I have went tru training n working within this week, now i am officially a hardcore worker!
I went for my 2nd training at JAS Sushi this friday nite, then saturday nite it is the real thing... well yea the weekend nite is surely da bomb. It has so many people that makes the place kelam kabut, it is not easy to remember who ordered what n who to serve, so being a waitress really need to be careful, good in memory, and serve well... yea!! It is a challenge, cuz i am so scared if the boss will scold at me, even though she is such a nice nice person that makes me feel like an aunt of mine, she is soft, but i was scared whenever i did something wrong n she found out n pointed it out to me, cuz i wanted to make good impression mah, so that i could raise my salary quicker lo!!!
After the Saturday PAID nite, wow.... within that 4 hours, it passes so fast n i din even realise that i earn $32 within that 4 short hours. Time passes faster when we are busy. Then we head to Conca's for Yummy Chilli Mussels, truly satisfaction... and then we proceed to Burswood for casino... tis time around our mission is to apply for Burswood Club membership, so that we could get free drinks. However they even gave us some voucher to try our luck. I am not that lucky though but SY won a huge sum of money without any modal. We might return next week to get more voucher to play... hahaha though i am not really a gambler ler.. cuz we din use any modal at all.
Today, i went for Pizza Express drivers position training, phew ! i was a lil nervous at first, esp my first deliver, the family ordered 4 pizza and it was so damn heavy for me to carry it with one hand... i wasn't prepare for the changing money, so i kinda embarass myself, cuz i keep on dropping coins. and becuz this is the first delivery, i din take out the pizza from the warmer.... so i was kinda kelam kabut with taking out the pizza from the warmer without any hands and yet need to ask the customer to help to take the warmer with the pizza for me and then i find the change for them... how malu!!!!
Then the second delivery not so bad afterall... cuz i know i should take the pizza out from the warmer inside my car, then only deliver to the customer. From then onwards, i am not so bad.... i m just abit lost when i got back to the shop n dunno what to do n stand there instead, but everyone seems so damn busy.
This paid training not so bad afterall, just tat the manager talk abit fast plus his accent, i kinda like need to take some time to swallow what he said. Luckily Amelia is one of the staff there, phew she kinda help me alot, I even get to take one small pizza back with any choice of mine, i could even custom the toppings... hehe this is fun then! Yea i ordered a hawaiian based, then i added some bacon, tuna, prawn, more n more cheese, garlic powder, chilli powder... which is quite nice, though when i got home, we've got alot of guest at home, cuz they came to make n eat sushi, so my delicious pizza only get to eat one slice... n i am now still hungry!!!
In total, alot customer give tips, well not exactly tips, but they just ask me to keep the change. After counting the allowance for every trip plus the tips, well at least i earn back my petrol money. But only a lil bit of it.... bt then the salary is way much better, cuz i spend most of my time driving around in the dark, searching for the numbers of the house... (stupid aussie dun switch on their light, how could i know what number that house is!!) and listen to the radio!
What i am frustrated at is that now i hv 2 jobs.... pizza asked me to work on sat nite, but i wasn't free on saturday nite, cuz i might be working for sushi!!.... and too bad, i can't work on thursday nite either, cuz i hv that bloody stupid screen text tut!! I am so stupid to take up the friday morning tut, i should have change it to thursday at first, now i am regretting.... cuz i can't work on thursday nite!
But well, now i sounds more like a hardcore worker than a hardcore students... i must not neglected my studies man!!! I am just scared i dun hv time for screen pro shooting.
Monday, September 05, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
私心的人
I knew if i don't have the ability to write, i would have lost a lot of chances for expressing my own idea or script.
We were happily discussing about the drama after workshop tat day, and i know that my idea was being well accepted, just tat J's idea not too bad, but is not a really fresh idea, it is more like the low budget hollywood teenager film. Then we discuss about the drama, then we locked down the idea and i was fine with it, then J volunteer to write the scrip enthusiasticlly. Then we let her write lo since she volunteer and i know i am not tat capable.
Then we have a discussion the next day, and then she said she wasn't ready with the script, this is understandable cuz script is not a one day thing. But when she is telling what she wrote, it became HER thing.... HER thing!!! I kinda sense why she wanted to write the script, so that she could change to HER thing, her element, revolving around her idea, and that is totally the opposite of what we have agreed on. Luckily Rachel make out the point. ok it is like this my idea is to bring out the idea of a guy diea in the first scene, then the girl marry the dead spirit and another guy kill himself in the end. and then her idea is about girl n girl jealousy and the girl make some dark magic so that anther girl won't have such a good love life. So now we combine our idea, but all of us agreed on the jealousy part is only as one of the small element tat feature in the drama, but the main thing is to bring out the idea of the first guy die in the first scene as a very very shocking n tragedy, then the girl marrying the dead becuz of that jealousy frend, in the end the new guy kill himself cuz he can't accept the girl choose him over the dead spirit.
When we were discussing on friday, rachel pointed out the point that the way she wrote it making the jealousy as the main thing, so we got back into track again n let her to write the script. So now the script came out and ... yea things change again..... this time when i read it... i really don't know what to say.... i hv this question in my mind, who would buy this?!?!?!?!??
Now it became not only the jealousy part... my tragedy dead in the beginning not that shocking anymore, the marrying the dead not even a fresh thing, then the ending part not even a climax... n where the helll is the climax, we are supposed to hv 3 climax....!! Damn it... i don't know what to say, as i know them and i dun want to ruined the relationship of working with them, if not it would be hard.
Why Why Why.... why people are so full of 私心, why can't they just write what the group agreed on, why they love to change, n change to their own thing which seriously sounds damn ridiculous.
I hate myself for not being able to write. To be honest, if i m writing it, i will really write what the group agreed on and never change a single main idea of the film. because i want to respect the whole group, i want to leave a good remark rather than people remembering me as the selfish bitch that shud never work in a group with her in the future. Why would i want to spoilt my own reputation as names are very important in this industry. I know everyone wants to see their own thing on the screen, and if it is not done in this stage it will be even harder to be filmed when we are out frm the uni, but seriously, dun hv to be soo soo damn obvious that her intention is to bring out her own idea and it really really a total crap ah so to say...
What is worse is that, she emailed our tutor, cuz he wanted to see what our drama would be, then his reply was just ... i dunno how to say! this is what our tutor reply.
I can't be sure if she write it in what we agreed on, whether the tutor will buy it, but at the moment, the current script that she CHANGED... really really upset me!
We were happily discussing about the drama after workshop tat day, and i know that my idea was being well accepted, just tat J's idea not too bad, but is not a really fresh idea, it is more like the low budget hollywood teenager film. Then we discuss about the drama, then we locked down the idea and i was fine with it, then J volunteer to write the scrip enthusiasticlly. Then we let her write lo since she volunteer and i know i am not tat capable.
Then we have a discussion the next day, and then she said she wasn't ready with the script, this is understandable cuz script is not a one day thing. But when she is telling what she wrote, it became HER thing.... HER thing!!! I kinda sense why she wanted to write the script, so that she could change to HER thing, her element, revolving around her idea, and that is totally the opposite of what we have agreed on. Luckily Rachel make out the point. ok it is like this my idea is to bring out the idea of a guy diea in the first scene, then the girl marry the dead spirit and another guy kill himself in the end. and then her idea is about girl n girl jealousy and the girl make some dark magic so that anther girl won't have such a good love life. So now we combine our idea, but all of us agreed on the jealousy part is only as one of the small element tat feature in the drama, but the main thing is to bring out the idea of the first guy die in the first scene as a very very shocking n tragedy, then the girl marrying the dead becuz of that jealousy frend, in the end the new guy kill himself cuz he can't accept the girl choose him over the dead spirit.
When we were discussing on friday, rachel pointed out the point that the way she wrote it making the jealousy as the main thing, so we got back into track again n let her to write the script. So now the script came out and ... yea things change again..... this time when i read it... i really don't know what to say.... i hv this question in my mind, who would buy this?!?!?!?!??
Now it became not only the jealousy part... my tragedy dead in the beginning not that shocking anymore, the marrying the dead not even a fresh thing, then the ending part not even a climax... n where the helll is the climax, we are supposed to hv 3 climax....!! Damn it... i don't know what to say, as i know them and i dun want to ruined the relationship of working with them, if not it would be hard.
Why Why Why.... why people are so full of 私心, why can't they just write what the group agreed on, why they love to change, n change to their own thing which seriously sounds damn ridiculous.
I hate myself for not being able to write. To be honest, if i m writing it, i will really write what the group agreed on and never change a single main idea of the film. because i want to respect the whole group, i want to leave a good remark rather than people remembering me as the selfish bitch that shud never work in a group with her in the future. Why would i want to spoilt my own reputation as names are very important in this industry. I know everyone wants to see their own thing on the screen, and if it is not done in this stage it will be even harder to be filmed when we are out frm the uni, but seriously, dun hv to be soo soo damn obvious that her intention is to bring out her own idea and it really really a total crap ah so to say...
What is worse is that, she emailed our tutor, cuz he wanted to see what our drama would be, then his reply was just ... i dunno how to say! this is what our tutor reply.
Hi,
I am sorry to say this but there is no story here. Nothing happens and no dramatic values.
Where is the cause and effect structure we talk about.?? Something causes something else to happen which is stopped by a certain obstacle that is overcome but still causes something else to happen and so on and so forth until the conclusion which is often is a twist (ie it can be explained through what has happened in the story but was not obvious to the spectator).
I don’t think this idea is good or even well developed. I think you need to sit down and develop it properly.
Find a fresh idea- something we have not seen before.
The backdrop to the story should be interesting (what is the cause/basis of your hero’s problems?)
What then is the conflict in your character or between your characters?
You need to be clear first about that before you write the story.
Are there any other ideas to develop or this the only one? I am afraid it is not the most fresh idea I have heard lately!!!
Best to go back to the drawing board.
Cheers
I can't be sure if she write it in what we agreed on, whether the tutor will buy it, but at the moment, the current script that she CHANGED... really really upset me!
Sunday, August 28, 2005
A week "break"
I am supposed to read my reader for the tuesday Screen Text's test throughout the week break. However, i spend my whole week playing, exercising, shopping and all. Fun though!
Monday played Frisbee.
Tuesday played badminton for 3 hours then head to Nando's chicken, i wonder why singaporean loves Nandos so much as they don't have nandos in spore, sumore the Nandos here is way much better than Malaysia's Nando, hv to order the extra spicy, and that flavour can really satisfied those who hunger for spicyness.
Wednesday a shopping day for us, SY has been eagering to buy a nice top from valley girl at carousel, but that time she complained that it was too expensive so she din buy it, but we all convinced her to buy cuz she really look good in that top. So on wednesday our mission to Carousel is to make her buy that top, too bad it ran out of stock, which is her luck eh! We even went to Belmont's Supree for cheap top, singlet and all .... I've got to admit, i hv bought alot (consider alot d) Spring really have the power to make you buy more, buy more new style of outfit.
Thursday, a day for laser game... hehe it was god damn fun. Anhui organised the whole thing, she got 25 ppl and we played a lock out, so we booked the entire war field for one hour, and it is only $10. So damn cheap and so much fun! For people who dun love to run, or shoot, or hide, this is definately not your game. Though i am not the top 3 scorer , but hey i hv improve in the 2nd game, and i rank 8 out of 25 instead of 13 out of 25 in the first game. Good strategy is a must, and one word need to have to play this game "COURAGES" yes, courages.... you have to dare to run around, move around in order to b the top. At night, we went to K-Mart for late night shopping, actually shop for LT's bra, cuz we all noticed that her boobs got bigger, while mine got smaller.... while waiting for LT, me n SY looking at those awfully designed and super sized bras. I think Malaysian bras suit me more, the design they have here is either too flowerish, with lotsa lace, too thick.... or too thin without any design, no support at all. However, i can't deny that they have lotsa diff design for G-String. Since there is a clerance unders to grab, i convinced Sy to buy that 2 for $5 G-string, to try on it n tell us how it feels wearing a string at the back.
Friday was planning to pick Zoe from the airport and then head to the city for late night shopping, there is also another reason, to find Valley Girl so that SY could buy that top. While i was still sleeping in the morning, i received a call from JAS sushi @ Freo, she wanted us to go for training today .... whew, luckily we hv nothing on in the arvo. Well, it consider not much work to do, just hv to memorised all the jap name for those sushi n meals. $8 an hour.... i am desperately in need of money, so $8 have to accept it, cuz finding a decent job with high pay is not easy, especially us - the Asian. Then in the evening we head to the airport and then to the city. It is our first time shopping in the city til late night. Thought the city shops close at 9pm, we had our dinner then head to the convention centre for a warehouse sales.... nothing much we could buy, cuz the variety of stock not really favour me.
Saturday, finally got some rest at home, but then we still go out to Coles for groceries shopping...
and yet, i still haven't read my reader. How undetermine i am.
Today... wonder when i would start on my reader, but still thinking whether i should go to Freo for mandarin oranges. hmm...
Monday played Frisbee.
Tuesday played badminton for 3 hours then head to Nando's chicken, i wonder why singaporean loves Nandos so much as they don't have nandos in spore, sumore the Nandos here is way much better than Malaysia's Nando, hv to order the extra spicy, and that flavour can really satisfied those who hunger for spicyness.
Wednesday a shopping day for us, SY has been eagering to buy a nice top from valley girl at carousel, but that time she complained that it was too expensive so she din buy it, but we all convinced her to buy cuz she really look good in that top. So on wednesday our mission to Carousel is to make her buy that top, too bad it ran out of stock, which is her luck eh! We even went to Belmont's Supree for cheap top, singlet and all .... I've got to admit, i hv bought alot (consider alot d) Spring really have the power to make you buy more, buy more new style of outfit.
Thursday, a day for laser game... hehe it was god damn fun. Anhui organised the whole thing, she got 25 ppl and we played a lock out, so we booked the entire war field for one hour, and it is only $10. So damn cheap and so much fun! For people who dun love to run, or shoot, or hide, this is definately not your game. Though i am not the top 3 scorer , but hey i hv improve in the 2nd game, and i rank 8 out of 25 instead of 13 out of 25 in the first game. Good strategy is a must, and one word need to have to play this game "COURAGES" yes, courages.... you have to dare to run around, move around in order to b the top. At night, we went to K-Mart for late night shopping, actually shop for LT's bra, cuz we all noticed that her boobs got bigger, while mine got smaller.... while waiting for LT, me n SY looking at those awfully designed and super sized bras. I think Malaysian bras suit me more, the design they have here is either too flowerish, with lotsa lace, too thick.... or too thin without any design, no support at all. However, i can't deny that they have lotsa diff design for G-String. Since there is a clerance unders to grab, i convinced Sy to buy that 2 for $5 G-string, to try on it n tell us how it feels wearing a string at the back.
Friday was planning to pick Zoe from the airport and then head to the city for late night shopping, there is also another reason, to find Valley Girl so that SY could buy that top. While i was still sleeping in the morning, i received a call from JAS sushi @ Freo, she wanted us to go for training today .... whew, luckily we hv nothing on in the arvo. Well, it consider not much work to do, just hv to memorised all the jap name for those sushi n meals. $8 an hour.... i am desperately in need of money, so $8 have to accept it, cuz finding a decent job with high pay is not easy, especially us - the Asian. Then in the evening we head to the airport and then to the city. It is our first time shopping in the city til late night. Thought the city shops close at 9pm, we had our dinner then head to the convention centre for a warehouse sales.... nothing much we could buy, cuz the variety of stock not really favour me.
Saturday, finally got some rest at home, but then we still go out to Coles for groceries shopping...
and yet, i still haven't read my reader. How undetermine i am.
Today... wonder when i would start on my reader, but still thinking whether i should go to Freo for mandarin oranges. hmm...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
2 mins
Been busy these 2 nights, WHY? becuz got a rehearsal for thursday morning TV interview.
lotsa work to be done, as this is our first time experimenting all these live TV interview process. No one there to teach us how, and we have to do it on our own, experiment it in our way. And so i became the Floor Manager for tis assignment.
I was rushing to cook my dinner last night, and then i saw an unusual name msn messenger window pop-up. It has to be a usual guest, but since we din't chat for long long time in msn, and so i have no hope on it. But suddenly it just pop-up, with 3 messenges he sent to me.
He was offline when i saw it, but then when i saw the last message received time, it was 2 minutes before i came in n check my comp while i was cooking. He was online 2 minutes before i came, it is so hard to see him online, it is so hard to keep in touch without chatting or exchanging experience of life, so what can i expect the feeling for each other remain the same?
2 minutes, it seems short, but it is long enuf for a person to gone offline, this kind of situation not that i have never experienced before, just like the day he gone back to his kampung when i was busy packing my luggage to Penang for CNY.
It has been 7 months... i am not sure whether i can still remember his look. (well still can remember bits n pieces la)
Ok it is spring, a new leaf turning season, flower blossom season, everyone with happy mood, birds chirping, trees dancing, flowers get married and give birth to their newly born colourful kids.
I have the feeling to buy myself a new wardrobe.... whew, no money to spend.
Somebody gimme a job please... so that i could have money to spend, and i may like the flowers, turn into a beautiful, colourful peacock!!!
Wahaha, how can i describe myself as a peacock leh!
It is study break now, i am supposed to have an exam next tuesday, but i haven't start any readings yet, infact, i am going out almost everyday, shopping, playing, eating and all .... basically enjoyin life as a adventurer.
Best of luck to myself n my group for tomorrow's TV interview. Gotta wake up darn early tomorrow then.
lotsa work to be done, as this is our first time experimenting all these live TV interview process. No one there to teach us how, and we have to do it on our own, experiment it in our way. And so i became the Floor Manager for tis assignment.
I was rushing to cook my dinner last night, and then i saw an unusual name msn messenger window pop-up. It has to be a usual guest, but since we din't chat for long long time in msn, and so i have no hope on it. But suddenly it just pop-up, with 3 messenges he sent to me.
He was offline when i saw it, but then when i saw the last message received time, it was 2 minutes before i came in n check my comp while i was cooking. He was online 2 minutes before i came, it is so hard to see him online, it is so hard to keep in touch without chatting or exchanging experience of life, so what can i expect the feeling for each other remain the same?
2 minutes, it seems short, but it is long enuf for a person to gone offline, this kind of situation not that i have never experienced before, just like the day he gone back to his kampung when i was busy packing my luggage to Penang for CNY.
It has been 7 months... i am not sure whether i can still remember his look. (well still can remember bits n pieces la)
Ok it is spring, a new leaf turning season, flower blossom season, everyone with happy mood, birds chirping, trees dancing, flowers get married and give birth to their newly born colourful kids.
I have the feeling to buy myself a new wardrobe.... whew, no money to spend.
Somebody gimme a job please... so that i could have money to spend, and i may like the flowers, turn into a beautiful, colourful peacock!!!
Wahaha, how can i describe myself as a peacock leh!
It is study break now, i am supposed to have an exam next tuesday, but i haven't start any readings yet, infact, i am going out almost everyday, shopping, playing, eating and all .... basically enjoyin life as a adventurer.
Best of luck to myself n my group for tomorrow's TV interview. Gotta wake up darn early tomorrow then.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
SPEND!!
Geez... i never expect myself to spend on a simple tee shirt for AUD$ 25 bucks, and that equivalent to RM75.... This is so far the most expensive t-shirt i have bought, it is in white and it is just a simple beach tee... yea
As the spring season coming, everywhere you go you seems to have a re-born kind of feel, a new life begins, a new beginning for everyone.
It makes you feel like spending more, spend more to make yourself to look good, to suit the upcoming new season, this is so fun.... but spending parents money do make me feel guilty.
Last nite chat with family, everyone of them said i look thinner... hmm i dunno abt that, cuz i dun dare to weigh myself, but to be honest, i do feel that i, my body is slimmer.
Maybe i dun hv a good meal for myself, at home i get to drink soup everyday, rice, nice food .... food are everywhere in malaysia. Here, i have to take care of myself, cooking for my own, of cuz simple food would do. Maybe that is the secret how i look slimmer gua!!
I am so happy today when i went to the fitting room to try on the shirt. Ya know why? Cuz it is a full body mirror, i get to see my whole body... and it really look slimmer than 8 months before, i wonder why, and i was shocked too ...
Eh the shirt that i bought is a "XS" ya know...
muahahaha never in my life had XS before, bt i gotta admit the size is a bit extra not like the usual XS la!! so bare with me .. i am happy so who cares!
At night, went to TV Studio for rehearsal on Live TV Interview.... we had so much fun though we dun have enuf crew to help out, Rachel got 4 of her friends, and they are hilarious.
Playing with the camera, working as the Floor Manager for 4 hours, frm 9pm - 1am, of cuz "satisfaction" written on my face.
I am even happier when i heard they talk about the drama. I was so surprised that Rachel did tell my idea to her friends and they all find it so interested!!
I wonder my idea was being accepted tat day, since we haven't really decide on that. But then Fred he even suggest to add a tragic end with another guy kill himself. Yup lots of bloody scene... woohoo ...
I am happy
I am happy
At least i know my idea was being accepted, at least i would got to work out some of my ideas on this project.
If we din get to present our own idea well, it is harder to make it into film when we graduated. so now it is the chance to just do what we wanted to do, this is the time to find my ownself, which direction i wanted to go and all .... good discovery then!!
Hehehe
Wish me luck then! I wish i could be the director too, cuz i am finding myself at this stage.
Say no to editing, say no to sound ....
directing, cinematographing here i come ... as for producer i think this gotta work out abit more on that!!
As the spring season coming, everywhere you go you seems to have a re-born kind of feel, a new life begins, a new beginning for everyone.
It makes you feel like spending more, spend more to make yourself to look good, to suit the upcoming new season, this is so fun.... but spending parents money do make me feel guilty.
Last nite chat with family, everyone of them said i look thinner... hmm i dunno abt that, cuz i dun dare to weigh myself, but to be honest, i do feel that i, my body is slimmer.
Maybe i dun hv a good meal for myself, at home i get to drink soup everyday, rice, nice food .... food are everywhere in malaysia. Here, i have to take care of myself, cooking for my own, of cuz simple food would do. Maybe that is the secret how i look slimmer gua!!
I am so happy today when i went to the fitting room to try on the shirt. Ya know why? Cuz it is a full body mirror, i get to see my whole body... and it really look slimmer than 8 months before, i wonder why, and i was shocked too ...
Eh the shirt that i bought is a "XS" ya know...
muahahaha never in my life had XS before, bt i gotta admit the size is a bit extra not like the usual XS la!! so bare with me .. i am happy so who cares!
At night, went to TV Studio for rehearsal on Live TV Interview.... we had so much fun though we dun have enuf crew to help out, Rachel got 4 of her friends, and they are hilarious.
Playing with the camera, working as the Floor Manager for 4 hours, frm 9pm - 1am, of cuz "satisfaction" written on my face.
I am even happier when i heard they talk about the drama. I was so surprised that Rachel did tell my idea to her friends and they all find it so interested!!
I wonder my idea was being accepted tat day, since we haven't really decide on that. But then Fred he even suggest to add a tragic end with another guy kill himself. Yup lots of bloody scene... woohoo ...
I am happy
I am happy
At least i know my idea was being accepted, at least i would got to work out some of my ideas on this project.
If we din get to present our own idea well, it is harder to make it into film when we graduated. so now it is the chance to just do what we wanted to do, this is the time to find my ownself, which direction i wanted to go and all .... good discovery then!!
Hehehe
Wish me luck then! I wish i could be the director too, cuz i am finding myself at this stage.
Say no to editing, say no to sound ....
directing, cinematographing here i come ... as for producer i think this gotta work out abit more on that!!
Monday, August 22, 2005
Shocks
I can't deny that, when you are down, family is the best people in the world to cheer you up. It doesn't matter whether i share the problem i had with them, but i can guarantee, chatting with them, looking at them, make me feel so much better.
This afternoon, i hd received a huge shock!! The idol that i hv been idolising for 7 yrs, since i was 13 years old til now, though now my passion towards him is not like the old days, but yet is an idol that i admire, his voice, his looks, and now that he courage.
The courages that he took to tell the world that he is G-A-Y!! Yea he just broke the news to the UK tabloid. He brokes million girls' hearts. Including mine of cuz.
How can i describe my feelings eh ...
I dunno!
I know i have to accept it, be proud of him and wish him happy as always.
The thing is the matter of time for me to accept a sudden news. Though rumours have been around for so many years, but nothing come out to prove he is. All the while he has given me the impression of a playboy, but i can accept that, cuz it is none of my business.
And now that he admits he is GAY, just a lil bit disappointed, one more gorgeous looking man in the world committed with the same sex. What a waste.
What the world has became now. Last time my frend's idol also admit he is a GAY, but that doesn't relate to me, so i wasn't really know how was it. And now, it is my turn to experience such heartbroken thing.
I wasn't prepared for it!
Lots of celebrities are GAY, look at Elton John, George Michael....etc. They are all successful gay artist. To be honest, the artist's sexuality or private life has nothing to do with the fans. As long as they still produce good music, they still perform their best for people who support them.
Though i have mixed feelings, i know one day i would take it easy, just like the smoking habbit. I need time.
I just wish he won't get any AIDS or quit singing.... That would be the biggest shock!
*Back to the family part*
I came back from SV dessert n movie night, i was a lil tired, not in a high mood at all. Then so happened, my "sam pat" cousin sis wants to webcam n chat with mic with me. I am so glad to see my lil cousin face close up shot, looking happily, excitedly, greeting me with energy. It really make my day. As chatting goes on, brother came along, mom, dad, uncle, grandma, aunties, more cousins, kakak ....
I am really very happy to chat with them, all of them were asking me when i m going back, it really makes me wanted to go back n stay for a longer duration instead of just CNY.
I want to go back to get crazy with them, eat, shopping .....
And so on .... my cousin sis n bro tell me abt some gossips.... my cousin bro n sis got bf/gf .... (alert: younger than me)
Especially my cousin bro, i never expected he would have a gf at this moment. More n more of them got into relationship.... making me felt so mentally imbalance .... (muahaha)
Ok... i dunno abt myself, when cousin sis tell me abt all those, i just felt like "WAH, WAT!!" shocked the hell out of me. I am like so "sat bai", such a loser ( i m the eldest among all btw)
Well .... well, it is all fated, it is things that i can't control at all.
This afternoon, i hd received a huge shock!! The idol that i hv been idolising for 7 yrs, since i was 13 years old til now, though now my passion towards him is not like the old days, but yet is an idol that i admire, his voice, his looks, and now that he courage.
The courages that he took to tell the world that he is G-A-Y!! Yea he just broke the news to the UK tabloid. He brokes million girls' hearts. Including mine of cuz.
How can i describe my feelings eh ...
I dunno!
I know i have to accept it, be proud of him and wish him happy as always.
The thing is the matter of time for me to accept a sudden news. Though rumours have been around for so many years, but nothing come out to prove he is. All the while he has given me the impression of a playboy, but i can accept that, cuz it is none of my business.
And now that he admits he is GAY, just a lil bit disappointed, one more gorgeous looking man in the world committed with the same sex. What a waste.
What the world has became now. Last time my frend's idol also admit he is a GAY, but that doesn't relate to me, so i wasn't really know how was it. And now, it is my turn to experience such heartbroken thing.
I wasn't prepared for it!
Lots of celebrities are GAY, look at Elton John, George Michael....etc. They are all successful gay artist. To be honest, the artist's sexuality or private life has nothing to do with the fans. As long as they still produce good music, they still perform their best for people who support them.
Though i have mixed feelings, i know one day i would take it easy, just like the smoking habbit. I need time.
I just wish he won't get any AIDS or quit singing.... That would be the biggest shock!
*Back to the family part*
I came back from SV dessert n movie night, i was a lil tired, not in a high mood at all. Then so happened, my "sam pat" cousin sis wants to webcam n chat with mic with me. I am so glad to see my lil cousin face close up shot, looking happily, excitedly, greeting me with energy. It really make my day. As chatting goes on, brother came along, mom, dad, uncle, grandma, aunties, more cousins, kakak ....
I am really very happy to chat with them, all of them were asking me when i m going back, it really makes me wanted to go back n stay for a longer duration instead of just CNY.
I want to go back to get crazy with them, eat, shopping .....
And so on .... my cousin sis n bro tell me abt some gossips.... my cousin bro n sis got bf/gf .... (alert: younger than me)
Especially my cousin bro, i never expected he would have a gf at this moment. More n more of them got into relationship.... making me felt so mentally imbalance .... (muahaha)
Ok... i dunno abt myself, when cousin sis tell me abt all those, i just felt like "WAH, WAT!!" shocked the hell out of me. I am like so "sat bai", such a loser ( i m the eldest among all btw)
Well .... well, it is all fated, it is things that i can't control at all.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Secret!
Today's ForecastThis is my Friendster Horoscope forecasts for today, all along since they started this thing i din give a damn, cuz i tot it is a commercial, so i din really look at it, until tat day SY saw me surfing friendster and she asked y my love meter always full, i said i dunno and what the hell is tat. From that day onwards, i started to take a look at it! And this is today's forecast.
Shhh. You have a secret. And while communication is your greatest strength, now is not the time to share this secret. Keep it to yourself a bit longer. Hard? Try sharing with a journal if you really need to spill the beans.
Yes i have a secret to keep, a big one. Discover yesterday nite in a serious chat with my long long friends. Chatting with her it is like "fa qian xin da lu" (in mandarin though, it means discover new land like what Columbus did)
I became a middle person in a small small conflict or misunderstanding, but what can i do? cuz i am not in malaysia. Why would this happen, cuz one never open their heart and tell each other how they feel, so they keep inside and become like this. Though it is nt a big deal, i dun wish to see a bad ending in a friendship for this long.
What is going on in between? The THINKING, ones complain tat they should upgrade their thinking and not staying in that teenage "bohliao" level. Ones complain dunno what the other party were thinking, so making them find it offended no matter what she did or say.
So now i know 2 party thinking and i became the middle person, and so i have to keep the secret.
I was shocked when i found out that friend's thinking, she never tell we never know she actually start thinking of those matured stuff that caused her into abit of extremist, as in feeling damn disappointed at the society today.
Yea well whatever i would have to keep this as secret bt at the same time have to works things out.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Current Biggest Fear
Before this new semester starts, before Zoe comes back, i have one fear, the biggest fear ever this year!
New semester sure will have new people come, this batch i have quite alot of the KDU-rian that i know is coming over, but to say very close with them and some of them are those ppl that i can't touch nor get close with them.
What i fear of is that these people might be a friend of Z, and m afraid that they might stick to Z and it will happened to stick with us. I am happy with current situation, not wanting some weird people to come n join, sometimes we just played too over, and if those freak come n join in as a group we won't feel comfortable and yet we won't play too over~~
Yes, my biggest fear
1. Ca**ne - a girl happened to be quite a 2 faces person, she was once close with Z, luckily she has her own batch of friends and i heard Z n C got problem once. - close case -
2. Ka**n (the freak) - yea i know i am mean, but i can't help it this is her impression that she gave to me. I wasn't afraid of her existence before that, but i heard she n Z was once roommate, and they were quite close. Sadly, K doesn't have any friends in Perth, not even those she come over with, wonder what's wrong with her, cuz everyone seems to avoid her, doesn't want to be close to her.
Within few days that Z came back to Perth, K started to follow her, maybe Z was sympathised on her loneliness and so she asked her to follow along. The first nite that Z came back, she joined us for dinner, so our car exposed to her! Then monday, she also follows Z to come over to my flat to watch 'Desperate Housewives', Tuesday she sticks along with Z in MMA's AGM and then so happened she follows me n Z for a movie - 'Sin City'.
This was ok, though me SY n LT felt uncomfortable insidely and din tell out, as what i fear of, today it happened!!
Z msg me on MSN:
I wanted to ask SY, but she was sleeping in her room, dun want to wake her up with this kind of problem. I felt so shitty, cuz i know Z din have our kind of feeling for her and she is trying to help her.
So happened, LT called and asked to fetch her to Dewson, so we were discussing abt it on the way, wahahaha now only i know that LT also felt uncomfortable with her and doesn't have a good impression on her, she said "my intuition tell me that not to trust this person".
When i am home, i tell SY abt it, and in the arvo, K asked SY whether she can fetch K to the airport, we knew one day if our car exposed to lots of the ppl, ppl will start to used you, and we don't want to be used, cuz petrol is getting expensive, and way to n back frm the airport is not a short distance too. Not to say we are thrifty, but if one start to provide this kind of service, more will come to us, unless you are really one of our really really really good friend. After all, we are not rich student, we all came from a middle class family, it is god damn lucky that we got to go abroad, but we have to know spend our parent's money wisely, not being a good dumb so called 'friend'.
And so just now, we had a family meeting, me n LT push SY to tell the truth to Z, we have to tell her the truth if not things that we dun wish to happened will happen. So we tell Z that we dun feel like sharing the car with K and Z asked y, so we said we dun have a good impression on her and our feeling to her kinda weird and so me n LT agree with it. Yea sometimes need to be "jue" so that everything could be clear, misunderstanding won't appear, this is what we want in our life.
Yea.... problem solve, but still lotsa challenge to meet, finger cross and i will go to sleep.
Tmrw gotta pitch our idea... i still can't really have a complete one, and the idea i had gotta involve a very big production ... hmm gotta see how, well try me best!
- sLEEp -
New semester sure will have new people come, this batch i have quite alot of the KDU-rian that i know is coming over, but to say very close with them and some of them are those ppl that i can't touch nor get close with them.
What i fear of is that these people might be a friend of Z, and m afraid that they might stick to Z and it will happened to stick with us. I am happy with current situation, not wanting some weird people to come n join, sometimes we just played too over, and if those freak come n join in as a group we won't feel comfortable and yet we won't play too over~~
Yes, my biggest fear
1. Ca**ne - a girl happened to be quite a 2 faces person, she was once close with Z, luckily she has her own batch of friends and i heard Z n C got problem once. - close case -
2. Ka**n (the freak) - yea i know i am mean, but i can't help it this is her impression that she gave to me. I wasn't afraid of her existence before that, but i heard she n Z was once roommate, and they were quite close. Sadly, K doesn't have any friends in Perth, not even those she come over with, wonder what's wrong with her, cuz everyone seems to avoid her, doesn't want to be close to her.
Within few days that Z came back to Perth, K started to follow her, maybe Z was sympathised on her loneliness and so she asked her to follow along. The first nite that Z came back, she joined us for dinner, so our car exposed to her! Then monday, she also follows Z to come over to my flat to watch 'Desperate Housewives', Tuesday she sticks along with Z in MMA's AGM and then so happened she follows me n Z for a movie - 'Sin City'.
This was ok, though me SY n LT felt uncomfortable insidely and din tell out, as what i fear of, today it happened!!
Z msg me on MSN:
izit ok if ka**n wana shared d car wif usTo my fear, i dunno how to answer her as my heart tells me that I DUN WANT no matter how hard my heart scream to me, i dunno how to reply her and so i have to reply with the undecisive tone or a young girl who can't make a decision.
cz she everytime joined us,then i ma asked her to share as well lo
I wanted to ask SY, but she was sleeping in her room, dun want to wake her up with this kind of problem. I felt so shitty, cuz i know Z din have our kind of feeling for her and she is trying to help her.
So happened, LT called and asked to fetch her to Dewson, so we were discussing abt it on the way, wahahaha now only i know that LT also felt uncomfortable with her and doesn't have a good impression on her, she said "my intuition tell me that not to trust this person".
When i am home, i tell SY abt it, and in the arvo, K asked SY whether she can fetch K to the airport, we knew one day if our car exposed to lots of the ppl, ppl will start to used you, and we don't want to be used, cuz petrol is getting expensive, and way to n back frm the airport is not a short distance too. Not to say we are thrifty, but if one start to provide this kind of service, more will come to us, unless you are really one of our really really really good friend. After all, we are not rich student, we all came from a middle class family, it is god damn lucky that we got to go abroad, but we have to know spend our parent's money wisely, not being a good dumb so called 'friend'.
And so just now, we had a family meeting, me n LT push SY to tell the truth to Z, we have to tell her the truth if not things that we dun wish to happened will happen. So we tell Z that we dun feel like sharing the car with K and Z asked y, so we said we dun have a good impression on her and our feeling to her kinda weird and so me n LT agree with it. Yea sometimes need to be "jue" so that everything could be clear, misunderstanding won't appear, this is what we want in our life.
Yea.... problem solve, but still lotsa challenge to meet, finger cross and i will go to sleep.
Tmrw gotta pitch our idea... i still can't really have a complete one, and the idea i had gotta involve a very big production ... hmm gotta see how, well try me best!
- sLEEp -
Monday, August 08, 2005
Untitled
Blerk!! Tickets for 'Taste of Chaos' had SOLD OUT, damn it, i am almost all prepared to go for it, then tell me about this sad news!!
Argh... yesterday Zoe came back from malaysia, finally we got to reveal her the prank, but before we reveal, we got to update her the fake story and make her believe, hahaha coincidently SY dyed her hair, she accidentaly dyed her fringe too bright (looks like ah lian, ah hua, ah beng, ah seng gang thatkind) With her image, 100% convinved Zoe about the changes in SY, plus she gotto dress up a lil sexy to the airport .... just so fun!!! Though we were late for it, cuz SY need some time to dress herself, makeup n all....
Throughout the whole journey back frm the airport to SV. Z keep on asking about SY "non existence" bf. The story make up to be, we hardly see SY and she always sleep over at the guys house, she din even go for lecture and with all her gesture make her sounds like a GOD DAMN BITCH!!
I remember when we got back to SV, SY need to go to the car to take her key, then left me, Z n LT, then Z asked me have i ever saw that guy, then i said "just for a while, not too clear which is tat drunken night" then she asked me whether tat guy looks reliable, then i shake my head n replied her that that guy doesn't look reliable at all. HAHAHAH she does believe eh.... Then the whole thing reveal when she got into SY room, and she seems blur also, doens't have a massive explotion like being cheater or pranked.... she just said "we very 'bin tai'"....
- Lots of updates for her -
Since Z is back, her once roommate - K (famously known as da freak) (wah i m so bloody mean here) ... yup, K follows her to everywhere .... err... i dun realli like it la, but wat to do, i can't voice out or refuse. I don't know whether it is becuz last time in kdu used to heard some gossips about her, about how desperate her private life is and all that freaky things, i don't have a good impression on her, so i don't really like her to follow Z and us. Somemore, Rach also thinks she is da freak (clue here, K is once R roommate la)
Went to the airport for 3 times in a week, pick up 3 different people, C, P and Z. Everyone is back to the SV. Last time Carousel seems far to us, but i have been to Carousel for 2 times in a week leh...
Ah forgot to mentioned, i bought a new creative 2.1 speaker + subwoofer for myself .... good sound quality, it is time to compete with Tommy n SY, i am bloody jealous with their speaker, so now i got mine ... wahahahaha!
Friday went to Screen Text's tut, holy shit everyone of us got to speak, and i am the first one to be asked about the week's screening, and i got to ask for apology cuz i miss the screening for some reason.
I seriously think i got some problem with the film industry, i don't really understand the whole genre thing, i don't know what kind of film belongs to what kind of genre, except for comedy, horror, thriller, action ... they are pretty easy to be recognised.
I do think i lack of film history and info in films, i only know how to visualised things that are in my head, don't really know how to express it well, express my idea and make them believe in my idea, i am so suck at this. Secondly i am bad in writing, damn! Ah... how to survive when i don't really know sci-fi films, and all those 50's directors and actors name. Bullshit! i only know TVB style, bloody hell, this is my non priveledge of watchin too many TVB drama series, and their kind of stlye only stick to one kind.
I got to improve myself in these!
That day i told abt SY situation to my frend KM. Actually is not really a situation, just tat abit unbelievable, and with her age she makes me curious about what her mind is thinking, i mean about "those" stuff. Yea i am such a curious kid.
Then one day, i asked her straight, i asked whether she ever had any sexual fantasy, she become god damn 'paiseh' she indirectly ask what about me. I had to admit and tell her the truth about myself, since i wanted to know about hers. YES i answered loudly. She got frightened with my answer n tone i think, her eyes gone big n round. Then i keep on insisting on my question to her, she go around the bush, damn shy .... in the end she din say it directly, she replied like "u says got mah got lo" .... c'mon i think this is supposed to be normal (my frend said) well i tought so too, this is bloody normal. Why i am so curious? Cuz i wanted to know whether she is normal or abnormal... hahah i remember after LT read about her sexuality n culture textbook, she said masturbating is normal in a medically explaination and those who don't are abnormal, SY said she would rather be abnormal. Now i wonder what is normal and what is not. ACtually my final question to SY is about whether she had any sexual desire before, but i gotta start with the fantasy thing, and then only see how to go in to that.... yea she is quite conservative about this kind of stuff, but sometimes she do surprise me with some other thing.
While we were talking about this, she diverted the whole topic to me, oh gosh finally she knew abt him, and she said alot, all the while i din really keep him in my mind, cuz it is ogos now, and what can we do, we have less contact, less communication since he left for batu pahat. But SY encourage me tat i MUST grab the chance, .... sounds so damn desperate! She even want me to take the action first, wah scared me! She even offer me her hp to sms him, wah i dare not man.... yea in this case i am so timid just like a mouse. After chatting with her, she made me think abt it for the whole night, even the next day, even when i am in the class .... she had made a deep impact on me! But well, now i am ok, still thinking whether i shud upload my Optus line specially for sms-ing to malaysia.
Oh co-incidentally, the day after chatting with SY, i received a msg frm him, he replied me with my bulletin post about the romantic level, why would her replied my bulletin post to me personaly, tell me his score ... wat is his intention!!! ok stop thinking
Last friday got my screen pro group, grouping with sam, jane, rachel and fred (a grad dip student) i think we've got a tremendous idea for our documentary from fred, now i shall come up with a good idea for our drama shooting.... i do have lotsa idea, bt they are all over, can't seems to concentrate on one. Cuz everyone must have a dream to be the director, a dream that their idea being accepted and screen it to everyone.
Forgot to mentioned, i am the cinematographer for the documentary project, cinematographer one of the post i dream of, besides i would loves to try on the director roll (but i suck at communicating n presenting), i would also loves to try on producer (but that has hell lotsa work)
At least i know i don't want to focus on sounds and editing.... cuz i had lots of visualising, fantasy, images in my mind, everyday ... evil thoughts, angel thoughts all in one, but i think i watch too much thriller, bloody images appear, hard to do on the make up leh .... blood blood ...
I shall go sleep and dream more.
Oh i wrote this post for 40 minutes d .... tsk tsk
Argh... yesterday Zoe came back from malaysia, finally we got to reveal her the prank, but before we reveal, we got to update her the fake story and make her believe, hahaha coincidently SY dyed her hair, she accidentaly dyed her fringe too bright (looks like ah lian, ah hua, ah beng, ah seng gang thatkind) With her image, 100% convinved Zoe about the changes in SY, plus she gotto dress up a lil sexy to the airport .... just so fun!!! Though we were late for it, cuz SY need some time to dress herself, makeup n all....
Throughout the whole journey back frm the airport to SV. Z keep on asking about SY "non existence" bf. The story make up to be, we hardly see SY and she always sleep over at the guys house, she din even go for lecture and with all her gesture make her sounds like a GOD DAMN BITCH!!
I remember when we got back to SV, SY need to go to the car to take her key, then left me, Z n LT, then Z asked me have i ever saw that guy, then i said "just for a while, not too clear which is tat drunken night" then she asked me whether tat guy looks reliable, then i shake my head n replied her that that guy doesn't look reliable at all. HAHAHAH she does believe eh.... Then the whole thing reveal when she got into SY room, and she seems blur also, doens't have a massive explotion like being cheater or pranked.... she just said "we very 'bin tai'"....
- Lots of updates for her -
Since Z is back, her once roommate - K (famously known as da freak) (wah i m so bloody mean here) ... yup, K follows her to everywhere .... err... i dun realli like it la, but wat to do, i can't voice out or refuse. I don't know whether it is becuz last time in kdu used to heard some gossips about her, about how desperate her private life is and all that freaky things, i don't have a good impression on her, so i don't really like her to follow Z and us. Somemore, Rach also thinks she is da freak (clue here, K is once R roommate la)
Went to the airport for 3 times in a week, pick up 3 different people, C, P and Z. Everyone is back to the SV. Last time Carousel seems far to us, but i have been to Carousel for 2 times in a week leh...
Ah forgot to mentioned, i bought a new creative 2.1 speaker + subwoofer for myself .... good sound quality, it is time to compete with Tommy n SY, i am bloody jealous with their speaker, so now i got mine ... wahahahaha!
Friday went to Screen Text's tut, holy shit everyone of us got to speak, and i am the first one to be asked about the week's screening, and i got to ask for apology cuz i miss the screening for some reason.
I seriously think i got some problem with the film industry, i don't really understand the whole genre thing, i don't know what kind of film belongs to what kind of genre, except for comedy, horror, thriller, action ... they are pretty easy to be recognised.
I do think i lack of film history and info in films, i only know how to visualised things that are in my head, don't really know how to express it well, express my idea and make them believe in my idea, i am so suck at this. Secondly i am bad in writing, damn! Ah... how to survive when i don't really know sci-fi films, and all those 50's directors and actors name. Bullshit! i only know TVB style, bloody hell, this is my non priveledge of watchin too many TVB drama series, and their kind of stlye only stick to one kind.
I got to improve myself in these!
That day i told abt SY situation to my frend KM. Actually is not really a situation, just tat abit unbelievable, and with her age she makes me curious about what her mind is thinking, i mean about "those" stuff. Yea i am such a curious kid.
Then one day, i asked her straight, i asked whether she ever had any sexual fantasy, she become god damn 'paiseh' she indirectly ask what about me. I had to admit and tell her the truth about myself, since i wanted to know about hers. YES i answered loudly. She got frightened with my answer n tone i think, her eyes gone big n round. Then i keep on insisting on my question to her, she go around the bush, damn shy .... in the end she din say it directly, she replied like "u says got mah got lo" .... c'mon i think this is supposed to be normal (my frend said) well i tought so too, this is bloody normal. Why i am so curious? Cuz i wanted to know whether she is normal or abnormal... hahah i remember after LT read about her sexuality n culture textbook, she said masturbating is normal in a medically explaination and those who don't are abnormal, SY said she would rather be abnormal. Now i wonder what is normal and what is not. ACtually my final question to SY is about whether she had any sexual desire before, but i gotta start with the fantasy thing, and then only see how to go in to that.... yea she is quite conservative about this kind of stuff, but sometimes she do surprise me with some other thing.
While we were talking about this, she diverted the whole topic to me, oh gosh finally she knew abt him, and she said alot, all the while i din really keep him in my mind, cuz it is ogos now, and what can we do, we have less contact, less communication since he left for batu pahat. But SY encourage me tat i MUST grab the chance, .... sounds so damn desperate! She even want me to take the action first, wah scared me! She even offer me her hp to sms him, wah i dare not man.... yea in this case i am so timid just like a mouse. After chatting with her, she made me think abt it for the whole night, even the next day, even when i am in the class .... she had made a deep impact on me! But well, now i am ok, still thinking whether i shud upload my Optus line specially for sms-ing to malaysia.
Oh co-incidentally, the day after chatting with SY, i received a msg frm him, he replied me with my bulletin post about the romantic level, why would her replied my bulletin post to me personaly, tell me his score ... wat is his intention!!! ok stop thinking
Last friday got my screen pro group, grouping with sam, jane, rachel and fred (a grad dip student) i think we've got a tremendous idea for our documentary from fred, now i shall come up with a good idea for our drama shooting.... i do have lotsa idea, bt they are all over, can't seems to concentrate on one. Cuz everyone must have a dream to be the director, a dream that their idea being accepted and screen it to everyone.
Forgot to mentioned, i am the cinematographer for the documentary project, cinematographer one of the post i dream of, besides i would loves to try on the director roll (but i suck at communicating n presenting), i would also loves to try on producer (but that has hell lotsa work)
At least i know i don't want to focus on sounds and editing.... cuz i had lots of visualising, fantasy, images in my mind, everyday ... evil thoughts, angel thoughts all in one, but i think i watch too much thriller, bloody images appear, hard to do on the make up leh .... blood blood ...
I shall go sleep and dream more.
Oh i wrote this post for 40 minutes d .... tsk tsk
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Sign of living in Aus for months
It has been more than 5 months that i have been in the Aussie land, almost 6 months so to say.
Though my English haven't truly aussiefied, but hey that stupid 8 po chippie said my "alrite" is irritating, wat is tis ...!!!
ok that's alrite...
I have start to reliase that there are something i am scared that i can't adapt back to the malaysia culture.
1. the BIG FAT CHIPS
When we all first came here, we find it hard to accept the big fat chips, cuz it is fat, it is big and it is fattening. It just make us full easily. But days by days ... we start to like the big fat chips, becuz it is big, and it is fat. The most delicious chips, it has to be served fresh and hot ... that is order and fried for you. We start to scared when we go back to msia, how are we going to eat back those skinny, small, no feel fries...
2. we Cross the Street as if we owned the Street
Yea, Australian drivers, they are in good courtesy. The treat the pedestrians as the most important creature on the road, though there are also a lot pedestrians killed by drivers (those drunk driving la) So, we have no worries to cross the road... and so we wonder how to cross the road back in msia, cuz we have heavy traffic road, and ruthless drivers.
3. the SPEED of EATING - Slow
Yea... we start to eat slowly, not that we purposely eat slowly, it is becuz we have no rush, why should we eat in a hurry, after all tat is not good to our stomach digestive system. Well, anything here are slow, just becuz the Aussie know how to enjoy life, bt i prefer them rather the "bumiputra" in my country. They are just like a P*g. (wahaha i am so bad)
4. Short drive means 20 minutes
I find the distance to Freo is very short, but to be honest it takes 15-20 minutes, but we call it near n short. you know why, becuz we just need to drive all the way straight to freo, south street are damn bloody long and straight. Yea everywhere we travel needs about 15-20 minutes, but we called it near. The road here are too straight forward, and BRAVO.. no traffic jam eh.!
5. AUD8 for an asian dish is normal
Yup, hv lotsa asian here and asian dishes still around that price, they hvn't normalised... but well, food here are selling around that price no matter their own australian food or authentic food. nothing is cheap in terms of food!!
6. SElf-Confidence Boost UP
Hey yeah.... i always feel i am so damn small here, though they have lotsa tall n slim girl, long n perfect leg, but i dunno why, i just felt that i don't hate my body... and i love it, cuz i think i am smaller... haha. But after go back to msia, i still the big one.!!
7. Ermm... i can't think of anything now. (soon to discover)
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In conclusion, these are the signs that i discover i am slowly adapting the aussie life.
Instead what i am still a truly malaysian is that
1. Sleep late, wake up late
This is what i can't learn from them, aussie tend to sleep early and wake up god damn bloody early (about when i am going to sleep)
2. Craving for Asian food
it has been so more than 5 months, but i am still craving for asian food, esp the most spicy the more i am craving for. I used to scared of spicy food when i am young, but when i grew older i tend to accept and start to like it. Now that i am here, no matter when we order spicy food we need to request for extra spicy.
3. Fast Action
No matter how slow we followed, but we still living like the KL ppl, we used to the fast paces city life, but hey tis is the time to start to let ourself relax. I know when i go back to KL, i will dislike it, cuz it is too busy and has no life.
Ahh... damn sleepy now
good nite!
Though my English haven't truly aussiefied, but hey that stupid 8 po chippie said my "alrite" is irritating, wat is tis ...!!!
ok that's alrite...
I have start to reliase that there are something i am scared that i can't adapt back to the malaysia culture.
1. the BIG FAT CHIPS
When we all first came here, we find it hard to accept the big fat chips, cuz it is fat, it is big and it is fattening. It just make us full easily. But days by days ... we start to like the big fat chips, becuz it is big, and it is fat. The most delicious chips, it has to be served fresh and hot ... that is order and fried for you. We start to scared when we go back to msia, how are we going to eat back those skinny, small, no feel fries...
2. we Cross the Street as if we owned the Street
Yea, Australian drivers, they are in good courtesy. The treat the pedestrians as the most important creature on the road, though there are also a lot pedestrians killed by drivers (those drunk driving la) So, we have no worries to cross the road... and so we wonder how to cross the road back in msia, cuz we have heavy traffic road, and ruthless drivers.
3. the SPEED of EATING - Slow
Yea... we start to eat slowly, not that we purposely eat slowly, it is becuz we have no rush, why should we eat in a hurry, after all tat is not good to our stomach digestive system. Well, anything here are slow, just becuz the Aussie know how to enjoy life, bt i prefer them rather the "bumiputra" in my country. They are just like a P*g. (wahaha i am so bad)
4. Short drive means 20 minutes
I find the distance to Freo is very short, but to be honest it takes 15-20 minutes, but we call it near n short. you know why, becuz we just need to drive all the way straight to freo, south street are damn bloody long and straight. Yea everywhere we travel needs about 15-20 minutes, but we called it near. The road here are too straight forward, and BRAVO.. no traffic jam eh.!
5. AUD8 for an asian dish is normal
Yup, hv lotsa asian here and asian dishes still around that price, they hvn't normalised... but well, food here are selling around that price no matter their own australian food or authentic food. nothing is cheap in terms of food!!
6. SElf-Confidence Boost UP
Hey yeah.... i always feel i am so damn small here, though they have lotsa tall n slim girl, long n perfect leg, but i dunno why, i just felt that i don't hate my body... and i love it, cuz i think i am smaller... haha. But after go back to msia, i still the big one.!!
7. Ermm... i can't think of anything now. (soon to discover)
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In conclusion, these are the signs that i discover i am slowly adapting the aussie life.
Instead what i am still a truly malaysian is that
1. Sleep late, wake up late
This is what i can't learn from them, aussie tend to sleep early and wake up god damn bloody early (about when i am going to sleep)
2. Craving for Asian food
it has been so more than 5 months, but i am still craving for asian food, esp the most spicy the more i am craving for. I used to scared of spicy food when i am young, but when i grew older i tend to accept and start to like it. Now that i am here, no matter when we order spicy food we need to request for extra spicy.
3. Fast Action
No matter how slow we followed, but we still living like the KL ppl, we used to the fast paces city life, but hey tis is the time to start to let ourself relax. I know when i go back to KL, i will dislike it, cuz it is too busy and has no life.
Ahh... damn sleepy now
good nite!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
I did it!!
I did it.... !!
Last nite i was not happy over something and was mad at myself, my emotion was down during dinner time and then SY was shocked and trying to tease me or say some jokes cuz i look tremendously in a horror state. They dunno what's wrong with me.
After dinner it was 8:05pm, i am still thinking whether i should go alone for movies, thinking and thinking, luckily there was friends online and chat with them, makes me feel more calm.
And then 10 minutes before the show starts, i decided to fly myself there, say good bye to my friends then here i am.
I'd watched House of Wax, though the comment from yahoo user doesn't sounds like a good movie, i think it is mainly becuz of Paris Hilton the slut (oops did i just tat word!!)
Ok she is on the poster, i think mainly becuz they want her to grab attention, but please don't expect much from her in this movie, cuz she is just the "K-lei-fe", and has a strip scene... just acting like herself - the bimbo!!!
I likes the gruesome dying style oin this movie, it is so damn violent, i can feel the pain from the character, the first victim whom being wax alive, he was being put on the piano chair as if he is one of the wax, but he is not dead yet, his friend tot what happened with him and help him to peel off the wax frm his face, but.... the wax and his skin has totally glue on, wah... lots of bloody scene, i duno how to explain this but it was gross but syiok.
Oh and also chad Michael Murray is a total hottie, but i think looks a bit like Justin Timberlake, even his body.
Well, it seems like a summer movie that feature college student, alcohol, fights, sex .... and the stupidity of Paris Hilton, her appearance just like a joke.
Her dying scene doesn't create any tenses... she is like a bimbo who dunno that she is being chased and yet she can still run like a posing model with half of her bra/boobs show out, yet to those who have watched her sex video, u would think this is so damn fake and what more she has to it.
In conclusion, the gruesome and bloody in this movie satisfied me, makes me feel good after the movie and Paris hilton acting was a joke... she really cannot act except for posing arnd like a model or the strip scene, this is wat she is best in!!
Last nite i was not happy over something and was mad at myself, my emotion was down during dinner time and then SY was shocked and trying to tease me or say some jokes cuz i look tremendously in a horror state. They dunno what's wrong with me.
After dinner it was 8:05pm, i am still thinking whether i should go alone for movies, thinking and thinking, luckily there was friends online and chat with them, makes me feel more calm.
And then 10 minutes before the show starts, i decided to fly myself there, say good bye to my friends then here i am.
I'd watched House of Wax, though the comment from yahoo user doesn't sounds like a good movie, i think it is mainly becuz of Paris Hilton the slut (oops did i just tat word!!)
Ok she is on the poster, i think mainly becuz they want her to grab attention, but please don't expect much from her in this movie, cuz she is just the "K-lei-fe", and has a strip scene... just acting like herself - the bimbo!!!
I likes the gruesome dying style oin this movie, it is so damn violent, i can feel the pain from the character, the first victim whom being wax alive, he was being put on the piano chair as if he is one of the wax, but he is not dead yet, his friend tot what happened with him and help him to peel off the wax frm his face, but.... the wax and his skin has totally glue on, wah... lots of bloody scene, i duno how to explain this but it was gross but syiok.
Oh and also chad Michael Murray is a total hottie, but i think looks a bit like Justin Timberlake, even his body.
Well, it seems like a summer movie that feature college student, alcohol, fights, sex .... and the stupidity of Paris Hilton, her appearance just like a joke.
Her dying scene doesn't create any tenses... she is like a bimbo who dunno that she is being chased and yet she can still run like a posing model with half of her bra/boobs show out, yet to those who have watched her sex video, u would think this is so damn fake and what more she has to it.
In conclusion, the gruesome and bloody in this movie satisfied me, makes me feel good after the movie and Paris hilton acting was a joke... she really cannot act except for posing arnd like a model or the strip scene, this is wat she is best in!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Not Happy
I am not happy, becuz i felt so lonely.... i just felt like goin for a movie.
Today is tuesday, it is the cinema day, i have been craving for movie everything tuesday 2 weeks ago.
I wanted to watch War of the World, well that was fine fine, cuz alot of them said it is a disappointed film.
I wanted to watch House of Wax, but who the hell want to go to the cinema with me?
I wanted to watch Fantastic Four, yet nobody interested.
I Wanted to watch Sin City now... yet nobody wants to go to the cinema
FUCK!!
Why it is so damn hard to find a companion for movie... even if we already have a car, transport is not a prolem, but the problem is we cannot let most of the ppl know that we own a car, becuz nowadays alot ppl in SV will take advantage of you if they know you have a car + petrol price raise freaking high.
So cannot ask other ppl to go with me .... except those closest... but they are not interested in it, and why the fuck is australia movie ticket so damn freaking expensive.
I really really miss those friend that when i need them they are here, when i need a movie companion there will be one, even when i need a horror movie companion there will be one....
Friends, friends, friends .... they are all in freaking Malaysia and i am in Perth, Australia.
This is what i had to pay when i got my dreams come true.
I really want to go out ... i want to go out and take a breathe, maybe i shall go n watch House of Wax alone, go to the cinema alone... i know it sounds pity, but what can i do, i really have no choice.
When those whom i asked, i got rejected, then i wanted to watch big brother, then tommy change channel to some news .... fuck! why can't i just have what i wanted to have.
I know this is call compromise ... after all the TV belongs to Tommy.
I just hate myself, i just hate of being loneliness .... sometimes i might die of loneliness
Today is tuesday, it is the cinema day, i have been craving for movie everything tuesday 2 weeks ago.
I wanted to watch War of the World, well that was fine fine, cuz alot of them said it is a disappointed film.
I wanted to watch House of Wax, but who the hell want to go to the cinema with me?
I wanted to watch Fantastic Four, yet nobody interested.
I Wanted to watch Sin City now... yet nobody wants to go to the cinema
FUCK!!
Why it is so damn hard to find a companion for movie... even if we already have a car, transport is not a prolem, but the problem is we cannot let most of the ppl know that we own a car, becuz nowadays alot ppl in SV will take advantage of you if they know you have a car + petrol price raise freaking high.
So cannot ask other ppl to go with me .... except those closest... but they are not interested in it, and why the fuck is australia movie ticket so damn freaking expensive.
I really really miss those friend that when i need them they are here, when i need a movie companion there will be one, even when i need a horror movie companion there will be one....
Friends, friends, friends .... they are all in freaking Malaysia and i am in Perth, Australia.
This is what i had to pay when i got my dreams come true.
I really want to go out ... i want to go out and take a breathe, maybe i shall go n watch House of Wax alone, go to the cinema alone... i know it sounds pity, but what can i do, i really have no choice.
When those whom i asked, i got rejected, then i wanted to watch big brother, then tommy change channel to some news .... fuck! why can't i just have what i wanted to have.
I know this is call compromise ... after all the TV belongs to Tommy.
I just hate myself, i just hate of being loneliness .... sometimes i might die of loneliness
Saturday, July 23, 2005
The future after graduation
I know it is early to think about this, but yet we have to have a planning in order to prepare what we want in the future.
New semester is goin to start, and i am half way trought to finish my degree, what can i do after i graduate.
I don't feel like going back to KL to work, cuz i see no point of doing it, after all, media or film industry in malaysia really need to take some time to reach the international standard.
I want to stay in australia, i want work in australia so that i can gain experience, by then when i go back, i'll be better.
After all, australia have Warner's Bros, Dreamworld .... blah blah movie world. It is just like another hollywood but this is nearer to Malaysia. I think Aus won't be that complicated compared to Hollywood, at least australia can accept Asian like us.... I really don't have much good impression on americans, except for my ex-flatmates.
Yea i want to go to Brisbane, i want to go into the movie world, or to sydney to work for Travel n adventure discovery channel. This is what i hope for.... but it is not easy, cuz they have lotsa local that have better qualification than me.
A Degree actually means nothing, after all i really find study fun, uni life has so much fun than ever... i really hope i can continue study after i got my degree ... now i am looking at persueing Graduate Diploma in Media Production after i got my degree.
However, i dun wish to stay in murdoch, cuz i wish to change to brisbane, cuz it is nearer to the movieworld, and the chances there might be higher, Perth .... is just too small for a person like me who wish to venture into something big.
Perth really has a very nice lifestyle, i don't know how i can adapt to the lifestyle back in KL.. hectic, traffic jam, busy, no life, tiring .....
I have been looking at some of the uni in brisbane or goldcoast, hmm... Bond University... one huge uni in australia, but it is a private uni, so haha need lotsa $$ to pay for the tuition fees. But i like their programe, cuz it offers internship. So got internship, means can work with institution that i wish, if they like me, i would get to stay.
A lot of us thinking ways to make ourself stay in aus ... cuz u hv no way saying no to tis kind of lifestyle, unless you r one of those who loves the hectic, busy, traffic jam, nightlife, no life kind of lifestyle.
Sometimes it is hard to leave ur friends and family behind, in another hand it is what u really want, a very hard decision to make, though i still have time to think.
My parents really wish that i can get a PR here, but getting a PR in Australia is getting harder each year. Unless get to find an aussie guy to marry, i think that would be the easiest way.. but hey NO ... cuz not easy to find an aussie guy who would want to marry u la, unless find an old aussie guy who desperately need a wife ... haha then he got to be rich... ok stop the nonsense!!
Ok getting a PR is not easy now, esp for us media students. I really wish to continue study after i got my degree... but i know my parents wouldn't let me study, cuz it is time for them to pay for my brother tuition fees ... where to find money for me to study leh....
*make a wish* ... pls come true !!
New semester is goin to start, and i am half way trought to finish my degree, what can i do after i graduate.
I don't feel like going back to KL to work, cuz i see no point of doing it, after all, media or film industry in malaysia really need to take some time to reach the international standard.
I want to stay in australia, i want work in australia so that i can gain experience, by then when i go back, i'll be better.
After all, australia have Warner's Bros, Dreamworld .... blah blah movie world. It is just like another hollywood but this is nearer to Malaysia. I think Aus won't be that complicated compared to Hollywood, at least australia can accept Asian like us.... I really don't have much good impression on americans, except for my ex-flatmates.
Yea i want to go to Brisbane, i want to go into the movie world, or to sydney to work for Travel n adventure discovery channel. This is what i hope for.... but it is not easy, cuz they have lotsa local that have better qualification than me.
A Degree actually means nothing, after all i really find study fun, uni life has so much fun than ever... i really hope i can continue study after i got my degree ... now i am looking at persueing Graduate Diploma in Media Production after i got my degree.
However, i dun wish to stay in murdoch, cuz i wish to change to brisbane, cuz it is nearer to the movieworld, and the chances there might be higher, Perth .... is just too small for a person like me who wish to venture into something big.
Perth really has a very nice lifestyle, i don't know how i can adapt to the lifestyle back in KL.. hectic, traffic jam, busy, no life, tiring .....
I have been looking at some of the uni in brisbane or goldcoast, hmm... Bond University... one huge uni in australia, but it is a private uni, so haha need lotsa $$ to pay for the tuition fees. But i like their programe, cuz it offers internship. So got internship, means can work with institution that i wish, if they like me, i would get to stay.
A lot of us thinking ways to make ourself stay in aus ... cuz u hv no way saying no to tis kind of lifestyle, unless you r one of those who loves the hectic, busy, traffic jam, nightlife, no life kind of lifestyle.
Sometimes it is hard to leave ur friends and family behind, in another hand it is what u really want, a very hard decision to make, though i still have time to think.
My parents really wish that i can get a PR here, but getting a PR in Australia is getting harder each year. Unless get to find an aussie guy to marry, i think that would be the easiest way.. but hey NO ... cuz not easy to find an aussie guy who would want to marry u la, unless find an old aussie guy who desperately need a wife ... haha then he got to be rich... ok stop the nonsense!!
Ok getting a PR is not easy now, esp for us media students. I really wish to continue study after i got my degree... but i know my parents wouldn't let me study, cuz it is time for them to pay for my brother tuition fees ... where to find money for me to study leh....
*make a wish* ... pls come true !!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
This is not defamation
Ok, it is all set, the prank that we set on Zoe haven't reveal to her, cuz we seems cannot find a nice chance to reveal, cuz before reveal need to have a big shock muahahah....
Well well ... we planned to reveal this when she is back to perth, when we go to airport to pick her up, by then we have to act and make her believe more, then there goes siang yee appear... muahahaha
Today i have a chat with her, i start to feel that she doesn't have faith in siang yee anymore, n she accepted as siang yee is no longer the person that she knew.
however, i start to worry what would she react when she knows all this is a big fat joke, i scared she will go mad, i hope she won't la, cuz i will be the one who got the most crime so to say!!
Oh well, this is not defamation afterall... i have the head notted from the person whose name being defamed! And all these stories that i made up is not only from me... it is taken from our daily life, and sometimes 3 of us even treat it real.... (3 crazy ppl has nothing to do, so act crazy lo) We start to have imaginary life .... muahahax
Well well ... we planned to reveal this when she is back to perth, when we go to airport to pick her up, by then we have to act and make her believe more, then there goes siang yee appear... muahahaha
Today i have a chat with her, i start to feel that she doesn't have faith in siang yee anymore, n she accepted as siang yee is no longer the person that she knew.
however, i start to worry what would she react when she knows all this is a big fat joke, i scared she will go mad, i hope she won't la, cuz i will be the one who got the most crime so to say!!
Oh well, this is not defamation afterall... i have the head notted from the person whose name being defamed! And all these stories that i made up is not only from me... it is taken from our daily life, and sometimes 3 of us even treat it real.... (3 crazy ppl has nothing to do, so act crazy lo) We start to have imaginary life .... muahahax
Monday, July 11, 2005
Bloody winter
At times i cry .... whenever i felt hungry at night after 11pm...
WHY????
becuz my bloody stupid stomach digest all my dinner and ask me to eat again. WTF!!??!?!?
Yea the bloody cold weather makes you want to eat more, the more you eat, the more you will look fat!!!
Bloody hell '''-_-
What to do, if don't get some biscuit to eat, i will easily get gastric, which is not good for my future
Pity me!!
P/S: I didn't cry la
WHY????
becuz my bloody stupid stomach digest all my dinner and ask me to eat again. WTF!!??!?!?
Yea the bloody cold weather makes you want to eat more, the more you eat, the more you will look fat!!!
Bloody hell '''-_-
What to do, if don't get some biscuit to eat, i will easily get gastric, which is not good for my future
Pity me!!
P/S: I didn't cry la
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Nightmare
Waiting for the godness women's women shoppin in Jay Jay's, Jeans West, Priceline .... has officially become my nightmare.
I start to suspect my own sex, why i am not like them like the women's women searching for the dustmite (how do you spell this)
I start to not understand why they can hang around in the same old store for good old how long...
I thought i am already using up alot of time choosing what hairsray to buy, after i paid for it, i have to wait for them for another 15 minutes, i sat at the bench outside the store (thank god there are benches to sit). I sit there wondering what the hell they are doing and what took them so long... and then i start to think of myself why i am not like them dragging the speed of shopping.
But neh... is not my problem, i saw a lot of customer walking in and out, they go in bought their things n come out...
I really wanted to shouted "hey u know the world is moving!!!"
I know i am god damn impatient, i am this freaking impatient bitch who can't wait any longer.... argh... last time it was F, who shop at Jay Jay for 1-2 hours and in the end buy nothing.... 80
and now i hope i won't scared of priceline n shopping with the other 2 of them.
Sometimes shopping with them really get me into headache... i miss shopping with my friends in KL.
I start to suspect my own sex, why i am not like them like the women's women searching for the dustmite (how do you spell this)
I start to not understand why they can hang around in the same old store for good old how long...
I thought i am already using up alot of time choosing what hairsray to buy, after i paid for it, i have to wait for them for another 15 minutes, i sat at the bench outside the store (thank god there are benches to sit). I sit there wondering what the hell they are doing and what took them so long... and then i start to think of myself why i am not like them dragging the speed of shopping.
But neh... is not my problem, i saw a lot of customer walking in and out, they go in bought their things n come out...
I really wanted to shouted "hey u know the world is moving!!!"
I know i am god damn impatient, i am this freaking impatient bitch who can't wait any longer.... argh... last time it was F, who shop at Jay Jay for 1-2 hours and in the end buy nothing.... 80
and now i hope i won't scared of priceline n shopping with the other 2 of them.
Sometimes shopping with them really get me into headache... i miss shopping with my friends in KL.
Friday, July 08, 2005
"Sum Ling Xeong Tong"
These few days didn't really have a good sleep. WHY?
because i woke up late n sleep late .... every night watch a movie with Siang Yee sometimes plus Li Teen, the 3 musketeers that still in Perth and were doing nothing.
Today when i almost awake but were still laying on my bed, cuddling with my quilt to keep myself warm. Suddenly he came into my mind, it has been a while we didn't chat and i don't know how he is doing, whether or not he got a place in a local uni, no news from him.. nothing, though that day i sent him a friendster msg, but til today haven't seen him reply....
Then i woke up, ate my brunch, online, and saw his reply on friendster, oh god .... what is good about friendster is that, it show what time that person reply the msg. What a co-incident, the time he send me the msg was the time that i was thinking abt him !!! What do you call this eh... "sum ling xeong tong" ???? It has been quite some time that we have "sum ling xeong tong"
Oh.... he first send me a msg informing that he is now studying in batu pahat ... in a local uni, then after reading the msg, and i saw another msg that he reply to the msg that i send to him... aiya i also dunno la .... ok
in conclusion... i just want to bring out the main point -- "sum ling xeong tong" loh~!!
Oh ya ... it is quite bad that that kampung don't have comp for him to go online, so now we hardly can see each other online.... sad sad sad!!!!!
He also told me that before he left his house for batu pahat, he got go online wanted to meet me... but where the hell am i .... where the hell am i that night!!!
because i woke up late n sleep late .... every night watch a movie with Siang Yee sometimes plus Li Teen, the 3 musketeers that still in Perth and were doing nothing.
Today when i almost awake but were still laying on my bed, cuddling with my quilt to keep myself warm. Suddenly he came into my mind, it has been a while we didn't chat and i don't know how he is doing, whether or not he got a place in a local uni, no news from him.. nothing, though that day i sent him a friendster msg, but til today haven't seen him reply....
Then i woke up, ate my brunch, online, and saw his reply on friendster, oh god .... what is good about friendster is that, it show what time that person reply the msg. What a co-incident, the time he send me the msg was the time that i was thinking abt him !!! What do you call this eh... "sum ling xeong tong" ???? It has been quite some time that we have "sum ling xeong tong"
Oh.... he first send me a msg informing that he is now studying in batu pahat ... in a local uni, then after reading the msg, and i saw another msg that he reply to the msg that i send to him... aiya i also dunno la .... ok
in conclusion... i just want to bring out the main point -- "sum ling xeong tong" loh~!!
Oh ya ... it is quite bad that that kampung don't have comp for him to go online, so now we hardly can see each other online.... sad sad sad!!!!!
He also told me that before he left his house for batu pahat, he got go online wanted to meet me... but where the hell am i .... where the hell am i that night!!!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Prank
This is so damn funny
last nite we did a make over for Siang Yee, then ask her to change clothes and take picture, with all different kind of posed.
Then when she is wearing that we so called the "yum fu" jacket, we then asked her to posed those very seducing posed, of cuz she felt shy, and god damn funny la, cuz she is posing forcefully.
Then at the end, we all very tired, bt Sy still have energy to play, so Li teen asked to just wrap herself with her quilt, she is also wearing a white string top, then LT said this image look like those women who just finish making love. Then we asked her to let down her top's string and her bra string, hahaha so revealing... then so happened she was laughing hardly. the picture come out to be like she like deadly drunk and doing things that she is not supposed to do.
Then we said wah if let zoe know that she bring a men back, sure scared her.... then i was on msn, then i sent her a msn msg and said "wah big thing happened, i cannot accept this, i want to move out.."
The next morning she send me an email, ask me what is the big problem and that she is worry for us. hahaha then i sent her an email with my creatively written story plus 2 picture to make her believe, ok there are as following:
ok, i dun think it is good to post the picture here, so this is the story that i made up, and then she believe so well. Coincidentally, she was online just now, and she kept on asking me, and she kept saying "who's tat guy? when's tat guy left? she knows what she did or not? I cannot imagine that. She doesn't look like she is drunk...... so on, here is the conversation:
and then i kept on saying, i dunno, hard to accept, dunno how to face sy .... wahaha i am so evil.... this is not only my plan, not to say is a plan la , just so happened, and all of us knows .. poor zoe!!!
now have to think what's next for the story.
last nite we did a make over for Siang Yee, then ask her to change clothes and take picture, with all different kind of posed.
Then when she is wearing that we so called the "yum fu" jacket, we then asked her to posed those very seducing posed, of cuz she felt shy, and god damn funny la, cuz she is posing forcefully.
Then at the end, we all very tired, bt Sy still have energy to play, so Li teen asked to just wrap herself with her quilt, she is also wearing a white string top, then LT said this image look like those women who just finish making love. Then we asked her to let down her top's string and her bra string, hahaha so revealing... then so happened she was laughing hardly. the picture come out to be like she like deadly drunk and doing things that she is not supposed to do.
Then we said wah if let zoe know that she bring a men back, sure scared her.... then i was on msn, then i sent her a msn msg and said "wah big thing happened, i cannot accept this, i want to move out.."
The next morning she send me an email, ask me what is the big problem and that she is worry for us. hahaha then i sent her an email with my creatively written story plus 2 picture to make her believe, ok there are as following:
Haih..... how to say!!
Ok it is like this, Andi move out of flat 71, then Tommy went back
to Mandurah, so now flat 71 only me n Siang Yee.
So these few days we also went out to look for jobs, and so happened
that yesterday Siang Yee asked for a job at Freomantle, i think that
is a supervisor or store manager that kind, they spoke for quite
long.
Then at night, i don't know Siang Yee went out also, cuz i was in my
room doing my own thing, then suddenly she came back with half drunk
or full drunk, i also dunno. She came back laughing, then laid on
the floor, talk loudly, like a mad person.
I thought she was playing madly, then i took picture of her
craziness. Then after that, a guy came in and i dunno what they do
in their room.
Those pictures is the proof, you see for yourself la .... i cannot
accept ah!!!
ok, i dun think it is good to post the picture here, so this is the story that i made up, and then she believe so well. Coincidentally, she was online just now, and she kept on asking me, and she kept saying "who's tat guy? when's tat guy left? she knows what she did or not? I cannot imagine that. She doesn't look like she is drunk...... so on, here is the conversation:
-- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wei
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut d hell
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut happened to her
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
who's dat guy
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut kind of job izit
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
liteen noe bout dis?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when's d guy left?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
asian?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when he left ur flat?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
when i luk at dat pix
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i was like
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wut d hell
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i cant accept dat le
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
wuts wrong wif her
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u think dat she noe wut she did o not?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
cz she luks like so drunk
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
n not those normal type of drunk
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
sumo..i dun think dat she wil drunk so easily lo
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
izit dat taken sum medicine?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i still hard to accept it
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
me 2
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
since when she started workin?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
she started workin yesterday as a trial
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
til late nite?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
shud be until 9 something
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then liteen nvr come over n ask her hows her work meh
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
li teen is here now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then she din ask?
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
she asked like how's her work lo
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
then sy answer something like very nice,... can learn
a lot of things, and a guy there very leng chai
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i think tat must hv be tat guy she refering to
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
shit la
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i duno wut to say
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
jz too shock
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
n cant accept dat
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then when she goin to work again
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
shit la
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i cant imagine dat le
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
do u think i shud tell li teen?
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
yeap
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u shud
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u shud let her noe
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
c wuts her opinion
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
i think she noes wut to do
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
since last time they all spent so many time to b
2gether
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
maybe gua
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
bt i still need some time to...
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
to accept at least half of it
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
i dunno how to tell li teen
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
where's liteen now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
msg her n ask her to on9 la
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
watching big brother uncut
-+Carven+- I'm @ the land of COLOURS says:
in my flat now
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
later after she got back
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
u msg her n ask her to on9
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
then show her lo
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
but ask her not to over react
--- pReTTY ``` zOe --- says:
cz later serena find out smth then die la
and then i kept on saying, i dunno, hard to accept, dunno how to face sy .... wahaha i am so evil.... this is not only my plan, not to say is a plan la , just so happened, and all of us knows .. poor zoe!!!
now have to think what's next for the story.
Monday, June 27, 2005
Car
YEAH..... we have finally bought a car!!!
It is a mitsubishi magna, 1989... maroon colour ... good good
wahahahaha, no need to push the trolley frm kardy loo~~~ woo woo
and it is also a cheap bargain!!! hehe
It is a mitsubishi magna, 1989... maroon colour ... good good
wahahahaha, no need to push the trolley frm kardy loo~~~ woo woo
and it is also a cheap bargain!!! hehe
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Untitled
I reckon that it is time to have a change ....
since the black n dark colour making the life feel like so damn dull
somemore, it is winter now, very hard to see the sun
but most of the time cloudly, storm n rains ....
So it is time to make my blog feel a bit light ....
Oh ya i also changed most of the photos, most of them taken at my down south trip, and some cheesy one ...
especially the one with ALL MY FACE ... muahahaha
i know this is a lil bit (not a "lil bit" is too much) "zhi luen", but ... sorry la i can't help it
Why can't help it
cuz i hv so much free time, then i have so many self took pic of my face
all the while i kept them as a secret pictures ...
but well now i wanted to share some of it la ... hahah
though got some more extreme .... hehehe
not going to show those
muahahahahahax
since the black n dark colour making the life feel like so damn dull
somemore, it is winter now, very hard to see the sun
but most of the time cloudly, storm n rains ....
So it is time to make my blog feel a bit light ....
Oh ya i also changed most of the photos, most of them taken at my down south trip, and some cheesy one ...
especially the one with ALL MY FACE ... muahahaha
i know this is a lil bit (not a "lil bit" is too much) "zhi luen", but ... sorry la i can't help it
Why can't help it
cuz i hv so much free time, then i have so many self took pic of my face
all the while i kept them as a secret pictures ...
but well now i wanted to share some of it la ... hahah
though got some more extreme .... hehehe
not going to show those
muahahahahahax
Mahjong n Karaoke Night
Buahahahah .....
After Zoe left for Malaysia, there is only me, SY n LT
PLUS .... one of my flatmate left too, and then another flatmate exam free went out for clubbing
and there is only me n SY in the house ... (oh Tommy has exam tmrw, but hey..)
Then we started playing mahjong (me, SY n LT)
me n LT need to teach SY, cuz she doesn't know how to play mahjong ...
So we played for rounds .. finally she got how to play
suddenly LT said she needs to go back to take a shower then come back to continue ...
ok we'll wait for her
while waiting, me got crazy, cuz we need those pegs to clip the newspaper, so i used it to clip on my ear
this is when ppl has nothing to do, all those crazy thoughts come out
then i clip 3 pegs on both of my ears
then took pic ...haha
then SY followed me to clip the pegs on her ear
then we put SHE vcd, started to sing
bt not in the mood, cuz no atmosphere n mic
then suddenly i got the grease paper, i got the aluminium foil roll for SY
so we sang with those roll of paper ...
hahah
this is how student in Murdoch do while they hv nothing to do n are exam free...
then we went kinda crazy ... started to shout n yell, like a bunch of drunk ppl
LT saw both of us acting crazy frm the outside, she can't help laughin...
cuz we forgot to wind down the curtain ... haha
WOW felt great cuz nobody in our flat ....
fun fun fun
we then continue to play mahjong until 2am
SY started to get addicted to it.
After Zoe left for Malaysia, there is only me, SY n LT
PLUS .... one of my flatmate left too, and then another flatmate exam free went out for clubbing
and there is only me n SY in the house ... (oh Tommy has exam tmrw, but hey..)
Then we started playing mahjong (me, SY n LT)
me n LT need to teach SY, cuz she doesn't know how to play mahjong ...
So we played for rounds .. finally she got how to play
suddenly LT said she needs to go back to take a shower then come back to continue ...
ok we'll wait for her
while waiting, me got crazy, cuz we need those pegs to clip the newspaper, so i used it to clip on my ear
this is when ppl has nothing to do, all those crazy thoughts come out
then i clip 3 pegs on both of my ears
then took pic ...haha
then SY followed me to clip the pegs on her ear
then we put SHE vcd, started to sing
bt not in the mood, cuz no atmosphere n mic
then suddenly i got the grease paper, i got the aluminium foil roll for SY
so we sang with those roll of paper ...
hahah
this is how student in Murdoch do while they hv nothing to do n are exam free...
then we went kinda crazy ... started to shout n yell, like a bunch of drunk ppl
LT saw both of us acting crazy frm the outside, she can't help laughin...
cuz we forgot to wind down the curtain ... haha
WOW felt great cuz nobody in our flat ....
fun fun fun
we then continue to play mahjong until 2am
SY started to get addicted to it.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Can't believe we made it
After all the hassle, misunderstanding, conflict happened after we came back from margaret river. Today i believe it is finally finish.
Yesterday was an undelightful day, with such a small matter that cause such a big deal made us like a gangster who go n "keng sou" with that fatty, plus Zoe miss the flight, today finally, i believe all has end.
Since yesterday Zoe miss her flight back to Malaysia, well she is a bit late, but still got 35 mins before departure, suddenly that lady dun let her board the flight, and said the gate has close. She has been depressed ever since, thinking how she can get back. What is depressing is that, she has almost finish using her money, her return ticket is going to expired (24th june), all the flight to Malaysia are fully booked.
She don't know what to do, no money to buy a new ticket, every flight has been fully booked, all she can do is to put her name on the waiting list and the waiting list is a long list.....
Today she decided to go to MAS company in the city to see what she can do, i accompany her ... nothing good they can do for her, and then she went to ask around for some alternative ways, such as ticket to singapore .... but also almost fully booked, left one seat and she has to make her decision quick n pay on the dot.
But i don't understand why she needs to go back in a rush, so i suggested her to go to the airport n try her luck, see whether she gets a chance to board the flight with those extra seat.
So we decided to go back to SV and head to the airport, it is 2pm, and when we got to the bus station, the bus back to murdoch just left, what a bad luck.... then the train going to depart, so we decided to take the train... too bad we made a wrong choice too, cuz the train took 30 mins to arrive at freo, and need another 20 mins to take the bus to Murdoch.... Geez we arrived at murdoch at 3:15 ... we were supposed to leave SV arnd 2:30 so that we can be early not like yesterday.
Argh so we rush to her room to take her laptop, shut her window, then melvin stand by down there to fly to the airport.
We were 10 mins earlier than yesterday, so we don't want to take the luggage, but run in to ask whether there is a seat for her to board the flight.
So lucky, now our good luck is back, that lady that refuse to let her board the flight yesterday, today she let her in and she can recognise her, she said you should come here 3 hours before to wait, bt well that lady was nice today, she said becuz she came yesterday so she let her in with that one seat left. ... SO LUCKY
then we run to the car n get the luggage n run to the counter to check in.
Then i said good bye to her .... emm finally make it, really cannot believe we made it and we were in such a hurry too.
So our good luck is back, and all those depressing bad things gone. .. hurray!!!
so happy
Yesterday was an undelightful day, with such a small matter that cause such a big deal made us like a gangster who go n "keng sou" with that fatty, plus Zoe miss the flight, today finally, i believe all has end.
Since yesterday Zoe miss her flight back to Malaysia, well she is a bit late, but still got 35 mins before departure, suddenly that lady dun let her board the flight, and said the gate has close. She has been depressed ever since, thinking how she can get back. What is depressing is that, she has almost finish using her money, her return ticket is going to expired (24th june), all the flight to Malaysia are fully booked.
She don't know what to do, no money to buy a new ticket, every flight has been fully booked, all she can do is to put her name on the waiting list and the waiting list is a long list.....
Today she decided to go to MAS company in the city to see what she can do, i accompany her ... nothing good they can do for her, and then she went to ask around for some alternative ways, such as ticket to singapore .... but also almost fully booked, left one seat and she has to make her decision quick n pay on the dot.
But i don't understand why she needs to go back in a rush, so i suggested her to go to the airport n try her luck, see whether she gets a chance to board the flight with those extra seat.
So we decided to go back to SV and head to the airport, it is 2pm, and when we got to the bus station, the bus back to murdoch just left, what a bad luck.... then the train going to depart, so we decided to take the train... too bad we made a wrong choice too, cuz the train took 30 mins to arrive at freo, and need another 20 mins to take the bus to Murdoch.... Geez we arrived at murdoch at 3:15 ... we were supposed to leave SV arnd 2:30 so that we can be early not like yesterday.
Argh so we rush to her room to take her laptop, shut her window, then melvin stand by down there to fly to the airport.
We were 10 mins earlier than yesterday, so we don't want to take the luggage, but run in to ask whether there is a seat for her to board the flight.
So lucky, now our good luck is back, that lady that refuse to let her board the flight yesterday, today she let her in and she can recognise her, she said you should come here 3 hours before to wait, bt well that lady was nice today, she said becuz she came yesterday so she let her in with that one seat left. ... SO LUCKY
then we run to the car n get the luggage n run to the counter to check in.
Then i said good bye to her .... emm finally make it, really cannot believe we made it and we were in such a hurry too.
So our good luck is back, and all those depressing bad things gone. .. hurray!!!
so happy
Monday, June 20, 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Trip to the Down South WA
Just got back from the Western Australia Down South Trip.
We had so much fun posing around, explore the unfamiliar place with a rented car, this is so damn cool.
Each of us has a post for this trip, me as the map reader n the tourist guide, Siang Yee as the driver (haha), Zoe as the tour planner, n Li Teen as the photographer most of the time.
We rented a car and 4 of us went down south, lots of them scared something might happen to us as there is only 4 of us, all girls trip, a lil dangerous, plus the weather keep on raining non-stop, driving to the jungle, or outback, or rural area might be a lil bit dangerous, but well we made it!!!
We start our tour on 12 june, sunday ... ahem yea my birthday but so wat ...!!! though on my birthday got to go out of the city n tour around, but hey i am a lil disappointed at my birthday this year, i can say it is the most .... erm.... doesn't feel like is my birthday day. No celebration, no cake, no wishes frm closest friends (where they all went ??? and i wonder) instead ppl i less close with they send me a birthday wishes on friendster ... so a lil unexpected to those who send, but those consider as my close friend ...really all gone fishin!!
Alright back to the trip. We went there for 4 days 3 nights, visited Mandurah, Dunsborough, Yallingup, Margaret river, Busselton, Bunburry..... we almost go to Augusta for whale watching, but due to time constraint we left out that place, if not we can consider cover the whole down south corner of WA.
We took a lot of pictures ... just make ourself like a super model, hahaha can't help it, those scenry too too beautiful, can't even get those view in Perth. Within these few days, we visited chocolate factory, ice-cream, cheese factory, fudge factory - Candy Cow, Shearing farm, vineries, lighthouse, rocks, Berri Farm, lavender farm, Margaret river river mouth, reefs, beach .... wah really excited and happy.
The first day we went to Sugarloaf rock, Cape Naturaliste lighthouse, eagle bay beach, canal rock, wise vineyard, shearing farm, Yallingup reef for sunset .... tis day took a lot of picture, rainbow keep on appear everyday. We have to pay to enter to the lighthouse, but hey it is god damn stong wind up there, we felt like we almost being swept away by the wind if we are lighter n we jump up .... definately cold.
The second day went to chocolate factory, fudge factory, brookland valley vineyard, the groove vineyard, margaret river river mouth, cheese factory, Cape lavender... this day is a bit rush, this is a eat n drink tour, taste a lot of wine, liquer ... hmm i like tat koffee liquer mix with milk, new invention .... n very strong too but really nice, too bad too expensive if not i will buy. Our stomach were so full of wine, chocolate, cheese .... food!! Arh... lots of sweets stuff. We were late to be back because of the delay of our photo shooting ... hahaha we were supposed to go back to our beachhouse befor dark, cuz travelling during the dawn is very very dangerous, because this is the time when those wild animal come out at the roadside, if you are not lucky you might hit them n u might be in trouble. We were so terrified when we were rushing our way back, no lights along the road, except for the dark blue colour of dawn, a kangaroo stood beside the road, scared us til death man.... bt luckily that kangaroo din jump out, if not..... i cant imagine it. We really experience a lot of stuff in this trip.
The last day, after check out, took pic of the beachhouse tat we stayed, then we head of to sugarloaf rock again, because Siang Yee want to chase back her losing pictures.... her pictures were accidentaly formatted, so she wants to take them back. then we head to busselton jetty for the infamous 2km long Busselton jetty. We were walking along the jetty, suddenly zoe n sy scream that they saw dolphin.... ohh then we waited, stared at the sea .... ahahaha dolphin really jump out and say hi to us ... haha so happy n lucky, we saw 3 dolphins... and then suddenly heavy rain ... wah so scared tat the strong wind will come, cuz we might be swept away. But we were too lucky n the rain stop, rainbow come out again.
Throughtout the whole trip, we saw rainbow everyday, cuz it is winter, it always rain, but unlike Perth rain non-stop, down south have lil bit of shower, then clear sky n the sun come out to welcome us... and then rainbow come out. I like the weather there so much, it is cooling, it has sun .... n at nite is a starry night.
All of us were so excited, and start talking about the next trip. and we all doesn't feel tired at all after came back to perth, we even continue our journey to Conca's - the famouse chilli mussel at victoria park. since we have the car til friday, of cuz we use the oportunity to go out as much as we can.... Philip join us to chilli mussel cuz he is also excited abt our trip n come to my flat to kepoh with us... haha. After that, we head to Mill Point for the beloved night view of Perth, at night, Perth truly beautiful, with all the lights light up, looking at it from the other side of the river, make Perth look so damn beautiful. After the chigek chilli mussel, we still can't feel any hot inside our body, as the cool temperature really make us crazy, zoe lie on the grass and starts rolling, i join ... haha to warm our body, had so much fun acting like a crazy people ... haha then we head to King's Park for some pictures too .... just loves it, this is the fun nite.
We had so much fun posing around, explore the unfamiliar place with a rented car, this is so damn cool.
Each of us has a post for this trip, me as the map reader n the tourist guide, Siang Yee as the driver (haha), Zoe as the tour planner, n Li Teen as the photographer most of the time.
We rented a car and 4 of us went down south, lots of them scared something might happen to us as there is only 4 of us, all girls trip, a lil dangerous, plus the weather keep on raining non-stop, driving to the jungle, or outback, or rural area might be a lil bit dangerous, but well we made it!!!
We start our tour on 12 june, sunday ... ahem yea my birthday but so wat ...!!! though on my birthday got to go out of the city n tour around, but hey i am a lil disappointed at my birthday this year, i can say it is the most .... erm.... doesn't feel like is my birthday day. No celebration, no cake, no wishes frm closest friends (where they all went ??? and i wonder) instead ppl i less close with they send me a birthday wishes on friendster ... so a lil unexpected to those who send, but those consider as my close friend ...really all gone fishin!!
Alright back to the trip. We went there for 4 days 3 nights, visited Mandurah, Dunsborough, Yallingup, Margaret river, Busselton, Bunburry..... we almost go to Augusta for whale watching, but due to time constraint we left out that place, if not we can consider cover the whole down south corner of WA.
We took a lot of pictures ... just make ourself like a super model, hahaha can't help it, those scenry too too beautiful, can't even get those view in Perth. Within these few days, we visited chocolate factory, ice-cream, cheese factory, fudge factory - Candy Cow, Shearing farm, vineries, lighthouse, rocks, Berri Farm, lavender farm, Margaret river river mouth, reefs, beach .... wah really excited and happy.
The first day we went to Sugarloaf rock, Cape Naturaliste lighthouse, eagle bay beach, canal rock, wise vineyard, shearing farm, Yallingup reef for sunset .... tis day took a lot of picture, rainbow keep on appear everyday. We have to pay to enter to the lighthouse, but hey it is god damn stong wind up there, we felt like we almost being swept away by the wind if we are lighter n we jump up .... definately cold.
The second day went to chocolate factory, fudge factory, brookland valley vineyard, the groove vineyard, margaret river river mouth, cheese factory, Cape lavender... this day is a bit rush, this is a eat n drink tour, taste a lot of wine, liquer ... hmm i like tat koffee liquer mix with milk, new invention .... n very strong too but really nice, too bad too expensive if not i will buy. Our stomach were so full of wine, chocolate, cheese .... food!! Arh... lots of sweets stuff. We were late to be back because of the delay of our photo shooting ... hahaha we were supposed to go back to our beachhouse befor dark, cuz travelling during the dawn is very very dangerous, because this is the time when those wild animal come out at the roadside, if you are not lucky you might hit them n u might be in trouble. We were so terrified when we were rushing our way back, no lights along the road, except for the dark blue colour of dawn, a kangaroo stood beside the road, scared us til death man.... bt luckily that kangaroo din jump out, if not..... i cant imagine it. We really experience a lot of stuff in this trip.
The last day, after check out, took pic of the beachhouse tat we stayed, then we head of to sugarloaf rock again, because Siang Yee want to chase back her losing pictures.... her pictures were accidentaly formatted, so she wants to take them back. then we head to busselton jetty for the infamous 2km long Busselton jetty. We were walking along the jetty, suddenly zoe n sy scream that they saw dolphin.... ohh then we waited, stared at the sea .... ahahaha dolphin really jump out and say hi to us ... haha so happy n lucky, we saw 3 dolphins... and then suddenly heavy rain ... wah so scared tat the strong wind will come, cuz we might be swept away. But we were too lucky n the rain stop, rainbow come out again.
Throughtout the whole trip, we saw rainbow everyday, cuz it is winter, it always rain, but unlike Perth rain non-stop, down south have lil bit of shower, then clear sky n the sun come out to welcome us... and then rainbow come out. I like the weather there so much, it is cooling, it has sun .... n at nite is a starry night.
All of us were so excited, and start talking about the next trip. and we all doesn't feel tired at all after came back to perth, we even continue our journey to Conca's - the famouse chilli mussel at victoria park. since we have the car til friday, of cuz we use the oportunity to go out as much as we can.... Philip join us to chilli mussel cuz he is also excited abt our trip n come to my flat to kepoh with us... haha. After that, we head to Mill Point for the beloved night view of Perth, at night, Perth truly beautiful, with all the lights light up, looking at it from the other side of the river, make Perth look so damn beautiful. After the chigek chilli mussel, we still can't feel any hot inside our body, as the cool temperature really make us crazy, zoe lie on the grass and starts rolling, i join ... haha to warm our body, had so much fun acting like a crazy people ... haha then we head to King's Park for some pictures too .... just loves it, this is the fun nite.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Ryan leaves
Today Ryan left, another flatmate that i am ok with.
Last nite we had a so called farewell party for him, we were planning to cook for him but when i ask him whether he is free tat nite and he said he is not, bt then his frend put him aeroplane, so he is god damn free tat nite and we ordered pizza and took lotsa pictures with them...zoe n li teen also here, cuz they hv good impression on him....
Ryan loves to watch Tv, so when he is around the lounge won't be silent, and sometimes we watch big brother together, simpsons ....
Oh god... and he left, left for Bali then head to sydney travelling around aus with his family, then back to him hometown at Minnesota, USA
Last nite we had a so called farewell party for him, we were planning to cook for him but when i ask him whether he is free tat nite and he said he is not, bt then his frend put him aeroplane, so he is god damn free tat nite and we ordered pizza and took lotsa pictures with them...zoe n li teen also here, cuz they hv good impression on him....
Ryan loves to watch Tv, so when he is around the lounge won't be silent, and sometimes we watch big brother together, simpsons ....
Oh god... and he left, left for Bali then head to sydney travelling around aus with his family, then back to him hometown at Minnesota, USA
Friday, June 03, 2005
All done
All done ... Triple Crown.... got back my room
HURRAY!!!
It was so depressin these past few days ... been busy hunting for houses, busy with all my last assignment but dun think i can make it on the dateline ....
But then ... good news is tat i got lenient tutor tat ask us to hand in on monday or tuesday, so it can be hold til then...
Another good news is i got back my room ... this is really happy, so we don't have to worry abt getting a house or something .... hurray
then me n chip decided to go to triple crown tonite for a celebration of end of semester, end of everything depressing ...
What is bad is tat, we din notice tat after 11pm we can't go into tavern and so happened we went there arnd 11pm, so we couldn't go in but stand in front of the door to see what will happened ... hmm know a guy frm Sudan, he is also being refused to go in, and so we chat ...
hahaha then the following story will be kept in between me n chip ...
hehe
HURRAY!!!
It was so depressin these past few days ... been busy hunting for houses, busy with all my last assignment but dun think i can make it on the dateline ....
But then ... good news is tat i got lenient tutor tat ask us to hand in on monday or tuesday, so it can be hold til then...
Another good news is i got back my room ... this is really happy, so we don't have to worry abt getting a house or something .... hurray
then me n chip decided to go to triple crown tonite for a celebration of end of semester, end of everything depressing ...
What is bad is tat, we din notice tat after 11pm we can't go into tavern and so happened we went there arnd 11pm, so we couldn't go in but stand in front of the door to see what will happened ... hmm know a guy frm Sudan, he is also being refused to go in, and so we chat ...
hahaha then the following story will be kept in between me n chip ...
hehe
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Tommy is back
Oh forgot to mentioned, Tommy is back to Flat 71 ... he is just soo soo ... undecisive
He couldn't take it cuz of his uncle's house damn strict, so he can't stand living with these people, so he comes back
Flat 71 got back the noise n happiness
He couldn't take it cuz of his uncle's house damn strict, so he can't stand living with these people, so he comes back
Flat 71 got back the noise n happiness
Sunday, May 29, 2005
CONFLICT REVEAL
We are really not used to the atmosphere without Tommy, this whole afternoon...the flat was in a silent mode.... silent silent, until the clock tick u also can listen to it.
Tommy leaves us, he leaves us with his laughter, noise, dirts, TV, Microwave, DVD, VCR Player, Toilet tissues....
We are so not used to it, lounge without a TV, kitchen without a Microwave, we want to find a clock in the lounge area also cannot.
Suddenly i felt like our flat damn empty, no noise, no possession, no electronic, the fridge too damn empty, the sink too damn empty, the flat damn clean ....
Miss him la
But .... not until just now, when Serena n all came to our flat to study, (well make some noises in our flat mah) all of them said "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FLAT??" All of them were shocked, and all of them were so not used to it, cuz normally our flat really got that good bond, atmosphere, happening (not happening in drinking or partying that kind) shud say got family feel. ...
Then Kev came back saw all of them ... then Serena said why Kev looks so happy today, and then she asked me whether Tommy n Kev hv any conflict in between. I said i dunno... bt start to think of it ... it could be, cuz Kev seldom stay in the flat ever since Tommy here....
Then at nite, Ryan back, and then i curiously asked him whether there are any conflict in between them, then Ryan said "well, Kev don't like Tommy, so Tommy din talk to him" ... well this is a very simple conflict description .... not until the most serious revealing part until now only me n siang yee know!
Kev back home, i was washing my wok ... then he walk at the hallway there, then says "Yea tonite won't be that noisy!" I was shocked to hear that, he continue rambling in his room to Ryan, i can remember he said "When i woke up this morning, saw he is not here anymore, i felt fresh!!!" (loud n agitated) the rest i barely remember ....
I was so damn shocked, so do Siang Yee ... i went into SY room and both of us starts to discuss the unbelieavable conflict!!! Scary .... suddenly telephone rang ... for me... 2am .... I was so scared talking to Zoe, i was scared if i accidentaly disturb Kev ....
It has been week 13 ... now only i know he don't like Tommy.
Tommy leaves us, he leaves us with his laughter, noise, dirts, TV, Microwave, DVD, VCR Player, Toilet tissues....
We are so not used to it, lounge without a TV, kitchen without a Microwave, we want to find a clock in the lounge area also cannot.
Suddenly i felt like our flat damn empty, no noise, no possession, no electronic, the fridge too damn empty, the sink too damn empty, the flat damn clean ....
Miss him la
But .... not until just now, when Serena n all came to our flat to study, (well make some noises in our flat mah) all of them said "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FLAT??" All of them were shocked, and all of them were so not used to it, cuz normally our flat really got that good bond, atmosphere, happening (not happening in drinking or partying that kind) shud say got family feel. ...
Then Kev came back saw all of them ... then Serena said why Kev looks so happy today, and then she asked me whether Tommy n Kev hv any conflict in between. I said i dunno... bt start to think of it ... it could be, cuz Kev seldom stay in the flat ever since Tommy here....
Then at nite, Ryan back, and then i curiously asked him whether there are any conflict in between them, then Ryan said "well, Kev don't like Tommy, so Tommy din talk to him" ... well this is a very simple conflict description .... not until the most serious revealing part until now only me n siang yee know!
Kev back home, i was washing my wok ... then he walk at the hallway there, then says "Yea tonite won't be that noisy!" I was shocked to hear that, he continue rambling in his room to Ryan, i can remember he said "When i woke up this morning, saw he is not here anymore, i felt fresh!!!" (loud n agitated) the rest i barely remember ....
I was so damn shocked, so do Siang Yee ... i went into SY room and both of us starts to discuss the unbelieavable conflict!!! Scary .... suddenly telephone rang ... for me... 2am .... I was so scared talking to Zoe, i was scared if i accidentaly disturb Kev ....
It has been week 13 ... now only i know he don't like Tommy.
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Tommy GONE!!
Tommy really moved out, he really really no longer stay with us in the same flat!!
This morning about 10 am, i woke up, bt was lying on my bed, i heard noises outside, and noises of people talking in cantonese and noises of things moving... oh no!!!
Tommy really leaving, i was in a very very down mood yesterday, and today a morning such things happen, how u want me to accept everything happen in a sudden!!!
I dun want to go out, i dun want to go out and see his leave,... i lay in my bed and wait.... and i know whati s going on out there, i dun want to go out becuz i dunno how to face it.
half an hour later.... i heard his mom saying "it's that all, can we go now?" ... then after that i went out to brush my teeth, and i saw him, he said sorry to me becuz he borrowed my 'SAW' dvd to his friend and din tell me .... i din say a word to him, cuz i don't want to speak. So i tot he tot i am mad at him gua (he told me last nite), sumo i din say a word to him ....
well, nt tat i am mad at him, well i am mad at him why he want to move out la, in a short notice sumo, very hard to accept you know, i already treat him as my bro in perth, and we hv sort of like a family circle in our flat, Siang Yee the mother, me the sister, Ryan the bro, and Tommy the youngest!!!
He is so to say the link among us... except for Andi the girl who always hide in her room, and Kev the one who always go out.
I was really speechless ... bt i really hope he can come back
This morning about 10 am, i woke up, bt was lying on my bed, i heard noises outside, and noises of people talking in cantonese and noises of things moving... oh no!!!
Tommy really leaving, i was in a very very down mood yesterday, and today a morning such things happen, how u want me to accept everything happen in a sudden!!!
I dun want to go out, i dun want to go out and see his leave,... i lay in my bed and wait.... and i know whati s going on out there, i dun want to go out becuz i dunno how to face it.
half an hour later.... i heard his mom saying "it's that all, can we go now?" ... then after that i went out to brush my teeth, and i saw him, he said sorry to me becuz he borrowed my 'SAW' dvd to his friend and din tell me .... i din say a word to him, cuz i don't want to speak. So i tot he tot i am mad at him gua (he told me last nite), sumo i din say a word to him ....
well, nt tat i am mad at him, well i am mad at him why he want to move out la, in a short notice sumo, very hard to accept you know, i already treat him as my bro in perth, and we hv sort of like a family circle in our flat, Siang Yee the mother, me the sister, Ryan the bro, and Tommy the youngest!!!
He is so to say the link among us... except for Andi the girl who always hide in her room, and Kev the one who always go out.
I was really speechless ... bt i really hope he can come back
All Went Down Hill
Everything went down hill today.... i just dunno why everything need to happen in a day...
To test am i applicable to live on my own?
To test am i strong enough to receive all this task?
or
To see how bad i can do when everything bad happen in a row?
Since thursday nite, after the overly excitement groceries shopping spree with chip n cornie ...
the nite itself, i have no idea what i want to eat, though i hv lots of craps
I can't figure out what i am cooking
I can't even enjoy my food, yet i finished it!
I ate my bowl of fried mihun n mee ... the dark soy sauce and some carrot.... it should taste good
bt i am not in the mood ....
my mood just like shoot down tremendously ... i also dunno why
and then i went to buy plums from Chip, then i get to boost my mood back after crapping at her place and watched Amazing Race
Friday ... i wasn't feeling enthusiatic at all... I was late for editing
After back from editing got some juice to drink n read those crappy friendster forwarded msg that said friendster is closing soon pls forward the msg to ur friend. BULL SHIT!
Then went out ... saw this letter from SV ... i was waiting for it... who knows it is a bad news
My extension of contract for SV wasn't successful,
and i hv to get my ass off with all my luggage n all the shit i have to no where ...
I felt lost!
Chip too extention not granted. we were discussing how, she is even worse, going to melb in 10 jun.
I am hoping for the 13 to come, wish they can tell me that there are places in SV so that i don't have to move.
Not that i hate moving, bt i don't want to live outside, i don't want to spend a fortune to rent a house and start a life again...i don't want to spend extra cost to buy this and that for a new place.
I am so miserable ...i felt lost ... and added that it is WINTER, it is BLOODY WINTER, where am i going to live, sleep, eat, shit, shower? and where to keep myself warm too!!!
I know SV won't be this full, i know they are saving for the new student quota and sacrifice the old student .... bloody hell.
i know when the next sem starts, SV will be empty... and why that time they kick us out.
but how to wait until the semester starts? ... i am going to spend that 4 weeks break without a permanent living space.
I know i hv certain ways to live during tat 4 weeks pouring rain, howling winds' winter
1. live outside
2. zoe room
3. li teen room
4. auntie elaine house
5. auntie christina house
But .... live outside stupid! Expensive! Lonely! Depressing!
Zoe room ... lving with strangers, m just like an intruder
Li Teen room a double room
aunt elaine hse ... too far away
aunt christ hse ... far too and they will take over care of me
That kind of feeling...the feeling of doesn't belong to anywhere, the feeling of lonely, the feeling of lost!
I went out dinner with them to Northbridge ... i just want to get my head off to somewhere, social abit so that i won't be too narrowed my mind
Bt well... back to my room, i am all by myself again, talk to parents, i tot i can come out with some solution, becuz that is what i do all the time for all my life.... now i know i am no longer living with my parents, and i hv to learn i am now living on my own, living with my own responsibility... i am so down talking with them, and added that mom told me she is not coming becuz of the grp of people who suppose to come cancel their trip, so no mom coming.
that day i was so happy that if my mom coming, i can follow the trip to albany, margaret river and places ... spend time with mom... and mom said is 90% coming... but now no more ... i am so down yet i hv to receive this news ... i talk less, cuz i am emotionally agitated, but gotta show them i am calm.
That's not it ... tommy suddenly come into my room, asking back his stuff in my room- the street map, the radio .... and then the cds. he told me he will be leaving soon
and then several hours later, he told me he is leaving some time tomorrow ... WHAT!!!!
I am really not happy with his moving out.... He just came in n took back his stuff... like those couple who break up and ask to return back everything .... it is like u should respect me, and at least give an early notice, not this sudden ok... i am really not happy
Although sometimes he is noisy, sometimes is abit annoying, irritated.... but it is a good flatmate that actually keep ur boring time alive during late nite!
I like the feeling of talking straightforward to him, cuz i just can tell him what he shouldn't do and he won't feel bad about it, if he felt bad he will tell, not a complicated person. and now he is telling me he is moving tomorrow!! it is not easy to accept this while my emotion can't accept anything bad enough.
I was trying hard to focus on my MA readings ... read the question...ask myself why none of them i understand!!!
Ok i know nothing about it .. i felt lost again
Took shower wish to clean everything, and wake myself up.... never felt so down before ...never!!!
I even went to the bird singing flash site to watch this clip again... i kept this address in my bookmark, cuz last time no matter how down the mood is, i just turn it on, and listen to that bird singing, it will boost my mood up, and i will laugh at it... this time, today i watch at it, look at it, listen to it.... i felt nothing, i even watch it twice ... no effect at all!
Currently in my mind... room to live, places where i should belong, test, 2500 essay, shooting, analysis essay, money ....everything cramp up together, why must they all happen at the same time?
If u want me to set a chart for these few days mood ... it is a down hill direction, i need my ups ... i need something really really .. no i just need a solution for the above problems.
To test am i applicable to live on my own?
To test am i strong enough to receive all this task?
or
To see how bad i can do when everything bad happen in a row?
Since thursday nite, after the overly excitement groceries shopping spree with chip n cornie ...
the nite itself, i have no idea what i want to eat, though i hv lots of craps
I can't figure out what i am cooking
I can't even enjoy my food, yet i finished it!
I ate my bowl of fried mihun n mee ... the dark soy sauce and some carrot.... it should taste good
bt i am not in the mood ....
my mood just like shoot down tremendously ... i also dunno why
and then i went to buy plums from Chip, then i get to boost my mood back after crapping at her place and watched Amazing Race
Friday ... i wasn't feeling enthusiatic at all... I was late for editing
After back from editing got some juice to drink n read those crappy friendster forwarded msg that said friendster is closing soon pls forward the msg to ur friend. BULL SHIT!
Then went out ... saw this letter from SV ... i was waiting for it... who knows it is a bad news
My extension of contract for SV wasn't successful,
and i hv to get my ass off with all my luggage n all the shit i have to no where ...
I felt lost!
Chip too extention not granted. we were discussing how, she is even worse, going to melb in 10 jun.
I am hoping for the 13 to come, wish they can tell me that there are places in SV so that i don't have to move.
Not that i hate moving, bt i don't want to live outside, i don't want to spend a fortune to rent a house and start a life again...i don't want to spend extra cost to buy this and that for a new place.
I am so miserable ...i felt lost ... and added that it is WINTER, it is BLOODY WINTER, where am i going to live, sleep, eat, shit, shower? and where to keep myself warm too!!!
I know SV won't be this full, i know they are saving for the new student quota and sacrifice the old student .... bloody hell.
i know when the next sem starts, SV will be empty... and why that time they kick us out.
but how to wait until the semester starts? ... i am going to spend that 4 weeks break without a permanent living space.
I know i hv certain ways to live during tat 4 weeks pouring rain, howling winds' winter
1. live outside
2. zoe room
3. li teen room
4. auntie elaine house
5. auntie christina house
But .... live outside stupid! Expensive! Lonely! Depressing!
Zoe room ... lving with strangers, m just like an intruder
Li Teen room a double room
aunt elaine hse ... too far away
aunt christ hse ... far too and they will take over care of me
That kind of feeling...the feeling of doesn't belong to anywhere, the feeling of lonely, the feeling of lost!
I went out dinner with them to Northbridge ... i just want to get my head off to somewhere, social abit so that i won't be too narrowed my mind
Bt well... back to my room, i am all by myself again, talk to parents, i tot i can come out with some solution, becuz that is what i do all the time for all my life.... now i know i am no longer living with my parents, and i hv to learn i am now living on my own, living with my own responsibility... i am so down talking with them, and added that mom told me she is not coming becuz of the grp of people who suppose to come cancel their trip, so no mom coming.
that day i was so happy that if my mom coming, i can follow the trip to albany, margaret river and places ... spend time with mom... and mom said is 90% coming... but now no more ... i am so down yet i hv to receive this news ... i talk less, cuz i am emotionally agitated, but gotta show them i am calm.
That's not it ... tommy suddenly come into my room, asking back his stuff in my room- the street map, the radio .... and then the cds. he told me he will be leaving soon
and then several hours later, he told me he is leaving some time tomorrow ... WHAT!!!!
I am really not happy with his moving out.... He just came in n took back his stuff... like those couple who break up and ask to return back everything .... it is like u should respect me, and at least give an early notice, not this sudden ok... i am really not happy
Although sometimes he is noisy, sometimes is abit annoying, irritated.... but it is a good flatmate that actually keep ur boring time alive during late nite!
I like the feeling of talking straightforward to him, cuz i just can tell him what he shouldn't do and he won't feel bad about it, if he felt bad he will tell, not a complicated person. and now he is telling me he is moving tomorrow!! it is not easy to accept this while my emotion can't accept anything bad enough.
I was trying hard to focus on my MA readings ... read the question...ask myself why none of them i understand!!!
Ok i know nothing about it .. i felt lost again
Took shower wish to clean everything, and wake myself up.... never felt so down before ...never!!!
I even went to the bird singing flash site to watch this clip again... i kept this address in my bookmark, cuz last time no matter how down the mood is, i just turn it on, and listen to that bird singing, it will boost my mood up, and i will laugh at it... this time, today i watch at it, look at it, listen to it.... i felt nothing, i even watch it twice ... no effect at all!
Currently in my mind... room to live, places where i should belong, test, 2500 essay, shooting, analysis essay, money ....everything cramp up together, why must they all happen at the same time?
If u want me to set a chart for these few days mood ... it is a down hill direction, i need my ups ... i need something really really .. no i just need a solution for the above problems.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I have something new about this country today
Whenever there is a sun out there, no matter how not cloudy it is ... no matter how big the sun is ... the temperature during Autumn going to be Winter will never be HOT/ WARM!!!
I woke up at 12:30pm, i felt hot in my room with my quilt on ... dunno how is the situation out there, but all i know was the sun damn hot .. shine into my bed!! So i tot the temperature out there won't be cold.
So i wear short pants to do my laundry n hang my clothes under the hot sun
Then i just wear the usual attire when i am in Malaysia - Jeans and Short sleeve tee
Walk out of the flat... walk n walk... i start to shiver ... start to feel, bt what to do, i din even bring a jacket out, cuz i tot i m only out for 1 hour ... bt who knows that 5 minutes walk to uni and 10 mins walk back to flat strugle alot!!!
Then i forgot i am supposed to collect my fresh smell of flower n clean clothes ... so i collect it at 6pm (not too late rite) .... though the sky getting darker that time!
Shit ... my clothes, bed sheet, towel, quilt cover... all wet!!!
I think it is becuz of the wet air that create after the sun down... and also the cool air ... so today i've learnt.. no matter how big the sun is during winter, u hv to use the god damn dryer!
Whenever there is a sun out there, no matter how not cloudy it is ... no matter how big the sun is ... the temperature during Autumn going to be Winter will never be HOT/ WARM!!!
I woke up at 12:30pm, i felt hot in my room with my quilt on ... dunno how is the situation out there, but all i know was the sun damn hot .. shine into my bed!! So i tot the temperature out there won't be cold.
So i wear short pants to do my laundry n hang my clothes under the hot sun
Then i just wear the usual attire when i am in Malaysia - Jeans and Short sleeve tee
Walk out of the flat... walk n walk... i start to shiver ... start to feel, bt what to do, i din even bring a jacket out, cuz i tot i m only out for 1 hour ... bt who knows that 5 minutes walk to uni and 10 mins walk back to flat strugle alot!!!
Then i forgot i am supposed to collect my fresh smell of flower n clean clothes ... so i collect it at 6pm (not too late rite) .... though the sky getting darker that time!
Shit ... my clothes, bed sheet, towel, quilt cover... all wet!!!
I think it is becuz of the wet air that create after the sun down... and also the cool air ... so today i've learnt.. no matter how big the sun is during winter, u hv to use the god damn dryer!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
MURPHY'S LAW!!!
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.........
It sucks so bad .... i received a sms this morning from Abu, he said the actor he found is not free for tomorrow shooting, damn it, tell us at this time ... how can we find another person to be the actor (main actor summore!!) ARGH......
Shit shit shit shit .... andthe stupid weather ... CHIXIN all the weather forecast said tomorrow gonna have shower ... what the hell is this .. and judgin from the weather now .... fuck!! Look at the thick n dark cloud having now ... scary ... told me tat there might be another storm coming ... fuck!!!
I just be told by my group member that she heard frm the TV news that there is a warning given out to the ppl living in middle n South western Australia, they said there might be a storm tomorrow ... CHIXIN ..
Now no bloody main actor for us, and the weather are not working with us ... FUCK!!!
MURPHY'S LAW.... FUCKING BLOODY MURPHY'S LAW
It sucks so bad .... i received a sms this morning from Abu, he said the actor he found is not free for tomorrow shooting, damn it, tell us at this time ... how can we find another person to be the actor (main actor summore!!) ARGH......
Shit shit shit shit .... andthe stupid weather ... CHIXIN all the weather forecast said tomorrow gonna have shower ... what the hell is this .. and judgin from the weather now .... fuck!! Look at the thick n dark cloud having now ... scary ... told me tat there might be another storm coming ... fuck!!!
I just be told by my group member that she heard frm the TV news that there is a warning given out to the ppl living in middle n South western Australia, they said there might be a storm tomorrow ... CHIXIN ..
Now no bloody main actor for us, and the weather are not working with us ... FUCK!!!
MURPHY'S LAW.... FUCKING BLOODY MURPHY'S LAW
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Sunbathing
It has been raining for days ... so sick of it the wet n cloudy weather.
According to the weather forecast, it will be raining for these following days ... so sien
but haha ... today got nice weather
after groceries shopping, we saw a big n black cloud, so tot it might rain later ... but haha
3pm is the best time for sunbathing IN MY ROOM, if the weather allow and the sun comes out la
That kind of feeling syiok til the max, now can understand why the mat salleh loves to sunbathe when they are in the tropical country or beach
SYIOK!!!! just lie on my chair, put my legs up the window there, and then wear sun glasses, and close my eyes relax .... think nothing, this kind of feeling really good man!!
According to the weather forecast, it will be raining for these following days ... so sien
but haha ... today got nice weather
after groceries shopping, we saw a big n black cloud, so tot it might rain later ... but haha
3pm is the best time for sunbathing IN MY ROOM, if the weather allow and the sun comes out la
That kind of feeling syiok til the max, now can understand why the mat salleh loves to sunbathe when they are in the tropical country or beach
SYIOK!!!! just lie on my chair, put my legs up the window there, and then wear sun glasses, and close my eyes relax .... think nothing, this kind of feeling really good man!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Again!!
Last nite, After watching 'Kingdom of Heaven', dunno why Ryan said it was good, probably, it is a war and fighting movie, maybe he loves the cruelity in human .... I don't find this movie tremendously amazing, and yet Orlando Bloom's acting .... very monotone!!!
Well, i gotta sleep early cuz got the day i hate - Wednesday has come .... need to wake up early for a damn long hours lecture, screening, tutorial ... But i couldn't sleep, cuz hehe the nite before i slept at 4am
Finally dunno what time i get to sleep, and i think i start to sleep deadly, i dun even know there is a tornado that day ..... i dreamt alot these days, maybe due to too much of sleeping, today i dreamt again, and him appear in my dream twice in a different story/scene ..... i din dream of the person i am seeing everyday and yet i am dreaming the person whom i see less ......
The story is like this, i dreamt of me going back to KL, and saw my family, suddenly him appear in my house .... and the feeling is like, he is the usual guest to my family ... so weird!!
Then another story is that .... i think that is at a school environment ... then i saw soo ee and then suddenly me n her need to go to the toilet, and then i saw him in the ladies checking email ... hahaha where on earth in the loo got pc and internet access!!! Then i sit beside him and check my email ... weird again
Dream are always weird, but then again wat it actually mean? or it doesn't mean anything, or it does mean something that i don't know!!!!
I miss him yesterday, cuz went for movie, so i assume yesterday he came online .... not assume ... is i know!!!
Hate Raining ..... rain rain and rain ...never stop for the whole day!!!
Well, i gotta sleep early cuz got the day i hate - Wednesday has come .... need to wake up early for a damn long hours lecture, screening, tutorial ... But i couldn't sleep, cuz hehe the nite before i slept at 4am
Finally dunno what time i get to sleep, and i think i start to sleep deadly, i dun even know there is a tornado that day ..... i dreamt alot these days, maybe due to too much of sleeping, today i dreamt again, and him appear in my dream twice in a different story/scene ..... i din dream of the person i am seeing everyday and yet i am dreaming the person whom i see less ......
The story is like this, i dreamt of me going back to KL, and saw my family, suddenly him appear in my house .... and the feeling is like, he is the usual guest to my family ... so weird!!
Then another story is that .... i think that is at a school environment ... then i saw soo ee and then suddenly me n her need to go to the toilet, and then i saw him in the ladies checking email ... hahaha where on earth in the loo got pc and internet access!!! Then i sit beside him and check my email ... weird again
Dream are always weird, but then again wat it actually mean? or it doesn't mean anything, or it does mean something that i don't know!!!!
I miss him yesterday, cuz went for movie, so i assume yesterday he came online .... not assume ... is i know!!!
Hate Raining ..... rain rain and rain ...never stop for the whole day!!!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Busy
Been busy lately, can't really breath heh!!!
Busy with assignment, mise-en-scene group meeting, presentation, one after another, no rest at all, scared to welcome the following weeks, everything cram up together, ....
Just finish media audiences campaign, luckily jason volunteer to do the compile job... hahaha he volunteer then of cuz i give him to do.
Although i have finish it, but still can't feel the relaxing air flow into my body, lagi teruk, dunno why this morning woke up, neck pain. Then i have been tahan the pain for the whole day, sitting at the desk and finish the work .... pain like hell, my neck can't even put straight.
Now i m abit worry my laundry, due to the moody n cloudy weather... and the forecast says the whole week will be a shower n storm week.... how to wash my dirty clothes.
p/s: i dun hv bra to wear la. ...shhh shhh
Lately craving for Black Eyed Peas - Don't phunk with my heart.
Busy with assignment, mise-en-scene group meeting, presentation, one after another, no rest at all, scared to welcome the following weeks, everything cram up together, ....
Just finish media audiences campaign, luckily jason volunteer to do the compile job... hahaha he volunteer then of cuz i give him to do.
Although i have finish it, but still can't feel the relaxing air flow into my body, lagi teruk, dunno why this morning woke up, neck pain. Then i have been tahan the pain for the whole day, sitting at the desk and finish the work .... pain like hell, my neck can't even put straight.
Now i m abit worry my laundry, due to the moody n cloudy weather... and the forecast says the whole week will be a shower n storm week.... how to wash my dirty clothes.
p/s: i dun hv bra to wear la. ...shhh shhh
Lately craving for Black Eyed Peas - Don't phunk with my heart.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Friday the 13th
It is Friday the 13th .....
A day that full of horror, mysterious, scary .... Phui!!!! where got???
Nothing scary happen AT ALL!!!
Spend my whole morning and afternoon in TV Studio B, we are rehearsing for our mise-en-scene lighting, we have a hard lightin to do in our video shooting. So guess what, i spend my time there standing under the spotlight and be the model for them to see the lights ..... fun huh ... cuz we have the whole studion on our own, just feel like ... haha my baby production!!
Then arnd 4pm go back and need to start a discussion on MA .... until abt 6:30 pm
Argh ... rush to Ambleman's wrap party. I know going to a party at this crucial time is like .... naughty girl
But well, this is not only a party so simple, showing up in a production wrap party is important, if u want to be recognise, and hope for future job from them.
Lina cousin sister came and fetch me and angie (my look up person). We were sesak in the dark for quite some times ... we were supposed to reach there by 7pm, but we arrived at Anathea house at 8:30pm late late late... bt well the house was abit quiet ... not that i expected a "PARTY" going on.
anathea the art director has a very nice house ... and she is really a rich girl, 50" inch (i think) plasma TV, 20"inch (i think) apple desktop... and lots of beautiful and artistic picture hanging on the wall.
I am hungry but no food to be served, except for beer !! ... then Linda came (the producer) with her infamous "dangerous punch" hahaha, heard that the last day of shooting, the director got thrash with her dangerous punch.
direction in making the dangerous punch"
1. soak fruits (watermelon, pineapple, peach...) into vodka for 2 days (1 bottle of vodka is fine, 2 bottle of vodka make the director thrash)
2. the serving day itself, mix 1 into wine, champagne, sparkling wine and juice.
TADAH .... ur guest won't feel like they are drinnking an alcohol, but ...eating the fruits u can tell how much alcohol there are and the effect damn strong.
I keep on chucking my favourite chips - Doritos nachos extreme cheese. That the only food to warm my stomach up, if not i will vomit like a dog drinking all the alcohol.
They show the making of Ambleman... i think that video it for an hour, hehe i am included in one of the scene .... hahaha at least i hv been recognise. (it is important to be recognise in this industry)
It is also very obvious that some ppl are hard to mix with, media party are nt the wild one, cuz there are some matured ppl here (neh, my tutor, lecturer ..... ) These ppl sitting there and discuss their stuff (boring) ... Luckily the nice and kind Liz arrive and Linda willing to mix with us ... (i tot she is arrogant, cuz i saw her in campus one day, and i intended to say hi to her. .. but din cuz doesn't seem like she will remember me) but then... today she told she saw me tat day, and she wave at me, but i din saw her waving at me... and then tat nite itself i send her an email to confirm with that i am going to the party, i even wrote in the email that "i am carven, if you can still remember me..." ... hahaha she told me and i felt like so malu to make her act like a fool, but it was so much fun ...
Later, we went out to the pool and have a look, Anathea, stand on the pool stairs with her socks on... me, angie sit at the pool site and soak our legs into the pool (god it was freaking freezing cold, 14 degress i think)
Anathea can't resist the water, she jumps in .... actually i always have this visual of myself jumping into the pool with clothes on ... i always wanted to do this .. no harm rite!! but today i din, cuz i dun wan to wet myself and make Lina car wet with stainds. So abit disappointed at myself .. maybe next time ... Hmm.. maybe should know some ppl whose have a house with a pool .. hahahahahah
After getting Lina into trouble ... me and angie cancel the chillis mussel thing, and then me and angie spend a nite just talk, angie told me alot of her experience, like how to hook up with these people .... it is good to know how she made it
she is this ppl who can force herself do her work and achieve the grades that she wants ... GENG!! and at the same time, she can also go out party .... this is her dark side she said. Cuz of her strict parents, she has to do all this when she is abroad ... i am also shocked to know that she smokes before, but not inhale into the lungs, and i was shocked these ppl really smoke before ... but they are not addicted to it, they are just taka a puff or two for relieving stress.
stomack sure got problem .... no dinner, chips + alcohol ... gonna die tmrw
A day that full of horror, mysterious, scary .... Phui!!!! where got???
Nothing scary happen AT ALL!!!
Spend my whole morning and afternoon in TV Studio B, we are rehearsing for our mise-en-scene lighting, we have a hard lightin to do in our video shooting. So guess what, i spend my time there standing under the spotlight and be the model for them to see the lights ..... fun huh ... cuz we have the whole studion on our own, just feel like ... haha my baby production!!
Then arnd 4pm go back and need to start a discussion on MA .... until abt 6:30 pm
Argh ... rush to Ambleman's wrap party. I know going to a party at this crucial time is like .... naughty girl
But well, this is not only a party so simple, showing up in a production wrap party is important, if u want to be recognise, and hope for future job from them.
Lina cousin sister came and fetch me and angie (my look up person). We were sesak in the dark for quite some times ... we were supposed to reach there by 7pm, but we arrived at Anathea house at 8:30pm late late late... bt well the house was abit quiet ... not that i expected a "PARTY" going on.
anathea the art director has a very nice house ... and she is really a rich girl, 50" inch (i think) plasma TV, 20"inch (i think) apple desktop... and lots of beautiful and artistic picture hanging on the wall.
I am hungry but no food to be served, except for beer !! ... then Linda came (the producer) with her infamous "dangerous punch" hahaha, heard that the last day of shooting, the director got thrash with her dangerous punch.
direction in making the dangerous punch"
1. soak fruits (watermelon, pineapple, peach...) into vodka for 2 days (1 bottle of vodka is fine, 2 bottle of vodka make the director thrash)
2. the serving day itself, mix 1 into wine, champagne, sparkling wine and juice.
TADAH .... ur guest won't feel like they are drinnking an alcohol, but ...eating the fruits u can tell how much alcohol there are and the effect damn strong.
I keep on chucking my favourite chips - Doritos nachos extreme cheese. That the only food to warm my stomach up, if not i will vomit like a dog drinking all the alcohol.
They show the making of Ambleman... i think that video it for an hour, hehe i am included in one of the scene .... hahaha at least i hv been recognise. (it is important to be recognise in this industry)
It is also very obvious that some ppl are hard to mix with, media party are nt the wild one, cuz there are some matured ppl here (neh, my tutor, lecturer ..... ) These ppl sitting there and discuss their stuff (boring) ... Luckily the nice and kind Liz arrive and Linda willing to mix with us ... (i tot she is arrogant, cuz i saw her in campus one day, and i intended to say hi to her. .. but din cuz doesn't seem like she will remember me) but then... today she told she saw me tat day, and she wave at me, but i din saw her waving at me... and then tat nite itself i send her an email to confirm with that i am going to the party, i even wrote in the email that "i am carven, if you can still remember me..." ... hahaha she told me and i felt like so malu to make her act like a fool, but it was so much fun ...
Later, we went out to the pool and have a look, Anathea, stand on the pool stairs with her socks on... me, angie sit at the pool site and soak our legs into the pool (god it was freaking freezing cold, 14 degress i think)
Anathea can't resist the water, she jumps in .... actually i always have this visual of myself jumping into the pool with clothes on ... i always wanted to do this .. no harm rite!! but today i din, cuz i dun wan to wet myself and make Lina car wet with stainds. So abit disappointed at myself .. maybe next time ... Hmm.. maybe should know some ppl whose have a house with a pool .. hahahahahah
After getting Lina into trouble ... me and angie cancel the chillis mussel thing, and then me and angie spend a nite just talk, angie told me alot of her experience, like how to hook up with these people .... it is good to know how she made it
she is this ppl who can force herself do her work and achieve the grades that she wants ... GENG!! and at the same time, she can also go out party .... this is her dark side she said. Cuz of her strict parents, she has to do all this when she is abroad ... i am also shocked to know that she smokes before, but not inhale into the lungs, and i was shocked these ppl really smoke before ... but they are not addicted to it, they are just taka a puff or two for relieving stress.
stomack sure got problem .... no dinner, chips + alcohol ... gonna die tmrw
Friday, May 13, 2005
Heart pop out
Just finish chatting with him.
We din meet each online for i think 2 weeks, since that day.
Today when i am in the mid of several conversation, and then doing online research for my MA campaign, feeling abit irritated with so many ppl online, and also my mood also not too good. Then suddenly late at nite, someone come onlien and say hi to me, i dunno it was him, cuz he change his nickname, so i couldn't recognise, after trying hard to figure out who this is.... hahaha it was him, i can feel my heart just pop out .... the mood change tremendously, get so excited!!!
Finally got his address.... wonder what i would do with his address.
and also finally he put his pic online la ... so that i can refresh my mind with his look hahahaha
We din meet each online for i think 2 weeks, since that day.
Today when i am in the mid of several conversation, and then doing online research for my MA campaign, feeling abit irritated with so many ppl online, and also my mood also not too good. Then suddenly late at nite, someone come onlien and say hi to me, i dunno it was him, cuz he change his nickname, so i couldn't recognise, after trying hard to figure out who this is.... hahaha it was him, i can feel my heart just pop out .... the mood change tremendously, get so excited!!!
Finally got his address.... wonder what i would do with his address.
and also finally he put his pic online la ... so that i can refresh my mind with his look hahahaha
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Touching~~~
It doesn't happen recently, but suddenly i feel like expressed it out.
I got to know my friend involved in a minor car accident, just becuz she is thinking about how my life here.
That was when i first got here. I am abit shocked to hear this, cuz i thouth they were kidding. But they said it was true, and now only i know i am not invisble, and i really played an important role within my friends.
And then another friend told me the day i fly, she said her mood damn down while she is on her way to work.
Sometimes, ppl will only felt sad when they know u are not there.
So gotta appreciate every person u hv with u now.
I got to know that all my cousin n bro miss me so much, cuz they felt weird to play without me.
It happened that i saw my close cousin sister at my house, they were all at my house, then i ask my another ocusin bro, ask him that Yee shud be feeling abit weird, cuz go to my house bt without my appearance. Then my cousin bro said, "actually we all felt weird" ... this is so touching too, cuz make me felt that i am always visible to them, and i am always important to them.
I got to know that one day when i am webcaming with my grandmother, she told me, "dunno why sometimes she will think of me, think of how my life here, dunno why... maybe just becuz the bond"
I am on the webcam but i dunno what to say to her, cuz i knew if i talk my voice will turn, and my tears will start to come out, cuz i really wanted to tell her, i miss her so much, and i actually thinking of the image when i last saw her before i come to perth. That was the nite before i left, i sent back to the house and say bye and a hug. but i couldn't express my feeling to her, cuz i am too emotionally affected.... then i know i cannot tahan... cuz i have been tahan for quite a few minutes, then they change another person to talk to me, i need to bend down on my table, so that i can clear my tears what watever shit i hv on my eye. ....
I just feel like going home in the end of the year. No money to go back in june. I want to go back cuz i want to spend time with them. At first i was thinking not to go back in this entire 2 years, cuz air ticket really really expensive. So now if i planned to go back, the money i earn will be given to the trip back to KL, and my tour arnd australia dream CRASHED!!!
So hard to decide. However i was touch to know that ppl are missing me so am i.
I got to know my friend involved in a minor car accident, just becuz she is thinking about how my life here.
That was when i first got here. I am abit shocked to hear this, cuz i thouth they were kidding. But they said it was true, and now only i know i am not invisble, and i really played an important role within my friends.
And then another friend told me the day i fly, she said her mood damn down while she is on her way to work.
Sometimes, ppl will only felt sad when they know u are not there.
So gotta appreciate every person u hv with u now.
I got to know that all my cousin n bro miss me so much, cuz they felt weird to play without me.
It happened that i saw my close cousin sister at my house, they were all at my house, then i ask my another ocusin bro, ask him that Yee shud be feeling abit weird, cuz go to my house bt without my appearance. Then my cousin bro said, "actually we all felt weird" ... this is so touching too, cuz make me felt that i am always visible to them, and i am always important to them.
I got to know that one day when i am webcaming with my grandmother, she told me, "dunno why sometimes she will think of me, think of how my life here, dunno why... maybe just becuz the bond"
I am on the webcam but i dunno what to say to her, cuz i knew if i talk my voice will turn, and my tears will start to come out, cuz i really wanted to tell her, i miss her so much, and i actually thinking of the image when i last saw her before i come to perth. That was the nite before i left, i sent back to the house and say bye and a hug. but i couldn't express my feeling to her, cuz i am too emotionally affected.... then i know i cannot tahan... cuz i have been tahan for quite a few minutes, then they change another person to talk to me, i need to bend down on my table, so that i can clear my tears what watever shit i hv on my eye. ....
I just feel like going home in the end of the year. No money to go back in june. I want to go back cuz i want to spend time with them. At first i was thinking not to go back in this entire 2 years, cuz air ticket really really expensive. So now if i planned to go back, the money i earn will be given to the trip back to KL, and my tour arnd australia dream CRASHED!!!
So hard to decide. However i was touch to know that ppl are missing me so am i.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Simple theory
Someone said i should mentioned this here.
I was being a "love consultant" again for miss Tai. Asking someone who has not being in love before... bt anyway, outsider always have a clearer mind, we see things differently, more importantly, we sees things positively.
She was upset about his bf, and she was depressed over she thinks that she give him loves more than he gave to her. And now she is thinking, it is unfair to her as she gives in so much, towards obsession on him, but he only gives her those cold and lazy to layan her that kind of attitude. So she was thinking whether he loves her or not. (I m simplifyin their situation, more in depth, dun ask me... cuz i only want to bring out that theory!! haha)
She overly tired of thinking whether she loves him more, or he loves her more. She wans the balance return from what she gave out. She said must have some balance like the ying and yang thing.
Then i suddenly made up of this theory. Ying and Yand are not the same, giving and receive will never be the same porpotion, that's why our world have extremely rich ppl and extremely poor ppl, all living under one earth.... or so to say, u can hv both extreme living in the same country, city, suburb. Because everyone will never be the same,we cannot have all rich ppl living in the same place and all poor ppl living at the same place, that would lead to trouble. that's also why the communist concept being wiped out in the 40's becuz everyone dun want to be the same, everyone wants to fight for what they want, and enjoy what they deserves.
That is also why, there are ppl not being loved and there are ppl overly being loved.... NOT FAIR!!!!
Well.... seeing this intellectual smart ass, craving for help... depressed over her loves, this make her look stupid, as she doesn't deserves to be this stupid. Ppl who are in love will always be blind, they can always easily forget the simple theory. I think i will be like this too, cuz our emotions covers our rationale.
In this world, there are always problems, chaotic, conflict going on, but ppl can never think of using the most simple and easier way to solve their problem, cuz they will just think in a negative ways which lead to their depression, tired, stress!!! Ppl shud always live happy.
THINK POSITIVE BEFORE YOU DEPRESSED!!!
Should start a campaign about it.....!!!!!
So, Mr Bush, pls use the simpliest and easiest way to solve ur political problems.... dun use force, violence, to solve what you want to make a world to be.
PEACE Everyone!!!!
Go Green! Go Peace!
I was being a "love consultant" again for miss Tai. Asking someone who has not being in love before... bt anyway, outsider always have a clearer mind, we see things differently, more importantly, we sees things positively.
She was upset about his bf, and she was depressed over she thinks that she give him loves more than he gave to her. And now she is thinking, it is unfair to her as she gives in so much, towards obsession on him, but he only gives her those cold and lazy to layan her that kind of attitude. So she was thinking whether he loves her or not. (I m simplifyin their situation, more in depth, dun ask me... cuz i only want to bring out that theory!! haha)
She overly tired of thinking whether she loves him more, or he loves her more. She wans the balance return from what she gave out. She said must have some balance like the ying and yang thing.
Then i suddenly made up of this theory. Ying and Yand are not the same, giving and receive will never be the same porpotion, that's why our world have extremely rich ppl and extremely poor ppl, all living under one earth.... or so to say, u can hv both extreme living in the same country, city, suburb. Because everyone will never be the same,we cannot have all rich ppl living in the same place and all poor ppl living at the same place, that would lead to trouble. that's also why the communist concept being wiped out in the 40's becuz everyone dun want to be the same, everyone wants to fight for what they want, and enjoy what they deserves.
That is also why, there are ppl not being loved and there are ppl overly being loved.... NOT FAIR!!!!
Well.... seeing this intellectual smart ass, craving for help... depressed over her loves, this make her look stupid, as she doesn't deserves to be this stupid. Ppl who are in love will always be blind, they can always easily forget the simple theory. I think i will be like this too, cuz our emotions covers our rationale.
In this world, there are always problems, chaotic, conflict going on, but ppl can never think of using the most simple and easier way to solve their problem, cuz they will just think in a negative ways which lead to their depression, tired, stress!!! Ppl shud always live happy.
THINK POSITIVE BEFORE YOU DEPRESSED!!!
Should start a campaign about it.....!!!!!
So, Mr Bush, pls use the simpliest and easiest way to solve ur political problems.... dun use force, violence, to solve what you want to make a world to be.
PEACE Everyone!!!!
Go Green! Go Peace!
Monday, May 02, 2005
Isn't that hard??
Isn't that hard to express something you really want to express....
Why women is like this???
Why they always feel like expressing something they wanted to, but when it comes to it, they will never use the direct way, and will always use an indirect way or something not related to what you wanted to say.
Damn.... I'm that kind of person!!!
I felt like dropping a testi for him, then i dropped.... but the words that came from my mind are not written down... cuz.... no guts la, of cuz, it is not the time to express too, scared will chase him away... emm... i think the dream indicator quite accurate hor!!!
*ups & downs*
Here come to the busiest week..... i hv doco presentation this week, friday need to hand in doco treatment - 2500 words, need to do research on my topic, and write my crappy documentary out..... and then monday need to hand in MA campaign .. which require alot of research and work, we haven't chose a topic to go with too ... gonna die!!!! Monday got screen production group meetin too.... AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... where is my motivator??? where is my comfortor????
All i can see is STRESS, STRESS, STRESS, and STRESS!!!! I scared i can't cope with it... and the grades i am getting now frm my assignment are not too good.... i dun want to send back to malaysia, but i do want to go back to malaysia.... !!! so confusing!!!
I dun want to be send back la, but i want to go back proudly la.
Why women is like this???
Why they always feel like expressing something they wanted to, but when it comes to it, they will never use the direct way, and will always use an indirect way or something not related to what you wanted to say.
Damn.... I'm that kind of person!!!
I felt like dropping a testi for him, then i dropped.... but the words that came from my mind are not written down... cuz.... no guts la, of cuz, it is not the time to express too, scared will chase him away... emm... i think the dream indicator quite accurate hor!!!
*ups & downs*
Here come to the busiest week..... i hv doco presentation this week, friday need to hand in doco treatment - 2500 words, need to do research on my topic, and write my crappy documentary out..... and then monday need to hand in MA campaign .. which require alot of research and work, we haven't chose a topic to go with too ... gonna die!!!! Monday got screen production group meetin too.... AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... where is my motivator??? where is my comfortor????
All i can see is STRESS, STRESS, STRESS, and STRESS!!!! I scared i can't cope with it... and the grades i am getting now frm my assignment are not too good.... i dun want to send back to malaysia, but i do want to go back to malaysia.... !!! so confusing!!!
I dun want to be send back la, but i want to go back proudly la.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Yes!!!
Yes, i hv send him a sms, told him that i dreamt of him that nite.... too bad he sent me 4 sms but i can only receive one.
But .. afterall, the good thing is, he came online ... if not dunno when he will come online. This is hard, i can't receive any sms frm malaysia, and then he dun come online often, maybe once a week, or once every fortnight!!!
Too bad, his internet connection always got problem, we are in the mid of chatting, then suddenly he offline!!!! Actually he dc, i can understand, if not he sure will say goodnite to me before he offline.
Then i was waiting... wait for quite a long time!!! Then also no sign of him online!! then i sent him a sms, ask him whether he went offline or dc, and i knew i might not be able to receive his msg, so i ask him to give me a miss call if he is going to sleep... Then he called!!!
Sort of panic la ... then he said his connection got problem, so say goodnite n bye bye lo... Felt so sorry to want him call la... cuz money is a thing for him i think... aih!!!
*Emotional* .....
But .. afterall, the good thing is, he came online ... if not dunno when he will come online. This is hard, i can't receive any sms frm malaysia, and then he dun come online often, maybe once a week, or once every fortnight!!!
Too bad, his internet connection always got problem, we are in the mid of chatting, then suddenly he offline!!!! Actually he dc, i can understand, if not he sure will say goodnite to me before he offline.
Then i was waiting... wait for quite a long time!!! Then also no sign of him online!! then i sent him a sms, ask him whether he went offline or dc, and i knew i might not be able to receive his msg, so i ask him to give me a miss call if he is going to sleep... Then he called!!!
Sort of panic la ... then he said his connection got problem, so say goodnite n bye bye lo... Felt so sorry to want him call la... cuz money is a thing for him i think... aih!!!
*Emotional* .....
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Dreams again!!!
I hate to say this, but last nite i really dreamt of him again!!!!
Although this time doesn't have the feel of sweet dream after i woke up, but tis a longer dream, though the dreams jump here and there, suddenly diff people appear, location and all also diff, then jump to another scene and all.... but his image in the dream has alot!!!!
Me and him in the story in the dream have more .... ahem... ahem.... "interaction"!!!!!
Isn't it becuz of the black pepper beef last nite i had??
I don't know .... i am freaking pissed with 3 network, cuz i can't receive any sms from malaysia mobile!!! DAMN IT.... i might missed some sms.
Oh well, i am very tired last nite ... but i had a long long long long dream about almost everyone. But he plays the main role in my dream!!!!
Shud i tell him that i dreamt of him last nite????
Although this time doesn't have the feel of sweet dream after i woke up, but tis a longer dream, though the dreams jump here and there, suddenly diff people appear, location and all also diff, then jump to another scene and all.... but his image in the dream has alot!!!!
Me and him in the story in the dream have more .... ahem... ahem.... "interaction"!!!!!
Isn't it becuz of the black pepper beef last nite i had??
I don't know .... i am freaking pissed with 3 network, cuz i can't receive any sms from malaysia mobile!!! DAMN IT.... i might missed some sms.
Oh well, i am very tired last nite ... but i had a long long long long dream about almost everyone. But he plays the main role in my dream!!!!
Shud i tell him that i dreamt of him last nite????
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