Isn't that hard??

Isn't that hard to express something you really want to express....
Why women is like this???
Why they always feel like expressing something they wanted to, but when it comes to it, they will never use the direct way, and will always use an indirect way or something not related to what you wanted to say.
Damn.... I'm that kind of person!!!

I felt like dropping a testi for him, then i dropped.... but the words that came from my mind are not written down... cuz.... no guts la, of cuz, it is not the time to express too, scared will chase him away... emm... i think the dream indicator quite accurate hor!!!

*ups & downs*

Here come to the busiest week..... i hv doco presentation this week, friday need to hand in doco treatment - 2500 words, need to do research on my topic, and write my crappy documentary out..... and then monday need to hand in MA campaign .. which require alot of research and work, we haven't chose a topic to go with too ... gonna die!!!! Monday got screen production group meetin too.... AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... where is my motivator??? where is my comfortor????

All i can see is STRESS, STRESS, STRESS, and STRESS!!!! I scared i can't cope with it... and the grades i am getting now frm my assignment are not too good.... i dun want to send back to malaysia, but i do want to go back to malaysia.... !!! so confusing!!!

I dun want to be send back la, but i want to go back proudly la.