Enjoy

Enjoy the time when i drove around alone at the dusk ... though it is sunny, and it shine into ur eyes which made you hard to see ... but the colour that the sun made out .... it is GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL .... sunset are beautiful ...

Driving alone in that time, listening to your favourite radio station, with a nice car, of cuz with cool air-con... just drive it no matter how bad the traffic are, singing to the songs, makes you feel so enjoy and happy!!!

I really wish to try driving across the region from west to east, like the USA or Aus .... when you reach the inner part of the country, what you will see are the deserts, having a damn hot weather, and you are probably sweating just like hell (but sometimes when you are enjoying, sweating being a part of enjoy too!!) .... sometimes if you are lucky, you might get to see some wild animals enjoying their own life at their "home" (the outback) ... us looking at the straight straight road, the road without an end ... seems like your destination far far away from you.

I know this sounds abit crazy .... who would like to sit in a car for up to 10 days??? Who would like to drive for 10 straight days? ... yeah crazy people .. hahaha

However, the nite there seems a bit scary ... no lights, no human, no animals, dunno whether got ghost or not... just you and your car ....It is scary!! Cuz i tried once, with my family, driving into some forest in Langkawi before arrive at the luxury hotel .... that was scary!!!!

Update

I start working since 15th of january, ever since then.... everyday i am having life without dinner with family, TV with family, weekend outting with family .... argh!!! Gotta sacrifice all this ...

and before i start work, i need to prepare lotsa things ... cuz after i start working, i dun even have free time to shop, and buy things for my departure for Perth!!

Been starting to eat food that mostly i won't get it in Perth, especially those delicious food .... yummy!!!

This is my first time working, and i worked in a supermarket, so much to say, supermarket should be fun, cuz got lotsa things to see, lotsa food... and most probably everything u needed!!! But well ... i am there to promote Pepsi, and i can't drink or touch COKE (which is my favourite carbonated drink) and also 100 Plus!! Cuz they are all our competitors product, however, they are doing too well .... our product ...!!! Haha (sarcasticly) still need some space for improvement.

That is why... after the weekend doing sampling, which i found this is kinda fun, cuz u gotta drink and basically not really a boring work... but then, we dun have sampling on the weekdays, so the first monday .... IT IS DEAD BORED ... i am like standing infront of the shelf, or walk along THAT shelf street.... inside my heart screaming "HELP ME I AM DEAD BORED HERE, GET ME OUTTA HERE!!" the worst part was watching the F&N promoter busying all day long, their product are selling better than us, so they need to replenish the stock all the time ... and us, sufferring from boring ..... I hate nothing to do when you are bound with rules and all, no chit chat, can't seat down, can't walk around.... I rather sit at home doing nothing than standing there doing nothing, the difference is there are salaries!!! But i dun like to suffer myself from boring to earn ... makes me felt like i am not supposed to earn their money, cuz i am doing nothing!!

After Monday, i hv a feeling of quitting the job ASAP, calculating when to stop working and how much i can get. ... Now that it's been a week, and yup i get used to it, and we are getting more things to do, cuz now they have stock for us to replenish, and we get to go down to the stock room .... hehe (curi tulang there) and of cuz, made some friends, so won't get bored so easy!

The most fun part is to play with the trolley that carries stock ... haha, love to play with that cuz get to pull that thing, other wise, i stand on it and my partner pull it .... hahaha just like playing lah ... i know one day we will get scold by sumone.

So today i take a break from work, so that i can work longer .... just because i have a nice excuses of going back to college for the pre-departure briefing. Going back to college makes me feel so good, cuz there is the place where the YOUTH power explode ... young people all around, and gotta sit down to listen to the briefing, abit excited about it, after all it is 3 weeks from today to leave for Perth!!! .... hahhaha i think Chip damn nervous and worry alot of things .... !!! Well mommy daddy and boyfriend's baby is like this la!!

Feel so glad and relief that i got to sit at home in the evening, waiting for the dinner ... hahaha!!!

Why???

Why slacks ... they are so ugly and awfully uncomfortable!!!??? to save money, so i dun wan to buy new slacks, after all i dun wear them, so i borrow it from others ... but why the cutting is like tis??!! Errr ...... very uncomfortable, can't even breath

Pan Mee

Hahaha.... this morning went to EPF for interview, then after that wanted to go to eat that special chicken chop, but they din open on monday, so drive to chow kit to eat that chilli "pan mee" ... haha finally i get to eat it. me n my mom , i ordered 3 bowl, cuz normally it portion damn small... but this time i ordered 3 bowls, for 2 person ... it is abit full actually, so i ordered it, then i got to finish them .. haha i was like wanted to finish it forcefully, then my mom said, if can't finish dun force urself .. haha

so i admit i am abit greedy, wanted to eat as much as i can, so that can satisfied, this is such a stupid thinking... too full made me feel uncomfortable la!! Back home felt headache ... i know it is not caused by the food la, maybe i sleep too lil ( is actually not lil, just i din get 10 hours sleep ... )

haha i m sleeping like a pig, if i din get 10 hours sleep now, i am not in a good mood then. aih... holiday for so many weeks n months.. my sleeping time adjusted to be like this .. a lazy pig sleeping time.

I wonder how i cope it when i start my work, though haha my work starts at 1pm still can sleep until 11 sumthing, but my usual wake up time is 1pm ... *sob**sob*

Hectic Sunday

Today is my last free sunday until CNY, today we hv a list of places to visit, so it might be very busy.

1. C a show house in Balakong
2. go to SS2 to eat Curry mee
3. Subang Parade to buy sunglasses (why there, cuz can claim from office)
4. Supermarket
5.Furniture shop
6. Grandma hse

woke up early in the morning at 10am ... haha i know it is not early, but to me it is early, and i dunno why last nite, i couldn't sleep early. ... ish!! i am suffering with insomnia.

We were idling at the show house from 11 sumthin til 12 sumthing .. we spend a pretty long hours there!!

Then head to SS2 to eat curry mee ... why there?? cuz they hv the penang jalan satu ratus curry mee ... so Penang curry mee is diff with the curry mee in KL. Although the taste that offered in the PJ branch couldn't satisfied us, no matter how, the head stall is the best.

Then Subang Parade .... i hv tried many many design of sunglasses, but my different kind or weird shape face made me hard to chose one.

In the end i choose one design which is a bit stylish and look like superstar that kind, but the colour of the lenses not dark enuff, cuz Australia sunlight very strong. So in the end, the promoter gave me try on this ZeroX sunglasses (the Leo Ku brand) ... and it has UV protection and polarized lenses, and it is dark enuf to block the sunlight, i look ok with it too .. so got that!!





never thought of buying this brand, the design from Burberr, Guess, DKNY and CK .. they are so nice .. but bad enuf, they are god damn expensive!!! Though we can claim the fees from the office, but my dad office only offer RM150 on glasses .. so for this one that i bought, we also need to pay for the outbalance.

I am so tired, and yet we need to walk around, and i also need to think what i needed to buy for my leaving. Bought a small round pillow ... err, maybe consider it as a small bolster, it is very small, so it can be a pillow .. so that i can easily fall asleep without my big n long bolster... Ahhh... can't imagine how to survive my nites without it!!!

We forgot to go to the furniture, which we are supposed to go to look for a new sofa set. cuz the one we are using ... it is badly injured !!! HAHahahah

Desperately got the job

Ok i forget about the job, cuz yesterday they din call up, means i am not going to get the job, so i was thinking whether i go to find a new job, but i m thinking maybe i just dun go to work, just stay at home like a lazy ass and probably clean up my room n pack my stuff.

While i was walking at Lot 10, SUDDENLY Ailing called me, she told me excitedly that she just got a call from that comp and she got the job, i am like AHHH.... then she ask me to wait for it, they might call me .... ok so i wait, it is like a hope has arise, so i wait, wait wait and wait, i can't even pay attention while shopping around, i was like touching my phone whether it will vibrate, pay attention listen to my phone rings .... half an hour pass ... no call, another hour pass no call too ...

Then i desperately called Ailing and ask her to ask for me whether my name in the list or not, then we discuss abit ... cuz if i ask myself, it seems like i am very desperate... so wish she could help me to call, whether i get or not, at least i can hv a firm answer and dun need to wait for the answer to reveal.

Then she called back and ask me to call a number, cuz the person she called dun hv my name in his list. So i called, and finally i got it!! Why i am not in the list:
1. Almost every outlet in Cheras taken
2. i dun hv my own transport to go anywhere further
3. they dunno which part of Cheras i live
4. they are not sure about me!!

So i called up and ask for it, then they gave me some place to locate myself ... and finally i got it in Carrefour Cheras ... at last!!!

Now, the problems are, i dun hv a holiday, not even one day off per week, so i dun hv my weekend to spend with my family, and the job duration is started from 15 Jan - 8 Feb. I can't work on 8 Feb, cuz i hv already booked a ticket to penang in the morning, then from there starts my hectic schedule until 13 feb.

And another problem is, i need to hv free time to pack my stuff, now that i hv a list to go on, and it seems like i hv lots to pack, lots to prepare, and lots to bring too!! So how am i going to find a day or 2 to pack them.

Then another problem is i want to go to eat those delicious food, i want to eat that chicken chop at chow kit, this is a diff kind of chicken chop, this is not those western style chicken chop, they added with some oriental style and some chinese taste in it, and make it taste differently and deliciously. I start eating them since the age of 5, when i went for my piano class. Then another food i wanted to eat is the chilli "pan mee", this is absolutely diff from others "pan mee", it is dry and it eats with their specially made chillis ... Umm ... i want to eat them before i left for Perth.. i am so gonna miss those food!!!

So now that i hv 4 days left, i really need to start to pack my stuff and everything, if not by that time i will be kelam kabut, cuz ... i really dun hv any other free time on CNY.

Erm... need to find some nites to gather with my friends, if not ... byebye la!!

Done with the editing

Finally, i hv spend 3 days to finish the music video that we shoot last month, this time, this videa gave some problem, cuz i hv no enuf footage to fit in, and basically the footage seems like almost the same ... so this time arnd, i hv learn something new, so this time i applied some effect in it and make it look cool and feel fresh!! hahah

here is the sneak preview of the video, u can dl it or open the video from this link then view it and gimme some comment
http://www.angelfire.com/ct3/carv/Brand_new_day_-_net_version.wmv

It is a song from Forty Foot Echo, called 'Brand New Day' .. Umm i heard it from 'Freaky Friday' soundtrack.

Sometimes music or songs from a soundtrack sounds damn good, cuz it brings u to the atmosphere and the feel of that movie. I love 'Crazy/Beautiful' soundtrack, cuz it sounds so much diff than any others .. and basically made me feel wat the movie gotta tell and all that ... feel is very important!!

Interview

Yesterday i called up a marketing comp, they are now hiring promoters to promote Pepsi new product. after getting to know where it is, and the salary really pretty attractive ... RM1700 for working full 25 days ...

Then i tot of Ailing, cuz she also indeed needed for money and time consumed ... so i ask her, and yeppie ... she is going for the interview together with me.

so today went for the interview .. how to say!!

I am not nervous ... pretty calm and natural. cuz we're the last to interview and we din go thru the real interview, we just sat outside and that guy told us abt it, and what he told us, really disappoint me!! He said, right now the vacancy is full, and they dunno whether they want to hire more promoters ... then again we're in the 'OK' list ... gotta wait for him to call tom, to c whether we got it or not ....

aih.... all the way to bangsar, and filling in all my details for them, even reveal my weight ... luckily din tell them my 3 line numbers.

Laziness floating arnd

Again ..... and again .... the laziness with me never try to get away with me and disappear from me ... Argh i hate it when it comes to me.

i slept till almost 1pm again, what kind of new year is this, my new year started off with a lil bit of sickness, desperation and laziness ... how can handle them if they are haunting for this whole year, i want to have a fun year after all, and a new me, more motivation will do!!

yesterday, i am supposed to go out and look for a job, bt then i am lazying arnd at home... and wasted the time i hv in the afternoon... then until today i told myself i gotta go out n look for a job. i wanted to wake up earlier, so tat i can prepare my mood for it ... bt then again, nothing has change in me, slept until alomst 1pm ... i felt shame abt it actually.

bt then, i did go out and look for a job, i went to jaya jusco maluri to try to look for a job, took a bus down there, then of cuz i am abit nervous ... i hv been walking around jaya jusco for dunno how many rounds, bt my eyes were looking at those shops' door, to see whether they hv stick out a paper for hiring.

it turn out badly, cuz i din really saw much of it, i saw a camera shop and a spec shop, afterall i am just working for nearly a month, i dun wan to spend their resources n money n time on me. Then i saw this paper outside PDI, i was looking at it from far, whether it is a vacancy available... then i saw someone from the inside staring at me, she is a worker there too, bt then she is my high school junior lah ... though i dunno her, bt the faces looks familiar mah!! ... so while she was staring at me, i quickly get my asses out from her vision.

then i saw this cafe, a new opened cafe looking for waitress. i m thinking whether i wan to go in and ask or not, bt then i walked for several rounds, i saw almost all of them are Malays .. not that i hv races discrimination (a lil bit la), but working with all Malays might be hard!!! can't communicate and basically i *** ****** **** **** .... Muahahaha!!!

then went to MPH and bought back a mag ... DAMN IT!!

New Year New LOOk

After feeling so damn depressed over the afternoon, i decide to turn on my computer and blog ... then i decide to change the whole template and everything ... wah this really take a very long time to complete it ....

I started searching for template at about 2pm sumthing, then found one template, and need to edit here and there, fix this and that, add this and that.... take a break at 8pm -11pm for Astro, dinner and bath.

Then 11pm come back again and start to fix it again!!!

It is not easy ...but it really bring back my mood .... while i am doing this, i dun feel so much depressed, and i am coming back alive!!!! my mood is back .... maybe also becuz chat with someone that long long ago din appear online!!! but damn it la .... no ending one!! .. suddenly offline wor ... Argh !!!

Aih .. now only i complete it, about 2:30am ... hahah 12 hours of hardwork .... my backache come back again ... damn it !!!

Hah .. but well, this is a new look, hope u guys will like it... though this is darker and more photos ... hehe!!!

Lonely

Been having some noisy days months ago....

Now, that everyone starts school, works, everyone .. my bro, friends (school and training) .... lonely la!!!

Today woke up at 1pm .... dunno what makes me sleep until so late, but yet i remember i hv lots to do today, need to go down to Sg. Wang to take the hood that i forgot to take when i pay, need to start to look for job, need to call IDP for a letter for EPF, need to call AVIVA insurance, n need to call to radio 4 ... oh gosh ... i nearly forgot this, gotta do tis first.

Ok back, done that aviva insurance thing.

I felt a bit depressing today, dunno why, seems like i am abit lonely, the house supposed to be full of noises... but now, it is all lonesome and empty...

I felt miserable.... i dunno whether i should go all the way down to Sg. Wang to take that hoodie, just to take it, i might need to spend like hours to wait for bus, and take a bus, and walk, then do the same thing to come back home. And no one wants to accompany me... bro school la!! Frends ... one needs to start training in a hotel, another one starts college today, the other one been out yesterday, and another one said lazy to come out!!! and for the college friends, can never depend on them ... either they are tooooo far~~ away, or "TOOOO" busy to entertain a lonely people like me. Suddenly i felt like i am all alone, Astro also did give me face, no interesting programme air on TV, been changing channel for quite some times, even MTV and Channel V also cannot fulfill my sickness. Not to say tune in to CNN... got me even more depress.
This is not just a plain boring feeling, it do feel bad, depressed, the whole mood is down, i know from the beginning of a new year, the first monday of 2005 is not good... but i just can't help it... i even not apetite to eat, but i am hungry, though i ate, but .... just feel like so hard to finish the rice and the food...

It is like Torturing me like hell

Touching

Went to shopping today with PP n YY, actually not really a shoppin trip, but pp going to start her training on monday for 3 months, so she might not hv much free time like last time, so come out and gather around, YY is just for company .. haha!!!

Then i am supposed to look for a job ... but today's performance, seems to more like walking around, becuz we went there late, and suddenly mom told me today is the last day of Sales, so if i want to buy a jacket i should buy it today, and then she told my 2nd Auntie going to pay for the jacket, budget around RM200 .... WAH!! I'm like WAH... WAH... couldn't believe, they pay this much for me ... with just around ONE month time, i am going over to Perth ....

That day, X'mas i receive a gift from my another Auntie (my Uncle's wife), it is a hand-made scarf and snow cap .... it is really WARM!!! Just only the 3 diff colours of yarn that she bought, cost her abt RM80 .... and also her hardwork of sitting down everyday, with lots of patient and energy, this is really WARM


this is how it look

and that day, when my grandma from Penang come down to KL, before she left KL that day, she gave me a ang-pau, at first i dun wan to take, cuz old people mah, where got money to give here n there wor!! But she forced me to take it ... then ok i put it aside
Then i told my mom about it one day, then my mom ask how much she gave, i said i dunno, cuz i hvn't peek at it!! then i went and take a look ... WOW ... RM100, this is really alot from her, really alot... suddenly i felt the temperature high rise ... god damn warm ... felt so touching!!! So many people care for me ... and i am the first in the families to go abroad, i am the eldest child among the families.... now only i know how i am in their heart (now really now only know la ... knew it long long ago, especially when the day i born, cuz i am the only baby, and everyone alsoooo like me ...MUAHAHAHAH)

Then tat day bought a backpack ... finally my road or dream of being a backpacker going to fulfill ... hehehe
cuz the first step is to ... buy a backpack!!! haha


dun get conned by it looks, it is a 45liter, consider big to me, and cost me RM180.

When i went to the backpack shop to buy, i really have no idea what to buy, what brand to buy, what to consider... !!!

But one thing for sure i know, a brand named "Deuter" is consider the top brand in backpack ... a very small size, just like the size of a high school student, cost u abt RM200, then the huge and the big backpack about 70liter, can cost u abot RM1000-RM3000, this is just crazy .. but the design damn chun and of cuz damn comfortable.

So back to today's shopping ....
i bought a jacket for RM98 in Sg. Wang and forgot to take the hoodie which is attach with the jacket, and bought a beanie too ... haha now i hv 4 in total... cuz i love them not becuz i am bald or lost my hair ... curly hair people also need to cover their ugly and messy hair OK!!
Then i din find a job, though i went to ask one shop, but i am too honest and tell them i will only work for a month!! Stupid .... sometimes we need to tell some whitelie

then PP bought her girdle and a beanie too (same design with mine but diff colour), and YY forcefully bought a shirt ... keke!!!

2005

A sleep at the nite, here we comes to the brand new year of 2005, 2005 gotta be a change in my life i believe .... nothings gonna be the same after february

last nite BBQ at grandma place, i can't really go near the pit, cuz the heat make me felt so uneasy, but then again it is also nice to gather around at the end of a year and welcome another new year as usual, been doing this for several years, except for 2001/2002, 2003/2004 this 2 years went to countdown at bukit bintang.

today hv steamboat at my uncle's house, em... maybe it is going to be my last steamboat before i left for Perth. the atmosphere of eating steamboat are always good, cuz u really need to gather around, chat, wait for the food, drink the tasty soup, eat those little balls ... and the chilli sauce, special made!! EM.... nice nice nice

while waiting for the food to be cooked!! Suddenly dunno what topic made my mom and my 2nd aunt tell their childhood story .. hahaha just wanna luff, cuz the thing they played also just like our childhood, role playing game is always the game for children to play no matter what century. Maybe that is what made us know how to act and everything .... hahaha
but just look at the children today, they play PS, PC, watch Astro Cartoon, play luxury toys .... erm... i think children shouldn't born with all this stuf.

SICK !!!

What is all this man ... i am sick today again like last year ... damn it !!!

I hv a lil fever, and the mood of blessing and sadness, cuz no countdown due to tsunami

no where to go at nite

then again, grandma there, they hv a BBQ arrange in at once ...

But ... i got to rest more, sweat more, drink more, wear more, so that tonite i won't feel so uncomfortable.

Luckily, i felt abit OK now.... aih last day of 2004 !!!

Let's donate or help with anything u can

The disaster ... alot said wanted to help, bt can't do anything!!

but now, there are lots of ways to give out ur help, let's help with anything we can, even RM1, that is ok, ur RM1 can give them a bottle of clean mineral water. There are hundreds of ways to donate, no money, donate water, food, clothes, toiletries, blanket ... anythin u think u dun need, but they have lost it all... so just give out help

there is one easy way to donate RM1 thru ur mobile phone, just send an sms to 32111, type in "AMP", then press send to 32111, one dollar will automatically deduct from ur account.

Here is a link that give full details about it http://www.hitz.fm/04/special/tsunami/default_sms.asp

And if u want to donate food, blanket, clothes and anything, just look in the newspaper, there might be some ways for u to help. Be generous, victims in Sri Langka and Aceh needed it so much. They hv no shelther, no water, no food, lost their families, no clothes anything u can imagine. What we can do, is only HELP!!

A Great lost of human lives

Been reading lots of stories, news, updates about the Banda Acheh Earth Quake & Tsunami

It is truly a Asian disaster ... last nite, i left my heart with the figure of 33,ooo dead, with 5000 in Acheh ....

i slept with heavy hearted, uncomfortably ... with this many people dead, the more footage i see, the more i felt i am here sitting comfortable in front of a 29 inch Sony TV, with a stomach full of food, and been hving fun in the last couple hours for karaoke

The disaster just happened in the region, seems far yet so near... but i couldn't help them out, those who survived in this disaster, but have nothing to eat, no clean water to drink, with the one and only dirty and damp cloth on their body, no shelter, lost their family members, waiting for help, seeing more and more rotten dead bodies queuing along the street.

ARgh.... i felt so bad

Why the poor people in India and Indonesia need to suffer more and more and more, they are already damn poor, they lived in a house like hell, pack with lots of ppl, dirty environment, poor infrastucture, no Tv, no electricity, no internet, and things that we have. Why, natural disaster have to go to them, why people who lived in a better country, better place hv less disaster, even there are disaster, it won't be this serious.

all of their lives just like hell, people was saying if u are nt good enuf, u won't be going to the heaven, and u will go to hell and suffer.... i was wondering whether the heaven and hell exist....

now i think there are heaven and hell in the earth, heaven is like u get to lived in the advance country, born under a rich and happy family. Hell??!! the third world country, places like India, Africa, Afgahistan, middle east .... blah!!!

This afternoon, i woke up, and my dad was on CNN talking non stop, ..... then i saw the death toll. God damn it, it risen to 59,000..... what the hell is this, just after 10 hours of sleeping, the death toll can rise this much!!! i just couldn't believe what i saw, i am scared to see a double death toll of 59,000 ... this is scary!! everyone there asking for help, and just look at myself, sitting here, slept for 10 hours!! suddenlly i feel like giving out my help, bt i hv no money to help them .... gheez .... suddenly i felt like joining the red cross, or lion club or ... society that give out help.

yesterday, my bro was saying, when we saw lots of ants on the floor, then we wanted to kill them by using hot water and pour down ... then we saw lots of ants floating on the hot water. .. this is what happen to the dead now, floating on the sea water... luckily it is not hot water... suddenly i felt human are cruel!!

Now the death toll has risen to 66,000 .... i am speechless to see this

This is more serious than 911. Natural disaster area always cruel than the man made disaster ... but i couldn't imagine what if the nucklear bomb explode.

Mourn to those who lost their lives in this Asian disaster. the 66,000 dead human lives, or more than that.... what we can do, we can only pray and bless to those missing list and everyone in the world. Make the world a better place to live ok!

Earthquake & Tsunami

Last nite, we knew that the earth quake hit Penang .... but it was not serious, never knew an earth quake can kill so many lives.

We called back to Penang relatives and ask for the happening, only we knew that there are tsunami... hit gurney drive and batu ferringi .... destroy some houses, lives, the beautiful beach and all ... then only we know the whole Sunday .. it is a nitemare for others in Sri Langka, Phuket, Phi Phi Island, Maldives, Banda Acheh and others affected area.

we switch to CNN, hope to see some footage and some updates.. by then the death toll is less than 3000, but it is scary enuf to see the figure and those footage, and some surviving stories. Watch local news for once in many years, only can see how it destroy the beautiful island of Penang.

then find some updates in the internet ... OMG, saw some pic, they are really scary ... unbelievable...

aih ....

Shoppin trip

First of all, i gotta say Merry Christmas to all of u

my grandma from penang and my cuz bro came down to KL from Penang ... for a shopping trip, today we hv been out for 12 hours ... from 9 in the morning to 10pm ....

Went to One U, our first stop .... just there dunno how much we hv spend.

then to Ikea then finally Ikeano

I planned to go to IKEA to steal the catalog, cuz they din distribute to our area ... so i hv a mission on.... i am with full of excitement to get the new catalog, then who knows ... -- HABIS!!!!! HABIS!!!!!!

i am like damn it .. full of disappointment, walk until the end ... at the counter i hope to get it from the returning box.. then shit it, no one return the loan copy ... argh ... bt then i saw a notice there, it said "u can get a copy from the exhange & return counter after the exit" WAHAHAHA .. i still got hope!!!

then i quickly rush to the counter and ask for a copy, she gave me 2 copy .. hohoohohooo ....

so i dun need to steal or sneak a copy out not like nicholas!!! hehe

Genting Sky Venture and Flying Coaster

Went to Genting with my friends yesterday, came back to KL today evening.

I know that next year i am going to Perth, and only after 2 years i will come back. So wanna go vacation with my dearest sista.



The new flying Coaster is out now, so first thing for sure, i wanted to try .. haha


only karmun n me play this, everyone tot this is scary, but PIU!! not as scary as the Times Square or Space shot, this is only syiok, but expensive!!! Ah, i met chip there

and then the long waiting Sky Venture ... been there couple times, but never try this before becuz of expensive entrance fees.

So this time, i can't wait to try it no matter how expensive it is ... well they hv reduce the price la, but still consider expensive lo!!

Ok no matter what, i want to try this modified sky diving experience, cuz after trying the midified, i want to try the real one in Perth ... hahaha!!!

Then another is the Snow World, want to experience being in a -2 celcius place ... haha our dream to be in a snow place.

Ok it was damn cold ... cuz they throw the snow directly onto my face. and my face without any protection ... freaking cold!!! but it was a nice experience though i think the duration were too short.

ok then, sky venture, i am alone playing this, no other ppl i dunno why!! I listen carefully to what the instructor said, and remember those sign language within few minutes... cuz this language MUST remember, if not accident might happen when i am flying .. haha

So, while the instuctor is giving me the briefing ... gotta listen carefully to what he said, though i dun hv any panic or nervous feeling, just gotta becareful, if not will be like a person before my slot, hit here n there ... i think he must be damn nervous.

To my own surprise, i dun hv that kind of nervous feeling like i go for a roller coaster ride .. dunno why!!!

Then here we go into the GOD DAMN BIG WIND area ... where we need to fly. i can't really remember what my feeling was when standing on the edge of the door before entering into the flying area, i just stand there, looking at what the instuctor doing, then follow... n fly!!!

HAHAHAh ..... the wind damn big la!!! i dun hv the feeling like 'i am flying like a bird' .... instead i m thinking why the wind so big, makes me hard to breathe, and do we hv an oxygen tank or sumthing in the real sky diving?? And the whole process i was looking at the instuctor see what he is trying to tell me, either my leg too bent or my leg too straight ..... suddenly i felt my nose n mouth ... damn hard to breathe with this cold air and big wind... i ask for a stop .... go back to the waiting place, and the instructor ask me what's wrong, then i said hard to breathe, but then continue flying straight away.



After a lil while, it is time the instuctor hold my leg and arm to fly together, play some skill, like spinning around, go up n down ... everything.. at first i tot i can did it myself, i ask myself wah why so geng ah, i can spin ah.. .then only realise the instuctor was holding my leg n arm. hahah then i felt so relief that i dun hv to hold my leg or arm to the right level ... then only i really felt the feeling of freedom, flying like a bird. Too bad the design in the flying area not too nice to see ... if that is paint in blue sky ... emm i think it will make me feel more like playing sky diving.

But i still need to complaint the wind too strong



i dunno how long i hv flew, but when i come down i can feel the heat in my ear and face .... i am so scared i quickly plugged out the ear plug, to see whether my ear is bleeding... luckily din

then the instuctor gave me a certificate to proof that i hv been on this thing.

Nah this is how it look


Should i frame it up?? haha


hehehehehe !!! finally i hv completed this mission la hahahahah!!

We hv a fun nite, playin twister n sushi drinking game... hahaha caught everyone drunk look ...

but then, we hv met some stupid, playful, no brain form 5 student kacauing us all nite long ... f*** them all!!

TUNG JIT (in canto)

Tung Jit (in canton)
Some says after these day, you are one year older ....
and the main thing is to gather around with ur family, have a nice dinner with everyone in your family.

We have our dinner at my grandma place

Then while the dinner, my youngest auntie ask me, what is my plan after i go to perth, isn't it that i will settle down there and never come back after u left for perth next Year?

Wah, din meant i dun wan to come back, but of cuz i do plan to work there ... i do miss my family and friends here.

Then she ask, u go like this, never miss ur family meh ...

Well... i din feel any sorrow or saddest, but then my tear automatically appear .... yuck malu malu!!!

Then she said oh someone having a red eye .... then she ask my mom i tot u said Teng won't cry

in my heart ... well, yeah not much ppl see me cry, cuz i usually dun cry infront of ppl, even if i really feel sad or anything i won't cry in front of anyone especially my mother .... i will let my tear out when i am alone, when i am in my room -- MY PRIVATE ROOM ... there is where i usually let it out to myself whenever i hv hard feeling.

Feeling homesick ... especially missing my family ... i can feel the sour come from my heart wanting to come out but i use my own ability to block them from flowing out ....

That's why in everyone perception on me... they tot i am a strong person, yup outlook la, the perception that i set la, but in my heart i am also one of the weak hearted ppl ... but still in control