bigger n the black eye becoming obvious n obvious!!!