Just love sweating out the sweat that hidden for years.....
Went badminton yesterday with some new people....
good .... got to new some new people
and they are friendly n active.... so from now on i can find some people for outdoors activities lah....!!!!
After playing badminton then they invite me n my flatmate to their flat to play monopoly...
Good too... then got to know they are going rock climbing today.... Which is SUCK!!! Cuz i can't go, it clashes with my CPA meeting....Argh god i hate it....
They are people frm singapore, hong kong, melbourne born chinese... and they are friendly enuf to accept new people and to be frank they are really friendly.
And the course they studying, really have no any relation to our media or mass comm... they do vet studies .... Cool subject bt not for me though!!! Hahah....
Just see people frm another school and another country, we can also get along....
Arh... i wish i go to the rock climbing, heard it was good and have a huge dinner after that.... not like what i did for this evening, sucks man!!!
Bt well... i finally clear up my mail box this evening, which i always open bt never read those mail. And then it accumulates till 80 mails.... then i finish everything in a evening. Bravo.... now my mailbox seems so clean. hahahah!!!!
Well tomorrow morning got to wake up early, darn early, 7am.... (my second early wake up time ever since i came to perth) Will go to Canning Vale Market with these new frends.... Good!!!
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I just want to....
It has been almost 4 damn long week
Suddenly i just wanted to like write a letter to her
I don't want to suffer from this kind of situation
make it clear ok
guessing n get frustrated... it is not a good thing to do
it is mentaly exhausted
It is like a kind of suffer whenever i see her
Aren't we the 'ONE WEEK MEET ONCE' frend???
Someone did made that we are ji muis wor....
so now wat
last time whenever how far we are apart...
we use msn to communicate
and now we are ONLY within 500 metres away (IT IS LESS THAN TAT I AM PRETTY SURE)
we communicate less
no contact
no communicate
i don't want anyone to misunderstood the situation
I am so scared i made others to misunderstood her
She is not as cold as what u guys think
It is just tat.... the feeeling is not like last time
It is different
Things has changed.... and so do someone changed!!!
and we only meet once a week
compare with last time 5 days a week
msn almost .... all nite!!! (well that doesn't work for 2 months though)
we are near near near.....
bt we only meet one week once for less
talk less than 10 sentence (i guess)
So days by days
weeks by weeks
and months ... years ....
and we might be the 'HI-BYE' frend kind
So where the fuck is the commitment that we all said, planned, suggested went??
If you read this, you should who you are
I just want to type this out
and let it out.... i wanted to write it somewhere else
but.... since there are not much people readin this blog here
so i might as well write it here to let the people who might misunderstood and the subject that i wish she can know
I am not trying to be rude or something... i just want to... (as my title said) let it out
Cuz it has been hauting me for weeks,
suffering from dunno what's goin on
dunno what to do next
and the question WHY????????
So we are all busy people...
life makes someone busy
and when the person are busy
they will slowly forget what n who they have gone thru
*slap myself hard* @_@
THIS IS THE REAL WORLD GIRL
THIS IS REALLY THE REAL WORLD
maybe they are also being structured... ( i am so sick of the truth n reality in a film/documentary....being confused by the tutor in documentary class.... and makes me questioned what are REAL)
and So... now i hv met the REAL WORLD....
They are so .... "chi gek" that makes ur life goes ups n downs....
why??
becuz the player in SIM CITY wants to make the human life grow stronger
I ever thought i can be like so happy after going abroad
I ever thought i will be over enjoy my life here in Perth
I ever thought i can do things that i never when i am in msia
and so now... my life goes on... routinely
bt my mental really suffers frm .... frustration
Suddenly i just wanted to like write a letter to her
I don't want to suffer from this kind of situation
make it clear ok
guessing n get frustrated... it is not a good thing to do
it is mentaly exhausted
It is like a kind of suffer whenever i see her
Aren't we the 'ONE WEEK MEET ONCE' frend???
Someone did made that we are ji muis wor....
so now wat
last time whenever how far we are apart...
we use msn to communicate
and now we are ONLY within 500 metres away (IT IS LESS THAN TAT I AM PRETTY SURE)
we communicate less
no contact
no communicate
i don't want anyone to misunderstood the situation
I am so scared i made others to misunderstood her
She is not as cold as what u guys think
It is just tat.... the feeeling is not like last time
It is different
Things has changed.... and so do someone changed!!!
and we only meet once a week
compare with last time 5 days a week
msn almost .... all nite!!! (well that doesn't work for 2 months though)
we are near near near.....
bt we only meet one week once for less
talk less than 10 sentence (i guess)
So days by days
weeks by weeks
and months ... years ....
and we might be the 'HI-BYE' frend kind
So where the fuck is the commitment that we all said, planned, suggested went??
If you read this, you should who you are
I just want to type this out
and let it out.... i wanted to write it somewhere else
but.... since there are not much people readin this blog here
so i might as well write it here to let the people who might misunderstood and the subject that i wish she can know
I am not trying to be rude or something... i just want to... (as my title said) let it out
Cuz it has been hauting me for weeks,
suffering from dunno what's goin on
dunno what to do next
and the question WHY????????
So we are all busy people...
life makes someone busy
and when the person are busy
they will slowly forget what n who they have gone thru
*slap myself hard* @_@
THIS IS THE REAL WORLD GIRL
THIS IS REALLY THE REAL WORLD
maybe they are also being structured... ( i am so sick of the truth n reality in a film/documentary....being confused by the tutor in documentary class.... and makes me questioned what are REAL)
and So... now i hv met the REAL WORLD....
They are so .... "chi gek" that makes ur life goes ups n downs....
why??
becuz the player in SIM CITY wants to make the human life grow stronger
I ever thought i can be like so happy after going abroad
I ever thought i will be over enjoy my life here in Perth
I ever thought i can do things that i never when i am in msia
and so now... my life goes on... routinely
bt my mental really suffers frm .... frustration
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Wassup lately!!
Wassup to me lately!!! I am now at Perth, studying, alone...... alone.... and alone..... people see me "wah got a good life wor, can travel to so far, study abroad, go here n there, so lucky la, so fun la!!!"
Well.... that is what people see in me, but nobody knows what is really "IN" me....
It is not what i hv expected, it is out of my expectations... something that really makes me frustrating, bt well, wonder what is going on with that???
Something planned, bt it din happen here after i got here!!!
Disappointment, alot of disappointment..........
that is one of the story
another is i do really miss my family n friends back in KL or Malaysia, i miss what we get to do in the weekends and weekdays, here all u got is to be alone, alone and alone, if u get to find things to do, that would be party at nite... all nite long, which only the mat salleh will do, and only the mat salleh will party with mat salleh!!! And if we go to party everyday or every weekends, our bank account gonna hurt so bad, and so do our parents account gonna hurt as bad as ours.
what to do?? Sitting in my room, all alone after a so called "dinner with friends".... and it is god damn early, sometimes we ended at 7:30pm, sometimes it is 8 or 9pm.... then after that u've got all nite long for ur own, thinking where the fuckin of my frend went???? It is even worse on thursday, friday, saturday nite... no one in the house, everyone went out, and dunno where they went.
Waitin... still waitin
waiting for something to happen,
waiting for something special ....
i've been waiting for years
and should i wait again
or discover myself?
Well.... that is what people see in me, but nobody knows what is really "IN" me....
It is not what i hv expected, it is out of my expectations... something that really makes me frustrating, bt well, wonder what is going on with that???
Something planned, bt it din happen here after i got here!!!
Disappointment, alot of disappointment..........
that is one of the story
another is i do really miss my family n friends back in KL or Malaysia, i miss what we get to do in the weekends and weekdays, here all u got is to be alone, alone and alone, if u get to find things to do, that would be party at nite... all nite long, which only the mat salleh will do, and only the mat salleh will party with mat salleh!!! And if we go to party everyday or every weekends, our bank account gonna hurt so bad, and so do our parents account gonna hurt as bad as ours.
what to do?? Sitting in my room, all alone after a so called "dinner with friends".... and it is god damn early, sometimes we ended at 7:30pm, sometimes it is 8 or 9pm.... then after that u've got all nite long for ur own, thinking where the fuckin of my frend went???? It is even worse on thursday, friday, saturday nite... no one in the house, everyone went out, and dunno where they went.
Waitin... still waitin
waiting for something to happen,
waiting for something special ....
i've been waiting for years
and should i wait again
or discover myself?
Friday, February 04, 2005
Why?
Why i am so proud of myself??
becuz i get to complaint to the store manager, and tell them the whole happening, and also discuss with him how to avoid tis from happening again and me as the sacrificer.
It is a long talk with after he went to check with the security TV, and he found nothing .... i request for watching just a while, but he said "due to security reason..." can't let me in n watch it!!!
Oh well, his way of communicating with me, and the way of telling me wat he saw in the video, i find it pleasant, that is why i can calm myself and not getting mad at all, just feeling a bit rugi, and not really satisfied with this kind of things can happened again (those who got stolen din report to him, so tis makes the situation worse)
So this really taught me, everything u should report do the person in the highest level, not report to the people who work for it, especially people who dun really hv responsible of making any report to the manager, their kind of working attitude really make me sick.... that is also why more and more people got into the trap.
Watever it takes, i am so damn proud of myself for telling the whole thing, discuss the thing, and hv a long talk with the store manager infront of everyone....!!! Though i am abit shaky when my first first first time talk with him.
becuz i get to complaint to the store manager, and tell them the whole happening, and also discuss with him how to avoid tis from happening again and me as the sacrificer.
It is a long talk with after he went to check with the security TV, and he found nothing .... i request for watching just a while, but he said "due to security reason..." can't let me in n watch it!!!
Oh well, his way of communicating with me, and the way of telling me wat he saw in the video, i find it pleasant, that is why i can calm myself and not getting mad at all, just feeling a bit rugi, and not really satisfied with this kind of things can happened again (those who got stolen din report to him, so tis makes the situation worse)
So this really taught me, everything u should report do the person in the highest level, not report to the people who work for it, especially people who dun really hv responsible of making any report to the manager, their kind of working attitude really make me sick.... that is also why more and more people got into the trap.
Watever it takes, i am so damn proud of myself for telling the whole thing, discuss the thing, and hv a long talk with the store manager infront of everyone....!!! Though i am abit shaky when my first first first time talk with him.
Fuck the Carrefour management & Security
I don't know how to start and what to say, basically, my phone has been stolen today in the staff room of Carrefour Cheras.
Now, who to blame, myself or what??!!
The first day i went to work, they already told us cannot bring in our handphone into the supermarket, but we can put it into our bag... which they allow us to put our bag on a table with lots of stuff ... !!!
The is not the first time ppl's belongings being stole, and something surprised you, they 2 cctv in the staff room, one shooting the entrance, and another one it is focus on the bag table .... and of cuz another thing to surprise you is that the table is infront of the security desk (which is 24 hours occupied)
With so many high gadgets guarding for us, and tight securities .... THIS KIND OF CASES CAN HAPPENED!!!!
I went to work at 1pm, this is the last time i saw my phone ... and i din take it out when i went in too ... Then i am god damn busy with the stock loading, changing places, and moving around, carrying heavy stock, hurt my hand with several light cuts, then finally the last stock we need to move exhausted us, this is when i realised my phone was gone, it is 3pm sumthing.
when i opened my bag, i wanted to take out my bottle to drink water, then i realised my phone is no longer there, this is not the first time i felt this way, some other time, when i opened my bag i din see my phone i tot it has been stolen, but it was hidden under my purse which i din get to see. But for tis time ... this kind of hope din appear.... it is totally gone, missing, stolen!!!!
Suddenly, my tears broke down, and i can't stop myself from crying, though i am already holding on the tears to fall. I am damn mad, and angry and at the same time need to maintain a stable emotion ... but it is hard... some staff there saw me like this and ask me what wrong... this is when the whole staff room know what was going on. Then some security asked some details from me, the time and all and they said they will go and check from the CCTV (which is useless).
Until abt 8:30pm, i went to find that lady security who said she will watch the tape for me, and investigate it!! What i get the answer were, "too many promoters la, cannot really see, too many people go in and out, put stuff on the table and took stuff on the table" I am fighting alone there, i really dun want to believe what i've heard, i want to good reply from her, i wish to hear something good from her, i wish to hear that they found some suspect or sumthing .... but none ... then she called a higher position security, and that malay guy came and ask for the details and the situation.... I always wanted to watch the tape together with them if possible, at least this is my matter, i am sure i will watch the tape more detail and suspect everyone that have been there or have some odd action. I want to have a firm answer from them, not a reply that means "tak boleh janji la" (WTF) Then the malay guy security told me that this is not the first case, many stolen cases happened here ... (this is when my fire inside me boiling like hell, heating up, but need to hold back) then i said "sudah banyak kali!! mengapa still ada case lagi, mengapa tak boleh improve kamu punya security?" i then blah out everything (most probably) .. then they said you can't expect us standing infront of the table to watch for you.. OK this is an excuses to be honest, of cuz i know i can't expect them to stare at the table and watch for us, and i din really expect, but at least do sumthing from letting it happen again, becuase this is really NOT THE FIRST TIME.
I wanted to watch the CCTV tape, if i really can't see anything, at least i am satisfied with the whole thing, now what i get is only the story and words from the security ... how can i believe what they said are true... what if they saw it is their staff who did it and they want to cover it (they suspect promoters for quite a few times, and mostly the promoters are chinese) I believe i have the RIGHTS to watch it, because i am the victim. let me tell you their reason for not letting ppl to watch it, i asked kenapa "tak boleh, hanya securiti boleh tengok" Do you call that a reason?? you judge yourself.
I am really piss with what they told me, cuz the reply i get from them are not satisfied AT ALL. At the end of the conversation me with those securities, they then put the blame on me, they said "kamu ada tanggungjawab tau? hari pertama kami sudah beritahu yang kamu tak boleh bawa masuk headset kamu, jika kamu takut hilang jg bawa la, simpan di rumah la!!"
Stupid asshole, what is the meaning of "handphone" or "mobile devices" .... it is supposed to keep it within our hand surrounding, if keep it at home why dun call it as a "house phone" ... stupid la.. why we bring it, of cuz we have our own reason, we dun bring it to show off or sumthing, we dun bring it because we are desperate enuff to call ppl, we bring it becuz we need to receive calls and messages from the company, and of cuz some emergency!!
I am just mad that this kind of cases can happened under tight securities and CCTV .... for the CCTV of cuz i hope they can find the thief tru it and give me back my phone or money ... cuz i really dun wan my family to vomit half a thousand for another phone.
Tom is my last day, and i can't even get thru this ... why this happened now, i dun hv any free time to invetigate or make police reports ... next week is CNY, and next sunday i am flying off to Perth, i am leaving the country and this kind of bad things happen to me.... what the fuck man.
Now i hv lost all my contact (though i hv did a backup copy into my laptop that day) but .... the backup are not up to date... it dun hv WS number !!!! and of course all my precious sms from all my friends and family are LOST too!!!
Why it lost now .. when phone are important to me before i leave, keeping contact with friends are important, they might sms me with some gathering info, they might sms me with some wishes or CNY wishes, they might sms with some emergency info ..... and some of them dun hv my house phone, and basically i am not at home all the time. FUCK the thief ... may curse he or she with watever bad happen to him or her. Secondly wish the "SECURITY" will see some suspect tonite, and give me some good news tom i go to work (i know this is like 0.1%, for checking the "CCTV") .... what is the purpose of having a CCTV?? (Ah, i know to see who chit chat while working, FUCK!)
I just hate being there ... alll the bad things just happen one by one on me, becuz i am emotionally disturb, how can i concentrate on my work professionally?? i was just standing next to my partner and letting out what i am not satisfied and what i am piss at... so the manager came to me and said " I dun want to see both of you standing together, one should stand out there and another one should in here to promote my product, (pointing at me) you are not a merchandiser, do you know what "promoters" mean? Next time if i see both of you standing together, just don't work and get lost!!"
I din answer him with what he had asked ... i am just too unstable tat time, and i really want to "get lost" from there, dun wan to see his face for sure. Fucker mediteranne sea head or badman, he is just a typical supermarket fucker who care how his product sell ... and bias too, look down on Pepsi product and he really prejudice on us (Pepsi)!!!
Lastly FUCK the thief for sure. Fuck until his ass can't even put in a Nokia 8310.
Now, who to blame, myself or what??!!
The first day i went to work, they already told us cannot bring in our handphone into the supermarket, but we can put it into our bag... which they allow us to put our bag on a table with lots of stuff ... !!!
The is not the first time ppl's belongings being stole, and something surprised you, they 2 cctv in the staff room, one shooting the entrance, and another one it is focus on the bag table .... and of cuz another thing to surprise you is that the table is infront of the security desk (which is 24 hours occupied)
With so many high gadgets guarding for us, and tight securities .... THIS KIND OF CASES CAN HAPPENED!!!!
I went to work at 1pm, this is the last time i saw my phone ... and i din take it out when i went in too ... Then i am god damn busy with the stock loading, changing places, and moving around, carrying heavy stock, hurt my hand with several light cuts, then finally the last stock we need to move exhausted us, this is when i realised my phone was gone, it is 3pm sumthing.
when i opened my bag, i wanted to take out my bottle to drink water, then i realised my phone is no longer there, this is not the first time i felt this way, some other time, when i opened my bag i din see my phone i tot it has been stolen, but it was hidden under my purse which i din get to see. But for tis time ... this kind of hope din appear.... it is totally gone, missing, stolen!!!!
Suddenly, my tears broke down, and i can't stop myself from crying, though i am already holding on the tears to fall. I am damn mad, and angry and at the same time need to maintain a stable emotion ... but it is hard... some staff there saw me like this and ask me what wrong... this is when the whole staff room know what was going on. Then some security asked some details from me, the time and all and they said they will go and check from the CCTV (which is useless).
Until abt 8:30pm, i went to find that lady security who said she will watch the tape for me, and investigate it!! What i get the answer were, "too many promoters la, cannot really see, too many people go in and out, put stuff on the table and took stuff on the table" I am fighting alone there, i really dun want to believe what i've heard, i want to good reply from her, i wish to hear something good from her, i wish to hear that they found some suspect or sumthing .... but none ... then she called a higher position security, and that malay guy came and ask for the details and the situation.... I always wanted to watch the tape together with them if possible, at least this is my matter, i am sure i will watch the tape more detail and suspect everyone that have been there or have some odd action. I want to have a firm answer from them, not a reply that means "tak boleh janji la" (WTF) Then the malay guy security told me that this is not the first case, many stolen cases happened here ... (this is when my fire inside me boiling like hell, heating up, but need to hold back) then i said "sudah banyak kali!! mengapa still ada case lagi, mengapa tak boleh improve kamu punya security?" i then blah out everything (most probably) .. then they said you can't expect us standing infront of the table to watch for you.. OK this is an excuses to be honest, of cuz i know i can't expect them to stare at the table and watch for us, and i din really expect, but at least do sumthing from letting it happen again, becuase this is really NOT THE FIRST TIME.
I wanted to watch the CCTV tape, if i really can't see anything, at least i am satisfied with the whole thing, now what i get is only the story and words from the security ... how can i believe what they said are true... what if they saw it is their staff who did it and they want to cover it (they suspect promoters for quite a few times, and mostly the promoters are chinese) I believe i have the RIGHTS to watch it, because i am the victim. let me tell you their reason for not letting ppl to watch it, i asked kenapa "tak boleh, hanya securiti boleh tengok" Do you call that a reason?? you judge yourself.
I am really piss with what they told me, cuz the reply i get from them are not satisfied AT ALL. At the end of the conversation me with those securities, they then put the blame on me, they said "kamu ada tanggungjawab tau? hari pertama kami sudah beritahu yang kamu tak boleh bawa masuk headset kamu, jika kamu takut hilang jg bawa la, simpan di rumah la!!"
Stupid asshole, what is the meaning of "handphone" or "mobile devices" .... it is supposed to keep it within our hand surrounding, if keep it at home why dun call it as a "house phone" ... stupid la.. why we bring it, of cuz we have our own reason, we dun bring it to show off or sumthing, we dun bring it because we are desperate enuff to call ppl, we bring it becuz we need to receive calls and messages from the company, and of cuz some emergency!!
I am just mad that this kind of cases can happened under tight securities and CCTV .... for the CCTV of cuz i hope they can find the thief tru it and give me back my phone or money ... cuz i really dun wan my family to vomit half a thousand for another phone.
Tom is my last day, and i can't even get thru this ... why this happened now, i dun hv any free time to invetigate or make police reports ... next week is CNY, and next sunday i am flying off to Perth, i am leaving the country and this kind of bad things happen to me.... what the fuck man.
Now i hv lost all my contact (though i hv did a backup copy into my laptop that day) but .... the backup are not up to date... it dun hv WS number !!!! and of course all my precious sms from all my friends and family are LOST too!!!
Why it lost now .. when phone are important to me before i leave, keeping contact with friends are important, they might sms me with some gathering info, they might sms me with some wishes or CNY wishes, they might sms with some emergency info ..... and some of them dun hv my house phone, and basically i am not at home all the time. FUCK the thief ... may curse he or she with watever bad happen to him or her. Secondly wish the "SECURITY" will see some suspect tonite, and give me some good news tom i go to work (i know this is like 0.1%, for checking the "CCTV") .... what is the purpose of having a CCTV?? (Ah, i know to see who chit chat while working, FUCK!)
I just hate being there ... alll the bad things just happen one by one on me, becuz i am emotionally disturb, how can i concentrate on my work professionally?? i was just standing next to my partner and letting out what i am not satisfied and what i am piss at... so the manager came to me and said " I dun want to see both of you standing together, one should stand out there and another one should in here to promote my product, (pointing at me) you are not a merchandiser, do you know what "promoters" mean? Next time if i see both of you standing together, just don't work and get lost!!"
I din answer him with what he had asked ... i am just too unstable tat time, and i really want to "get lost" from there, dun wan to see his face for sure. Fucker mediteranne sea head or badman, he is just a typical supermarket fucker who care how his product sell ... and bias too, look down on Pepsi product and he really prejudice on us (Pepsi)!!!
Lastly FUCK the thief for sure. Fuck until his ass can't even put in a Nokia 8310.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
He appeared in a NOT RIGHT time...
Before i decided to work, i never think of anything else, just plain work (experience) and CASH $$$, nothing else ... and be prepare for my leaving for Perth ... cuz it is my dream that i dreamt of all along.
Right now ... i ... hv met someone at the supermarket .... not to say ... what (argh i dunno how to say)
Ok... i am kind of intersted in this guy, who born in the same year, month and week with me ... just ONE day difference, and i am one day older than him ... ok this is not a matter ... but we do shared a same horoscope, and of cuz we do hv some similiarities.
He is not really handsome like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, but he is a OK looking guy (well i prefer the hair he has before he cuts it... cuz the current hairstyle cut by the "ah neh", means cut at a indian barber shop, which all guys won't satisfied with their cutting skill and service)
Talking about quality, he is educated (studied form 6, so not bad in studies), and not a loser kind of guy ... so far from what i have observed, he is someone i think we can be friend .... BUT WHY NOW .... WHY NOW only i met him, and i'll be leaving in 2 weeks time, and after one week he'll be going back to his hometown, then our friendship will stop ..... I hve been living in Msia for almost 20 years, but never met such a nice guy before ... and now it is too late to let anything happen or "improve", and whenever we are working, we are not allowed to walk or go around to another section ... I am at the carbonated drinks section, and he is at the alcohol section, which is quite far away, but sometimes we do have one hour or half an hour dinner together with all the gang. This is how we knew each other and probably knew more abt each other, but it is not enuf ....
It's all started since the first dinner that we had together, i don't know him, they don't know us ... i was planning to buy mixed rice outside and eat at the staff room with my friend, then he and another girl and another guy were eating there, then they ask us to sit together and eat... that's when i knew they knew my birthdate n his .... Just becuz he saw my IC number at the registration book, and he think it is so familiar as his IC number also almost the same, mine 850612.. and his 850613, then he told his friends abt it, and when i sit down with them at their table, then his friend ask me when is my birthday ... It's kinda weird to ask someone birthday at the first meeting ... then i said mine, and they said "Wow .. same as his, but one day difference... blah" then they are like starting to make fuss of it ... bt they then explain they already knew my birthdate b4 i told them .. I am like WAH check on me ah .... shocked me abit!! but then they explain the whole scenario la ...
After all the hi and bye thingy, or some coincident dinner together .... of cuz chatted and knew each other much ... but i dunno why the friends always like linking me with him ... just like yesterday when he is talking, then i agree with his fact and they are like "wah so fast help him say things ah ... " erm .. in this kind of embarrassing situation ... what to act leh ... but well I din't meant to help him explain, but it is the fact that i agree with, or other wise when i said sumthing, he added sumthing, then they said "he always stand on my side" .... erm well ... dunno what to do, but just dun THINK TOO MUCH ....
Erm... sometimes i think, i am thinking too much ... It is the "Too Much" that makes me go crazy ... but afterall he is really a nice guy to have....
That day he get my phone number, i am like ... "erm..." (basically thinking too much again!!) then the next day was his off day, so i am kinda like a bit disappointed, that nite itself, i've got one sms from him, not a sms that type by himself, is that kind of msg that with a meaning of "he can be a true friend of mine" ... at first i dunno who send me this msg, cuz i din get his number, so i ask who is this, but in my heart i suspected is him lah!! ... So it really appear to be him, but in a shy way... hehe, he said he scared if he tell me his name i won't know (which i DO know his name) and then he said he is the tiger beer promoter, and greeted me with some good nite n sweet dreams thing .... (it melted my heart .... wahahaha) Then received another sms from him the next nite with some funny n naughty CNY msg ... which just made me laugh and giggle from the beginning of the msg till the end ... (i tasted the sweet of the sweetnest ... ahem)
Sometimes we just din really have a chance to chat ... cuz all the while we are having dinner together with the whole gang. Sometimes we just need to give urself some chance. One day, i saw a bottle of red wine leave by a customer at the sparkling juice shelf (which really not a matter of mine, but the sparkling juice shelf near to my section ... so... ) so... i am dead bored at my own place, my partner went for dinner, and i am alone there ... so i took it and wanted to put it back on the original shelf, where it is at the alcohol section ... I walk all the way there, just wanted to put the wine, and basically want to like say hi ONLY .... or visit their booth la!! So there is only him and another girl promoter, and so the girl promoter saw me and she was so excited and welcome me to their boring place ... haha, then i hang around there for quite a long time too ... 3 ppl chat there, with lots of hidden camera shooting us ... suddenly that girl promoter said need to go to the toilet ... urgent!! and she wanted me to stay there and wait there until she comes back, reason is to help her watch her product... bt well kind of a stupid reason actually, cuz i know nothing abt her product, not even the price, bt why ask me to help her instead of him, of cuz he will know the price better than me ... but after all i do stayed there, and chatted with him, just 2 of us there ... (kind happy actually ... long time dun hv this kind of feel la) Then at nite, 30mins before my off duty time, he's off already, but he needs to wait for an auntie to go to the LRT station, so he stopped at our section and we chatted again .... I dunno why, i DO enjoy talking with him, cuz got good feeling and i also dunno why, why we really look into the other person eyes and talk. *Happy*
Sunday nite, i accidentaly check on a daily romantic horoscope, and ... it is something like this "Your inventive, creative side should have a field day with everything the stars serve up. Watch for romantic sparks in unexpected spots -- possibly given off by your own crazy combustion. "
So for today, i din really expect much, but just wanted and eager to see him ... I dunno whether i did creat for this or IT IS really a coincident... we met for 8 times today, particularly at the store room...
1. I saw him walking to somewhere ... so i wanted to go n see where he is going, i walk out of my section n see... but see nothing of his shadow. Then i go back to my section with disappointment, then bump into him... he is at my section... and ask me whether i saw a staff.
2. me and my partner went down and took stock to replenish stock, when we went down there, he is already there, and then he come over to our area ... and talk sumthing, and see how my partner perfom circus show .. (he is climbing up and down just to reach the stock at the top), he help abit ... and passing one of the stock to me ... (his hand are quite cold actually ... ) but he is sweating anyway, cuz he is also taking stock for his product (lots of it) ... Then we done and we went back to the shelf ... he then continue on his job
3. After replenish all the stock we taken from the stock room, i found out we left one stock, and we need to go down and take it, my partner he was tired and hungry, so i just go down myself and take it. Then i go down, and he is still there ... oh man ... kinda happy actually, but this time got some other staff around and help him la. Becuz i need to climb up to take the stock, when he first saw me go down there again, of cuz he noticed me, and also ask whether i can get it, basically offering help to me ... but becuz he is busying with his stuff and i just want to climb and play with the climbing ... and then i took it, it was kinda hard, (i dunno how to explain here, cuz there are just covered with lots of other stock...) Then i am done, prepare to go to the lift, and then he came in too, with his whole bale and sweaty forehead. Erm ... the lift contain of me n him, stock and other ppl too ... but we do chat a bit la!! and i also remind him of his shoelace, and ask why his shoe colour is not black, that is when i know what shoe he is wearing today.
4. Been visiting the stock room for quite some time, hoping to see him (cuz his area are near to the stock room) but din bump into him, cuz he is busy with his stuff. Then i need to go down and take another stock, he is not there ... bt my mind were thinking sumthing abt what if i met him when i go up .... then took the lift again ... this time i am alone in the lift ... ( thinking too much again) then when the life door going up ... Oh man !! I saw his shoe .... slowly slowly when the lift door finish open, it was him again ... and he said "u again, so bc ah" (i m so shocked... and ask myself is tis faith... why we are meeting for so many times today, bt actually i wanted to ask his email add, or msn or icq that sort of stuff, if get to meet him, cuz i am so shy to ask in front of the gang la ... but everytime also forget to ask)
5. It is going to be our dinner time, but is not a fix time, since my partner said he is god damn hungry, so he might want to eat earlier. Then i wanted to know what is his dinner time too ... After replenish the stock i took just now, i need to throw the plastic bag, so i need to go to the stock room again .... this time when i first enter the stock room, i bump into him again, he just got out from the lift ... and of cuz saying things like what a coincident.... then he walk off, but i turn back and ask him what time he will go n eat ... then of cuz .. succeeded in asking him to accompany me, if not he will eat at the my usual time (i swap my time with my partner today)
6. After i throw the rubbish, i need to wash my hand ... then i saw him washing his hand too ... ahhahaha bump into him again.
There are one time that i will bump into him at the staff room, actually i saw him went to the toilet, so i walk around at my section, and wanted to go to the staff room and drink water, then i wanted to walk out of my section, i saw him going back to the staff room ... so i dun want to go ... cuz suddenly i felt like ... we met too much within 30 mins, just dun felt like bump into him again in this short duration... cuz need to cool myself down abit .. not to get too excited!!!
7. So walking around at my section boringly ... then i went to the front there, cuz the coke promoter are hanging sumthing, so i went there and see, just after i reach there, saw him again .... !!!!
I think i am typing too much here .... but what i wanted to say today we just bumped into each other too much .... and they are all coincindent ... not i purposely go n meet him!!!
Today my time past so fast and excitedly ... cuz waiting for the time to reach the dinner time is like so ... fast, it is like I am waiting for sumthing to happen .... got goal, got mission, got aim ... just make ur life goes easier .... now, going to work is like ... a kind of joy.. hahaha!!! But another i wanted to say.... he just appear into my life in a not right time .... if only we can still remain friends after the job, and after i leave for Perth.
Right now ... i ... hv met someone at the supermarket .... not to say ... what (argh i dunno how to say)
Ok... i am kind of intersted in this guy, who born in the same year, month and week with me ... just ONE day difference, and i am one day older than him ... ok this is not a matter ... but we do shared a same horoscope, and of cuz we do hv some similiarities.
He is not really handsome like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, but he is a OK looking guy (well i prefer the hair he has before he cuts it... cuz the current hairstyle cut by the "ah neh", means cut at a indian barber shop, which all guys won't satisfied with their cutting skill and service)
Talking about quality, he is educated (studied form 6, so not bad in studies), and not a loser kind of guy ... so far from what i have observed, he is someone i think we can be friend .... BUT WHY NOW .... WHY NOW only i met him, and i'll be leaving in 2 weeks time, and after one week he'll be going back to his hometown, then our friendship will stop ..... I hve been living in Msia for almost 20 years, but never met such a nice guy before ... and now it is too late to let anything happen or "improve", and whenever we are working, we are not allowed to walk or go around to another section ... I am at the carbonated drinks section, and he is at the alcohol section, which is quite far away, but sometimes we do have one hour or half an hour dinner together with all the gang. This is how we knew each other and probably knew more abt each other, but it is not enuf ....
It's all started since the first dinner that we had together, i don't know him, they don't know us ... i was planning to buy mixed rice outside and eat at the staff room with my friend, then he and another girl and another guy were eating there, then they ask us to sit together and eat... that's when i knew they knew my birthdate n his .... Just becuz he saw my IC number at the registration book, and he think it is so familiar as his IC number also almost the same, mine 850612.. and his 850613, then he told his friends abt it, and when i sit down with them at their table, then his friend ask me when is my birthday ... It's kinda weird to ask someone birthday at the first meeting ... then i said mine, and they said "Wow .. same as his, but one day difference... blah" then they are like starting to make fuss of it ... bt they then explain they already knew my birthdate b4 i told them .. I am like WAH check on me ah .... shocked me abit!! but then they explain the whole scenario la ...
After all the hi and bye thingy, or some coincident dinner together .... of cuz chatted and knew each other much ... but i dunno why the friends always like linking me with him ... just like yesterday when he is talking, then i agree with his fact and they are like "wah so fast help him say things ah ... " erm .. in this kind of embarrassing situation ... what to act leh ... but well I din't meant to help him explain, but it is the fact that i agree with, or other wise when i said sumthing, he added sumthing, then they said "he always stand on my side" .... erm well ... dunno what to do, but just dun THINK TOO MUCH ....
Erm... sometimes i think, i am thinking too much ... It is the "Too Much" that makes me go crazy ... but afterall he is really a nice guy to have....
That day he get my phone number, i am like ... "erm..." (basically thinking too much again!!) then the next day was his off day, so i am kinda like a bit disappointed, that nite itself, i've got one sms from him, not a sms that type by himself, is that kind of msg that with a meaning of "he can be a true friend of mine" ... at first i dunno who send me this msg, cuz i din get his number, so i ask who is this, but in my heart i suspected is him lah!! ... So it really appear to be him, but in a shy way... hehe, he said he scared if he tell me his name i won't know (which i DO know his name) and then he said he is the tiger beer promoter, and greeted me with some good nite n sweet dreams thing .... (it melted my heart .... wahahaha) Then received another sms from him the next nite with some funny n naughty CNY msg ... which just made me laugh and giggle from the beginning of the msg till the end ... (i tasted the sweet of the sweetnest ... ahem)
Sometimes we just din really have a chance to chat ... cuz all the while we are having dinner together with the whole gang. Sometimes we just need to give urself some chance. One day, i saw a bottle of red wine leave by a customer at the sparkling juice shelf (which really not a matter of mine, but the sparkling juice shelf near to my section ... so... ) so... i am dead bored at my own place, my partner went for dinner, and i am alone there ... so i took it and wanted to put it back on the original shelf, where it is at the alcohol section ... I walk all the way there, just wanted to put the wine, and basically want to like say hi ONLY .... or visit their booth la!! So there is only him and another girl promoter, and so the girl promoter saw me and she was so excited and welcome me to their boring place ... haha, then i hang around there for quite a long time too ... 3 ppl chat there, with lots of hidden camera shooting us ... suddenly that girl promoter said need to go to the toilet ... urgent!! and she wanted me to stay there and wait there until she comes back, reason is to help her watch her product... bt well kind of a stupid reason actually, cuz i know nothing abt her product, not even the price, bt why ask me to help her instead of him, of cuz he will know the price better than me ... but after all i do stayed there, and chatted with him, just 2 of us there ... (kind happy actually ... long time dun hv this kind of feel la) Then at nite, 30mins before my off duty time, he's off already, but he needs to wait for an auntie to go to the LRT station, so he stopped at our section and we chatted again .... I dunno why, i DO enjoy talking with him, cuz got good feeling and i also dunno why, why we really look into the other person eyes and talk. *Happy*
Sunday nite, i accidentaly check on a daily romantic horoscope, and ... it is something like this "Your inventive, creative side should have a field day with everything the stars serve up. Watch for romantic sparks in unexpected spots -- possibly given off by your own crazy combustion. "
So for today, i din really expect much, but just wanted and eager to see him ... I dunno whether i did creat for this or IT IS really a coincident... we met for 8 times today, particularly at the store room...
1. I saw him walking to somewhere ... so i wanted to go n see where he is going, i walk out of my section n see... but see nothing of his shadow. Then i go back to my section with disappointment, then bump into him... he is at my section... and ask me whether i saw a staff.
2. me and my partner went down and took stock to replenish stock, when we went down there, he is already there, and then he come over to our area ... and talk sumthing, and see how my partner perfom circus show .. (he is climbing up and down just to reach the stock at the top), he help abit ... and passing one of the stock to me ... (his hand are quite cold actually ... ) but he is sweating anyway, cuz he is also taking stock for his product (lots of it) ... Then we done and we went back to the shelf ... he then continue on his job
3. After replenish all the stock we taken from the stock room, i found out we left one stock, and we need to go down and take it, my partner he was tired and hungry, so i just go down myself and take it. Then i go down, and he is still there ... oh man ... kinda happy actually, but this time got some other staff around and help him la. Becuz i need to climb up to take the stock, when he first saw me go down there again, of cuz he noticed me, and also ask whether i can get it, basically offering help to me ... but becuz he is busying with his stuff and i just want to climb and play with the climbing ... and then i took it, it was kinda hard, (i dunno how to explain here, cuz there are just covered with lots of other stock...) Then i am done, prepare to go to the lift, and then he came in too, with his whole bale and sweaty forehead. Erm ... the lift contain of me n him, stock and other ppl too ... but we do chat a bit la!! and i also remind him of his shoelace, and ask why his shoe colour is not black, that is when i know what shoe he is wearing today.
4. Been visiting the stock room for quite some time, hoping to see him (cuz his area are near to the stock room) but din bump into him, cuz he is busy with his stuff. Then i need to go down and take another stock, he is not there ... bt my mind were thinking sumthing abt what if i met him when i go up .... then took the lift again ... this time i am alone in the lift ... ( thinking too much again) then when the life door going up ... Oh man !! I saw his shoe .... slowly slowly when the lift door finish open, it was him again ... and he said "u again, so bc ah" (i m so shocked... and ask myself is tis faith... why we are meeting for so many times today, bt actually i wanted to ask his email add, or msn or icq that sort of stuff, if get to meet him, cuz i am so shy to ask in front of the gang la ... but everytime also forget to ask)
5. It is going to be our dinner time, but is not a fix time, since my partner said he is god damn hungry, so he might want to eat earlier. Then i wanted to know what is his dinner time too ... After replenish the stock i took just now, i need to throw the plastic bag, so i need to go to the stock room again .... this time when i first enter the stock room, i bump into him again, he just got out from the lift ... and of cuz saying things like what a coincident.... then he walk off, but i turn back and ask him what time he will go n eat ... then of cuz .. succeeded in asking him to accompany me, if not he will eat at the my usual time (i swap my time with my partner today)
6. After i throw the rubbish, i need to wash my hand ... then i saw him washing his hand too ... ahhahaha bump into him again.
There are one time that i will bump into him at the staff room, actually i saw him went to the toilet, so i walk around at my section, and wanted to go to the staff room and drink water, then i wanted to walk out of my section, i saw him going back to the staff room ... so i dun want to go ... cuz suddenly i felt like ... we met too much within 30 mins, just dun felt like bump into him again in this short duration... cuz need to cool myself down abit .. not to get too excited!!!
7. So walking around at my section boringly ... then i went to the front there, cuz the coke promoter are hanging sumthing, so i went there and see, just after i reach there, saw him again .... !!!!
I think i am typing too much here .... but what i wanted to say today we just bumped into each other too much .... and they are all coincindent ... not i purposely go n meet him!!!
Today my time past so fast and excitedly ... cuz waiting for the time to reach the dinner time is like so ... fast, it is like I am waiting for sumthing to happen .... got goal, got mission, got aim ... just make ur life goes easier .... now, going to work is like ... a kind of joy.. hahaha!!! But another i wanted to say.... he just appear into my life in a not right time .... if only we can still remain friends after the job, and after i leave for Perth.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Enjoy
Enjoy the time when i drove around alone at the dusk ... though it is sunny, and it shine into ur eyes which made you hard to see ... but the colour that the sun made out .... it is GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL .... sunset are beautiful ...
Driving alone in that time, listening to your favourite radio station, with a nice car, of cuz with cool air-con... just drive it no matter how bad the traffic are, singing to the songs, makes you feel so enjoy and happy!!!
I really wish to try driving across the region from west to east, like the USA or Aus .... when you reach the inner part of the country, what you will see are the deserts, having a damn hot weather, and you are probably sweating just like hell (but sometimes when you are enjoying, sweating being a part of enjoy too!!) .... sometimes if you are lucky, you might get to see some wild animals enjoying their own life at their "home" (the outback) ... us looking at the straight straight road, the road without an end ... seems like your destination far far away from you.
I know this sounds abit crazy .... who would like to sit in a car for up to 10 days??? Who would like to drive for 10 straight days? ... yeah crazy people .. hahaha
However, the nite there seems a bit scary ... no lights, no human, no animals, dunno whether got ghost or not... just you and your car ....It is scary!! Cuz i tried once, with my family, driving into some forest in Langkawi before arrive at the luxury hotel .... that was scary!!!!
Driving alone in that time, listening to your favourite radio station, with a nice car, of cuz with cool air-con... just drive it no matter how bad the traffic are, singing to the songs, makes you feel so enjoy and happy!!!
I really wish to try driving across the region from west to east, like the USA or Aus .... when you reach the inner part of the country, what you will see are the deserts, having a damn hot weather, and you are probably sweating just like hell (but sometimes when you are enjoying, sweating being a part of enjoy too!!) .... sometimes if you are lucky, you might get to see some wild animals enjoying their own life at their "home" (the outback) ... us looking at the straight straight road, the road without an end ... seems like your destination far far away from you.
I know this sounds abit crazy .... who would like to sit in a car for up to 10 days??? Who would like to drive for 10 straight days? ... yeah crazy people .. hahaha
However, the nite there seems a bit scary ... no lights, no human, no animals, dunno whether got ghost or not... just you and your car ....It is scary!! Cuz i tried once, with my family, driving into some forest in Langkawi before arrive at the luxury hotel .... that was scary!!!!
Monday, January 24, 2005
Update
I start working since 15th of january, ever since then.... everyday i am having life without dinner with family, TV with family, weekend outting with family .... argh!!! Gotta sacrifice all this ...
and before i start work, i need to prepare lotsa things ... cuz after i start working, i dun even have free time to shop, and buy things for my departure for Perth!!
Been starting to eat food that mostly i won't get it in Perth, especially those delicious food .... yummy!!!
This is my first time working, and i worked in a supermarket, so much to say, supermarket should be fun, cuz got lotsa things to see, lotsa food... and most probably everything u needed!!! But well ... i am there to promote Pepsi, and i can't drink or touch COKE (which is my favourite carbonated drink) and also 100 Plus!! Cuz they are all our competitors product, however, they are doing too well .... our product ...!!! Haha (sarcasticly) still need some space for improvement.
That is why... after the weekend doing sampling, which i found this is kinda fun, cuz u gotta drink and basically not really a boring work... but then, we dun have sampling on the weekdays, so the first monday .... IT IS DEAD BORED ... i am like standing infront of the shelf, or walk along THAT shelf street.... inside my heart screaming "HELP ME I AM DEAD BORED HERE, GET ME OUTTA HERE!!" the worst part was watching the F&N promoter busying all day long, their product are selling better than us, so they need to replenish the stock all the time ... and us, sufferring from boring ..... I hate nothing to do when you are bound with rules and all, no chit chat, can't seat down, can't walk around.... I rather sit at home doing nothing than standing there doing nothing, the difference is there are salaries!!! But i dun like to suffer myself from boring to earn ... makes me felt like i am not supposed to earn their money, cuz i am doing nothing!!
After Monday, i hv a feeling of quitting the job ASAP, calculating when to stop working and how much i can get. ... Now that it's been a week, and yup i get used to it, and we are getting more things to do, cuz now they have stock for us to replenish, and we get to go down to the stock room .... hehe (curi tulang there) and of cuz, made some friends, so won't get bored so easy!
The most fun part is to play with the trolley that carries stock ... haha, love to play with that cuz get to pull that thing, other wise, i stand on it and my partner pull it .... hahaha just like playing lah ... i know one day we will get scold by sumone.
So today i take a break from work, so that i can work longer .... just because i have a nice excuses of going back to college for the pre-departure briefing. Going back to college makes me feel so good, cuz there is the place where the YOUTH power explode ... young people all around, and gotta sit down to listen to the briefing, abit excited about it, after all it is 3 weeks from today to leave for Perth!!! .... hahhaha i think Chip damn nervous and worry alot of things .... !!! Well mommy daddy and boyfriend's baby is like this la!!
Feel so glad and relief that i got to sit at home in the evening, waiting for the dinner ... hahaha!!!
and before i start work, i need to prepare lotsa things ... cuz after i start working, i dun even have free time to shop, and buy things for my departure for Perth!!
Been starting to eat food that mostly i won't get it in Perth, especially those delicious food .... yummy!!!
This is my first time working, and i worked in a supermarket, so much to say, supermarket should be fun, cuz got lotsa things to see, lotsa food... and most probably everything u needed!!! But well ... i am there to promote Pepsi, and i can't drink or touch COKE (which is my favourite carbonated drink) and also 100 Plus!! Cuz they are all our competitors product, however, they are doing too well .... our product ...!!! Haha (sarcasticly) still need some space for improvement.
That is why... after the weekend doing sampling, which i found this is kinda fun, cuz u gotta drink and basically not really a boring work... but then, we dun have sampling on the weekdays, so the first monday .... IT IS DEAD BORED ... i am like standing infront of the shelf, or walk along THAT shelf street.... inside my heart screaming "HELP ME I AM DEAD BORED HERE, GET ME OUTTA HERE!!" the worst part was watching the F&N promoter busying all day long, their product are selling better than us, so they need to replenish the stock all the time ... and us, sufferring from boring ..... I hate nothing to do when you are bound with rules and all, no chit chat, can't seat down, can't walk around.... I rather sit at home doing nothing than standing there doing nothing, the difference is there are salaries!!! But i dun like to suffer myself from boring to earn ... makes me felt like i am not supposed to earn their money, cuz i am doing nothing!!
After Monday, i hv a feeling of quitting the job ASAP, calculating when to stop working and how much i can get. ... Now that it's been a week, and yup i get used to it, and we are getting more things to do, cuz now they have stock for us to replenish, and we get to go down to the stock room .... hehe (curi tulang there) and of cuz, made some friends, so won't get bored so easy!
The most fun part is to play with the trolley that carries stock ... haha, love to play with that cuz get to pull that thing, other wise, i stand on it and my partner pull it .... hahaha just like playing lah ... i know one day we will get scold by sumone.
So today i take a break from work, so that i can work longer .... just because i have a nice excuses of going back to college for the pre-departure briefing. Going back to college makes me feel so good, cuz there is the place where the YOUTH power explode ... young people all around, and gotta sit down to listen to the briefing, abit excited about it, after all it is 3 weeks from today to leave for Perth!!! .... hahhaha i think Chip damn nervous and worry alot of things .... !!! Well mommy daddy and boyfriend's baby is like this la!!
Feel so glad and relief that i got to sit at home in the evening, waiting for the dinner ... hahaha!!!
Monday, January 10, 2005
Why???
Why slacks ... they are so ugly and awfully uncomfortable!!!??? to save money, so i dun wan to buy new slacks, after all i dun wear them, so i borrow it from others ... but why the cutting is like tis??!! Errr ...... very uncomfortable, can't even breath
Pan Mee
Hahaha.... this morning went to EPF for interview, then after that wanted to go to eat that special chicken chop, but they din open on monday, so drive to chow kit to eat that chilli "pan mee" ... haha finally i get to eat it. me n my mom , i ordered 3 bowl, cuz normally it portion damn small... but this time i ordered 3 bowls, for 2 person ... it is abit full actually, so i ordered it, then i got to finish them .. haha i was like wanted to finish it forcefully, then my mom said, if can't finish dun force urself .. haha
so i admit i am abit greedy, wanted to eat as much as i can, so that can satisfied, this is such a stupid thinking... too full made me feel uncomfortable la!! Back home felt headache ... i know it is not caused by the food la, maybe i sleep too lil ( is actually not lil, just i din get 10 hours sleep ... )
haha i m sleeping like a pig, if i din get 10 hours sleep now, i am not in a good mood then. aih... holiday for so many weeks n months.. my sleeping time adjusted to be like this .. a lazy pig sleeping time.
I wonder how i cope it when i start my work, though haha my work starts at 1pm still can sleep until 11 sumthing, but my usual wake up time is 1pm ... *sob**sob*
so i admit i am abit greedy, wanted to eat as much as i can, so that can satisfied, this is such a stupid thinking... too full made me feel uncomfortable la!! Back home felt headache ... i know it is not caused by the food la, maybe i sleep too lil ( is actually not lil, just i din get 10 hours sleep ... )
haha i m sleeping like a pig, if i din get 10 hours sleep now, i am not in a good mood then. aih... holiday for so many weeks n months.. my sleeping time adjusted to be like this .. a lazy pig sleeping time.
I wonder how i cope it when i start my work, though haha my work starts at 1pm still can sleep until 11 sumthing, but my usual wake up time is 1pm ... *sob**sob*
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Hectic Sunday
Today is my last free sunday until CNY, today we hv a list of places to visit, so it might be very busy.
1. C a show house in Balakong
2. go to SS2 to eat Curry mee
3. Subang Parade to buy sunglasses (why there, cuz can claim from office)
4. Supermarket
5.Furniture shop
6. Grandma hse
woke up early in the morning at 10am ... haha i know it is not early, but to me it is early, and i dunno why last nite, i couldn't sleep early. ... ish!! i am suffering with insomnia.
We were idling at the show house from 11 sumthin til 12 sumthing .. we spend a pretty long hours there!!
Then head to SS2 to eat curry mee ... why there?? cuz they hv the penang jalan satu ratus curry mee ... so Penang curry mee is diff with the curry mee in KL. Although the taste that offered in the PJ branch couldn't satisfied us, no matter how, the head stall is the best.
Then Subang Parade .... i hv tried many many design of sunglasses, but my different kind or weird shape face made me hard to chose one.
In the end i choose one design which is a bit stylish and look like superstar that kind, but the colour of the lenses not dark enuff, cuz Australia sunlight very strong. So in the end, the promoter gave me try on this ZeroX sunglasses (the Leo Ku brand) ... and it has UV protection and polarized lenses, and it is dark enuf to block the sunlight, i look ok with it too .. so got that!!
never thought of buying this brand, the design from Burberr, Guess, DKNY and CK .. they are so nice .. but bad enuf, they are god damn expensive!!! Though we can claim the fees from the office, but my dad office only offer RM150 on glasses .. so for this one that i bought, we also need to pay for the outbalance.
I am so tired, and yet we need to walk around, and i also need to think what i needed to buy for my leaving. Bought a small round pillow ... err, maybe consider it as a small bolster, it is very small, so it can be a pillow .. so that i can easily fall asleep without my big n long bolster... Ahhh... can't imagine how to survive my nites without it!!!
We forgot to go to the furniture, which we are supposed to go to look for a new sofa set. cuz the one we are using ... it is badly injured !!! HAHahahah
1. C a show house in Balakong
2. go to SS2 to eat Curry mee
3. Subang Parade to buy sunglasses (why there, cuz can claim from office)
4. Supermarket
5.Furniture shop
6. Grandma hse
woke up early in the morning at 10am ... haha i know it is not early, but to me it is early, and i dunno why last nite, i couldn't sleep early. ... ish!! i am suffering with insomnia.
We were idling at the show house from 11 sumthin til 12 sumthing .. we spend a pretty long hours there!!
Then head to SS2 to eat curry mee ... why there?? cuz they hv the penang jalan satu ratus curry mee ... so Penang curry mee is diff with the curry mee in KL. Although the taste that offered in the PJ branch couldn't satisfied us, no matter how, the head stall is the best.
Then Subang Parade .... i hv tried many many design of sunglasses, but my different kind or weird shape face made me hard to chose one.
In the end i choose one design which is a bit stylish and look like superstar that kind, but the colour of the lenses not dark enuff, cuz Australia sunlight very strong. So in the end, the promoter gave me try on this ZeroX sunglasses (the Leo Ku brand) ... and it has UV protection and polarized lenses, and it is dark enuf to block the sunlight, i look ok with it too .. so got that!!
never thought of buying this brand, the design from Burberr, Guess, DKNY and CK .. they are so nice .. but bad enuf, they are god damn expensive!!! Though we can claim the fees from the office, but my dad office only offer RM150 on glasses .. so for this one that i bought, we also need to pay for the outbalance.
I am so tired, and yet we need to walk around, and i also need to think what i needed to buy for my leaving. Bought a small round pillow ... err, maybe consider it as a small bolster, it is very small, so it can be a pillow .. so that i can easily fall asleep without my big n long bolster... Ahhh... can't imagine how to survive my nites without it!!!
We forgot to go to the furniture, which we are supposed to go to look for a new sofa set. cuz the one we are using ... it is badly injured !!! HAHahahah
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Desperately got the job
Ok i forget about the job, cuz yesterday they din call up, means i am not going to get the job, so i was thinking whether i go to find a new job, but i m thinking maybe i just dun go to work, just stay at home like a lazy ass and probably clean up my room n pack my stuff.
While i was walking at Lot 10, SUDDENLY Ailing called me, she told me excitedly that she just got a call from that comp and she got the job, i am like AHHH.... then she ask me to wait for it, they might call me .... ok so i wait, it is like a hope has arise, so i wait, wait wait and wait, i can't even pay attention while shopping around, i was like touching my phone whether it will vibrate, pay attention listen to my phone rings .... half an hour pass ... no call, another hour pass no call too ...
Then i desperately called Ailing and ask her to ask for me whether my name in the list or not, then we discuss abit ... cuz if i ask myself, it seems like i am very desperate... so wish she could help me to call, whether i get or not, at least i can hv a firm answer and dun need to wait for the answer to reveal.
Then she called back and ask me to call a number, cuz the person she called dun hv my name in his list. So i called, and finally i got it!! Why i am not in the list:
1. Almost every outlet in Cheras taken
2. i dun hv my own transport to go anywhere further
3. they dunno which part of Cheras i live
4. they are not sure about me!!
So i called up and ask for it, then they gave me some place to locate myself ... and finally i got it in Carrefour Cheras ... at last!!!
Now, the problems are, i dun hv a holiday, not even one day off per week, so i dun hv my weekend to spend with my family, and the job duration is started from 15 Jan - 8 Feb. I can't work on 8 Feb, cuz i hv already booked a ticket to penang in the morning, then from there starts my hectic schedule until 13 feb.
And another problem is, i need to hv free time to pack my stuff, now that i hv a list to go on, and it seems like i hv lots to pack, lots to prepare, and lots to bring too!! So how am i going to find a day or 2 to pack them.
Then another problem is i want to go to eat those delicious food, i want to eat that chicken chop at chow kit, this is a diff kind of chicken chop, this is not those western style chicken chop, they added with some oriental style and some chinese taste in it, and make it taste differently and deliciously. I start eating them since the age of 5, when i went for my piano class. Then another food i wanted to eat is the chilli "pan mee", this is absolutely diff from others "pan mee", it is dry and it eats with their specially made chillis ... Umm ... i want to eat them before i left for Perth.. i am so gonna miss those food!!!
So now that i hv 4 days left, i really need to start to pack my stuff and everything, if not by that time i will be kelam kabut, cuz ... i really dun hv any other free time on CNY.
Erm... need to find some nites to gather with my friends, if not ... byebye la!!
While i was walking at Lot 10, SUDDENLY Ailing called me, she told me excitedly that she just got a call from that comp and she got the job, i am like AHHH.... then she ask me to wait for it, they might call me .... ok so i wait, it is like a hope has arise, so i wait, wait wait and wait, i can't even pay attention while shopping around, i was like touching my phone whether it will vibrate, pay attention listen to my phone rings .... half an hour pass ... no call, another hour pass no call too ...
Then i desperately called Ailing and ask her to ask for me whether my name in the list or not, then we discuss abit ... cuz if i ask myself, it seems like i am very desperate... so wish she could help me to call, whether i get or not, at least i can hv a firm answer and dun need to wait for the answer to reveal.
Then she called back and ask me to call a number, cuz the person she called dun hv my name in his list. So i called, and finally i got it!! Why i am not in the list:
1. Almost every outlet in Cheras taken
2. i dun hv my own transport to go anywhere further
3. they dunno which part of Cheras i live
4. they are not sure about me!!
So i called up and ask for it, then they gave me some place to locate myself ... and finally i got it in Carrefour Cheras ... at last!!!
Now, the problems are, i dun hv a holiday, not even one day off per week, so i dun hv my weekend to spend with my family, and the job duration is started from 15 Jan - 8 Feb. I can't work on 8 Feb, cuz i hv already booked a ticket to penang in the morning, then from there starts my hectic schedule until 13 feb.
And another problem is, i need to hv free time to pack my stuff, now that i hv a list to go on, and it seems like i hv lots to pack, lots to prepare, and lots to bring too!! So how am i going to find a day or 2 to pack them.
Then another problem is i want to go to eat those delicious food, i want to eat that chicken chop at chow kit, this is a diff kind of chicken chop, this is not those western style chicken chop, they added with some oriental style and some chinese taste in it, and make it taste differently and deliciously. I start eating them since the age of 5, when i went for my piano class. Then another food i wanted to eat is the chilli "pan mee", this is absolutely diff from others "pan mee", it is dry and it eats with their specially made chillis ... Umm ... i want to eat them before i left for Perth.. i am so gonna miss those food!!!
So now that i hv 4 days left, i really need to start to pack my stuff and everything, if not by that time i will be kelam kabut, cuz ... i really dun hv any other free time on CNY.
Erm... need to find some nites to gather with my friends, if not ... byebye la!!
Friday, January 07, 2005
Done with the editing
Finally, i hv spend 3 days to finish the music video that we shoot last month, this time, this videa gave some problem, cuz i hv no enuf footage to fit in, and basically the footage seems like almost the same ... so this time arnd, i hv learn something new, so this time i applied some effect in it and make it look cool and feel fresh!! hahah
here is the sneak preview of the video, u can dl it or open the video from this link then view it and gimme some comment
http://www.angelfire.com/ct3/carv/Brand_new_day_-_net_version.wmv
here is the sneak preview of the video, u can dl it or open the video from this link then view it and gimme some comment
http://www.angelfire.com/ct3/carv/Brand_new_day_-_net_version.wmv
It is a song from Forty Foot Echo, called 'Brand New Day' .. Umm i heard it from 'Freaky Friday' soundtrack.
Sometimes music or songs from a soundtrack sounds damn good, cuz it brings u to the atmosphere and the feel of that movie. I love 'Crazy/Beautiful' soundtrack, cuz it sounds so much diff than any others .. and basically made me feel wat the movie gotta tell and all that ... feel is very important!!
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Interview
Yesterday i called up a marketing comp, they are now hiring promoters to promote Pepsi new product. after getting to know where it is, and the salary really pretty attractive ... RM1700 for working full 25 days ...
Then i tot of Ailing, cuz she also indeed needed for money and time consumed ... so i ask her, and yeppie ... she is going for the interview together with me.
so today went for the interview .. how to say!!
I am not nervous ... pretty calm and natural. cuz we're the last to interview and we din go thru the real interview, we just sat outside and that guy told us abt it, and what he told us, really disappoint me!! He said, right now the vacancy is full, and they dunno whether they want to hire more promoters ... then again we're in the 'OK' list ... gotta wait for him to call tom, to c whether we got it or not ....
aih.... all the way to bangsar, and filling in all my details for them, even reveal my weight ... luckily din tell them my 3 line numbers.
Then i tot of Ailing, cuz she also indeed needed for money and time consumed ... so i ask her, and yeppie ... she is going for the interview together with me.
so today went for the interview .. how to say!!
I am not nervous ... pretty calm and natural. cuz we're the last to interview and we din go thru the real interview, we just sat outside and that guy told us abt it, and what he told us, really disappoint me!! He said, right now the vacancy is full, and they dunno whether they want to hire more promoters ... then again we're in the 'OK' list ... gotta wait for him to call tom, to c whether we got it or not ....
aih.... all the way to bangsar, and filling in all my details for them, even reveal my weight ... luckily din tell them my 3 line numbers.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Laziness floating arnd
Again ..... and again .... the laziness with me never try to get away with me and disappear from me ... Argh i hate it when it comes to me.
i slept till almost 1pm again, what kind of new year is this, my new year started off with a lil bit of sickness, desperation and laziness ... how can handle them if they are haunting for this whole year, i want to have a fun year after all, and a new me, more motivation will do!!
yesterday, i am supposed to go out and look for a job, bt then i am lazying arnd at home... and wasted the time i hv in the afternoon... then until today i told myself i gotta go out n look for a job. i wanted to wake up earlier, so tat i can prepare my mood for it ... bt then again, nothing has change in me, slept until alomst 1pm ... i felt shame abt it actually.
bt then, i did go out and look for a job, i went to jaya jusco maluri to try to look for a job, took a bus down there, then of cuz i am abit nervous ... i hv been walking around jaya jusco for dunno how many rounds, bt my eyes were looking at those shops' door, to see whether they hv stick out a paper for hiring.
it turn out badly, cuz i din really saw much of it, i saw a camera shop and a spec shop, afterall i am just working for nearly a month, i dun wan to spend their resources n money n time on me. Then i saw this paper outside PDI, i was looking at it from far, whether it is a vacancy available... then i saw someone from the inside staring at me, she is a worker there too, bt then she is my high school junior lah ... though i dunno her, bt the faces looks familiar mah!! ... so while she was staring at me, i quickly get my asses out from her vision.
then i saw this cafe, a new opened cafe looking for waitress. i m thinking whether i wan to go in and ask or not, bt then i walked for several rounds, i saw almost all of them are Malays .. not that i hv races discrimination (a lil bit la), but working with all Malays might be hard!!! can't communicate and basically i *** ****** **** **** .... Muahahaha!!!
then went to MPH and bought back a mag ... DAMN IT!!
i slept till almost 1pm again, what kind of new year is this, my new year started off with a lil bit of sickness, desperation and laziness ... how can handle them if they are haunting for this whole year, i want to have a fun year after all, and a new me, more motivation will do!!
yesterday, i am supposed to go out and look for a job, bt then i am lazying arnd at home... and wasted the time i hv in the afternoon... then until today i told myself i gotta go out n look for a job. i wanted to wake up earlier, so tat i can prepare my mood for it ... bt then again, nothing has change in me, slept until alomst 1pm ... i felt shame abt it actually.
bt then, i did go out and look for a job, i went to jaya jusco maluri to try to look for a job, took a bus down there, then of cuz i am abit nervous ... i hv been walking around jaya jusco for dunno how many rounds, bt my eyes were looking at those shops' door, to see whether they hv stick out a paper for hiring.
it turn out badly, cuz i din really saw much of it, i saw a camera shop and a spec shop, afterall i am just working for nearly a month, i dun wan to spend their resources n money n time on me. Then i saw this paper outside PDI, i was looking at it from far, whether it is a vacancy available... then i saw someone from the inside staring at me, she is a worker there too, bt then she is my high school junior lah ... though i dunno her, bt the faces looks familiar mah!! ... so while she was staring at me, i quickly get my asses out from her vision.
then i saw this cafe, a new opened cafe looking for waitress. i m thinking whether i wan to go in and ask or not, bt then i walked for several rounds, i saw almost all of them are Malays .. not that i hv races discrimination (a lil bit la), but working with all Malays might be hard!!! can't communicate and basically i *** ****** **** **** .... Muahahaha!!!
then went to MPH and bought back a mag ... DAMN IT!!
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
New Year New LOOk
After feeling so damn depressed over the afternoon, i decide to turn on my computer and blog ... then i decide to change the whole template and everything ... wah this really take a very long time to complete it ....
I started searching for template at about 2pm sumthing, then found one template, and need to edit here and there, fix this and that, add this and that.... take a break at 8pm -11pm for Astro, dinner and bath.
Then 11pm come back again and start to fix it again!!!
It is not easy ...but it really bring back my mood .... while i am doing this, i dun feel so much depressed, and i am coming back alive!!!! my mood is back .... maybe also becuz chat with someone that long long ago din appear online!!! but damn it la .... no ending one!! .. suddenly offline wor ... Argh !!!
Aih .. now only i complete it, about 2:30am ... hahah 12 hours of hardwork .... my backache come back again ... damn it !!!
Hah .. but well, this is a new look, hope u guys will like it... though this is darker and more photos ... hehe!!!
I started searching for template at about 2pm sumthing, then found one template, and need to edit here and there, fix this and that, add this and that.... take a break at 8pm -11pm for Astro, dinner and bath.
Then 11pm come back again and start to fix it again!!!
It is not easy ...but it really bring back my mood .... while i am doing this, i dun feel so much depressed, and i am coming back alive!!!! my mood is back .... maybe also becuz chat with someone that long long ago din appear online!!! but damn it la .... no ending one!! .. suddenly offline wor ... Argh !!!
Aih .. now only i complete it, about 2:30am ... hahah 12 hours of hardwork .... my backache come back again ... damn it !!!
Hah .. but well, this is a new look, hope u guys will like it... though this is darker and more photos ... hehe!!!
Monday, January 03, 2005
Lonely
Been having some noisy days months ago....
Now, that everyone starts school, works, everyone .. my bro, friends (school and training) .... lonely la!!!
Today woke up at 1pm .... dunno what makes me sleep until so late, but yet i remember i hv lots to do today, need to go down to Sg. Wang to take the hood that i forgot to take when i pay, need to start to look for job, need to call IDP for a letter for EPF, need to call AVIVA insurance, n need to call to radio 4 ... oh gosh ... i nearly forgot this, gotta do tis first.
Ok back, done that aviva insurance thing.
I felt a bit depressing today, dunno why, seems like i am abit lonely, the house supposed to be full of noises... but now, it is all lonesome and empty...
I felt miserable.... i dunno whether i should go all the way down to Sg. Wang to take that hoodie, just to take it, i might need to spend like hours to wait for bus, and take a bus, and walk, then do the same thing to come back home. And no one wants to accompany me... bro school la!! Frends ... one needs to start training in a hotel, another one starts college today, the other one been out yesterday, and another one said lazy to come out!!! and for the college friends, can never depend on them ... either they are tooooo far~~ away, or "TOOOO" busy to entertain a lonely people like me. Suddenly i felt like i am all alone, Astro also did give me face, no interesting programme air on TV, been changing channel for quite some times, even MTV and Channel V also cannot fulfill my sickness. Not to say tune in to CNN... got me even more depress.
This is not just a plain boring feeling, it do feel bad, depressed, the whole mood is down, i know from the beginning of a new year, the first monday of 2005 is not good... but i just can't help it... i even not apetite to eat, but i am hungry, though i ate, but .... just feel like so hard to finish the rice and the food...
It is like Torturing me like hell
Now, that everyone starts school, works, everyone .. my bro, friends (school and training) .... lonely la!!!
Today woke up at 1pm .... dunno what makes me sleep until so late, but yet i remember i hv lots to do today, need to go down to Sg. Wang to take the hood that i forgot to take when i pay, need to start to look for job, need to call IDP for a letter for EPF, need to call AVIVA insurance, n need to call to radio 4 ... oh gosh ... i nearly forgot this, gotta do tis first.
Ok back, done that aviva insurance thing.
I felt a bit depressing today, dunno why, seems like i am abit lonely, the house supposed to be full of noises... but now, it is all lonesome and empty...
I felt miserable.... i dunno whether i should go all the way down to Sg. Wang to take that hoodie, just to take it, i might need to spend like hours to wait for bus, and take a bus, and walk, then do the same thing to come back home. And no one wants to accompany me... bro school la!! Frends ... one needs to start training in a hotel, another one starts college today, the other one been out yesterday, and another one said lazy to come out!!! and for the college friends, can never depend on them ... either they are tooooo far~~ away, or "TOOOO" busy to entertain a lonely people like me. Suddenly i felt like i am all alone, Astro also did give me face, no interesting programme air on TV, been changing channel for quite some times, even MTV and Channel V also cannot fulfill my sickness. Not to say tune in to CNN... got me even more depress.
This is not just a plain boring feeling, it do feel bad, depressed, the whole mood is down, i know from the beginning of a new year, the first monday of 2005 is not good... but i just can't help it... i even not apetite to eat, but i am hungry, though i ate, but .... just feel like so hard to finish the rice and the food...
It is like Torturing me like hell
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Touching
Went to shopping today with PP n YY, actually not really a shoppin trip, but pp going to start her training on monday for 3 months, so she might not hv much free time like last time, so come out and gather around, YY is just for company .. haha!!!
Then i am supposed to look for a job ... but today's performance, seems to more like walking around, becuz we went there late, and suddenly mom told me today is the last day of Sales, so if i want to buy a jacket i should buy it today, and then she told my 2nd Auntie going to pay for the jacket, budget around RM200 .... WAH!! I'm like WAH... WAH... couldn't believe, they pay this much for me ... with just around ONE month time, i am going over to Perth ....
That day, X'mas i receive a gift from my another Auntie (my Uncle's wife), it is a hand-made scarf and snow cap .... it is really WARM!!! Just only the 3 diff colours of yarn that she bought, cost her abt RM80 .... and also her hardwork of sitting down everyday, with lots of patient and energy, this is really WARM
this is how it look
and that day, when my grandma from Penang come down to KL, before she left KL that day, she gave me a ang-pau, at first i dun wan to take, cuz old people mah, where got money to give here n there wor!! But she forced me to take it ... then ok i put it aside
Then i told my mom about it one day, then my mom ask how much she gave, i said i dunno, cuz i hvn't peek at it!! then i went and take a look ... WOW ... RM100, this is really alot from her, really alot... suddenly i felt the temperature high rise ... god damn warm ... felt so touching!!! So many people care for me ... and i am the first in the families to go abroad, i am the eldest child among the families.... now only i know how i am in their heart (now really now only know la ... knew it long long ago, especially when the day i born, cuz i am the only baby, and everyone alsoooo like me ...MUAHAHAHAH)
Then tat day bought a backpack ... finally my road or dream of being a backpacker going to fulfill ... hehehe
cuz the first step is to ... buy a backpack!!! haha
dun get conned by it looks, it is a 45liter, consider big to me, and cost me RM180.
When i went to the backpack shop to buy, i really have no idea what to buy, what brand to buy, what to consider... !!!
But one thing for sure i know, a brand named "Deuter" is consider the top brand in backpack ... a very small size, just like the size of a high school student, cost u abt RM200, then the huge and the big backpack about 70liter, can cost u abot RM1000-RM3000, this is just crazy .. but the design damn chun and of cuz damn comfortable.
So back to today's shopping ....
i bought a jacket for RM98 in Sg. Wang and forgot to take the hoodie which is attach with the jacket, and bought a beanie too ... haha now i hv 4 in total... cuz i love them not becuz i am bald or lost my hair ... curly hair people also need to cover their ugly and messy hair OK!!
Then i din find a job, though i went to ask one shop, but i am too honest and tell them i will only work for a month!! Stupid .... sometimes we need to tell some whitelie
then PP bought her girdle and a beanie too (same design with mine but diff colour), and YY forcefully bought a shirt ... keke!!!
Then i am supposed to look for a job ... but today's performance, seems to more like walking around, becuz we went there late, and suddenly mom told me today is the last day of Sales, so if i want to buy a jacket i should buy it today, and then she told my 2nd Auntie going to pay for the jacket, budget around RM200 .... WAH!! I'm like WAH... WAH... couldn't believe, they pay this much for me ... with just around ONE month time, i am going over to Perth ....
That day, X'mas i receive a gift from my another Auntie (my Uncle's wife), it is a hand-made scarf and snow cap .... it is really WARM!!! Just only the 3 diff colours of yarn that she bought, cost her abt RM80 .... and also her hardwork of sitting down everyday, with lots of patient and energy, this is really WARM
this is how it look
and that day, when my grandma from Penang come down to KL, before she left KL that day, she gave me a ang-pau, at first i dun wan to take, cuz old people mah, where got money to give here n there wor!! But she forced me to take it ... then ok i put it aside
Then i told my mom about it one day, then my mom ask how much she gave, i said i dunno, cuz i hvn't peek at it!! then i went and take a look ... WOW ... RM100, this is really alot from her, really alot... suddenly i felt the temperature high rise ... god damn warm ... felt so touching!!! So many people care for me ... and i am the first in the families to go abroad, i am the eldest child among the families.... now only i know how i am in their heart (now really now only know la ... knew it long long ago, especially when the day i born, cuz i am the only baby, and everyone alsoooo like me ...MUAHAHAHAH)
Then tat day bought a backpack ... finally my road or dream of being a backpacker going to fulfill ... hehehe
cuz the first step is to ... buy a backpack!!! haha
dun get conned by it looks, it is a 45liter, consider big to me, and cost me RM180.
When i went to the backpack shop to buy, i really have no idea what to buy, what brand to buy, what to consider... !!!
But one thing for sure i know, a brand named "Deuter" is consider the top brand in backpack ... a very small size, just like the size of a high school student, cost u abt RM200, then the huge and the big backpack about 70liter, can cost u abot RM1000-RM3000, this is just crazy .. but the design damn chun and of cuz damn comfortable.
So back to today's shopping ....
i bought a jacket for RM98 in Sg. Wang and forgot to take the hoodie which is attach with the jacket, and bought a beanie too ... haha now i hv 4 in total... cuz i love them not becuz i am bald or lost my hair ... curly hair people also need to cover their ugly and messy hair OK!!
Then i din find a job, though i went to ask one shop, but i am too honest and tell them i will only work for a month!! Stupid .... sometimes we need to tell some whitelie
then PP bought her girdle and a beanie too (same design with mine but diff colour), and YY forcefully bought a shirt ... keke!!!
Saturday, January 01, 2005
2005
A sleep at the nite, here we comes to the brand new year of 2005, 2005 gotta be a change in my life i believe .... nothings gonna be the same after february
last nite BBQ at grandma place, i can't really go near the pit, cuz the heat make me felt so uneasy, but then again it is also nice to gather around at the end of a year and welcome another new year as usual, been doing this for several years, except for 2001/2002, 2003/2004 this 2 years went to countdown at bukit bintang.
today hv steamboat at my uncle's house, em... maybe it is going to be my last steamboat before i left for Perth. the atmosphere of eating steamboat are always good, cuz u really need to gather around, chat, wait for the food, drink the tasty soup, eat those little balls ... and the chilli sauce, special made!! EM.... nice nice nice
while waiting for the food to be cooked!! Suddenly dunno what topic made my mom and my 2nd aunt tell their childhood story .. hahaha just wanna luff, cuz the thing they played also just like our childhood, role playing game is always the game for children to play no matter what century. Maybe that is what made us know how to act and everything .... hahaha
but just look at the children today, they play PS, PC, watch Astro Cartoon, play luxury toys .... erm... i think children shouldn't born with all this stuf.
last nite BBQ at grandma place, i can't really go near the pit, cuz the heat make me felt so uneasy, but then again it is also nice to gather around at the end of a year and welcome another new year as usual, been doing this for several years, except for 2001/2002, 2003/2004 this 2 years went to countdown at bukit bintang.
today hv steamboat at my uncle's house, em... maybe it is going to be my last steamboat before i left for Perth. the atmosphere of eating steamboat are always good, cuz u really need to gather around, chat, wait for the food, drink the tasty soup, eat those little balls ... and the chilli sauce, special made!! EM.... nice nice nice
while waiting for the food to be cooked!! Suddenly dunno what topic made my mom and my 2nd aunt tell their childhood story .. hahaha just wanna luff, cuz the thing they played also just like our childhood, role playing game is always the game for children to play no matter what century. Maybe that is what made us know how to act and everything .... hahaha
but just look at the children today, they play PS, PC, watch Astro Cartoon, play luxury toys .... erm... i think children shouldn't born with all this stuf.
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