"Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
So I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride"
- Echo by Trapt
A nite out with phoebe, yea, just 2 of us, coz we just wanna chill, too boring with my own life, need to find some sub-life, and yea maybe it is a bit selfish tat din call the others to come out, but sorry folks, u guys live too far away, phoebe too lazy to fetch, so if u wanna come out, hey get a driving licence hahahaha....!!!
I m a lil frust on friday nite, just make feel so bad that nite, and end my nite with some sour feel, bt then i told myself today that i just wanna chill when i m out, coz normally, saturday nite is a damn bored nite... bt then before phoebe come to fetch me, i m chatting with 5 ppl at the same time 4 are actives conversation, the other i dunwan to pull myself into the conversation, coz i m a lil pissed with her.
And so, 2 of the conversation were chattin with some ex-ex-classmate, and the ex-ex-classmates' cuz bro, weird huh, bt it was cool, and suit with the mood that i wan, at least i m nt bored, instead i m too busy, coz i need to change my clothes at the same time too, bt then ... yea it was just too busy when i m ready to go out, why these ppl dun appear when i m really bored or desperate??
So, me n phoebe went to this coffee house, and hv our dinner, n then common things - we hv a long chat, chat a lot ... 2 lonely single girls chatting for the whole nite, chat a lot of things, recall our secondary stuff, conflict, happening, education, and the road to go in the future...blah blah blah!!! So damn lot. It was a nice chat which dig out all the memories, especially those hurted times, now couple yrs back, and look at it.... ahh... there might be something going on which until today i might not know, bt i really dunwan to find out, coz no point finding out!! Maybe i didn't realised tat time, bt then after few yrs, when someone mention it, ahh... mysteries, and ....ah dunno how to say!!!
But it was nice to chat, or so called need to hv a sub-life instead of the boring and desperate internet life, which really disappoint me tat day!!
I think alcholic drinks in msia are way too expensive, unless we drink in Langkawi, tat is way too cheap, cheaper than mineral waters.
And then, came back at home, need to sleep, i think these few nites , i hv dreamt a lot, dreamt a lot unexpected things, and last nite i saw plenty of stars appear in my dream, gazing it with someone unexpected, really unexpected, maybe we gazed before in langkawi, bt it was werid tat now my dream, dreamt a lot of weird people, nt weird is people tat i m nt close with!! Bt those stars appear in my dream really beautiful, where can i know what it is refering to, anywhere i can check what stars means when it appears in ur dream, i would like to know!!
Maybe, this few days, i slept a lot, and lots of things happened!! I dunno..... ;)
I m a lil frust on friday nite, just make feel so bad that nite, and end my nite with some sour feel, bt then i told myself today that i just wanna chill when i m out, coz normally, saturday nite is a damn bored nite... bt then before phoebe come to fetch me, i m chatting with 5 ppl at the same time 4 are actives conversation, the other i dunwan to pull myself into the conversation, coz i m a lil pissed with her.
And so, 2 of the conversation were chattin with some ex-ex-classmate, and the ex-ex-classmates' cuz bro, weird huh, bt it was cool, and suit with the mood that i wan, at least i m nt bored, instead i m too busy, coz i need to change my clothes at the same time too, bt then ... yea it was just too busy when i m ready to go out, why these ppl dun appear when i m really bored or desperate??
So, me n phoebe went to this coffee house, and hv our dinner, n then common things - we hv a long chat, chat a lot ... 2 lonely single girls chatting for the whole nite, chat a lot of things, recall our secondary stuff, conflict, happening, education, and the road to go in the future...blah blah blah!!! So damn lot. It was a nice chat which dig out all the memories, especially those hurted times, now couple yrs back, and look at it.... ahh... there might be something going on which until today i might not know, bt i really dunwan to find out, coz no point finding out!! Maybe i didn't realised tat time, bt then after few yrs, when someone mention it, ahh... mysteries, and ....ah dunno how to say!!!
But it was nice to chat, or so called need to hv a sub-life instead of the boring and desperate internet life, which really disappoint me tat day!!
I think alcholic drinks in msia are way too expensive, unless we drink in Langkawi, tat is way too cheap, cheaper than mineral waters.
And then, came back at home, need to sleep, i think these few nites , i hv dreamt a lot, dreamt a lot unexpected things, and last nite i saw plenty of stars appear in my dream, gazing it with someone unexpected, really unexpected, maybe we gazed before in langkawi, bt it was werid tat now my dream, dreamt a lot of weird people, nt weird is people tat i m nt close with!! Bt those stars appear in my dream really beautiful, where can i know what it is refering to, anywhere i can check what stars means when it appears in ur dream, i would like to know!!
Maybe, this few days, i slept a lot, and lots of things happened!! I dunno..... ;)
No comments:
Post a Comment