Need attention or respond??!!

Time for me to sit in the LRT
Time for me to trim the new radio script

Those time
they are actually harmful
coz it is the time when ppl think out of the box
when ppl think of evil thoughts
when ppl think of unhappy n happy
when ppl think of crazy thoughts

It is getting worse today
Maybe apart of it due to the mentality imbalance
stuff that is in my mind
they are not fun
they are not good
they are damn bad
they are "evil"

I realised
i need respect
or so called "attention"
among my friends
not among the whole class

I wan responses
when i am trying to comfort
or maybe u think that i am not standing on the side
but what i said is truth
u might not agree with me
bt pls dun dare to be so rude
coz ppl at the other side won't feel good
ppl diggin out their heart
just to help
bt then no responses to be seen
this is the disadvantages of playing msn
becoz it gave u too much imaginative space
while nothing try to blink on ur desktop

but when u try to change something
something just appear to be cared
care for what
care for the guiltyness
is it??
who knows
as nothing can go on with a lying word
yea i lied
coz i was surprised with my no expectation
acting faking caring
which is true

In the end of the day
I am just someone there to be seen
someone there to be laughed
someone there to be criticised
But what did i get
i get the same thing as everyone
as it is so damn fair to be happened like this

marketing pull n push strategy
can be seen here
both strategy need to be at the centre point
to create fairness and balance
what i can see is imbalance

It's been few weeks
feeling for this imbalance
am i too stupid to be bother
am i too bossy to be bother
or i am just the redundant one to be helped

carven carven go get ur life
ur life revolving urself
not others
u depend on ur life
not others
u gotta find a life for urself
as u r the lonely one

IMBALANCE
IMBALANCE
IMBALANCE
MENTALITY IMBALANCE