I tot i was in the action movie

- what the hell is wrong with the world today!! recently there is this song that keep on playing on the radio, the lyric caught my attention. "I might like you better if we slept together", is a girl who sing it.... hmm "yao mou gao chuo" btw, this song is Never Say Never by Vandalism ... so bitchy-

You can say i am having such an abnormal lifestyle now, i sleep at 4am everyday and wakes up at 2pm everyday. Dunno what the hell i am doing everyday until 4am, i am not doing assignment, not study .... just bullshit!! Gawd!!

So sleeps 10 hours a day, of cuz i would have lotsa dream, and yet last night i had one which I thought i was in the movie, i think the plot could be good too, never seen such film before. So i decided to write it here as much as i could, incase one day i forgot!

Ok it first started like a normal gateway trip, me n friend... guess who are they?? Me obviously, SY (again!!), My MYSTERY boyfriend (in the dream), 2 Mystery guy and a Mystery girlfriend. Haha.. i actaully wonder how those MYSTERY people look like when they are in the dream, i think they dun hv a face, only body and the feeling. Oh, and they all have good body!!

Soo now i've got the cast, and the location is ..... *drum roll*
~ A heaven alike tropical island, in Thailand! (In real life, i was thinking of going Bangkok though)

Ok, we are at this dunno what tropical island in Thailand, we went Island Hopping and we get to drive our own motor boat.

The front part of the story is kinda bored if wanna put in as a movie plot, you know, it is kinda like the normal things would happen when a group of young people go for a trip, espcially to these kinda warm, romantic, beautiful kinda places. So ... haha i saw alot of pashing, u know la, places like beach, warm, sun, water .... sure got such scene. And then, i spend alot of time sticking with the "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" and totally neglected SY and the rest of the people is actually that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND"'s friend, so she is not close with them. The funny thing is ... i feel happy (when i was having this part of the dream) that she was being neglected by me. (So evil...) And then of cuz i really enjoy in that place (i mean in the dream). We even went island hopping and the boys jump down for a swim and the girls just stay on the boat sunbaking and chat. And then suddenly i am so excited and shouted "honey" then jump down to the water.

After that, the weather startin to be not so good, we need to sail our motor boat to this restaurant to eat. (The settings in this place is not like the usual island, those shops are made with wood, and then that land is god damn low, so we hv to sait the boat and park rite infront of the shops) We tried hard to sail the boat and found a parking, then head to this restaurant, in the dream it feels like we are going to tis place to have food, but then that place look more like a backpackers hostel kind. Then dunno how, me and that "MYSTERY BOYFRIEND" went to somewhere, and we saw this place tat sell tour package. They have 3 package over there, the first one i saw was tour phuket for $xxx, recommended for group of ppl, then the second one is Massage package for $xx in XX island, recommended for single or loner ppl, but then when i saw the word "MASSAGE" my eyes grow bigger, just dun care and sign up for tat package with my "mystery boyfriend", and i forgot what is the third package d.

Then we totally ignored the rest of the ppl and just head to that massage island 2 of us for the massage package that we signed up. We joined some other people who also signed up for that package, we sits on a motor boat and head to that island, suddenly, we saw this huge platform from far and then the driver of the motor boat said to us that is the place where your massage session would be and then treat us like rocket bullet and shoot us to that platform in a sudden!! We being shot and then dive into the water and swim to the platform, this process seems a bit terrified to me, of cuz i have my "mystery boyfriend" protect me, held my hand when we swim to the platform, just like Paul Walker in INTO THE BLUE.

This platform is weird, the shade is like a dinasour bone, what is weird is that the driver of the boat explained to us that, you must dive into the water, then they have this automatic claw that claw you from the water to the surface .... err dunno how to describe ah, shall i draw it in storyboard, easier to visualize. Ok watever ~~ then when we are swimming under the water, we saw this claw, the claw coming towards us, we have to swim here and there to avoid that claw, cuz my feeling told me that this claw is harmful. Wah ... damn chi gek over here in my dream ... ppl who are reading this, u sendiri visualize how chi gek you want la. Then after swimming here and there to avoid the claw, we finally climb up to this platform, the rest of the people also succeeded avoiding that claw and climb up to the platform, we then realise this platform got nothing except for that moving killer claw. The place is stranded, got no boat, not even a human, just that platform and the crystal clear sea water and the clear blue sky as well. but then just a few meter away from that platform is this island, this whole island is like a huge wonderland water park with lots of swimming pool all over the island, the only problem is no one is there. My hero "mystery boyfriend" suggested everyone to swim over there and have a look.

Someone swam over and climb up to the island, but then bounce back, dunno why it seems that we can't go into the island. Another weird thing about this island is that, it doesn't have a beach, on the edge of the island, it is surrounded with the swimming pool railing, hmm not exactly railing, but it is the tiles/cement that used to make a swimming pool, normally people who dun really know how to swim, they would swim at the site of the pool, when they are tired, they would hold onto that "railing" and rest themselves, that is the thing i am talking about over here. So we can't walk or go over the island to find some stuff to survive, then my her "mystery bf" suggested that we follow the railing by using our hand and hold on to it so that we could go to the other side of the island to see if we have chance to go back.

Hahaha ... all the people follow wor .... i wonder now how come dun have arguments with the other people saying like "wah what if we used up all our energy, then at the other side also got nothing" this sort of stuff ... So the people in my dream they are quite stupid as well. Then we struggled and we have reach the other side of the island ... wah this side of the island is even worse, no more wonderland water park, but dirty cave with dirty water, and then my dream end with my hero "mystery bf" getting wet at that dirty place talking to the other people. ~~~

Finally, i have finish typing this out ... dunno why, i find it hard to write it, now is 11:48pm, i think i started writing this arnd 4pm this evening ... I stray a lot while writing this entry yet i still want to finish this.

What a weird dream .... and i can still remember it until now, i wonder what it reflects on my life!

Hahah .. i kinda suck in writing story la actually, but then i find this story quite interesting la, from what i saw in my dream, the action, the settings, the people and suddenly with the "mystery bf". At least i was once in an action movie (in my dream) .... If you have watched INTO THE BLUE, starring Paul Walk and Jessica Alba, i think the feeling of the film should be similar to this.

Sometimes, it is quite interesting to find out what other people dream of, sometimes i myself find it interesting or surprise to have dreamt of such thing, i mean all my previous dreams as well.

So, what do you normally dream?
I have a friend who dreamt of him killing alot of people .... he said probably becuz he played too much Counter Strike kinda games. LOL .. HAHAhahaha ....

What a

DISAPPOINTMENT....

Supposedly, me n friend will be going to MALE STRIP CLUB tonight, but then an hour ago, friend told me that the show was cancel, due to the reason of those 'boys' are goin to perform at Burswood. So no show for tonight at the strip club .... Owww!! I have been waiting for .... and i even succeeded to finish work an hour ealier so that i could rush to the strip club .... *sob* *sob* I have to wait til next week to discover this pleasure. It will just make us more thirsty then!

disappointed ah, i have re-schedule my weekend then!

- have you ever think thought of this, when you finish your shower standing at the bathtub, then you are about to walk out from the bathtub and dry urself, but then while you are about to lift your leg up to "climb" out of the bathtub, suddenly your foot slip and you falldown with your leg spread; one out of the bathtub another one stays in the bathtub, and then your *ahem* "downthere" hit the bathtub .... sumore your jaw hit on the floor hard *double ouch* and you just couldn't get up becuz it is too painful, so you just cry and people at the outside wonder what is wrong with you. I always have this vision whenever i finish my shower and walk out of the bathtub. scary~~ -

2 nights before, something that i have been waiting came to me without my expectation. So, i also dunno if this has solve, though apologized has made, but then i dun think that person fully understand, understand how to appreciate a friend especially when we are apart.

- aiya please someone buy my car la .... -

Last nite, an 8 yrs good friend of mine reveal her biggest secret to me. She has kept this secret all to herself since she is 5 yrs old, until last night she only reveal and i am the first to know of this huge secret! I can't believe she really kept this secret for so so so long, this is really hard for her.

Although she has tried hard to keep it, bt for once, me suspected something must be going crazy on her site, we all know she must have a secret but then we are too scared to ask from her, but whenever we talk about this issues she acted abit aggresive and offended, then she left this mysterious impression to everyone.

So last nite when she reveals the secret, it is exactly what i suspected, though she never say anything about it, but then judging from all the conversation we have and she never let us go to her room or visit her house, it is really suspicous.

I hope she can open herself more, so that people won't have misunderstandings towards her and she could win more ppl heart. And wish she could find a time to tell this secret to the rest of them.

SEXPO 06

- That day while i was driving during work, this fabulous song was on radio STICKWITU by pussycatsdolls, a very nice song indeed, and i follow and sing along, but i accidentally sing in a wrong lyrics. "I must stick with you forever ~~ " instead, i sang "i must sleep with you~~ " (-_-''') Luff hard!! Yea i was shocked on what i sang too -

Went to SEXPO last saturday, the only day on the weekend that i am free - work free, assignment free, exam free .... but not purse free.

Yes, i needed this kind of visual pleasure, excitement, spices to add into my life. I am not complaining my life is bored or dull, but there are things that haunt me so bad that i think i went into depression or some kind. Not feeling happy for few weeks. Just feel "san fu", kept too many things to myself, even though if i burst it out, it is still unsolve. That day i am so so so down that i feel like going home where my family are, just to be cared and to be loved and to be felt that i am important. I have never experience so depress like what i am now. Today i just skipped a lecture, my first time skipping a lecture over here. Why? becuz i dun hv the motivation, i dun hv the 'Omph', i can't get up from bed, i am lazy to walk, i just don't feel happy.

Whatever it is, going to SEXPO, at least let me put behind the worries.

Actually $20 for the entrance is expensive, I think Perth have a smaller venue, less stalls not like what the website said it could be.

But it is nice to watch cute guys strippin, too bad, there is only one men stripping and he didn't strip all!!! DAMN IT. SHOULD GO TO THE MALE STRIP CLUB ANYTIME SOON.


Dress up as a policemen with a rayban design sunnies, damn "ying"


He strips until he left the g-string and he even bring some lucky girls up to the stage to perform some erotic dance move


He then shake his butt as if he is Ricky Martin, but not bad afterall.

I spent quite alot on the sexpo, now kinda regret buying the $20 show bag, cuz i am not going to use it, except for the calendar featured good looking n body guys in it. Oh, and the message candle looks good too, maybe the rest of the things i can give it whoever who needs it on their birthday ... Muahahahax!! But anyway, my showbag has a pretty good deal, just that i don't use em, so kinda waste money lo. (Neh things like stimulator, which i tot i could use it to massage but then not effective at all; Condom, not going to use it either, sumore the expiry date is on July; An ashtray with Mariuna logo and a couple shaggin on the boat, not applicable to me, but this can be used as decoration la; and etc)

However, in this SEXPO ... i kinda explore myself into all sort of vibrator ... now only i know vibrator got soo soo soo many different type, some are just too ridiculour for women to use it, cuz it is FUCKING TOO HUGE, look like a rocket more than a dildo.

I kinda find out that most of the things over there is for woman, sexy lingerie, cosplay costume, vibrator, pole dancin academy, ...... shud say for women to pleasure their men. Women have to work so hard to satisfy their men.

Things for man -- cheap DVDS and magazine, topless girls at the venue, strip tease, peep show and not much!

One thing i saw in the expo, is this vibrating glove, it is soo good to be massaged with that glove on. It is truly pleasurable. But it is just too expensive to own one of it - $70 for one glove. RIDICULOUS.

Anyway, we also get to watch a show by Alan Lenght the maste penis puppeteer. He is siao, he started doing tricks with his dick since he is 12 years of age. No wonder, his penis dun seems to grow much ... and i wonder if he can still use it for proper purpose. Maybe his dick, balls and the skin on the balls n dick are too elastic, when you see it, his baby looks like fallling down, LOOSE u know!!! Damn sad. And there is this penis painter, he uses his penis as the brush to draw painting. I also wonder if there is any chemical effects on his penis. And his penis size also quite small compare to other healthy and normal man.

And then we leave the place with showbag, pictures and videos .... will soon upload them once i got those pics and videos.

Oh .... watchin the "preview" of the male strip show, makes me feel more like goin to the real male strip club leh~~

Happy ...

Ahh~~ I am so happy that I bought 3 new pairs of undies today. And they are colourful … Yes, I prefer colourful undies and bras too, Though it doesn’t really look like what I am wearing rite. Cuz the colours I normally wears, they are either cold colours or damn boring kinda colours. But I dunno why, I love wearing colourful undies. If the bra and the undie is a matching set, I could be more happy. Plain colour bras and undies are so damn boring anyway!!

But anyway, these kind of happy is only the surface kinda happy lor~~ 物质的开心只是暂时的或表面的。有什么能比的上窝心和真心的祝福、朋友关心的问候或家人的无微不至，这种是温暖在心头的开心，想到也会嘴角微微一笑；感动 时，眼角还会流出慢慢撒落的眼泪。

有时候，这种那么贴心的小动作，是可以让沉在谷底的我站会上来。好让我知道，在这世界上还有人会想起我、想念我。

嗨！是在搞什么的，往往好象很想得到别人对我的肯定。Sounds so desperate and pathetic! What is wrong with me??

10 bucks short

10 bucks seems small though, but when you know you lost it by mistake, you totally don't feel good about it.

Especially when you feel that you are going to get them in the beginning but at the end you get none.

Today, I think i gave a wrong change to a customer while sending a delivery. He gave me a $100 notes and i think i should be given him $10 more of change by mistake. When i realise it, it was when my manager told me that the money i have wasn't enough to cover what i should have.

And I am supposed to have a pretty good tips night. The first customer today gave me $6 tips, i was so happy, becuz shud a big tips didn't happen for quite some time d.

In the end, i got no tips for tonight and yet .... i am short of $2.55 for the company. Though my manager said keep it in between us ... but still.

10 bucks worth of money. Sometimes when i spend 10 bucks, it seems nothing, but i lost it ... it seems like the sky fall down.

Funny!!

I have received a letter from the Australian Government today.

At first when i saw the Australian government logo at the cover ... It freak the hell out of me.

I thought are they sending me home, or did i do anything wrong??

So, when i open it cautiously. Only i found out that ...

IF YOU ARE AN AUSTRALIAN CITIZEN 18 YEARS OF AGE OR OLDER, YOU MUST ENROL TO VOTE

I was like WHAT!!!!

They send me a letter and ask me to enrol to vote, whether or not, i have to complete this letter and reply it to the division office. And yes, the letter is to me, it's written my name and the address.

But why would they send me this letter? (weird) Only me get it, not even the others.

LT even said their system went wrong and i accidentally become an Australian. This is even more ridiculous. I am still holding a Malaysian passport and i didn't apply any citizenship yet.

Well, badly i would have to tick 'NO' and 'I am not eligible to enrol at this address' column, cuz i am not an Aussie.

But... how do they get my information??? Still not getting any clue!

Yet ... this is funny lo!! LOL, if their system really went wrong!
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Another funny thing happened today, but i aint gonna tell.

Funny to see how human race perform at their stage.

A post that i'll say what i wanna say

~Lately been listening to Jacky Cheung classic cantonese song, love it!~

This year have encounter with quite a few drunken moments, being drunk myself, being half drunk myself and see others being fully drunk, seeing others suffers from vomits, seeing others doing stupid stuff, seeing myself vomit for half a day. In the end, wanna ask myself, WHAT'S THE POINT?? What's the point to get drunk when i really feel like getting drunk. We just wanna get high so that we can rest our complicated mind for a while and subconciously that is what we called release our pressure. But, seriously when you get up another day with a headache and maybe some weird active in your stomach, what's the point again! The complicated matters still come back and haunt us together with the headache and active stomach. I found myself easily cry when i am half drunk these days. WHAT'S THE POINT??????
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Few weeks ago, LT suddenly come out from her room and told us that there's a weird guy showing his penis on the webcam while chatting with her. We then all go into her room and see what's going on. LT said she thought this is her old friend who just added her, becuz normally she won't simply give out her msn address, and then suddenly that guy ask her whether she wants to start a video conversation or not, luckily LT doesn't have a webcam, if not her face would exposed to this pervert. So the pervert put the webcam on his penis, and one of his hand non stop masturbating n another hand keep on typing as he chats with LT. Haha... i wonder what's wrong with this kind of people, he show his penis and he masturbate, but then the content that he chats is so damn normal.... so we typed something dirty and he "paiseh"!!! I wonder what he is thinking. Can't read their mind properly, something must have gone wrong with them.
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I go back to work again, cuz i run out of money and i desperately need money. I also need to save for my Melbourne trip, dunno whether i am able to go or not, as the originally planned has been CHANGED!!!

Whatever, i get back to my working routine and also studies, at least some of my time dedicated to my work, so i won't feel so empty.

Yesterday, my manager told me that the first day i go back to work, he was really happy to see me again. That day, my boss told me that she is very glad that i am back, cuz they really need me. hmmm.... i start to feel my importance in Pizza Express. My manager always say that i am one of the fastest driver in Pizza Express, made me wondering am i really. Of cuz the no.1 driver is that aussie guy that works 6 days a week 4:30 -3am. But then, i wonder am i the second or maybe third!! Hmm... gotta see the statistic only i get to know. Most of the drive that works in P.E., doesn't work very long. This year when i go back to work, lots of new driver, some of them were forced to be the driver as we dun have enuf driver.

Anyway, i like this year crew, it is more fun this year.
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I always accidentally hurt myself without noticing it. I think i knock my head when i was half drunk that day and now i found a bruise behind my head.

Dunno when and dunno how, i got my finger cut.

Just yesterday, my arm was scracthed over a nail while working ... ouch, that's hurt!

Yesterday too, i left a fishbone inside my throat before i left for work. I have to hold on to the pain when i swallow saliva or water, until now, it's still hurt abit.

So, someday ... i shall go hurt myself on my ear. Maybe one my eyebrow or on my nose ... anywhere else!! No nipple pls.
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Have you ever have a very very close friend (unacceptable close), they leave you in a sudden, you finally accept that they are going to leave and then when they really leave you and no update from them. I mean not even a 'safely arrive home' news. Not even an email, not even a msg when he/she got home. and you only got his/her msg when he/she is waiting at the airport, feeling bored and all. Don't you feel that he/she only tot of you when he/she feels bored. The day before he/she left can be so damn fucking close and then when he/she go back home, he/she didn't even bother about you. How can you accept that!! It makes me think that i was being used, i was only being any other normal people of his/hers. It has been a week and he/she never writes to me. 2 friend of mine even ask me whether that person writes to me or chat on MSN after he/she got back, i just said NO, they both felt WEIRD! What, is playing disappearance a good activity to play? I find it so irritated when other ppl ask me whether that person has left, i have to say yes. They even ask me whether i miss him/her or not. I didn't answer. Becuz deep down i know i miss him/her, but on the surface of my inner me, i hate him/her and even angry him/her too. Why do ppl need to ask me when i don't even know anything about his/her life rite fucking now.
One friend of mine said "oh well, go back home is just like heaven, you got so many TV show to watch, you get to hang out with your family, where to find time to go online!" This is just an excuse actually. I know that person goes online everyday, this is his/her everyday routine. No matter how busy you are, you can still write a msg, write an email, send an sms. Don't tell me sms is expensive! International sms in msia is soo bloody cheap. If you wanna say money is the problem that caused communication breakdown. Well i can expect that this person is only a friend of yours when he/she is physically next to you, but when we are apart, we won't be friends, becuz we won't be checking out each other. So is that what you called friends?
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I am so vulgar these days. Vulgar in my heart. Sometimes i feel like shouting out loud 'FUCK YOU' or 'SHUT THE FUCK UP'. Everything come to me, i can find it's BULLSHIT.
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Since last week, my appetite not so well, sometimes my shit comes out easily. I can't even finish a bowl of Nissin Instant Noodles. I can't finish one whole pizza (i used to finish it last time). I can't finish my meal and i have to seperate it into 2 meals. Then i weigh myself yesterday. 1.5kg down!! YAY .... 2 more kgs to go to reach my target.
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Stressed!!
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Didn't really see my real smile for a long time. *sigh*
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Skin very dry, i am very dark, skin colour no reflection, shud go n repair them.
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This autumn is so damn cold, I am all by myself (by Jamie O'Neal) , lately been listen to some old song, like Whitney Houston-I will always love you, The Carpenters' songs, some Toni Braxton and lots of Jacky Cheung old classic stuff (he is god...)
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Hates

Do you know how the feeling of hates for someone comes out??

It is because you care for that person so much that the feeling of HATES create.

You won't hate a person you barely knows.

Hate is such a big words, so never use it on a person that you barely knows, that is only DISLIKE.

Just like .... I dislike batwomen, sashasashasashasasha, Paris Hilton .... Why we dislike them? Although we barely know them, but we were disgusted by their daily life attitude and actions.

I remember once a friend of mine C, she said she hates her bf so much but yet she loves him so much. Hates only occur when you care and love that person so much. Though you hate em, but you still love em. Such a complicated conflict isn't it!

But yes, human always have this kind of mix feelings, miserable, confusion, that's why we hardly understand why we have such feelings cuz we couldn't find an answer from it!

and Yes ... Currently i am hating someone and i hate myself too.

The Fools on April's Fool

What a fool i had on this year April's Fool. It is not from someone else, it is all from my own self.

I spend almost 3 quarter of the day dealing with my vomit and the hangover.

Never in my life tried to vomit so many times in a day and i don't understand why my hangover can go on for so so so long!!

I started vomitting in the morning, i was awake by my grumpy stomach, and there goes my vomit fool day starts.

Every little sip of water i drank, i vomit; Every small piece of food i eat, i vomit; I even vomit the pills i ate!! Almost every half and hour, i vomit ... it is really not a good experience.

Weird feelings in my stomach, massive headache, felt very hungry and needed food to fill in, but don't have a very good appetite. I even starts to shiver, i couldn't even use the chopstick properly. Sometimes i felt so cold that i already wear 2 layers of clothes and a quilt covered around my body.

I don't know what's wrong with my stupid bloody stomach.

I don't think i drank alot that night, just a few cups of vodka + coke, n whisky + coke .... I drank more when i go to the tav with ML n G, but that time, i didn't even feel drunk, just abit high, don't even have hangover in the next morning.

Maybe because, we drank at home and I know i will be safe if i am really drunk!! I don't know eh ... just .... what's bloody wrong with my stomach and tat's all .... made me had a dump day.

SY even asked me why drink so much ...
Somehow, i want to try to be drunk, i want the feeling of getting drunk, the feeling of I-DON'T-CARE-A-SHIT, the feeling of go with the flow, the feeling of getting high, the feeling of getting close with people...

Somehow, i want to be cared, sounds so damn pathetic and desperate, but recently i do have that feeling. The feeling of wanting people to care about me, wanting people not to ignore me, the feeling of dependant! Such an asshole i am.

The rebellious in me started showing out, maybe i do hv bad mood these few weeks. Maybe i really need to let it out so that i could get a relief and not to feel that way anymore.

How i wish i could quit that.

开始怀疑自己是有潜在的忧郁症，很多双子座的同志都很神经质，很多时候都被劝要小心患上忧郁症。 我很怕！！

为何往往当一个人心情一百巴仙底落的时候，终会失去理性，然后就自己在那边转牛角尖。啊 ～～ 很讨厌这种感觉！

正在挣扎的时候，真的很想大声喊、丢东西来发泄，可是我就是不能这样做。

有时我很讨厌自己，为什么不能放松，为什么就是不能看开一点，为什么就是要抓得那么紧！！！

原来那种好象被很亲的人抛弃、忽略是那么辛苦的。 就只能对自己生闷气，没人可以倾诉，真的很辛苦！

忍耐。我只可；看开。我应该

都觉得很累，我的心灵非常的脆弱；被呵护。我需要；那位传说中的王子快出现吧！好让我有个肩膀靠一靠，好让我的心灵有个寄托。

An Exposure on Gay n Lesbian Club

Weeks before, i dreamt about myself smoking and this is not the first time dreaming of it... i am terrified!

I wanted to write this post 2 weeks ago. But i couldn't find any free time to just sit infront of my comp and start writing my thoughts out.

The first Saturday of March 2006, we finally pay a visit to The Court, a place where all the gays n lesbians hang out, chit-chat, get a pick up.

We being the normals just wanted an exposure, cuz we know we don't get any of this in Malaysia, even if there is a Gay n Lesbian bar in Malaysia, it wouldn't be the official one.

Yup, for every girl who loves to see, look, stare, watch, enjoy looking at GOD-DAMN-CUTE-GUYS, it is really a big disappointment for you to go there.

I truly felt this way, never in my life saw so many good looking guys in a night. Once you know they are not the straight kind, your heart keep on screaming - WASTED!!!

Too bad, i couldn't get any photos of them, i scared of offending them though!!

Good looking guy dancing with another good looking guy, you find it DISGUSTED ... sorry if i offended someone. But this is just my opinion on looking at 2 beefy good looking guy dirty dancing.

Some even worse, dun expect this is a young ppl place, we can often spot old uncle in their late 30s, wearing skimpy clothes, tight jeans .....

Speaking of good looking gay guy ... well .... well .... well ... sad story.

Surprisingly, lesbian are not tat pretty after all, maybe i am a girl, so i dunno hw to see who is pretty. But anyway, you won't find a Charmain Seh kinda look or Nicole Kidman kinda look as a lesbian. Lesbian look are pretty much predictable, just some of them are bi, so is kinda hard to tell directly. But normally the one being the male, will dress up more like a guy, the way they dress is not really up to trend that kind, male checker shirt, wear a cap, baggy pants .... n they have a hand on a chick's waist.

However, this trip to The Court wasn't as expected, i expected to see drag queen perform on stage, more gay n les action, more disgusting stuff, more same sex pole dancing, more dirty in conclusion ... hah, they play is safe n clean.....!!

Semester begnis with lotsa Party

- shit!! I have been eating instant noodles frequently this few weeks ... -

It started of with the Gyroscope's gig... from then on, i have been non stop partying over the last weekend.

Gyroscope's tic!!!

Last Thursday, the first ever mad thursday on uni's tavern. Well ... we went there, because of SY's sister, wanna let her experience the atmosphere of a uni tavern in australia and of cuz we have expected to be quite a lot of ppl, since it is the first week of the semester. Should go for the first theme night too... but i think white theme night not that fun at all.

Yea .... we have met a lot of new student, old student.... all went to the tavern and have a fun night. It is good to meet those ppl again!!

First time order a jug of beer in Tavern ... yea newbie!! ... dunno the price of it... last time i heard it was $7 for a jug ... n well we paid $15 for it!! Then only i found out different brand has a different price .... me - sucko!!


*listening to Ne-Yo - So Sick*


And then there's friday night at NewPort. Tommy has been bugging us to go to NewPort for Felix the band. I have been there once, Serena recommended. Well the band was not bad, they played lotsa old school kinda stuff and some of the new songs too.

We were bit late when we arrived, they just finished their first session and we have to wait for the next session which would start in another 30mins. So while waiting, we can only dance the the music that the DJ played and take some pictures... (Yea the music choice is definately better than the music in Tavern)

Sometimes it is a bit hard to take a nice picture in the club/pub/tavern ...

you gotta experiment lotsa time in order to get a picture to AT LEAST ... see yourself in it!

First, this is what we got from the camera:

and then ...

and finally ...

and we often need to be prepared to have ppl who loves being in the shot like this!!!

Those are drunken people, they tot they could get the picture !!! and yet they insists on taking picture with u!! SIAO ...

and then this is Felix the band

This band has 6 band members in it ... 3 girls and 3 guys, the girls are quite cute looking and the guys are not bad looking as well. I prefer the drummer ..... i think most of the people went to NewPort for them. Cute girls n good looking guys.

After dancing and jumping to the music .... you feel like you went for a work out, yea good work out, cuz you're really moving your body ... hahaha and this is FREE!!! Not even a drop of alcohol in my body and yet i got so high.

Then on saturday, it was a laid back lazyy day .... watch dvd at home and basically sleep .... quite boring in a way!! So i was thinking about going for something good on sunday ... at first wanted to go to the beach.... but then din make it. Then finally Tommy was in the mood for the free gig at McCalum Park, Vic Park for Gyroscope again!!!

Yea ... we even get to talk to them again, say hi, chat abit and take pictures .....

3 members of Gyroscope, 1 member is missing ... they are friendly!!

The show .... and sweats!!

I think i prefer the crowd on that night rather this all age show, cuz i think the kids are so crazy, dun really think they are here for them .... they are here just becuz they gets to go to a gig .. so they get over excited and just push .... jump ... crowd surfing .... CRAZY ....

Yea most of the time i was being squashed ... hardly ... can't really move and mosh!!

There was once a crowd surfers butt on my head eh ... i gotta squad down so that he won't hurt me!!

Gig and the sun .... hmm feels like some small summer rock festival ... i can imagine the HUGE summer rock festival would be so so so pack. more sweats and need more strenght.

Someday we shud try going to a REAL CLUB and a GAY/LESBIAN pub ... for eye opening!! Hehehe ...

New Semester

After attended 3 days of this semester new lecture ... i felt so happy that i am happy with the units i am taking. Especially with Professional Development in Screen Production.

In Profesional Development in Screen Production, we are not going to make any film in this unit, but to improve our specific skill. We get to chose 2 area to improvised in among (1) Editing, (2) Sound, (3) Directing, (4) Directing Actors, (5) Producing, (6) Cinematography.

I know i am in love with cinematography, i love images and i love pictures cuz they are amazing. But i didn't chose cinematography as a module to train my skill, cuz i know this is a very tough job, has a lot of complication and also it is a guys job. Not that i look down on myself, but come on, i love to visualised on the camera angle n all but not carrying the lightings n fix this and tat ... cuz i am not an electrician. More over, if i take up cinematography i can't take another module.

So i hd chosen to focus in Directing and Producing, yes ... the seminar today was inspired enough to make me finally tidy up my room to prepare for this new semester (I haven't tidy my room since i came back). Now that i have tidy my room and i am going to prepare what i have to do for the coming challenges.

Oh yeah, and another thing, lately i would like to take up the reading habit, cuz somehow i think reading is good!! (Finally i think so) I used to think reading are boring, last few days i am in the mood to read ... BUT BUT BUT i don't have any story books to read .... even if u ask me to borrow from the library, i dunno what to borrow!! Any suggestion?? ... maybe i shud borrow some Enid Blyton books (aww ... that's for small kids!!)

GIG GIg Gig gig

-Current temperature 39°C and yea it feels like am being baked in the oven, can't even folds my hands and legs, the joint would sweat alot. -

I went for my first ever hard rock gig in Australia that sunday and yes this is really mad am totally enjoyed it!

Gyroscope is one of the good band that come from Perth, yep they just got back touring from the States. So they are growing larger .... and yet i get to see them, though i got to know them when i am here. Thanks to Tommy who introduce them to me.

As i said, this is my last uni year, so i am going to enjoy as much as i can, experience anything that i have never been. Though, i just realise that i dun have much money to pay for all these experience.

Tommy n me had planned this gig for weeks, before i came back from KL, so we were both excited about it! YAY!

He brought 2 of his friends to the gig too ... but surprisingly they never heard to Gyroscope and this kind of music is not their cup of tea ... hmm money wasted hey!

The gig venue was at High Road Hotel pub, so the place is not very big, but it is good enuf for small crowd. We were there almost 7pm, and it is supposed to start at 6pm (din know they are same as us).

There were 2 opening act warming up for the whole show, the first act Calerway was not bad, but the crowd wasn't giving a very good respond to them, yup ppl were just standing and moving their body a lil.

FREAK ME OFF ....
when a white girl smile at me "ham saply" and look at me for quite some time, what kind of responses i am supposed to give??!!

Yea so i continue watching the band playing and just smile a lil back to her when she smile at me "ham saply" again!!

That's not the end for her yet. After a while, she uses her butt and hit my butt too!! Bloody hell ... was i supposed to scared or hit her back?? What to do, i have to smile at her as though i am enjoying the show and having fun!! She then use her butt and bump into me again!! (-_-''') I was forced to smile back to her to show my politeness. This act was witnessed by one of T's friend, he found it weird too.

Luckily after a LITTLE while, the band finish playing and it's time to get out from the mosh and head to somewhere safer .... '''

Give our ear a rest hey ... the speaker was so damn loud, couldn't even hear our conversation properly.

And then we head back for the 2nd opening act. Eleventh He Reaches London ... what a "cool" band name. And they are so hardcore .... moody... most of the time dun even know what he is singing. The crowd too responded coldly.

*Drank smirn off*

It is time for the big act to perform ... yea the crowd started to be so passionate, crazy, mad .... standing infront is a must to experience the differences of being an audience in Australia.

Most of the time i have been squashed by the big guy next to me and also the big girl next to me .... they tot i am a pingpong ball. Going crazy is a must to enjoy throughoutly. This is just like wat we saw from those western country rock gig. Crowd surfing, people going crazy, jumping up and down, screaming, ..... i was amazed to see crowd surfing just next to me, though i din get to be a part of the crowd surfers.

But yea, i enjoyed so much, cuz the crowd was good and the band is just infront of me ... i can even touch him eh !! Normally we din get to get so near to the stage in Malaysia gig, and the boucer would control the safety and all .... no crowd surfing, no bare naked .... bah all those rules!!

After the show .... yea it is really a good work out eh! it's been a while sweating with excitement. This kind of feeling was so good, it would be better if i know those lyrics better.

After resting a while on the sofas ... oh a drunkard non stop harrasing those boys, call em losers cuz they are not drinking any. T then drag me to the backstage and say hi to the band, yup we even get to talk to the singer ... which is so cool. If one day they are getting more famous, this would be one of the memory that i had of em.

Going to this gig, is not expensive at all .... after coming back from the gig ... their music can't seems to get off from my mind.

Oh ... and i think alcohol does gone up to my brain, i am feeling abit uneasy after coming back from the gig. Maybe becuz after drinking doing such good work out ..... good blood circulation eh!
If i have the money, i would go to RockIt festival eh .... Silverchair, Grinspoon .... hmm that fest is abit costly. I am so broke now.

Day that i fly back to Perth

最 近的心情有点底落。虽然终于回到了这个异国乡，我应该是开心才对，但是不知道是什么原因这几天的心情终是那么的底落。回到来一个住了一年的地方，但是那种 感觉已经不一样了，地方没变，但人与人之间的感觉完全变了。到底是谁在变呢？有时真的觉得自己很孤单，因为心里的话终是找不到知音人一起分享，唯有用一个 字来形容 － 难！

- Sorry if there are words used wrongly, forgive me cuz it has been quite some time that i type in chinese word. -

Didn't exactly get to sleep on the night before flying. Yes, packing is very very stress.

Finally am going to check in my luggage in KLIA, i was so damn furious + worry. Definately it is ... bad luck come to me, don't ever expect the lenient KLIA personnel would let you go without paying any excess baggage fine. They used to be lenient, but not anymore!

We can only put the blame on BUSH, becuz the petrol price gone up and that make the Air Company MUST cut down on the petrol, so what to do ... NO MORE EXCESS BAGAGE, unless you pay!! Just becuz they don't want the plane to be too heavy, so that they can save on their petrol, wow so would it be bigger size people need to pay more to travel?!

Heard from the airport personnel that next year one passenger baggage weight limit might cut down to 15kg per passenger. WTF!! This is really ridiculous, what if those travel to winter country, they can't expect them to bring only a pair of boots then no others shoes rite, they expect them to wear the same winter clothes throughout the entire journey. Students like us, won't bring a week clothes to the final destination rite!! We always have so many to bring, we don't even know how to choose what not to bring and what we should bring.

After negotiate with that personnel, she called up her supervisor and he allowed me to bring 5 more kilos. What to do ... i still need to pay RM180++ for my extra 4kgs. And then, i have to take out my clothes, bras from my hand carry luggage in order to put in another hand carry bag. This is really frustrating, being travelled for so many times, this is my first time ever that i have to travel alone and this kind of stupid things come to me.

This time around, some of my aunts came to sent me off, after packing my hand luggage desperately, i have to go!!! I thought i would cry again, but this time around .... i made it, i hold it and i didn't cry. I hate it when you hug your loved ones and they whisper some words into your ears, you know that kind of whispering can go directly to your heart and make you tear.

Bad luck hasn't stop, i have been struggled to take carry my hand luggage, laptop, backpack all the way to the gate. My seat on the plane is not even a nice one, the entertainment system was out .... GAH!! God damn boring, i couldn't really get to sleep, yet i need rest, but i really need the entertainment system to help me fall asleep.

Throughout the journey on board .... yea it is boring to fly alone, it is not as comfortable to let you sleep in the plane, yes it is very hard to finally reach the destination. Of course, once it reached, haha my kinda happiness came out from my heart. Looking at those bushies trees, the sunny sun, the blue blue sky. It makes you feel so damn good.

No no no ... i hvn't come out from the airport yet!!

I was hoping that i can go tru the custom as fast as i can, i was hoping my "yee sang" can go tru quarantine, i was hoping my love letters can go tru quarantine as well.

Ah ... carrying my big big luggage, one little girl with this much luggage, i look so helpless eh!

But why!! why that office give me a special cop on my card after the dog smell check my luggage, badly, i din even need to go thru quarantine, i was asked to go to another section done by the Australian Custom. Yes, they opened up my luggage and check every little things in my luggage.

They asked me stupid question such as did i pack my bag and whether i know what's inside, i don't have much energy to play this game with them man .... and they even ask me do you do drugs, who are you living with in Australia, what are their names, they even did a check on my housemates names.

Yes!! This is ridiculous, i was suspected as a drug dealer, drug carrier!! bloody Hell, you don't have to welcome me back with this mistake man!! They even ask me why do i carry 2 mobile!! Gosh ... it's for the free calls.

I was so nervous, this is not a small thing you know, this is really a big offences, what if my luggage really have drugs!! My future, my name, my family, my studies, my life ... I was so panicked, i kept on talking to the officer, especially when she is taking out something that i had packed nicely, i explained to her what is inside and what is that for. I couldn't help, so i have to talk to control my nervousness, if not i would have unnatural body language, becuz i am really scared, but i didn't do anything wrong.

BUT WAIT!!! after a few minutes, i starting to say DIE to myself, cuz this time around, i brought alot pirated dvds, softwares .... what if they found out it is pirated and they starts to charge me, or even sent me to the detention center!! I don't have enough money to pay them if they fine me. I am so going to cry inside my heart. It is almost 40 minutes, they have checked my hand luggage, my backpack and they are going to open my big, heavy checked in luggage, this is where my cds put.

Suddenly, some other officer came and ask any suspect ... luckily she said she found nothing and i am negative, after checking my clean name and also my housemate names, they finally stop checking my luggage manually, so they stopped chcking my big luggage and just sent it for an X-ray scan. How bless i am!! Though i am still scared what if they still want to open my luggage n check. But yes .. it is over, cuz the next flight is coming, so they have to sent me out .... wasted my good 50minutes. When i push my worries and luggage out to the arrival hall. Ahh .. SY was waiting there alone, the hall was so few with people, i might be the last to come out eh!! hah!!

What a relieve.

Busy Society

Does the busy society make a person heartless??
I think it really does, it makes everyone cold-blooded and heartless, and the distances that are in between human and human are growing larger. This is really sad news to us - those who are still living in this world and expecting a great and warm relationship that you have with either your friends or family.

Never did we realize that the more effort and time that we put on our daily work, the bigger gap we have in our human relationship. People tend to use busy in working as an excuse to be heartless.

We can always see this from the movie that the parents are busy working for living and they neglected their child, they thought earning the most money can make their children happy and it would become a perfect and happy family. However, what a child look at in a family is the warm that give from their parents, too bad, a lot of them didn’t really care about what the others need in feelings.

There is always an excuse in people’s life that they are too busy with their work and yet they forgot about the person around them, their feelings and their needs. That’s why the human relationship of this century is so weak, it seems like it is acceptable that we can forget about our friends.

I am so bless that I still have a friend that didn’t really get polluted by this society, though she did tried to escape the BAD reality and stay away from this cruel world. That makes her special, though sometimes the others can’t seems to understand what she is thinking and why she takes this whole bad society thing so serious. At least, she still cares about the others, she still care about her friends, it doesn’t need to be an everyday chatting mate, we just know that we are there and we care for each other in our heart. I was really really surprised on what she did to me the day before I fly back to Perth. She gave me an advance birthday present and asked me to bring it over to Perth. Yes I was touched, I was really really touched by her act, I never expect to have any birthday present this year and yet she gave it to me months before my birthday cuz she knew that I won’t be in KL that time. This is call “yao sum” (got heart in Cantonese) No matter how I hard I tried to pack this present into my luggage, I promised her that I will take it and I really appreciate on what she did. Now this little thing is sleeping with me …

I really believe that no matter how busy you are, if you have the heart to at least care about the person around you, that is really enough. At least I wouldn’t be disappointed on you!

Day before i fly

It was a hectic day for me as i am doing a last minute shopping, as in shopping for new clothes, shoes, bags anything new in order to have a fresh new look ... heh!!

Yea this shopping was crazy, cuz i was buying like a mad cow. It is so nice to shop after CNY as there isn't much people shopping so it is more relaxing to shop this way.

This is the first ever shopping that i had gone wild, buying like nobody business, as if money is easy to earn. Never in my life had such a HUGE shopping pleasure before.

Buying things from head to toe in just a snap, i have spent half a thousand on that day itself, i guess .... such a spoilt brat!!

Gone home a bit late, cuz of traffic jam (KL ..... haihz)

It is a bit paiseh to go back so late, cuz everybody is waiting for me to eat dinner including my lovely aunts n grandmas.

Never mind, we still had the dinner, dinner with some of the good food. It is like this don't you think so, before you are going to leave the house and family again, everybody treats you like the King, feed you whatever you want to eat. I am so spoilt, not by parents, it's by the family, the bond that we share.

After the dinner, i gotta go for a last minute gathering with my mates at Steven's Corner, just becuz i want to eat roti telur and drink Cam Ais. Surprisingly, Huey came without letting me know .... too bad betrayal Lam din come as she said she got test on Sat morning .... Msia education sucks la .. Saturday also got class, test sumore .... haihz! Coincidently, we bumped into some of our high school mates at SC. Haha, what a coincident.

I can't stay long for this gathering as i promised to go for another gathering with the primary class mates.

They came to pick me quite late, sometimes it feels kinda weird to hang out with primary school mate as we don't usually meet and some of them i din see them ever since i graduated from primary school, that was like 8 years ago. Everybody has change, classmate that used to look like a cute little boy now has grown up like a men. What is frustrating is that ... the girls that you used to dislike in the old age, now they are there and say hi to you .... trying to be friendly and yet you gotta hang out with them, cuz my close mate are not there!!

Oh ya .. they said i have that kind of "western smell", did i? am i? i doubt!

That nite itself, they kept on calling me Australian .... abit irritating!

I came home late .... and i hvn't finish packing. Now only i realise, packing could be so so so stress, though i left some small things to pack, but this could really ruin my nervous system .

Last year i got no worries on packings as my parents is flying with me, but this time around, i bought so many and i am flying alone. Human are greedy, they just want to bring as many as they can, never tot of the consequences on how to bring it back when i NEED to leave the country.

Although i gave myself an hour rest after packing, but i couldn't sleep as i am still thinking what if it exceed the weight limit too much and how am i going to do, what i shud take it out!! This is so frustrating and stressful.

I then wake myself up and go downstairs, open the luggage and see what i can tk out.

God's Will

I should be busy packing, but right now i am waiting for the cd to be burned ... yea i am god damn busy.

As i said, i should have fun this night .... but badly, this morning when i am still in the middle of sweet sleeping, suddenly Chip told me she is not feeling too well and then anothe second Rach's msg saying that we gotta cancel tonite BigACtion. Yea i was rather disappointed, but i dunno why, everytime when i'm in the mood or ppl around me is in the mood to go clubbing, none of it make it. There will be always excuses like not enuf ppl to go, no guys to go, bah!!

I think this is God's Will, not wanting me to get into the business!! Damn!

Yup, one more busy day, i'll be off back to Perth, enjoy yet another exciting year of study abroad.

Tomorrow, i'll be going for a LAST MINUTE shopping .... huh my luggage is full!!

Who said it is boring?

Ever since i went to Perth for studies, i started to have lotsa connection with people who are related to Perth, it is either they have been there before or they are a PR there and also an Australian itself.

Some said it is relaxing, some said it is GOD DAMN BORING. To me i find it relaxing, maybe ppl who said Perth is boring mainly becuz it lack of shopping variety, it lack of MAMAK, it lack of malaysian style gerai makanan, it lack of HUGE shopping mall like KL does, it lack of multiculture entertainment.

But what if you can live without these things and discover some new that we don't get in KL or Malaysia.

Alot working people in KL finds Perth a pretty relaxing place, it is like a place to let out all your stress and after a week break in Perth, it seems like it give you a clear mind on how to solve your complicated and stressful matters. I have this experience though. That was my first trip to Perth when i was still a young 14 years old teenager.

When i am still form 1 n 2, i am very enthuasiatic towards the drama society, i put my hard work more into the drama society than my own studies. Friends of mine even claimed that i am abit sombong becuz i am always busy just like an adult, i mix with lotsa seniors, get involved with alot of things. I don't even get to go home early everyday, i need to stay back in school to do all the preparation for every play. I got promoted at the end of the year of form 2, i got myself a position in the committee. Then i went for a trip to Perth in November when we are all having school holiday.

That should be my first ever trip to a country this far, to a western country. I have to admit i was quite pro-west then, since young i always wanted to go out frm the country and study in the UK. Haha ... financial doesn't allow me to do that so now i chose Aus.

It was a really pleasant trip then, it was full of excitement, exposure, fun n all good things, also becuz we were on our own trip with a very very good HK-ian young tour guide.

After i came back from that Perth trip, i started to realise how unsystematic Malaysia are, how stressful it is to live in Malaysia, especially KL. I have learnt relaxing, laid back and enjoy life after i came back from the trip.

It was still school holiday but i have to dedicate my time to drama society magazine, i was one of the committee of the magazine too .... i started to realise why i have to spend my valuable time from morning til late evening to do this thing, after all the team is not that productive at all. I felt it wasted my time and this is a school holiday i am supposed to be resting. Some may find that my thinking is abit extreme, it is known that we have to sacrifice our time in order for good returns.

Ever since that, my passion towards drama has slowly fade away, i started to realise that i should give spend some time with my classmates. After a year, i drop out from drama society the reason becuz i am not that passionate about it anymore and i need some time for myself.

Recently, i read my form 3 diary and i found out that i am really really very rebellious that time, from my outlook, you tot i am a good student, but i argue with my class teacher in the diary (one of our school rules included that a student must write an entry in their diary and the diary has to be read by the class teacher, it treat it as a way of communication with those rebellious teenager).

When i read back the words that i wrote in the diary, i couldn't believe that i did that before, i can remember that i'd challege the new class teacher (becuz he is quite short, small in size, fair skin, makes u feel like bully him that kind) but i couldn't remember that i used such insulting words before.

If you don't mind i am going to ask whether there are anyone in your life tell you that you are too skinny? or anyone ever ask you that why u are lacking of nutrition? You are just like a nerd who doesn't know anything about sports and curriculum. What!! I don't believe you have never been to a swimming pool before, where else you have never been to? I bet you have never been to a pub, snooker centre, cinema .... !!! Your life must be imbalance, you only know focus on your studies and forgot others activities. You must be god damn weak, judging from your outlook i bet you are. Wah when we first know you as our class teacher, we tot you are a female teacher cuz your name sounds like it, but once we get to see you from assembly, we totally got a shocked of our life, cuz we don't think you are capable to be our class teacher, the new teacher standing next to you is totally masculine and you are such a small n weak person. Why are you always standing in front of the class during class teacher period and say nothing just like you're a "soh lou"?etc.

Terror rite! I couldn't believe myself after years of writing that, i think that was really my rebellious period, then again that time makes me think alot of stuff, i think everyone shud have gone tru that period of time when you are still a teenager. That was the time when my friend think that i have changed, i totally forgot that they told me this before, until i read the biography that we used to have when we are about to say goodbye. One of my close friend said i used to be god damn sombong becuz of drama society n now that i have change and she get to know me more. Another not so close kinda friend said that she used to hate me becuz i look damn "hak yan zhang" also i am abit sombong la, she thinks that i am quite hard to get along with, but ever since form 3 that year, she get to knows me more and she said she dunno why she has changed her impression towards me. Which is a good thing!

I think that Perth trip really changed me! Now i have learnt that we can't just work for our living, we have to enjoy as much as we can when we are still alive. We never know when is our last day.

Becuz of the way of life the Aussie have, they make me think of the life in KL is pretty much stressful.

Stress is the thing that we take up by ourselve, stress doesn't come to you only if you know how to kick them away. Staying in Perth makes your thinking easier, any complication that you had in your mind won't come out with a conclusion. It is like you are awake, it makes you feel like you are a reborn child.

Yes, i love the nature Perth has, the river, the lake, the sea, the beach, the park, the trees, the blue sky, the sunlight, the unpolluted air, the civilised citizen, the friendly people of Perth, the wildlife, the rocks, the sunsets, the public facilities, the secure feeling, the safety, the healthy lifestyle, the adventurous games, the bands, the gigs, the festival, the freedom of speech, the spectacular sceneries and etc .... n now who said it is boring? If you are one of those, you might be one of the people who forgot the appreciation to the natures.

Everywhere in Perth gives me surprises, everywhere has a good view, i could tk good picture anywhere.

I know i din mention about the food n the shopping, yup Perth lack of these 2, but they do have pretty wide selection in food, just that they are not as good as the food in Malaysia (which is quite unhealthy). The shopping variety sucks badly n yea ... but forget about this n enjoy the simple life in Perth.

So who is gonna say it is boring??? Go to the beach whenever you want when you feel stressful and boring, go to Kings Park whenever you want to tk a look at the CBD, yes you can take away your stress over there too. Go to Mill Point if you want to have a front view of the CBD and also the water reflection on the CBD. The wind and the cooling air breeze take your spirit away that makes you shout YEA! If you are hungry in the middle of the nite, there is always Uncle Billy in Northbridge or maybe Conca's for the infamous Chilli Mussels and Italian food. This is a place where you have to discover the fun of it. If you have the money, try travelling around Western Australia, it would take your breathe away!!

After staying in Perth for almost 11months, i am more clam, less stress in my mind and more systematic too!! Hehehe ... It is so stressful to drive in Malaysia, you can never give your eyes a rest or tk a quick look at the roadside view.

I know this entry i have been praising quite alot, but what i said is true, but dun argue with me that i forgot about my own country. I never forget about Malaysia, it is still my country and i am still a Malaysian citizen, but since that i have got the priviledges to go n expose myself to something better, who would want to go back to a country that is full of corruption, unsystematic, police sleep more than work, government officer eat more that work, people in the country never obey to the rules especially traffic rules, most important Malaysia is no longer safe, everywhere we go we have a give 200% awareness towards "those" people. Who would want to be snacthed? Who would want to be raped? Who would want to be molested?? Sumore, the living expenses in KL is getting higher, citizen are going to suffer more, thus social problem gonna be more. It is no longer a place for peace living except we have no HUGE natural disaster.
Haih .... sorry if this post is too long and if you are very patriotic to Malaysia, reading this might be giving you a heart attack. But what i said is what i observed, realised, compared. I really hope in the next 10 years, Malaysia can be a better place to live, if it get worse than the situation now .... hmm maybe one day Bush would take over this country!! Who knows what he wants to do with the rest of the world!!

Hmm too much to talk today, i shall really should pack my overloaded stuff ... but this is gonna be a headache to me. But well tomorrow nite i shall have full fun!!

Heat rising

Since the Chinese New Year havn't end yet, once again, i wish everybody Happy Chinese New Year, may health, good luck, money, career, love, studies all do well.

It has been so so so HOT these days, every Chinese New Year we have to suffer from the heat yet gonna go around for visiting. It is tiring and it makes you sweat alot!! When heat rise, we tend to become more lazy, yes i am more lazy now, i keep on give myself excuses to go for dental check up becuz the sun is too hot n also it is not safe to walk alone!!

Til now .... my days left in KL becoming shorter and this week i hv plan a tremendous week out almost everyday. Ahh... i m afraid i don't enuf time to do all the things. I still need to go shopping, i still need to go to Low Yat to buy external hard disk, i still need to go yum cha with my mates, i have a date with rach n all for ladies nite, i also want to eat home cook food and also once again MAMAK food. So many to do ... how am i supposed to finish all in time.

Today i have wasted one day ... i wanted to start packing, but hell i have too many things to bring back which now i dunno what to do with these overweight stuff. The only thing that i have finish packing is the box of instant noodles ... haha they are easy to pack! Ahh... Guan Yin help me with this man ....

Oh yesterday went to dinner with mom's new boss n some colleagues ... hmm know some ppl in Perth too, they have been in Perth for more than 10 years. After dinner me n mom went to see a master, to ask for my whole year luck .... hmmm he said something without my expectation, will see how it goes!