Touching~~~

It doesn't happen recently, but suddenly i feel like expressed it out.

I got to know my friend involved in a minor car accident, just becuz she is thinking about how my life here.

That was when i first got here. I am abit shocked to hear this, cuz i thouth they were kidding. But they said it was true, and now only i know i am not invisble, and i really played an important role within my friends.

And then another friend told me the day i fly, she said her mood damn down while she is on her way to work.

Sometimes, ppl will only felt sad when they know u are not there.

So gotta appreciate every person u hv with u now.

I got to know that all my cousin n bro miss me so much, cuz they felt weird to play without me.

It happened that i saw my close cousin sister at my house, they were all at my house, then i ask my another ocusin bro, ask him that Yee shud be feeling abit weird, cuz go to my house bt without my appearance. Then my cousin bro said, "actually we all felt weird" ... this is so touching too, cuz make me felt that i am always visible to them, and i am always important to them.

I got to know that one day when i am webcaming with my grandmother, she told me, "dunno why sometimes she will think of me, think of how my life here, dunno why... maybe just becuz the bond"

I am on the webcam but i dunno what to say to her, cuz i knew if i talk my voice will turn, and my tears will start to come out, cuz i really wanted to tell her, i miss her so much, and i actually thinking of the image when i last saw her before i come to perth. That was the nite before i left, i sent back to the house and say bye and a hug. but i couldn't express my feeling to her, cuz i am too emotionally affected.... then i know i cannot tahan... cuz i have been tahan for quite a few minutes, then they change another person to talk to me, i need to bend down on my table, so that i can clear my tears what watever shit i hv on my eye. ....

I just feel like going home in the end of the year. No money to go back in june. I want to go back cuz i want to spend time with them. At first i was thinking not to go back in this entire 2 years, cuz air ticket really really expensive. So now if i planned to go back, the money i earn will be given to the trip back to KL, and my tour arnd australia dream CRASHED!!!

So hard to decide. However i was touch to know that ppl are missing me so am i.