Finally, the first personal essay of this sem been return to us with our marks. The radio essay, been struggle for almost the whole week of my one and only study break, waking up at 6am just to tuning the radio station, and listen to it at the same time, half sleep a bit, and jot down some notes whenever i can listen to the point for 4 god damn hours!!
At last, the marks is satisfied, though is not a HD or a D, coz i could have blame myself for not puttin much effort in the refrencing, at least i do it all by myself, getting the point all by myself, listen to the radio all by myself, really!! Now, think back, when i listening to Hitz.fm that i pre-recorded from Astro, sitting at the living room for 4 hours, butt turn into a flowery shape caused of sitting there for more than 4 hours i think!!! Of course, i deserved a C+ (for those who misunderstood, a C is a credit) , from the explanation of Sham, he said C+ is nearly D, yup i know because i just put one refrence, that really causes me to have a C+, what if i put.... hahaha, this would be my highest marks for a essay throughtout my year 1. EH! actually C+ is already mo highest grades for an essay assignment, of course i am so damn happy about it.
However, somebody were overjoyed for getting a very good grades, but .... i ask myself, is it so damn happy that u get such good grades with someone helps? yea i know he/she thank the person, bt it is a bit unfair for those who did it all by themselves. So this world is like this, there are no fair things happen around, if u r licik enuf, then u r definately going to survive, yea that is also why, we can see pirated goods dealer, drugs dealer, and all those doing something which is against the law, they are all god damn rich, filty rich, and they are happy about it too... and for those who are not that rich, they are normally the one who obey the rules. I am not saying i am a saint that doing everything right, yea, everyone did something wrong, but the most important that i want to emphasized on, dun feel too happy about it, if u feel guilty then is ok, at least u know what u did is wrong, and hope that u won't be doing it again.
This world is like this la, ppl who wants to win, they will do something not so right, to make themselves win.
eh.... i dun think i am so layak to say this, but this is wat i felt at this moment for something in particular.
At last, the marks is satisfied, though is not a HD or a D, coz i could have blame myself for not puttin much effort in the refrencing, at least i do it all by myself, getting the point all by myself, listen to the radio all by myself, really!! Now, think back, when i listening to Hitz.fm that i pre-recorded from Astro, sitting at the living room for 4 hours, butt turn into a flowery shape caused of sitting there for more than 4 hours i think!!! Of course, i deserved a C+ (for those who misunderstood, a C is a credit) , from the explanation of Sham, he said C+ is nearly D, yup i know because i just put one refrence, that really causes me to have a C+, what if i put.... hahaha, this would be my highest marks for a essay throughtout my year 1. EH! actually C+ is already mo highest grades for an essay assignment, of course i am so damn happy about it.
However, somebody were overjoyed for getting a very good grades, but .... i ask myself, is it so damn happy that u get such good grades with someone helps? yea i know he/she thank the person, bt it is a bit unfair for those who did it all by themselves. So this world is like this, there are no fair things happen around, if u r licik enuf, then u r definately going to survive, yea that is also why, we can see pirated goods dealer, drugs dealer, and all those doing something which is against the law, they are all god damn rich, filty rich, and they are happy about it too... and for those who are not that rich, they are normally the one who obey the rules. I am not saying i am a saint that doing everything right, yea, everyone did something wrong, but the most important that i want to emphasized on, dun feel too happy about it, if u feel guilty then is ok, at least u know what u did is wrong, and hope that u won't be doing it again.
This world is like this la, ppl who wants to win, they will do something not so right, to make themselves win.
eh.... i dun think i am so layak to say this, but this is wat i felt at this moment for something in particular.
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