Prank

This is so damn funny

last nite we did a make over for Siang Yee, then ask her to change clothes and take picture, with all different kind of posed.

Then when she is wearing that we so called the "yum fu" jacket, we then asked her to posed those very seducing posed, of cuz she felt shy, and god damn funny la, cuz she is posing forcefully.

Then at the end, we all very tired, bt Sy still have energy to play, so Li teen asked to just wrap herself with her quilt, she is also wearing a white string top, then LT said this image look like those women who just finish making love. Then we asked her to let down her top's string and her bra string, hahaha so revealing... then so happened she was laughing hardly. the picture come out to be like she like deadly drunk and doing things that she is not supposed to do.

Then we said wah if let zoe know that she bring a men back, sure scared her.... then i was on msn, then i sent her a msn msg and said "wah big thing happened, i cannot accept this, i want to move out.."

The next morning she send me an email, ask me what is the big problem and that she is worry for us. hahaha then i sent her an email with my creatively written story plus 2 picture to make her believe, ok there are as following:

Haih..... how to say!!

Ok it is like this, Andi move out of flat 71, then Tommy went back
to Mandurah, so now flat 71 only me n Siang Yee.

So these few days we also went out to look for jobs, and so happened
that yesterday Siang Yee asked for a job at Freomantle, i think that
is a supervisor or store manager that kind, they spoke for quite
long.

Then at night, i don't know Siang Yee went out also, cuz i was in my
room doing my own thing, then suddenly she came back with half drunk
or full drunk, i also dunno. She came back laughing, then laid on
the floor, talk loudly, like a mad person.

I thought she was playing madly, then i took picture of her
craziness. Then after that, a guy came in and i dunno what they do
in their room.

Those pictures is the proof, you see for yourself la .... i cannot
accept ah!!!

ok, i dun think it is good to post the picture here, so this is the story that i made up, and then she believe so well. Coincidentally, she was online just now, and she kept on asking me, and she kept saying "who's tat guy? when's tat guy left? she knows what she did or not? I cannot imagine that. She doesn't look like she is drunk...... so on, here is the conversation:

-- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wei
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut d hell
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut happened to her
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
who's dat guy
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut kind of job izit
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
liteen noe bout dis?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when's d guy left?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
asian?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when he left ur flat?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when i luk at dat pix
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i was like
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut d hell
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i cant accept dat le
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wuts wrong wif her
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u think dat she noe wut she did o not?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
cz she luks like so drunk
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
n not those normal type of drunk
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
sumo..i dun think dat she wil drunk so easily lo
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
izit dat taken sum medicine?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i still hard to accept it
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
me 2
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
since when she started workin?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
she started workin yesterday as a trial
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
til late nite?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
shud be until 9 something
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then liteen nvr come over n ask her hows her work meh
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
li teen is here now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then she din ask?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
she asked like how's her work lo
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
then sy answer something like very nice,... can learn
a lot of things, and a guy there very leng chai
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i think tat must hv be tat guy she refering to
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
shit la
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i duno wut to say
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
jz too shock
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
n cant accept dat
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then when she goin to work again
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
shit la
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i cant imagine dat le
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
do u think i shud tell li teen?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
yeap
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u shud
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u shud let her noe
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
c wuts her opinion
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i think she noes wut to do
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
since last time they all spent so many time to b
2gether
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
maybe gua
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
bt i still need some time to...
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
to accept at least half of it
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i dunno how to tell li teen
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
where's liteen now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
msg her n ask her to on9 la
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
watching big brother uncut
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
in my flat now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
later after she got back
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u msg her n ask her to on9
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then show her lo
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
but ask her not to over react
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
cz later serena find out smth then die la

and then i kept on saying, i dunno, hard to accept, dunno how to face sy .... wahaha i am so evil.... this is not only my plan, not to say is a plan la , just so happened, and all of us knows .. poor zoe!!!

now have to think what's next for the story.

Car

YEAH..... we have finally bought a car!!!

It is a mitsubishi magna, 1989... maroon colour ... good good
wahahahaha, no need to push the trolley frm kardy loo~~~ woo woo

and it is also a cheap bargain!!! hehe

Untitled

I reckon that it is time to have a change ....
since the black n dark colour making the life feel like so damn dull
somemore, it is winter now, very hard to see the sun
but most of the time cloudly, storm n rains ....

So it is time to make my blog feel a bit light ....

Oh ya i also changed most of the photos, most of them taken at my down south trip, and some cheesy one ...
especially the one with ALL MY FACE ... muahahaha
i know this is a lil bit (not a "lil bit" is too much) "zhi luen", but ... sorry la i can't help it

Why can't help it
cuz i hv so much free time, then i have so many self took pic of my face
all the while i kept them as a secret pictures ...
but well now i wanted to share some of it la ... hahah
though got some more extreme .... hehehe
not going to show those
muahahahahahax

Mahjong n Karaoke Night

Buahahahah .....
After Zoe left for Malaysia, there is only me, SY n LT
PLUS .... one of my flatmate left too, and then another flatmate exam free went out for clubbing
and there is only me n SY in the house ... (oh Tommy has exam tmrw, but hey..)

Then we started playing mahjong (me, SY n LT)
me n LT need to teach SY, cuz she doesn't know how to play mahjong ...
So we played for rounds .. finally she got how to play
suddenly LT said she needs to go back to take a shower then come back to continue ...
ok we'll wait for her

while waiting, me got crazy, cuz we need those pegs to clip the newspaper, so i used it to clip on my ear
this is when ppl has nothing to do, all those crazy thoughts come out
then i clip 3 pegs on both of my ears

then took pic ...haha
then SY followed me to clip the pegs on her ear

then we put SHE vcd, started to sing
bt not in the mood, cuz no atmosphere n mic
then suddenly i got the grease paper, i got the aluminium foil roll for SY
so we sang with those roll of paper ...

hahah
this is how student in Murdoch do while they hv nothing to do n are exam free...

then we went kinda crazy ... started to shout n yell, like a bunch of drunk ppl
LT saw both of us acting crazy frm the outside, she can't help laughin...
cuz we forgot to wind down the curtain ... haha

WOW felt great cuz nobody in our flat ....
fun fun fun

we then continue to play mahjong until 2am
SY started to get addicted to it.

Can't believe we made it

After all the hassle, misunderstanding, conflict happened after we came back from margaret river. Today i believe it is finally finish.

Yesterday was an undelightful day, with such a small matter that cause such a big deal made us like a gangster who go n "keng sou" with that fatty, plus Zoe miss the flight, today finally, i believe all has end.

Since yesterday Zoe miss her flight back to Malaysia, well she is a bit late, but still got 35 mins before departure, suddenly that lady dun let her board the flight, and said the gate has close. She has been depressed ever since, thinking how she can get back. What is depressing is that, she has almost finish using her money, her return ticket is going to expired (24th june), all the flight to Malaysia are fully booked.

She don't know what to do, no money to buy a new ticket, every flight has been fully booked, all she can do is to put her name on the waiting list and the waiting list is a long list.....

Today she decided to go to MAS company in the city to see what she can do, i accompany her ... nothing good they can do for her, and then she went to ask around for some alternative ways, such as ticket to singapore .... but also almost fully booked, left one seat and she has to make her decision quick n pay on the dot.

But i don't understand why she needs to go back in a rush, so i suggested her to go to the airport n try her luck, see whether she gets a chance to board the flight with those extra seat.

So we decided to go back to SV and head to the airport, it is 2pm, and when we got to the bus station, the bus back to murdoch just left, what a bad luck.... then the train going to depart, so we decided to take the train... too bad we made a wrong choice too, cuz the train took 30 mins to arrive at freo, and need another 20 mins to take the bus to Murdoch.... Geez we arrived at murdoch at 3:15 ... we were supposed to leave SV arnd 2:30 so that we can be early not like yesterday.

Argh so we rush to her room to take her laptop, shut her window, then melvin stand by down there to fly to the airport.

We were 10 mins earlier than yesterday, so we don't want to take the luggage, but run in to ask whether there is a seat for her to board the flight.

So lucky, now our good luck is back, that lady that refuse to let her board the flight yesterday, today she let her in and she can recognise her, she said you should come here 3 hours before to wait, bt well that lady was nice today, she said becuz she came yesterday so she let her in with that one seat left. ... SO LUCKY

then we run to the car n get the luggage n run to the counter to check in.

Then i said good bye to her .... emm finally make it, really cannot believe we made it and we were in such a hurry too.

So our good luck is back, and all those depressing bad things gone. .. hurray!!!

so happy

Unhappy event happened, don't want to talk about it...

Unhappy thing happened

Trip to the Down South WA

Just got back from the Western Australia Down South Trip.

We had so much fun posing around, explore the unfamiliar place with a rented car, this is so damn cool.

Each of us has a post for this trip, me as the map reader n the tourist guide, Siang Yee as the driver (haha), Zoe as the tour planner, n Li Teen as the photographer most of the time.

We rented a car and 4 of us went down south, lots of them scared something might happen to us as there is only 4 of us, all girls trip, a lil dangerous, plus the weather keep on raining non-stop, driving to the jungle, or outback, or rural area might be a lil bit dangerous, but well we made it!!!

We start our tour on 12 june, sunday ... ahem yea my birthday but so wat ...!!! though on my birthday got to go out of the city n tour around, but hey i am a lil disappointed at my birthday this year, i can say it is the most .... erm.... doesn't feel like is my birthday day. No celebration, no cake, no wishes frm closest friends (where they all went ??? and i wonder) instead ppl i less close with they send me a birthday wishes on friendster ... so a lil unexpected to those who send, but those consider as my close friend ...really all gone fishin!!

Alright back to the trip. We went there for 4 days 3 nights, visited Mandurah, Dunsborough, Yallingup, Margaret river, Busselton, Bunburry..... we almost go to Augusta for whale watching, but due to time constraint we left out that place, if not we can consider cover the whole down south corner of WA.

We took a lot of pictures ... just make ourself like a super model, hahaha can't help it, those scenry too too beautiful, can't even get those view in Perth. Within these few days, we visited chocolate factory, ice-cream, cheese factory, fudge factory - Candy Cow, Shearing farm, vineries, lighthouse, rocks, Berri Farm, lavender farm, Margaret river river mouth, reefs, beach .... wah really excited and happy.

The first day we went to Sugarloaf rock, Cape Naturaliste lighthouse, eagle bay beach, canal rock, wise vineyard, shearing farm, Yallingup reef for sunset .... tis day took a lot of picture, rainbow keep on appear everyday. We have to pay to enter to the lighthouse, but hey it is god damn stong wind up there, we felt like we almost being swept away by the wind if we are lighter n we jump up .... definately cold.

The second day went to chocolate factory, fudge factory, brookland valley vineyard, the groove vineyard, margaret river river mouth, cheese factory, Cape lavender... this day is a bit rush, this is a eat n drink tour, taste a lot of wine, liquer ... hmm i like tat koffee liquer mix with milk, new invention .... n very strong too but really nice, too bad too expensive if not i will buy. Our stomach were so full of wine, chocolate, cheese .... food!! Arh... lots of sweets stuff. We were late to be back because of the delay of our photo shooting ... hahaha we were supposed to go back to our beachhouse befor dark, cuz travelling during the dawn is very very dangerous, because this is the time when those wild animal come out at the roadside, if you are not lucky you might hit them n u might be in trouble. We were so terrified when we were rushing our way back, no lights along the road, except for the dark blue colour of dawn, a kangaroo stood beside the road, scared us til death man.... bt luckily that kangaroo din jump out, if not..... i cant imagine it. We really experience a lot of stuff in this trip.

The last day, after check out, took pic of the beachhouse tat we stayed, then we head of to sugarloaf rock again, because Siang Yee want to chase back her losing pictures.... her pictures were accidentaly formatted, so she wants to take them back. then we head to busselton jetty for the infamous 2km long Busselton jetty. We were walking along the jetty, suddenly zoe n sy scream that they saw dolphin.... ohh then we waited, stared at the sea .... ahahaha dolphin really jump out and say hi to us ... haha so happy n lucky, we saw 3 dolphins... and then suddenly heavy rain ... wah so scared tat the strong wind will come, cuz we might be swept away. But we were too lucky n the rain stop, rainbow come out again.

Throughtout the whole trip, we saw rainbow everyday, cuz it is winter, it always rain, but unlike Perth rain non-stop, down south have lil bit of shower, then clear sky n the sun come out to welcome us... and then rainbow come out. I like the weather there so much, it is cooling, it has sun .... n at nite is a starry night.

All of us were so excited, and start talking about the next trip. and we all doesn't feel tired at all after came back to perth, we even continue our journey to Conca's - the famouse chilli mussel at victoria park. since we have the car til friday, of cuz we use the oportunity to go out as much as we can.... Philip join us to chilli mussel cuz he is also excited abt our trip n come to my flat to kepoh with us... haha. After that, we head to Mill Point for the beloved night view of Perth, at night, Perth truly beautiful, with all the lights light up, looking at it from the other side of the river, make Perth look so damn beautiful. After the chigek chilli mussel, we still can't feel any hot inside our body, as the cool temperature really make us crazy, zoe lie on the grass and starts rolling, i join ... haha to warm our body, had so much fun acting like a crazy people ... haha then we head to King's Park for some pictures too .... just loves it, this is the fun nite.

Ryan leaves

Today Ryan left, another flatmate that i am ok with.

Last nite we had a so called farewell party for him, we were planning to cook for him but when i ask him whether he is free tat nite and he said he is not, bt then his frend put him aeroplane, so he is god damn free tat nite and we ordered pizza and took lotsa pictures with them...zoe n li teen also here, cuz they hv good impression on him....

Ryan loves to watch Tv, so when he is around the lounge won't be silent, and sometimes we watch big brother together, simpsons ....

Oh god... and he left, left for Bali then head to sydney travelling around aus with his family, then back to him hometown at Minnesota, USA

All done

All done ... Triple Crown.... got back my room

HURRAY!!!

It was so depressin these past few days ... been busy hunting for houses, busy with all my last assignment but dun think i can make it on the dateline ....

But then ... good news is tat i got lenient tutor tat ask us to hand in on monday or tuesday, so it can be hold til then...

Another good news is i got back my room ... this is really happy, so we don't have to worry abt getting a house or something .... hurray

then me n chip decided to go to triple crown tonite for a celebration of end of semester, end of everything depressing ...

What is bad is tat, we din notice tat after 11pm we can't go into tavern and so happened we went there arnd 11pm, so we couldn't go in but stand in front of the door to see what will happened ... hmm know a guy frm Sudan, he is also being refused to go in, and so we chat ...

hahaha then the following story will be kept in between me n chip ...

hehe

Tommy is back

Oh forgot to mentioned, Tommy is back to Flat 71 ... he is just soo soo ... undecisive

He couldn't take it cuz of his uncle's house damn strict, so he can't stand living with these people, so he comes back

Flat 71 got back the noise n happiness

CONFLICT REVEAL

We are really not used to the atmosphere without Tommy, this whole afternoon...the flat was in a silent mode.... silent silent, until the clock tick u also can listen to it.

Tommy leaves us, he leaves us with his laughter, noise, dirts, TV, Microwave, DVD, VCR Player, Toilet tissues....

We are so not used to it, lounge without a TV, kitchen without a Microwave, we want to find a clock in the lounge area also cannot.

Suddenly i felt like our flat damn empty, no noise, no possession, no electronic, the fridge too damn empty, the sink too damn empty, the flat damn clean ....

Miss him la

But .... not until just now, when Serena n all came to our flat to study, (well make some noises in our flat mah) all of them said "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FLAT??" All of them were shocked, and all of them were so not used to it, cuz normally our flat really got that good bond, atmosphere, happening (not happening in drinking or partying that kind) shud say got family feel. ...

Then Kev came back saw all of them ... then Serena said why Kev looks so happy today, and then she asked me whether Tommy n Kev hv any conflict in between. I said i dunno... bt start to think of it ... it could be, cuz Kev seldom stay in the flat ever since Tommy here....

Then at nite, Ryan back, and then i curiously asked him whether there are any conflict in between them, then Ryan said "well, Kev don't like Tommy, so Tommy din talk to him" ... well this is a very simple conflict description .... not until the most serious revealing part until now only me n siang yee know!

Kev back home, i was washing my wok ... then he walk at the hallway there, then says "Yea tonite won't be that noisy!" I was shocked to hear that, he continue rambling in his room to Ryan, i can remember he said "When i woke up this morning, saw he is not here anymore, i felt fresh!!!" (loud n agitated) the rest i barely remember ....

I was so damn shocked, so do Siang Yee ... i went into SY room and both of us starts to discuss the unbelieavable conflict!!! Scary .... suddenly telephone rang ... for me... 2am .... I was so scared talking to Zoe, i was scared if i accidentaly disturb Kev ....

It has been week 13 ... now only i know he don't like Tommy.

Tommy GONE!!

Tommy really moved out, he really really no longer stay with us in the same flat!!

This morning about 10 am, i woke up, bt was lying on my bed, i heard noises outside, and noises of people talking in cantonese and noises of things moving... oh no!!!

Tommy really leaving, i was in a very very down mood yesterday, and today a morning such things happen, how u want me to accept everything happen in a sudden!!!

I dun want to go out, i dun want to go out and see his leave,... i lay in my bed and wait.... and i know whati s going on out there, i dun want to go out becuz i dunno how to face it.

half an hour later.... i heard his mom saying "it's that all, can we go now?" ... then after that i went out to brush my teeth, and i saw him, he said sorry to me becuz he borrowed my 'SAW' dvd to his friend and din tell me .... i din say a word to him, cuz i don't want to speak. So i tot he tot i am mad at him gua (he told me last nite), sumo i din say a word to him ....

well, nt tat i am mad at him, well i am mad at him why he want to move out la, in a short notice sumo, very hard to accept you know, i already treat him as my bro in perth, and we hv sort of like a family circle in our flat, Siang Yee the mother, me the sister, Ryan the bro, and Tommy the youngest!!!

He is so to say the link among us... except for Andi the girl who always hide in her room, and Kev the one who always go out.

I was really speechless ... bt i really hope he can come back

All Went Down Hill

Everything went down hill today.... i just dunno why everything need to happen in a day...

To test am i applicable to live on my own?
To test am i strong enough to receive all this task?

or

To see how bad i can do when everything bad happen in a row?

Since thursday nite, after the overly excitement groceries shopping spree with chip n cornie ...
the nite itself, i have no idea what i want to eat, though i hv lots of craps
I can't figure out what i am cooking
I can't even enjoy my food, yet i finished it!

I ate my bowl of fried mihun n mee ... the dark soy sauce and some carrot.... it should taste good
bt i am not in the mood ....
my mood just like shoot down tremendously ... i also dunno why
and then i went to buy plums from Chip, then i get to boost my mood back after crapping at her place and watched Amazing Race

Friday ... i wasn't feeling enthusiatic at all... I was late for editing
After back from editing got some juice to drink n read those crappy friendster forwarded msg that said friendster is closing soon pls forward the msg to ur friend. BULL SHIT!

Then went out ... saw this letter from SV ... i was waiting for it... who knows it is a bad news
My extension of contract for SV wasn't successful,
and i hv to get my ass off with all my luggage n all the shit i have to no where ...
I felt lost!

Chip too extention not granted. we were discussing how, she is even worse, going to melb in 10 jun.

I am hoping for the 13 to come, wish they can tell me that there are places in SV so that i don't have to move.

Not that i hate moving, bt i don't want to live outside, i don't want to spend a fortune to rent a house and start a life again...i don't want to spend extra cost to buy this and that for a new place.

I am so miserable ...i felt lost ... and added that it is WINTER, it is BLOODY WINTER, where am i going to live, sleep, eat, shit, shower? and where to keep myself warm too!!!

I know SV won't be this full, i know they are saving for the new student quota and sacrifice the old student .... bloody hell.

i know when the next sem starts, SV will be empty... and why that time they kick us out.

but how to wait until the semester starts? ... i am going to spend that 4 weeks break without a permanent living space.

I know i hv certain ways to live during tat 4 weeks pouring rain, howling winds' winter
1. live outside
2. zoe room
3. li teen room
4. auntie elaine house
5. auntie christina house

But .... live outside stupid! Expensive! Lonely! Depressing!
Zoe room ... lving with strangers, m just like an intruder
Li Teen room a double room
aunt elaine hse ... too far away
aunt christ hse ... far too and they will take over care of me

That kind of feeling...the feeling of doesn't belong to anywhere, the feeling of lonely, the feeling of lost!

I went out dinner with them to Northbridge ... i just want to get my head off to somewhere, social abit so that i won't be too narrowed my mind

Bt well... back to my room, i am all by myself again, talk to parents, i tot i can come out with some solution, becuz that is what i do all the time for all my life.... now i know i am no longer living with my parents, and i hv to learn i am now living on my own, living with my own responsibility... i am so down talking with them, and added that mom told me she is not coming becuz of the grp of people who suppose to come cancel their trip, so no mom coming.

that day i was so happy that if my mom coming, i can follow the trip to albany, margaret river and places ... spend time with mom... and mom said is 90% coming... but now no more ... i am so down yet i hv to receive this news ... i talk less, cuz i am emotionally agitated, but gotta show them i am calm.

That's not it ... tommy suddenly come into my room, asking back his stuff in my room- the street map, the radio .... and then the cds. he told me he will be leaving soon

and then several hours later, he told me he is leaving some time tomorrow ... WHAT!!!!

I am really not happy with his moving out.... He just came in n took back his stuff... like those couple who break up and ask to return back everything .... it is like u should respect me, and at least give an early notice, not this sudden ok... i am really not happy

Although sometimes he is noisy, sometimes is abit annoying, irritated.... but it is a good flatmate that actually keep ur boring time alive during late nite!

I like the feeling of talking straightforward to him, cuz i just can tell him what he shouldn't do and he won't feel bad about it, if he felt bad he will tell, not a complicated person. and now he is telling me he is moving tomorrow!! it is not easy to accept this while my emotion can't accept anything bad enough.

I was trying hard to focus on my MA readings ... read the question...ask myself why none of them i understand!!!

Ok i know nothing about it .. i felt lost again

Took shower wish to clean everything, and wake myself up.... never felt so down before ...never!!!

I even went to the bird singing flash site to watch this clip again... i kept this address in my bookmark, cuz last time no matter how down the mood is, i just turn it on, and listen to that bird singing, it will boost my mood up, and i will laugh at it... this time, today i watch at it, look at it, listen to it.... i felt nothing, i even watch it twice ... no effect at all!

Currently in my mind... room to live, places where i should belong, test, 2500 essay, shooting, analysis essay, money ....everything cramp up together, why must they all happen at the same time?

If u want me to set a chart for these few days mood ... it is a down hill direction, i need my ups ... i need something really really .. no i just need a solution for the above problems.

I have something new about this country today

Whenever there is a sun out there, no matter how not cloudy it is ... no matter how big the sun is ... the temperature during Autumn going to be Winter will never be HOT/ WARM!!!

I woke up at 12:30pm, i felt hot in my room with my quilt on ... dunno how is the situation out there, but all i know was the sun damn hot .. shine into my bed!! So i tot the temperature out there won't be cold.

So i wear short pants to do my laundry n hang my clothes under the hot sun

Then i just wear the usual attire when i am in Malaysia - Jeans and Short sleeve tee

Walk out of the flat... walk n walk... i start to shiver ... start to feel, bt what to do, i din even bring a jacket out, cuz i tot i m only out for 1 hour ... bt who knows that 5 minutes walk to uni and 10 mins walk back to flat strugle alot!!!

Then i forgot i am supposed to collect my fresh smell of flower n clean clothes ... so i collect it at 6pm (not too late rite) .... though the sky getting darker that time!

Shit ... my clothes, bed sheet, towel, quilt cover... all wet!!!

I think it is becuz of the wet air that create after the sun down... and also the cool air ... so today i've learnt.. no matter how big the sun is during winter, u hv to use the god damn dryer!

MURPHY'S LAW!!!

SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.........

It sucks so bad .... i received a sms this morning from Abu, he said the actor he found is not free for tomorrow shooting, damn it, tell us at this time ... how can we find another person to be the actor (main actor summore!!) ARGH......

Shit shit shit shit .... andthe stupid weather ... CHIXIN all the weather forecast said tomorrow gonna have shower ... what the hell is this .. and judgin from the weather now .... fuck!! Look at the thick n dark cloud having now ... scary ... told me tat there might be another storm coming ... fuck!!!

I just be told by my group member that she heard frm the TV news that there is a warning given out to the ppl living in middle n South western Australia, they said there might be a storm tomorrow ... CHIXIN ..

Now no bloody main actor for us, and the weather are not working with us ... FUCK!!!

MURPHY'S LAW.... FUCKING BLOODY MURPHY'S LAW

Sunbathing

It has been raining for days ... so sick of it the wet n cloudy weather.

According to the weather forecast, it will be raining for these following days ... so sien

but haha ... today got nice weather
after groceries shopping, we saw a big n black cloud, so tot it might rain later ... but haha
3pm is the best time for sunbathing IN MY ROOM, if the weather allow and the sun comes out la

That kind of feeling syiok til the max, now can understand why the mat salleh loves to sunbathe when they are in the tropical country or beach

SYIOK!!!! just lie on my chair, put my legs up the window there, and then wear sun glasses, and close my eyes relax .... think nothing, this kind of feeling really good man!!

Again!!

Last nite, After watching 'Kingdom of Heaven', dunno why Ryan said it was good, probably, it is a war and fighting movie, maybe he loves the cruelity in human .... I don't find this movie tremendously amazing, and yet Orlando Bloom's acting .... very monotone!!!

Well, i gotta sleep early cuz got the day i hate - Wednesday has come .... need to wake up early for a damn long hours lecture, screening, tutorial ... But i couldn't sleep, cuz hehe the nite before i slept at 4am

Finally dunno what time i get to sleep, and i think i start to sleep deadly, i dun even know there is a tornado that day ..... i dreamt alot these days, maybe due to too much of sleeping, today i dreamt again, and him appear in my dream twice in a different story/scene ..... i din dream of the person i am seeing everyday and yet i am dreaming the person whom i see less ......

The story is like this, i dreamt of me going back to KL, and saw my family, suddenly him appear in my house .... and the feeling is like, he is the usual guest to my family ... so weird!!

Then another story is that .... i think that is at a school environment ... then i saw soo ee and then suddenly me n her need to go to the toilet, and then i saw him in the ladies checking email ... hahaha where on earth in the loo got pc and internet access!!! Then i sit beside him and check my email ... weird again

Dream are always weird, but then again wat it actually mean? or it doesn't mean anything, or it does mean something that i don't know!!!!

I miss him yesterday, cuz went for movie, so i assume yesterday he came online .... not assume ... is i know!!!

Hate Raining ..... rain rain and rain ...never stop for the whole day!!!

Busy

Been busy lately, can't really breath heh!!!

Busy with assignment, mise-en-scene group meeting, presentation, one after another, no rest at all, scared to welcome the following weeks, everything cram up together, ....

Just finish media audiences campaign, luckily jason volunteer to do the compile job... hahaha he volunteer then of cuz i give him to do.

Although i have finish it, but still can't feel the relaxing air flow into my body, lagi teruk, dunno why this morning woke up, neck pain. Then i have been tahan the pain for the whole day, sitting at the desk and finish the work .... pain like hell, my neck can't even put straight.

Now i m abit worry my laundry, due to the moody n cloudy weather... and the forecast says the whole week will be a shower n storm week.... how to wash my dirty clothes.

p/s: i dun hv bra to wear la. ...shhh shhh

Lately craving for Black Eyed Peas - Don't phunk with my heart.

Friday the 13th

It is Friday the 13th .....
A day that full of horror, mysterious, scary .... Phui!!!! where got???
Nothing scary happen AT ALL!!!

Spend my whole morning and afternoon in TV Studio B, we are rehearsing for our mise-en-scene lighting, we have a hard lightin to do in our video shooting. So guess what, i spend my time there standing under the spotlight and be the model for them to see the lights ..... fun huh ... cuz we have the whole studion on our own, just feel like ... haha my baby production!!

Then arnd 4pm go back and need to start a discussion on MA .... until abt 6:30 pm

Argh ... rush to Ambleman's wrap party. I know going to a party at this crucial time is like .... naughty girl

But well, this is not only a party so simple, showing up in a production wrap party is important, if u want to be recognise, and hope for future job from them.

Lina cousin sister came and fetch me and angie (my look up person). We were sesak in the dark for quite some times ... we were supposed to reach there by 7pm, but we arrived at Anathea house at 8:30pm late late late... bt well the house was abit quiet ... not that i expected a "PARTY" going on.

anathea the art director has a very nice house ... and she is really a rich girl, 50" inch (i think) plasma TV, 20"inch (i think) apple desktop... and lots of beautiful and artistic picture hanging on the wall.

I am hungry but no food to be served, except for beer !! ... then Linda came (the producer) with her infamous "dangerous punch" hahaha, heard that the last day of shooting, the director got thrash with her dangerous punch.

direction in making the dangerous punch"
1. soak fruits (watermelon, pineapple, peach...) into vodka for 2 days (1 bottle of vodka is fine, 2 bottle of vodka make the director thrash)
2. the serving day itself, mix 1 into wine, champagne, sparkling wine and juice.

TADAH .... ur guest won't feel like they are drinnking an alcohol, but ...eating the fruits u can tell how much alcohol there are and the effect damn strong.

I keep on chucking my favourite chips - Doritos nachos extreme cheese. That the only food to warm my stomach up, if not i will vomit like a dog drinking all the alcohol.

They show the making of Ambleman... i think that video it for an hour, hehe i am included in one of the scene .... hahaha at least i hv been recognise. (it is important to be recognise in this industry)

It is also very obvious that some ppl are hard to mix with, media party are nt the wild one, cuz there are some matured ppl here (neh, my tutor, lecturer ..... ) These ppl sitting there and discuss their stuff (boring) ... Luckily the nice and kind Liz arrive and Linda willing to mix with us ... (i tot she is arrogant, cuz i saw her in campus one day, and i intended to say hi to her. .. but din cuz doesn't seem like she will remember me) but then... today she told she saw me tat day, and she wave at me, but i din saw her waving at me... and then tat nite itself i send her an email to confirm with that i am going to the party, i even wrote in the email that "i am carven, if you can still remember me..." ... hahaha she told me and i felt like so malu to make her act like a fool, but it was so much fun ...

Later, we went out to the pool and have a look, Anathea, stand on the pool stairs with her socks on... me, angie sit at the pool site and soak our legs into the pool (god it was freaking freezing cold, 14 degress i think)

Anathea can't resist the water, she jumps in .... actually i always have this visual of myself jumping into the pool with clothes on ... i always wanted to do this .. no harm rite!! but today i din, cuz i dun wan to wet myself and make Lina car wet with stainds. So abit disappointed at myself .. maybe next time ... Hmm.. maybe should know some ppl whose have a house with a pool .. hahahahahah

After getting Lina into trouble ... me and angie cancel the chillis mussel thing, and then me and angie spend a nite just talk, angie told me alot of her experience, like how to hook up with these people .... it is good to know how she made it

she is this ppl who can force herself do her work and achieve the grades that she wants ... GENG!! and at the same time, she can also go out party .... this is her dark side she said. Cuz of her strict parents, she has to do all this when she is abroad ... i am also shocked to know that she smokes before, but not inhale into the lungs, and i was shocked these ppl really smoke before ... but they are not addicted to it, they are just taka a puff or two for relieving stress.

stomack sure got problem .... no dinner, chips + alcohol ... gonna die tmrw

Heart pop out

Just finish chatting with him.

We din meet each online for i think 2 weeks, since that day.

Today when i am in the mid of several conversation, and then doing online research for my MA campaign, feeling abit irritated with so many ppl online, and also my mood also not too good. Then suddenly late at nite, someone come onlien and say hi to me, i dunno it was him, cuz he change his nickname, so i couldn't recognise, after trying hard to figure out who this is.... hahaha it was him, i can feel my heart just pop out .... the mood change tremendously, get so excited!!!

Finally got his address.... wonder what i would do with his address.

and also finally he put his pic online la ... so that i can refresh my mind with his look hahahaha

Touching~~~

It doesn't happen recently, but suddenly i feel like expressed it out.

I got to know my friend involved in a minor car accident, just becuz she is thinking about how my life here.

That was when i first got here. I am abit shocked to hear this, cuz i thouth they were kidding. But they said it was true, and now only i know i am not invisble, and i really played an important role within my friends.

And then another friend told me the day i fly, she said her mood damn down while she is on her way to work.

Sometimes, ppl will only felt sad when they know u are not there.

So gotta appreciate every person u hv with u now.

I got to know that all my cousin n bro miss me so much, cuz they felt weird to play without me.

It happened that i saw my close cousin sister at my house, they were all at my house, then i ask my another ocusin bro, ask him that Yee shud be feeling abit weird, cuz go to my house bt without my appearance. Then my cousin bro said, "actually we all felt weird" ... this is so touching too, cuz make me felt that i am always visible to them, and i am always important to them.

I got to know that one day when i am webcaming with my grandmother, she told me, "dunno why sometimes she will think of me, think of how my life here, dunno why... maybe just becuz the bond"

I am on the webcam but i dunno what to say to her, cuz i knew if i talk my voice will turn, and my tears will start to come out, cuz i really wanted to tell her, i miss her so much, and i actually thinking of the image when i last saw her before i come to perth. That was the nite before i left, i sent back to the house and say bye and a hug. but i couldn't express my feeling to her, cuz i am too emotionally affected.... then i know i cannot tahan... cuz i have been tahan for quite a few minutes, then they change another person to talk to me, i need to bend down on my table, so that i can clear my tears what watever shit i hv on my eye. ....

I just feel like going home in the end of the year. No money to go back in june. I want to go back cuz i want to spend time with them. At first i was thinking not to go back in this entire 2 years, cuz air ticket really really expensive. So now if i planned to go back, the money i earn will be given to the trip back to KL, and my tour arnd australia dream CRASHED!!!

So hard to decide. However i was touch to know that ppl are missing me so am i.

Simple theory

Someone said i should mentioned this here.

I was being a "love consultant" again for miss Tai. Asking someone who has not being in love before... bt anyway, outsider always have a clearer mind, we see things differently, more importantly, we sees things positively.

She was upset about his bf, and she was depressed over she thinks that she give him loves more than he gave to her. And now she is thinking, it is unfair to her as she gives in so much, towards obsession on him, but he only gives her those cold and lazy to layan her that kind of attitude. So she was thinking whether he loves her or not. (I m simplifyin their situation, more in depth, dun ask me... cuz i only want to bring out that theory!! haha)

She overly tired of thinking whether she loves him more, or he loves her more. She wans the balance return from what she gave out. She said must have some balance like the ying and yang thing.

Then i suddenly made up of this theory. Ying and Yand are not the same, giving and receive will never be the same porpotion, that's why our world have extremely rich ppl and extremely poor ppl, all living under one earth.... or so to say, u can hv both extreme living in the same country, city, suburb. Because everyone will never be the same,we cannot have all rich ppl living in the same place and all poor ppl living at the same place, that would lead to trouble. that's also why the communist concept being wiped out in the 40's becuz everyone dun want to be the same, everyone wants to fight for what they want, and enjoy what they deserves.

That is also why, there are ppl not being loved and there are ppl overly being loved.... NOT FAIR!!!!

Well.... seeing this intellectual smart ass, craving for help... depressed over her loves, this make her look stupid, as she doesn't deserves to be this stupid. Ppl who are in love will always be blind, they can always easily forget the simple theory. I think i will be like this too, cuz our emotions covers our rationale.

In this world, there are always problems, chaotic, conflict going on, but ppl can never think of using the most simple and easier way to solve their problem, cuz they will just think in a negative ways which lead to their depression, tired, stress!!! Ppl shud always live happy.

THINK POSITIVE BEFORE YOU DEPRESSED!!!

Should start a campaign about it.....!!!!!

So, Mr Bush, pls use the simpliest and easiest way to solve ur political problems.... dun use force, violence, to solve what you want to make a world to be.

PEACE Everyone!!!!

Go Green! Go Peace!

Isn't that hard??

Isn't that hard to express something you really want to express....
Why women is like this???
Why they always feel like expressing something they wanted to, but when it comes to it, they will never use the direct way, and will always use an indirect way or something not related to what you wanted to say.
Damn.... I'm that kind of person!!!

I felt like dropping a testi for him, then i dropped.... but the words that came from my mind are not written down... cuz.... no guts la, of cuz, it is not the time to express too, scared will chase him away... emm... i think the dream indicator quite accurate hor!!!

*ups & downs*

Here come to the busiest week..... i hv doco presentation this week, friday need to hand in doco treatment - 2500 words, need to do research on my topic, and write my crappy documentary out..... and then monday need to hand in MA campaign .. which require alot of research and work, we haven't chose a topic to go with too ... gonna die!!!! Monday got screen production group meetin too.... AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... where is my motivator??? where is my comfortor????

All i can see is STRESS, STRESS, STRESS, and STRESS!!!! I scared i can't cope with it... and the grades i am getting now frm my assignment are not too good.... i dun want to send back to malaysia, but i do want to go back to malaysia.... !!! so confusing!!!

I dun want to be send back la, but i want to go back proudly la.

Yes!!!

Yes, i hv send him a sms, told him that i dreamt of him that nite.... too bad he sent me 4 sms but i can only receive one.

But .. afterall, the good thing is, he came online ... if not dunno when he will come online. This is hard, i can't receive any sms frm malaysia, and then he dun come online often, maybe once a week, or once every fortnight!!!

Too bad, his internet connection always got problem, we are in the mid of chatting, then suddenly he offline!!!! Actually he dc, i can understand, if not he sure will say goodnite to me before he offline.

Then i was waiting... wait for quite a long time!!! Then also no sign of him online!! then i sent him a sms, ask him whether he went offline or dc, and i knew i might not be able to receive his msg, so i ask him to give me a miss call if he is going to sleep... Then he called!!!

Sort of panic la ... then he said his connection got problem, so say goodnite n bye bye lo... Felt so sorry to want him call la... cuz money is a thing for him i think... aih!!!

*Emotional* .....

Dreams again!!!

I hate to say this, but last nite i really dreamt of him again!!!!

Although this time doesn't have the feel of sweet dream after i woke up, but tis a longer dream, though the dreams jump here and there, suddenly diff people appear, location and all also diff, then jump to another scene and all.... but his image in the dream has alot!!!!

Me and him in the story in the dream have more .... ahem... ahem.... "interaction"!!!!!

Isn't it becuz of the black pepper beef last nite i had??

I don't know .... i am freaking pissed with 3 network, cuz i can't receive any sms from malaysia mobile!!! DAMN IT.... i might missed some sms.

Oh well, i am very tired last nite ... but i had a long long long long dream about almost everyone. But he plays the main role in my dream!!!!

Shud i tell him that i dreamt of him last nite????

ZERO

Never in my life had so many ZEROs in a day!!!!!

We knew that we are going to embarrass ourself today, but really never thought of it will be this bad.

Yup, we lost badly.... my frist match against Curtin (well she is a star player), anyway i am playing in a single game. and the result is 11-0, 11-0 ..... of cuz the "0" is me.

i felt really embarrassing, 0 you know, it is a freaking 0 .....

Then the second match, i am playing against ECU.... well, i think she is better than me though, cuz all of them played in the final tournament before last, except for us... all the freshie.

But i like this game, cuz i really played hard, and it is a good game, though i lost. it is 11-3, 11-4 (i think) at least i am not getting a zero!!!!

Then the last match, i am waiting for it to end.... phsycally i am very very tired, my leg n arm are in pain.... and i am hungry too. How well can u expect me to play. Anyway i lost again in this match against UWA. Yep, 11-0, 11-0 AGAIN!!!!! At least she is a better person than the Curtin player, the Curtin player was too too too arrogant and snobbish!!! Hate their face when they smach UWA double in the final game!!!! Just make me want to smack her face.

Later at nite, we had dinner together.... it is a FREAKING $15 meal, ate in a chinese restaurant, paid for this much, left so food for someone to come, but they turn up late, and don't want to eat the food.... wasted la.... there are all the good ingredients... -- Prawn, Squid, Duck,chicken, Beef, Fish!!!!

Erm .. oh well we ordered black pepper beef .... i had a story to tell about this dish.

I used to HATE black pepper, cuz it don't taste good. No matter how my father force me to eat black pepper i also don't like. Until one day, a guy asked me to try on this dish, when we had our mixed rice back in Feb (Malaysia) .... He recommended me to try on that, cuz he likes it.... then he said that is black pepper chicken, in my heart i am like "erm .... i dun like black pepper!!" guess what i gave a try on that dish that day.

Today, when they ordered black pepper beef.... first thing why i eat it, becuz i need to pay for the meal, so might as well give a try so that i won't feel so wasted with my money given. The first scoop i ate.... oh gosh, so memories struck my mind... suddenly i miss him so much. Becuz of that black pepper smell and the taste, it reminds me of him, and really miss him very much... in the end i kept on eating that dish - black pepper beef, cuz every bite, it really reminds me of him!!!

Sweet Dream ~~

Ya i had sweet dream last nite.

Yesterday nite, Tommy were asking me n Siang Yee whether we had any dreams that dreamt of us dying, or killing someonelse.

We were shocks to hear that and he said almost every month he dreamt of him dying and he killed someone.

This is so freaking scary, then i said i would want to have sweet dreams tonite, then off to continue playing the x-box.

Later at nite, while i am sleeping, i really had a sweet dream.... *=* sweet dreams~~~~~

not gonna tell here!!!! hahahaha

Gotta go for badminto practice, as i am playing on tomorrow's badminton tournament playing against 3 other uni in WA. Tough Tough!!!

Interesting days

I was told by myself that it will be a very tiring day on thursday.

To do list on thursday:
1. 6am woke up for horse riding
2. sleep for the entire afternoon
3. 7pm go for mid nite production filming
4. it will be friday morning when i am backhome

Went to horse riding with Serana, An Hui and Jonathan n friends, it is 15 of us, all the way to Wanneroo, it is 50 mins drive from Murdoch.

Before riding on the horse, i am a bit nervous, i scared what if the horse ride fast and made me fall.... i am also afraid what if the horse doesn't want me....lots of "what if" in my mind.

Then i am up on the horse, too bad din take much pic, cuz i din bring along my camera with me when i am on the horse, scared will break heh.... then i realise i have my phone with me, so i took some of it only for memories, cuz can't see clearly.

I rode on a horse named - Jimmy, i think he is a bit irritates by the flies around him, he keep on move his leg, which scared me off too !!!!

We have a tour guide that lead us the way, go round the bushes, up hill, and down slopes.... i felt like i am the old time rangers that ride a horse to search for something.... heheh!!!! The beginning was interesting, after the down slopes we have gone thru... i started to felt bored, cuz it has been an hour, you spread ur leg, sitting on a not comfortable thing, bounce for hour.... leg started to feel pain, ass going to be flat, uncomfortable !!!!

The most interesting part it has to be when we are going down slope, cuz it is like roller coaster without a safety belt, and the horse goes fast.

It ends with a down hill kind of excitement.... then we line up at the end there and wait for the others, that is when i saw the last person fall from the horse, cuz her horse ran out of way and going to hit her to the branch, so she just let go ... and fall slow motionly. luckily she din hurt much.

After getting down from the horse... i can't close my two leg man..... cuz it's hurt... my legs are in pain. All of us walking funnily.... like a duck!!!

Then we headed to Northbridge for the famous "dim sum", got "har kao", egg tart, "chee cheong fun" and etc .... basically u can get all a "dim sum" restaurant have, and also some not in our "dim sm" restuarant dishes too!!! we have 7 at our table... each of us need to pay $11.... it is expensive, and very full too. Rm33 per person... it is god damn expensive if u compared with malaysia dim sum... bt well, this Hoi's kitchen is a very famous dim sum in perth, need to queue to get in, and v are early tat day, so we get to sit, and we get to eat egg tart.

Rushes back to SV abt 2pm, and i off to bed and have a better sleep, so that later at nite i am able to stay alert and awake for the shooting.

2:40pm, i received a call from Elvie.... then from then on i am only half awake....until 6pm, it is my wake up time. Siang yee haven't come back frm groceries shopping, so the frozen food i asked her to buy for me, i can't eat it... and hv to cook instant noodles :( ... not full enuf, and no time to eat more. 7pm need to meet up at worship centre and wait for Liz the 2nd assistant director to fetch me and Angie.

Drove for 40 mins... drove past the city, and this trip not counted the last trip i came to perth 6 yrs ago, this is the first time i came to the city at nite, and the nite view of the city is tremendously beautiful. All the building switch on the lights, make the city become city of lights. BEAUTIFUL!!! *=*

We are supposed to reach there at 8pm, but we were early, too bad after we parked the car and found out the address they gave us don't have Dewson, .... 3 girls in the car, drive around Woodvale in the dark searching for Dewson.... arh... this is scary!!!! And we even went to a wrong Dewson at Kingsley. Been look at the map, searching for the god damn Dewsons .... finally went to BP to ask for direction!!

That makes us to be late, bt well... after we had arrived, the director, 1st AD also arrived.... and we start to discuss we all also directed to another place. And also ask direction from BP.

This nite shooting is about a food fight scene, so it will be very messy, and need to take care of every product they have over there... and also the position that everything placed at. The producer have so much stressed on it... tis nite, i have been promoted to take charge of the clapper board.... the one that show the board before directore say "action". Hehehe... quite happy that i am on an important job, but quite scared if i din perform well, and also scared i am not up to it (cuz i am extremely tired) i have taken 2 cup of coffee tis nite, one without any sugar, so that it can give me more energy. this nite, i am really not doing those dodgy job anymore, i take charge in takin photo of the actual look of the supermarket, i din know i am so important when we are cleaning it up and taking those things back to normal, everyone ask me how it is ... and i refer to the digi cam.

We are so not up to the shooting schedule, we wrap up with some shot left for next week to shot, cuz it is too late to shoot now, and we need time to pack, clean and everything. then 5am we need to leave the supermarket. I am dead hungry, mentally and phsycally exhausted, and freezingly cold too. I got my sandwich and just eat on my way home.... Liz is such a good person, i think she is quite nice and friendly too, she has a lot to say. While she and Angie chatting, i found out a biggest news.. that my tutor - the producer too, is going out with the director, maybe none of u will be surprised, but i think my tutor she is abt 30+, and the director is only 24... quite young and he is also once her student!!!! Not to say that i can't accept or not being open-minded, but i am a bit shocked with this news, cuz she is my tutor, and i din know she is going out with this young director... haha Liz said she saw them making out in the control room last week.

I reached home at 6:05 am, saw a notice on my door frm siang yee, that we are going out to the city at 11am... gosh .. i have only this few hours to sleep. And Tommy haven't sleep yet when i am back, said hi to him with a bloody tired look, went to the toilet, strip! Change ! Sleep!

*Friday* ....
To do list:
1. to the City to go to the immigration for working visa.
2. shops for running shoes
3. Shops for possible jacket.
4. Pass my phone to Elvie so that she can bring back to KL for my parents.

I was mentally n phsycally exhausted, but i just couldn't sleep after i hide under my quilt. THen i automatically woke up at 10 something before my alarm rang. and still feel like a very fresh look, what the hell!!!

Then i saw my phone with a sms from andrew, saying he is god damn bored and ask what i am up to on friday. then i told him i am going to the city and he said ok he come n fetch me, see him in 10 mins time.

I am still fine with the trip to the city and all....
got my working visa, bought a running shoes for $80, then start to feel tired already, but still can walk for a few miles, bought another jacket for $20 at Buss.... haha i fancythis jacket long time ago and now it is on promotion, what a fast turning.

Then we all head to Harbour town ... though harbour town gt lots of promotional items, bt i am really too tired to look around, i just outside waiting for them .... arhg... just like a dying zombie.

Finally been waiting for them for hours, and i we got to go, and Elvie is here, so my to-do-list has finish, it is time to go back n rest...

After back home, i am so energetic again, wear my jacket n play with it.. hahaha "fat hao" !!!! Then took a bath, and watch 'Not another teen movie', a funny movie like scary movie that kind bt i still prefer scary movie, i can still stay until abt 2am, read magazine and all, then sleep.

This is the first time i can sleep so peacfully.....

A real break

I have been having study break for a week, and now it is the last week to go.... sort of missing the days of break i have, thoughts of after the study break, every week i will have one or two assignment to pass up, presentation, shooting .... all tons of stuff... not going to have such an enjoy moment, as those assignment are harder and lecturer are looking for a higher expectation.

I was asked to go for badminton in this morning, 8:45am is the meeting time. I wasn't up for it, cuz i know i have been having daily routine like waking up at 1pm, sleeping at 3am. Waking up at 8 is definately not my time. But well, since that everyone asked me to go, Tommy is excited about it too, the atmosphere made me planned to go. And i went to bed early last nite, due to my abnormaldaily routine, it is impossible for me to sleep that early, been strugglin to sleep for hours, and so i really had no idea what time i slept, all i know i woke up this morning hardly!!!

I was half awake when i am playing badminton, my stamina is so weak, i have lost my old me, lost my talent in badminton...WHY WHY WHY.....!!!!! And added that, i have a wore a wrong shoes, i wore a sneaker to badminton, but i don't have a running shoe or court shoe, wore sneakers to play badmintonm hurted my toe badly.

I start to hate myself why i playedso badly, Argh.... the egoism came out again, as someone just learn to play, but she can beat me....!!!!! *Tired*

Later at nite, we have a pot-luck with An Hui, Serena, Siang Yee, Li teen, Felice and Tommy. What is weird is that Siang Yee, Felice and Li teen are not so familiar with An Hui (poor thing, her friends all went for holiday)

It was a messed in my flat kitchen when we were preparing for the food we got to make. I made Creamy Sweet corn and chicken soup. Li Teen friend onion egg, Siang Yee made potato salad, and Tommy cook rice (he don't know how to cook, so rice is the thing for him to make haha)

As Li teen claimed that she always made the egg look awful, so she came to our flat to fried, cuz Siang Yee can teach her. So i just learn how to make creamy mushroom soup from Siang yee, and now i used the same method on creamy sweet corn with chicken. It was a messed though, cuz it took quite alot of time... 4 person squeeze in the kitchen, all messed up, Ryan and Kevin was at the lounge for simpson.... and i think there were envy the food we made ... haha but they are not going to eat it... too bad!! Maybe we should have a theme flat dinner.

This pot luck was overwhelming, cuz we had too many food to eat, AnHui made Green Curry Chicken... (nice nice nice), Felice baked pasta, and Serena was supposed to bring over her handmade cherry cake, but she didn't show up. We ate we chat.... and it was a good dinner, sometimes it is a good idea to have pot-luck, u made the effort of thinking what to cook, and looking forward to people's food, it is a very thing to have.

Though i was very very very tired, cuz .... i think i slept for 4 hours last nite, and din take a nap afternoon.... damn tired, tomorrow i also need to go for badminton, same time.

Mad over this bloody hell.

A day has past, and it is time to have dinner, tonite dinner we had it at Felice's flat, cuz she is making Mexican Taco meal... while we are happily enjoying that messy taco meal. Suddenly this guy pop out of nowhere.... this is a guy all of us don't like - YuBun.

He is a part time phone/ phone card seller in the campus, he always walk around and search for victims to sell out his product - international calling, phone away card, mobile prepaid, and lastly he also sells phone, frm vodafone, optus, 3, telstra and virgin...

He has been bothering Siang Yee they all for a very long time, cuz he is like an admirer of Siang Yee, but he is very very very bloody disturbing. He din bother that time, cuz i din buy any phone from him. Until i started to know more about 3 phone from him, frm then he starts to bother me... but well it is sort of business deal so it is fine with me.

Until i got the phone, and our business finish. Then i figured out my phone keypad at number 3,6,9 the light keep on flick, so i tell him about it, and he din seems to bother. Then one day he message me and want to know about Siang Yee's msn n icq.... then i told him my infarred port seems cannot transfer file, i just reply me with sorry i can't help u. What the fuck is this, he provide no customer service or after sales service to his customer, the phone he is the one who sell to me, of cuz i have to find him to ask for the problem.... just a sentence of word like this.... pissed me off totally, but i din put this in mind.

Sometimes he suddenly pop out at my slidding door and ask where is my phone, cuz he wants to try to unlock this phone, then i told him i don't want to unlock, and i need to use my phone. then he ciao...

Until today when i am having my dinner at Felice place..... I am in the mid of eating the messy taco... oil and sauce all over my hand and he suddenly just pop out of the slidding door, and talk nothing. No one wants to bother him, but Siang Yee was too kind to him, ask him come here for what, and who he wants to find. Then he said he wants to find me, for wat i asked and how he knows i am here, he said he saw me and asked whether my phone is with me, cuz he wants to try to unlock it... bloody hell, told him before that i don't want to unlock it, and why he keep on insists on it... fuck. Then i just give him myphone and like make him go away. I am not so happy about giving the phone to him without me guardin what he will do to it.

Then i was in the mid of watching 'Desperate Housewives', he then come back and bring a very happy smile on his face, show my phone to me, and on the phone it stated a "yes optus" thing, means he succeeded in unlocking the phone, then put it back my sim card into the phone, and he start to tell me, er... u check and see whether all the setting got change, and check whther all ur stuff is inside or not. .... I was like in the mid of anxious, i hope it won't happen... bt then it happened man.... all my photos gone, all my ringtone gone, all my lovely messages gone, all my contacts gone... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.... he even asked me what is gone, then i said pic lo... he asked how many pics u have inside.... my tone was down, and din want to talk to him at all, i just tell him " a little lo" ... which actually means GOT FUCKING A LOT!!!!!!!! I replied him in a low tone voice, and want to distract my view on the nice show on the TV.. .and dunwant to see him again!!!! He just said a word "sorry" then ran into someones room and talk, chat and laugh...

After he went into someones room, he reacted quite .... big, cuz siang yee they all asked me how, and i am like dumping the sofa.. almost looking violence, but still in control.

Until i came home, and want to check what is really gone, how many pics is gone.... FUCK wasted my time to restore the ringtone in, the lovely message that i need to transfer frm old phone to this new phone, and the pic... they are really gone ...

In conclusion, he is a irresponsible phone seller, he pretend to be friendly with u when he needs the business from u, whoever got him in ur msn list, dun promise urself will hv a good time, cuz he sometimes will message u and ask u "u rarely make calls?" What the fuck la, how many calls i made is none of ur business la, he even asked me before "dun u need an international calling card to call home?" He told him i dun call home, we use internet and chat online, he keep on ask, and i reply the same answer BLOODY HELL, DUN HE FUCKING KNOWS WHAT PEOPLE MEANT??!!!!?!?!??!

I then deleted his msn on my msn list and blocked him.

Oh SHIT.

Been watchin DVD for this few days, cuz nothing to do also, din go out also, becuz of the senior have assignment to due, so i can't go out alone also... damn.

DVDs that i hv been watch within these few days
1. Moulin Rouge
2. Miss Congeniality
3. The Tin Drum
4. South Park
5. Bridget Jones's Diary
6.Ghost

What is so shit about my life is that....

I have been started to have a truly Aussie lifestyle..actually not, the Aussie life is not like this.

I hv been sleeping for more than 10 hours a day... sleep at 3am in the morning, wakes up at 1pm... just today, i start to hv awakening feel abt 12pm, and i tot it was only 9am. The weather here too nice to let u sleep, u won't feel it is afternoon, and i tot it is only morning. I heard frm some seniors, when in the winter, you just won't feel like waking up, cuz it is too comfy to sleep and curdle in ur quilt. Today is sat, it is even better to sleep til so late, cuz the gardener is not working, so i won't hear the noise of some noisy engine or motor working around my courtyard.

So how.... if i continue to sleep like this, or this kind of lifestyle, i will really get fat ler.... cuz now the weather or the evening is getting colder, it will be very cold to jog at that time, it has been weeks tat i din go for exercise... and i think i start to feel some unneccessary meat or oil at my tummy there.... ARGH.... cuz potato chips are too nice to say no to them.

BTW... if anyone is kind enuf, could u call me in the morning to wake me up? hahah...

Production Helpers

Another early morning wake up day. Today is the day that i will go and help out the Honours student shooting project. Heard this from my tutors, and i email the producers as a volunteer, and i already assume that i will be doing those doggie work, just like a "da chap"...

Gotta wake up at 7am... 3 alarm rang, but none of them can wake me up, just felt like not going, cuz i am too tired to wake up this early. But then, i woke up, and have nearly about 20 minutes to prepare myself and walk to TV Studio. After all this time competition, i made it, and arrived on time. hhahahaha.

And yeah... i am really doing some diggie work, like guarding the door out there, dun let anyone to go in without any permission. But nvm, i prepared for it, i even prepared to be scold, but din happen.

They are really professional, i really learn alot of stuff from this experience, from there i know how sucky we are when we are shooting, we are just like some freshmen, who dunno how to shoot, everything messed up, but them, they have all the key word, such as: stand by (everyone need to prepare, ppl who guard the door need to go out), camera going to roll (means camera going to roll within seconds, and the person who do continuity need to be prepare with the correct slate board), roll (means the camera press record, and the continuity need to say scene 2, shot 5a, take3), here comes the director, see everything in set, then he will sit down and say "ACTION" (this is when everyone need to be quiet, cannot move at all except for the actors).

What is so hard in this part is that, if u r in the set, after the word ACTION being called, you cannot move ur leg, cuz will cause some sounds, worse is if you feel like fart.. u have to hold ur fart until the director say cut. I saw another person, he just cannot hold on his counghing... so hard man.. i see his face all red, and chokking all the way...arh

After seeing how they did, at least i have a clue on how to shoot our next mise-en-scene assignment.

Looking forward to another shooting day, i'll helping them on next thursday nite at Dewson's Woodvale, for a food fight scene. I think that would be more interesting... hahah

Tired.... shooting ends at 7pm.

Call me a GOD

It is good to know that our MA assignment due time being postpone to 4pm, if not will need to struggle more.

I have been starting my assignment since Thursday morning, I know it is a bit late to start this assignment, I thought I can complete it within a day, maybe!!! Cuz all I need is to paste some info, then do some lit review, and then analyse it.

Went to the library in the evening to find some books for lit review and referencing, wow … I din attend the library tour, so I dunno how to borrow a book and dun even know where our school book locate… I then log into the library website at the library, find some related books, and then go up to 4th floor and go down to 1st floor for several times, just to search some possible books. Spend almost 1 hour there, found 4 seems like related to my topic books. This is hard man… not like KDU college library, small but easy to find, here too big to find a book.

I keep on stray when I do my assignment, start to do my lit review after dinner, well I think this is the hardest part, as I really dunno how to do alit review and also I didn’t read many books, so how???

Been reading and looking at the example that WebCT gave us, keep on think how I am going to relate this and this. Hard hard hard hard….!!!!! I dunno how much time I spend on lit review part, I think until midnite, I am still at that part.

I din sleep for the whole nite, sipping my green tea, hope to keep me warm and keep me stay awake. I am not sleepy to be surprised, so pretty good, but I think I really use a lot of time to do it.

I have been sitting at my desk since the noon of Thursday, watching the sky turn into dusk then become dark. Ass becoming bigger I think, sit there until the dawn going to appear, and then looking at the sun going to come out, shinning the east part of the sky. I found the scenery very beautiful, at about 6am, I opened my window, and keep the fresh air come in, that was 9 celcius. I took a lil walk outside, to feel the good o morning, to invite a new day, felt so good, I am walking through all the mist, with just a thin pull over and my long pants, luckily dun hv wind… if not will be really cold.

Went back to my room, continue my assignment as it is going to end. Sitting at my desk, only I realize so many Old Aussie awake, and they are walking towards uni, maybe for a morning walk… emm our uni truly have an amazing environment for walk. This is my first time awake till this time, never have I stay till so late, or never had I wake up so early. The morning is really nice, can never get this in Malaysia.

Today was a cloudy day, lots of cloud. I am going to finish my assignment, that time, while I saw some student walking to the uni for classes, pity them need to wake up so early, and attend classes so early, then I continue my assignment. I think I used a lot of reference, they gave me a hard time to organize them, then I saw the same person who went for classes, come back. That was 9:30am, I din realize it was 9am, I tot it is only 8am. Oh my….

Struggling with the appendix, then YAHOO….. finished at 9:45am… then I dunno why, I am so energetic for the whole nite, but rite after I finish the assignment, I started to feel dizzy, and some body heat probably. Then I went to have a short nap, becuz need to wake up at abt 12 to go for printing, then pass it up, better be early than late.

I can’t really sleep well, then I woke up right after I heard the sound of a thunder…. Scared me off, cuz I scared if it is going to rain… then I will be suck.

I woke up dizzily, felt much of my body heat come out, I think it gotta be the stress and been up for the whole nite, human body really need to have some rest. Now I know how important rest are.

About 3pm, din rest at all, still have the energy to walk to Kardy for groceries. I am going to praise myself…. Then tomorrow need to wake up early to go to wildlife park. I am just a god .. who dun need to sleep.

At nite after dinner, start watching American Idol, then continue to watch American pie on PUBLIC TV…. Poor Siang Yee slept at 7:30pm, becuz she also been up for the whole nite, but she slept for 4 hours in between. But I still have the energy to watch till abt 11pm, and start to sleep at 12 something… geng.

Illegal Intruder

I know if i tell you where i went today, you must be damn envy, but then again if you know what i have to do for my studies, then you will say me .... argh... dunno what you will say about me, maybe something about how i dunno how to arrange my time.

Well... i have been busy since monday nite, been searching for a campaign to do for my case studies, i know i am rushing it again, doing my assignment last minute again, some of them even pass up the assignment and me still thinking what to do over several days.

Tuesday nite, busy with editing assignment, but well finally finish with that assignment, our baby, the one we come out with an idea, and shoot ourselves, and edit it ... my ever first so called professional production. Completed at 11pm something... damn tired.

Then today, is the most busy day for me. been up since 8:30am for classes at 9:30am, a 3 hours straight class, then another tutorial right after that class .. so tired, i only have 2 hours to rest then have class again at 4pm... sleep for that entire 1 and half hour... luckily the MA tutorial have nothing to do, then go back early, i am so happy with that cuz i have somewhere to rush to rite after my class.

Go back, get something to eat then, hehehehe... here i go.

well i got to keep this as a secret, cuz zoe din ask the rest of them to go, becuz she knew they won't go cuz of assignment, she invite me to go becuz i am interested though i have assignment too...

Ok let's reveal what is the secret here.

Zoe has a friend who work for an Airline (i can't tell this), and then he is a kadet pilot of that Airline, and so happen that the flying college is just situated not far from my uni. So he brought us there to have a look.

It was 6:10pm, the sky going to turn dark. Heavy traffic on the road, lots of traffic light that makes us falls into dark.

We have finally reach the airport (actually is just a 5 minutes drive frm uni, but make it like such a long journey), the sky was dark enough, he brought us to a look out point, where there are benches and a very nice view for you to look at those small size aerolane thta kadet used to trained.

Nothing much going though, it is at nite... but until we waited for not too long, there was one aeroplane going to fly, that pilot gotta do his nite flight training. And then not too long too, we saw more and more plane going for their training, we saw take off and landing. We can't do anything at that moment except for looking at it.

Then we head off to Freo for our dinner, after dinner went to cottesloe beach to take a fresh air. I never knew cottesloe beach is a place to go at nite. there are spotlight, so it won't be a problem for those who worry for dark. Nite at the beach was great and fun. Walking barefoot on the beach sand, they are absolutely cool, those cold sand folds into ur feet while u standing, a lil bit of land breeze awake me from the stress of MA. But still a bit worry for it, cuz i hv been out tis nite.

We have been spending our nite till 11pm at the beach, sitting there, chat, observe the sea gull, how amazing they are when u throw something, they actually fly near u and look, stare at u, wait for u to offer them food, i think they are hungry. And i saw a sea gull has an imbalance wing. One wing bigger than another, and they are all quite fat.

About 11:15pm, we are about to go, cuz he said until this time, his college will be definately empty, it is the safest time to sneak in. We then sneak into the flying area, with all the planes lining up, ... wow that was great. Never in my life did something like this, sneak into a high security place. I will get fine if i get caught, $5000 is the fine if ...

But well we were too lucky to be caught, we took pic with the plane, climb on it, posted... push the plane too ... wow .. that was amazing. then there was one plane, he accidentally open the door, the door is not lock, i was like OMG ..... this might be the chance to get in, and sit there n post too... hahaha, but then again, he was trying hard to close the door.... cuz the door cannot be closed, oh shit!!! There will always be some twisted added into ur spicey story, or watever u want to call. Scared us off, he is trying hard to close it... but then in the end succeeded in closing it, PHEW!!! We scared until our we sweat, i think he sweat the most, haven't introduce him, he might be terminate by the college, cuz he din pass one of his exam, that is y, we chosed this date to go there, cuz he might be terminate, and we won't get a chance to go.

We were so scared, then we think it is time to go.... i was like oh bye bye. bye... bye.... bye!!We almost spend more than half an hour there, takin pic and all... too bad can't get to sit in or fly!!! It will be fun and amazing if got to do that.

But then again.. thinking of his career n what if we get caught, i might send back to Malaysia, and my dream get squash to the very end.

For once in my life time, did something just like those rebellious teenager, sneak into their school mid nite to steal something .... i felt like i was like them. Phew... but afterall, it was a great experience. I didn't regret going there, though sometimes felt a bit guilty.

If you want to see pics... feel free to go my photoalbum, i can't post it to places like friendster, that will be too exposed. Cuz when we took the pic with the plane, we accidentally took the flying college name.

Coldest April

I was awake by the growling wind outside, it made the trees sway from the left to the right, up and down... It is just like some hurricane, twister, HK's '8 level' strong wind....

Slept at 4:30am last nite, becuz of assignment, it due today in the evening, but i wanted to finish it by last nite, so that i can have a good nite sleep and not to worry.

It was abt 10am that i was awake by the bad weather out there, in my room, i can heard the crying sounds of the wind, made me worry, can't sleep at all, but still i was laying on my bed, waiting for the peace moment... but nah!!! the rain n crazy mad wind still go on, i start to worry, when i shud go out to hand in my assignment... i need to walk about 10 minutes to the E&H building to put into the box.

I can barely see people walking outside, it felt dangerous to walk out there, as we have a very nice environment that fills with tall trees.. what if the branches falls down onto my head.... i will be fainted, or die!! I was cooking for my branch, still thinking and looking at the weather. Suddenly my Australian flatmate ran into the flat, and said it is crazy out there, it was like attacking... wow ... that sounds crazy!!!

The rain, sometimes heavy sometimes small like a light shower, but the wind never stop today... i saw the rain been lighten... it is time for me to dress up and go out and finish the last part of handing in the assignment - print out!!!

When i am at uni, i saw lots of ppl wearing all sort of diff clothes, with different style... yea, there was only last week, when everyone was wearing summer wear, sleevesless, short pants... and today, we are all wearing jackets, wind breaker, long rain coat, hats, scarf. well i still love to put my hoodie on instead of bringing an umbrella, cuz it has fur on it, and it look cool.... hahaha

Until the nite, the rain has stop, and it is time for me to go out for me to do my usual stuff... haha walking to the library to return the video that i hv borrowed...

although the rain has stop, but the wind never stops... it is still howling like crazy.. i was scared when i saw lots of branches on the floor and the tree swaying hardly.. arh.. made me run quickly to the library.. what suck is... the library close early today, becuz it is a freaking friday!!!!! Ok, i am going to have an overdue, see what they will do to me.

The sense of mixing with d Air

Been starting to borrow video tape from the library.... cuz it is a way of getting rid of boredom.

Last wednesday, it was a very very hot day, we have heat wave... bt just after a week, today we have cold temperature. Our nite started to feel cold.

I enjoy walking alone at nite, together with my jacket and my mp3 player... walking all the while to the library, it is a full relax... enjoy it while the nite is cold, with some light shower, and the straight pathway, sometimes dark sometimes bright with the street light... i felt safe.

For the 15 minutes of walking... totally enjoy into the music played on my mp3 player, hands in the pocket of my jacket, with a hoodie on to prevend from shower.. .. one step, two step, step by step to the library... no one bother you, no one around, just felt like there is only u n the earth, the air, felt so much like my soul are mixing with the air....Emm mm... love it so much.

The feeling of relief, relaxation, happy, light!! ... feel like flying.

It was great!!

Out of a sudden

Out of a sudden!!! .... i realise i am on this blog for 7 months and 9 days....

I never realise i hv been here for more than half a year...

and i never realise time passed fast, re-read some of the post at august.... wow... it seems like last month, but it passes for 7 months already, and also things that i mentioned then n now, are different, people who are in my post are different, things and people who are in my life now are different... I wonder what makes a different!!!

Aih.... if i keep on remind myself of some promises by someone... it will not be in a happy mood, just look at how different we are now, just look at how different lifestyle we are having now, the story of our life, the things that happened in our life ARE DIFFERENT!!!

aih... dunno what to say

well 7 months passes... i hv to grow up, and things just happened and made me a better person.

It was....

It was a good weekend with some boredom.. haha

Why i say it is good, becuz i can have the whole house for myself, so i can walk wherever i want, spend my time in the lounge... invite anyone to the flat... hahahaha

I think it is officially Autumn now, cuz the temperature start to drop down a bit, and start to have cloudly day, rainy days.... and i just love the sunset time... it is about 6pm...that is the most beautiful time.

I played frisbee around that time and saw the most beautiful moon i have ever see in my whole life. Too bad i din bring my camera to the field. I saw the moon at a very low position, then the moon just appear to be in between 2 tall trees, and then the moon was round in shape n bright in colour... i just cannot believe my eyes that i saw something so beautiful like this, gotta wait another month to capture this, and i cannot guarantee that the moon will still be this round and bright and low in position.... yup i admit the moon in overseas are rounder n brighter.

The another day, i wanted to look for the moon again... but badly that day was too cloudly, but then it is also the most beautiful sunset i hv captured.... will upload them later to my photoalbum.... you will be amazed to see ... they are all like poster picture.... luv em all!!

Badly, we din get to watch the videos we borrowed from library together..... such a waste, Chip is always busy with her assignment, test, and outings....

I am darn free... and lazy to say... postponing my assignment.... i am going to be busy later this week due to the shooting is done and need to do editing.

Last minute Shopping

As what i said, supermarket going to close tomorrow, and added that today is a late nite shopping day, so we gotta go for grocery shopping till late ... hahah

Sleep late last nite cuz of the movie, then again need to wake in the morning to attend for my screen production demo... my mind was blank while i m in the demo... and Damien is teaching the most complicated and difficult part - Lighting.

Then after class, got to know we hv car to Garden City, and so i need to go there to search for my frend bikini.... hahaha finally spend for like an hour in City Beach, i got to find that particular design of Roxy bikini for her. Good Good... i hv been searching every store....but failed to find it.

Got back about 3:30pm, then 4:30pm need to walk to Kardi for groceries shopping.

We shop until .... 8pm... rushing here and there.... then buy Chicken Treat meal for 2 back to SV and eat... then Zoe told me one day a singaporean student on his way to SV, being robbed... and that time is only about 7pm (quite dark already). So we think for our safety... it is advisable to call for Murdoch Escourt Service, since everyone is using it, it is not embarrassing to use it again... hahaha bought too many things... fit in the whole van... it was fun though!!

Got back, and i realise the library going to close at 9pm, and i need to rush to the library to borrow some videos to watch in this weekend with Chip...

So we get there, found some videos, i borrow "Jeepers Creepers" and Chip used my accout to borrow "Last Tango in Paris" (It is a story kind of soft porn) because we have a long weekend, and half of my flatmates went for trips, so left only me and siang yee in da house.... it is good to own the whole house, you can just sing as loud as you want, watch watever you want without anyone disturb.. good good!!

So after borrowing the videos, we head back to our own flats, do our own business... i start to eat my chicken treat dinner... then Philips come in and hang out at our flats, then Felice also here, and then Serena come by wanted to go to Tavern, actually i also wanted to go, becuz this week theme is Beach or Sea theme... hehe luv beach so much... and wanted to see what other ppl will wear.

And so we succeded persuading Siang yee and Felice to go (well they don't like it and din enjoy much) and here we go.

So pretty sad actually, cuz we spend all the time standing out there.... not in the dance floor, watching people, and i seeing them standing there complaining too loud, too crowded, too wat wat... dun like it.. better go out!!! Geez... and then Serena went to find her friend... aih.. too bad i don't have my own who really enjoy it!!

There are really people wearing bikinis, guys wear bikinis.. badly didn't see any guys wear a speedos... that would be the champion of the nite.... or a girl wear a coconut shells on it with some hawaiian style leaf... hahaha that would be fun too...

Then later on, we leave early, then proceeded to Philips' flat for chatting.. til 4am... it was cold tat time.

Big holiday!!!

Yea, we are going to have a long weekend due to the good friday holiday and easter monday. What is sucks... is that everything is close in the weekend, so basically dun hv anywhere to go, and try to have fun in the weekend.

I have thursday, friday, saturday, sunday and monday...5 days free!!! What to do, as i don't have test next week, although i hv an assignment to pass up in the end of next week, but still i consider it as a pretty free weekend.

So just now, just watch "SAW" with Chip, Siang Yee, Serena, Ryan and Tommy.... in my flat. hahhaha, watch it at about 11:30 pm, and i though it is a horror movie ... and scared everyone off hahah... but well it is not a horror film, it is thriller film, it was svery good, i love the plot, the idea of the movie, and the twisted ending. Love it so much.... So tis nite our flat kinda happening... cuz all along it was quite dead!!

Planning what to do in the weekend...

Cheers...

Cheers that i did a great suggestion on going out in the mid of everyone was trying to concentrate and feeling bored for straight 2 1/2 days.

I always want to go to the beach before the sun falls into the ocean, so that i can catch the lovely sunset. And also, beach is a excellent place to go for relaxing and just put in your soul mix with the atmosphere or the environment that the beach n the ocean provide. That would make you feel so good.

It was saturday afternoon, after being stayed at the Student Village for straight 2 days.... i am bored, ok, i am bored!!! I am so easy to get bored, and i know i have things to do, and test on next week. But i am so bloody bored of staring at the words and all those nonsense.

And so, today is saturday, everyone went out, everyone has somewhere to go, except for us.... cuz hv no where to go, and one of them got test on the following monday, she is that kind who would stayed in her room for couple of days and just study!!!!

However, fun won't stop when i want them (actually it stops for quite a numbers of time which lead me into a damn bored days). So i suddenly suggested to go to the beach at 4pm, and want them to gather at 4:15pm. When i go to visit their room and ask them whether they want to go, they are all like so happy finally can go out. At first i planned to go by myself, bt then after i ask, here goes some company.

And then we arrived at the beach, after being pointed by the bus driver to go to Cottesloe beach by bus, and made us change for 3 buses to get there.... i am wrong, i shud take the train earlier with my own well planned journey. If we take the train, we would have more time at the beach.

And so we reached, saw lots of small little piece of artwork, yeap, they are now having seaside sculpture at Cottesloe beach. which attracted more and more ppl to go there and have a nice saturday. And i saw quite a number of couple getting married there, taking a photo of the sunset as a background.

We are all satisfied with this trip, because we all get excellent gift from the nature, and everything just satisfied, so everyone was happy and enjoy the short trip at the beach and back to fremantle.

We have our Cicerellos dinner at Freo, hahaha so happy to get to eat cicerellos fish n chips again, although they are really expensive, but pay for that amount of money you won't regret.

Here are some photos taken at the beach of the sunset, i again as the photographer, capturing silhouettes of my models....haha and they look god damn great (i mean the photos)

Now i realise that the earth does turn, and it turn pretty fast too.... despite of looking at the sunset, the sun does set fast enough, within minutes and the sun.....*droop* drop into the ocean and left the dark blue colour of the sky and some dark orange still shining.... and we can see the moon light getting brighter.


Me and Zoe, sitting on my newly bought beach mat to look for sunset.


The is when the sun is going to set


Here are my 3 models


This pic taken by me, but i took without her noticed, so it is a super natural pic, and a really nice pic.


This is truly shown that the sun already drop into the ocean!!

Welcome

Welcome to my new online photo album, it is better there i guess compare with the previous i had, but the previous album i will remain, cuz no point taking them down, in case anything goes wrong to my comp, at least i have a backup area, if not all the photo lost... cry also no tears ah!!!

So the following address would be my latest online photo album, feel free to click on it and see my life here in Perth, Western Australia (if you are interested la), if not dun it's ok, it is also a place for me to store my pic, so that it won't be lost forever.

There you go http://carven.myphotoalbum.com/albums.php

No matter what, you are welcome to my album, but you can't take them without my permission for some illegal cut n paste or your own creation ah...!!!! Watch out

Good Start

Just love sweating out the sweat that hidden for years.....
Went badminton yesterday with some new people....
good .... got to new some new people
and they are friendly n active.... so from now on i can find some people for outdoors activities lah....!!!!
After playing badminton then they invite me n my flatmate to their flat to play monopoly...
Good too... then got to know they are going rock climbing today.... Which is SUCK!!! Cuz i can't go, it clashes with my CPA meeting....Argh god i hate it....
They are people frm singapore, hong kong, melbourne born chinese... and they are friendly enuf to accept new people and to be frank they are really friendly.
And the course they studying, really have no any relation to our media or mass comm... they do vet studies .... Cool subject bt not for me though!!! Hahah....
Just see people frm another school and another country, we can also get along....

Arh... i wish i go to the rock climbing, heard it was good and have a huge dinner after that.... not like what i did for this evening, sucks man!!!

Bt well... i finally clear up my mail box this evening, which i always open bt never read those mail. And then it accumulates till 80 mails.... then i finish everything in a evening. Bravo.... now my mailbox seems so clean. hahahah!!!!

Well tomorrow morning got to wake up early, darn early, 7am.... (my second early wake up time ever since i came to perth) Will go to Canning Vale Market with these new frends.... Good!!!

I just want to....

It has been almost 4 damn long week
Suddenly i just wanted to like write a letter to her
I don't want to suffer from this kind of situation
make it clear ok
guessing n get frustrated... it is not a good thing to do
it is mentaly exhausted

It is like a kind of suffer whenever i see her
Aren't we the 'ONE WEEK MEET ONCE' frend???
Someone did made that we are ji muis wor....
so now wat

last time whenever how far we are apart...
we use msn to communicate
and now we are ONLY within 500 metres away (IT IS LESS THAN TAT I AM PRETTY SURE)
we communicate less
no contact
no communicate

i don't want anyone to misunderstood the situation
I am so scared i made others to misunderstood her
She is not as cold as what u guys think
It is just tat.... the feeeling is not like last time
It is different
Things has changed.... and so do someone changed!!!
and we only meet once a week
compare with last time 5 days a week
msn almost .... all nite!!! (well that doesn't work for 2 months though)

we are near near near.....
bt we only meet one week once for less
talk less than 10 sentence (i guess)
So days by days
weeks by weeks
and months ... years ....
and we might be the 'HI-BYE' frend kind
So where the fuck is the commitment that we all said, planned, suggested went??

If you read this, you should who you are
I just want to type this out
and let it out.... i wanted to write it somewhere else
but.... since there are not much people readin this blog here
so i might as well write it here to let the people who might misunderstood and the subject that i wish she can know
I am not trying to be rude or something... i just want to... (as my title said) let it out
Cuz it has been hauting me for weeks,
suffering from dunno what's goin on
dunno what to do next
and the question WHY????????

So we are all busy people...
life makes someone busy
and when the person are busy
they will slowly forget what n who they have gone thru
*slap myself hard* @_@
THIS IS THE REAL WORLD GIRL

THIS IS REALLY THE REAL WORLD
maybe they are also being structured... ( i am so sick of the truth n reality in a film/documentary....being confused by the tutor in documentary class.... and makes me questioned what are REAL)

and So... now i hv met the REAL WORLD....
They are so .... "chi gek" that makes ur life goes ups n downs....
why??
becuz the player in SIM CITY wants to make the human life grow stronger

I ever thought i can be like so happy after going abroad
I ever thought i will be over enjoy my life here in Perth
I ever thought i can do things that i never when i am in msia

and so now... my life goes on... routinely
bt my mental really suffers frm .... frustration